Monday, June 11, 2018

Emotional Abuse Recovery-Set Goals



Michael Di Paola — feeling STUDY ALONE PEACEFUL PLAYING WITH MY SELF with Miguel Martinek and 2 others at Steinway Reformed Church.IF KARMA DONT BRING YOUR ENEMIES TO THEIR NEEDS REMEMBER SELF DEFENSE IS NOT ALWAYS MURDER

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RXWsN26Hpdg

10 Types of People to Stay Away From: Avoiding Negative Influences and Rude, Depressing

Who are the people you should stay away from? From the people who you can’t trust to the ones who take you for granted and from the people who bully you to the ones who are rude and make fun of you.

Whether it is a friend, classmate, colleague, roommate or partner, having them in your life will only cause stress, hurt, pain, sorrow, sadness, depression and tension - There is no better time than right now to avoid and remove these 10 typical types of negative people from your life.

1) People who make fun of you and everything you do

These are the type of people who will always find a way to make fun of you regardless of time and place. Whether it is the car you drive, the way you speak, how your bum looks in a new dress or your latest project at school, these people will try to put you down in a maliciously aimed joke.

Stay away from people like these because they will utter the most senseless, rude and insulting one-liners at the expense of your humiliation. Even for a tiny moment they will not think twice about how the words coming out of their mouths can affect your emotional and mental state.

2) People who bully you or dominate over you

Real life bullying on school grounds, forced bullying in dorm rooms, online cyber bullying or passive bullying by friends who have dominating personalities, no form of bullying is acceptable. This sort of behavior has the potential to leave lifelong mental scars.

Do whatever you need to do to stay away from bullies, whether they are bullying you or someone else. Don’t be involved in bullying yourself and be ready to offer emotional support to those who have been bullied.

3) People who take you for granted

Be it your classmate, colleague, dorm mate or friend, don’t be around anyone who has a tendency to take you for granted. These people will take you and your niceness, your feelings, your money and your belongings for granted.

Stay away from these folks as their act of indifference towards you as an individual can dig a deep hole in your self esteem in the long run. Put them out of your lives before the damage is irreversible.

4) People who are always complaining about something

A friend who always complains about his father bought him a Mercedes instead of a Ferrari, a colleague who instead of being thankful complains about how tiny a raise she got or a classmate who always finds faults with the professor everyone likes – They are the classic examples of negative people who you should avoid being around.

They have a tendency to find faults in anything and everything that happens with them and around them whether it concerns them directly or not. Don’t let their pessimism ruin your optimistic mindset.

5) People who have broken your heart

Whether it is your ex-girlfriend who double dated, ex-boyfriend who had a one night stand with someone else or your long time partner who started seeing someone while in a relationship with you - If a guy or girl has made you go through the pain of heartbreak, he/she deserves no place in your life.

Heartbreak brings back sorrows, bad memories, tears and many other depressing emotions. There is no need to be around or in touch with people who have broken your heart. Your love is pure, don’t contaminate it by being around a heart breaker.

6) People who have lied to you, betrayed you or cheated you

From the girl who lied to you about your best friend to the buddy who made you buy something because he would get a fat commission, stay away from people who have been malicious towards you in any way.

The saying ‘once a liar, always a liar’ may not necessarily hold true for everyone, but do you really think your precious life is worth experimenting for people who are not honest with you? Avoid them and stay away from their malicious ways.

7) People who find faults in you all the time

Ever had a friend who always finds faults in the way you dress? Ever had a colleague who pins you down unnecessarily at the slightest of errors on the office floor? Ever had a classmate who criticized all your school projects regardless of how good they really were?

People who find faults in you all the time are doing nothing but trying to drag you down simply because they fear that you are rising way beyond their reach. If you find people criticizing you on your face or by talking behind your back, remind yourself that you must be doing something right to ignite pangs of jealousy in them.

8) People who constantly try to change you

From the friend who wants you to behave in a certain manner when you go out with her to the woman who wants you to dress in a certain way if you want to be invited to her parties, life isn’t worth spending time with people who don’t like you for who you are.

Surround yourself with people who like you, enjoy being with you and cherish the time they spend with you without any expectations of changing your personality or habits. No matter how normal or quirky you may be, be the way you are and stay away from people who expect you to change. They are simply not worth your time and effort.

9) People who you can’t trust

Do you know that happens when you spend time and interact with people who you can’t trust? Your mind goes into a whirlpool of nasty thoughts and a quick sand of suspicion. There is no way you are going to be able to enjoy the company of an untrustworthy friend, partner or colleague.

Spending a Friday night alone is much better than spending it with a guy who promises you the world just to get in your pants or a girl who says she enjoys your company but it is your wallet that she is really after. It is a different situation when you want to build your trust levels with someone, but in general, people who you can’t trust have no place in your life.

10) People who have given you bad memories

This post has looked at heartbreak, lies, cheating, bullying and many other commonly known things that can cause fallouts in a relationship. Even besides these if there is anyone in your life who is the cause of bad and painful memories, remove them from your life.

Ignore everyone who is blocking you from blooming into someone who can make a difference in this world. Being around negative people will hold you back from being the unique, creative and beautiful individual that you are.

Erich Fromm, The Art of Loving
(via the-book-diaries)

13 Types of People You Need to Stay Away From

Let’s juxtapose two famous quotations, neither of which Google credits to any one source in particular:

1. “Show me your friends I’ll show you your future.”
2. “A man is known by the company he avoids.”

SO: You are a reflection of the people you hang out with. Which also means you (aren’t) a reflection of the people you (don’t) hang out with.

What kind of people do YOU attract? What do the people closest to you value? And how much of your time is spent with people who are examples of the way you want to live?

As someone who used to make the mistake of attracting (and surrounding himself with) the WRONG types of people, I’ve put together a checklist of sorts for you.

First, each example will compare and contrast two different types of people.
Then, a penetrating question will challenge you to make some evaluations of your current relationships.

13 Types of People You Need to Hang Out With/Stay Away From

Hang out with people who make money.
Stay away from people who just want to learn how YOU make money.

ASK YOURSELF: Are you being fair to yourself by continuing this friendship?

Hang out with the kind of people you want to be like.
Stay away from people who aren’t doing jack with their lives.

ASK YOURSELF: What relationship(s) do you need to end?

Hang out with people who are smarter and more successful than you.
Stay away from bloodsuckers, negatives, complainers and chronic time abusers.

ASK YOURSELF: How many pointless relationships are you nurturing?

Hang out with people who have already done what you’re trying to do.
Stay away from people who are just trying to exploit your time, money, resources and brainpower for their own benefit.

ASK YOURSELF: What are people trying to steal from you?

Hang out with people who are better than you.
Stay away from people whose laziness constantly begs your assistance.

ASK YOURSELF: How successful are the people you associate with?

Hang out with Potential People.
Stay away from Problem People.

ASK YOURSELF: Are you surrounding yourself with the kind of people you want to be like?

Hang out with people in whose presence you feel most alive.
Stay away from energy vampires.

ASK YOURSELF: Are you having too many lunches?

Hang out with people who reciprocate your energy.
Stay away from people who sap your enthusiasms.

ASK YOURSELF: How does your posture change when you’re with this person?

Hang out with people who keep you accountable and occasionally kick you in the ass.
Stay away from people who zap your commitment to your priorities.

ASK YOURSELF: Who’s nudging you?

Hang out with people who set healthy boundaries.
Stay away from people who don’t respect your boundaries.

ASK YOURSELF: Is this an opportunity, or an opportunity to be used?

Hang out with people who give you the space you need to breathe and think and BE.
Stay away from people who suffocate you.

ASK YOURSELF: Whom do you need to help you succeed?

Hang out with people whose thinking sparks your own.
Stay way from people whose words pollute you.

ASK YOURSELF: Whose advice have you outgrown?

Hang out with people whose creativity inspires your own.
Stay away from people who do nothing but piggyback on your ideas.

ASK YOURSELF: How much time do you spend with those who inspire and challenge you?

REMEMBER: You are a reflection of the people you hang out with. Which also means you (aren’t) a reflection of the people you (don’t) hang out with.

Choose wisely.

LET ME ASK YA THIS…
Whom are you staying away from?

LET ME SUGGEST THIS…
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20 Things You Don’t Owe Anyone

“Never explain – your friends do not need it and your enemies will not believe you anyway.” – Elbert Hubbard

How many things in your day do you do because you feel you should? Well honestly, the word “should” should be eliminated from our vocabulary. The things we “should” do take us away from the things that matter, the things we must do to live our best and happiest life.

When we stop doing things because we feel we should and start defining the boundaries around what will add value to our lives, we can get on with the business of living our life.

The biggest thing we need to stop doing is explaining our decisions to others in hopes of their support. We should be confident enough in our decisions that someone else’s opinion doesn’t matter.

We all judge even when we try our hardest not to. We watch people, form opinions and make assumptions based entirely on their observations. So it’s no surprise that we assume other people are judging us. Knowing judgment is happening all around us, we feel the need to constantly explain ourselves to make sure people see us as we want to be seen.

How many times have you pretended to feel fine and tried to convince someone of this fact even though it is clear you don’t feel fine at all? We’ve all done it. Instead of faking fine try just being real without the need to apologize or explain. Give yourself the freedom to … Just. Be. Human. Everyone has imperfections, why bother to hide it?

Explaining takes your power and gives it to the other person. The best decisions come when we listen to how we feel and our gut instinct. But those sources aren’t usually well received in an explanation, so we make up an explanation the other person can relate to.

Unfortunately, there are many of us that feel the need to explain even though we know we shouldn’t. An explainer is waiting for someone else’s approval, and there is a lot of wasted energy in the waiting. It’s this waiting period that doubt creeps in; depression begins to expand, and unhappiness takes root. Waiting is wasted time.

When we explain, we move away from our greatest source of wisdom – our inner guide. We stop honoring ourselves and start placing more importance on the other person.

It’s hard to overcome the tendency to explain, but it can be done with focus and intention. Awareness is the key. To help you become more aware, here are 20 things you don’t owe anyone an explanation for.

You don’t owe anyone a justification for your values and your priorities.
You don’t owe anyone a yes when you want to say no.
You don’t owe anyone an explanation for your relationships, whether lovers or friends.
You don’t owe anyone assistance with their happiness journey at the cost of your own.
You don’t owe anyone a debate around your political views especially when the other person’s mind is made up.
You don’t owe anyone an apology when you are not sorry, and you would make the same decision again.
You don’t owe anyone a rationalization about why investing in yourself is important
You don’t owe anyone the meaning of what you believe in.
You don’t owe anyone a change in your appearance just to please them.
You don’t owe anyone friendship, especially when they do not share your values.
You don’t owe anyone a negative mindset so that you can commiserate with them.
You don’t owe anyone access to information about your life that makes you uncomfortable
You don’t owe anyone gossip material about other people just to fit in.
You don’t owe anyone your time for their projects or for things that matter to them unless they matter to you too.
You don’t owe anyone the commitment to try something “new” just because you were asked.
You don’t owe anyone a safe place for constant complaining and dwelling in their poor choices.
You don’t owe anyone an answer other than the truth to prevent them from being uncomfortable.
You don’t owe anyone your services as a crisis counselor unless you are actually a crisis counselor.
You don’t owe anyone false compliments just to make them feel better.
You don’t owe anyone anything that doesn’t make you feel good and goes against your gut instinct.

Just remember this:

“What other people think of me is none of my business.” – Wayne Dyer

and then remember this:

“You alone are enough. You have nothing to prove.” – Maya Angelou

The next time you are tempted to justify something, just remember that you can’t control what other people think. You can only control what you think and how you feel. If you are confident with your decisions then an explanation isn’t really necessary, is it?See Less




THEY  CAN JUDGE YOU FOR BEING LGBT HUMAN BUT THEY ARE JUDGING YOU FOR 4 POTENTIAL REASONS
1 THEY BEEN DOGMA TRAINED PROGRAMMED TO  HATE  OTHERS BY THEIR RELIGION AND THEY ARE SO AFRAID TO GO AGAINST THEIR MENTAL FEARFUL CONCEPTUAL DOCTRINES
2 THEY MIGHT BE A LITTLE BI-CURIOUS IN THEMSELVES AND THEY HATE IT  SO THEY PROJECT THEIR SELF HATE INSECURITY DOUBTS FEARS INTO THEIR JUDGEMENT
3 THEY MIGHT HAVE HAD A BAD EXPERIENCE  AND they’re REACTING TO A TRIGGER OF A PAST TRAUMA
4 THEY ARE A JUST AN ASSHOLE THEY WILL JUDGE YOU REGARDLESS  SO DON’T PAY NO FUCKING MIND REALLY  THEY WILL HAVE NO IDENTITY OF SELF UNLESS THEY DEFINE LBAL JUDGE GOSSIP OR CONSTANTLY COMPARE   Demiurgedem·i·urge[ˈdemēˌərj]NOUNa being responsible for the creation of the universe.synonyms: deity · god · goddess · mother goddess · divine being · celestial being · supreme being · creator · demiurge · godhead · daemon · numen · power · avatar(in Platonic philosophy) the Maker or Creator of the world.(in Gnosticism and other theological systems) a heavenly being, subordinate to the Supreme Being, that is considered to be the controller of the material world and antagonistic to all that is purely spiritual.

by John Lashfrom MetaHistory WebsiteSpanish versionFrom Greek archai, “origins, beginning things, prior in time.“In the classical Mediterranean world, archon was commonly used for the governor of a province, or, more loosely, any religious or governmental authority. Hence the plural, Archons, is often translated in Gnostic texts as "the Authorities.” (There is no Coptic word for Archon, so Gnostic texts use the Greek term in Coptic transliteration.)Pronounced Ar-kon. Adjective, Archontic (Ar-KON-tik).

In my usual habit of attempting the impossible, I propose three definitions, or three levels of definition:

Level One - Cosmological
In Gnostic cosmology, Archons are a species of inorganic beings that emerged in the solar system prior to the formation of the earth.They are cyborgs inhabiting the planetary system (exclusive of the earth, sun and moon), which is described as a virtual world (stereoma) they construct by imitating the geometric forms emanated from the Pleroma, the realm of the Generators, the Cosmic Gods.The Archons are a genuine species with their own proper habitat, and may even be considered to be god-like, but they lack intentionality (ennoia: self-directive capacity), and they have a nasty tendency to stray from their boundaries and intrude on the human realm. Archons are said to feel intense envy toward humanity because we possess the intentionality they lack

The Gaia Mythos describes how the Archons were produced by fractal impact in the dense elementary field arrays (dema) of the galactic limbs, when the Aeon Sophia plunged unilaterally from the galactic core. See especially Episode 10.This event is also described in detail in Alien Dreaming.

Level Two - Noetic-Psychological

In Gnostic psychology, the noetic science of the Mystery Schools, Archons are an alien force that intrudes subliminally upon the human mind and deviates our intelligence away from its proper and sane applications.They are not what makes us act inhumanely, for we all have the potential to go against our innate humanity, violating the truth in our hearts, but they make us play out inhumane behavior to weird and violent extremes.Left to our own devices, we would sometimes act inhumanely and then correct it, contain the aberration. Obviously, we do not always do so. In the exaggeration of our insane and inhumane tendencies, and in extreme, uncorrected deviance from our innate intelligence, Gnostics saw the signature of an alien species that piggy-backs on the worst human failings.

Hence, Archons are psycho-spiritual parasites.Yet as offspring of the Aeon Sophia (see below insert), they are also our cosmic kin.
AeonGk: “emanation, divine power, cosmic time cycle. ” Pronounced A-ON,. Adjective, Aeonic. E.g., “Reefs of Aeonic dreaming.” (Gaia Mythos)

This essential term in Gnostic cosmology might be useful in getting away from the awkward terms God and gods. An Aeon is a god understood, not in theological terms, but in terms of the physics of consciousness.Aeons are not entities but processes that may best be conceptualized as immense currents, but currents that are alive, self-aware, sensuous. The Goddess Sophia who becomes embodied as Gaia is an Aeon, hence the Aeon Sophia.Aeons are gendered. In some Gnostic scenarios the male counterpart to the female Aeon Sophia is the Aeon Christos. 
As inorganic entities of two types, embryonic and reptilian, Archons can at moments penetrate the terrestrial atmosphere and terrorize humans, although there is no reason or order to these forays, for the aliens cannot remain for very long in the biosphere and, anyway, they have no master plan to accomplish here.The ontological status of the Archons is dual:
they exist as an alien species independent of humankindthey exist as a presence in our minds, rather like a set of programs operating in our mental environmentThe risk they pose by invading our mental software is far greater than any physical risk they might pose by erratically breaching the biosphere.

Working through telepathy and suggestion, the Archons attempt to deviate us from our proper course of evolution. Their most successful technique is to use religious ideology to insinuate their way of thinking and, in effect, substitute their mind-set for ours.According to the Gnostics, Judeo-Christian salvationism is the primary ploy of the Archons, an alien implant.

Our capacity to discern alien forces working in our minds is crucial to survival and co-evolution with Gaia who, as Sophia, accidentally produced the Archons in the first place. (This comment belongs to Level One, the cosmological definition, but as so often happens with Gnostic teachings, noetic and cosmic elements tend to merge.)By recognizing and repelling the Archons, we claim our power, define our boundaries in the cosmic framework, and establish our purpose relative to Gaia, the indwelling intelligence of the planet.

Level three - Sociological
In the Gnostic view of human society, the Archons are alien forces that act through authoritarian systems, including belief-systems, in ways that cause human beings to turn against their innate potential and violate the symbiosis of nature.LIVE spelled backwards is EVIL, but the Archons are not evil in the sense that they possess autonomous powers of destruction, able to be applied directly upon humanity.They are agents of error rather than evil — but human error, when it goes uncorrected and runs beyond the scale of correction, turns into evil and works against the universal plan of life. Gnostics taught that the Archons exploit our tendency to let our mistakes go uncorrected.

Because the Archons need human complicity to gain power over humankind, any one who assists them can be considered a kind of Archon, an accessory. How do humans assist the Archons?One way (suggested in the Level Two definition) is by accepting the mental programs of the Archons — that is, adopting the alien intelligence as if it were human-based — and implementing those programs by actually enforcing them in society. Another way is by actively or passively conforming to the agendas so proposed and imposed.

Jacques Lacarriere suggests that Gnostics detected the humanized face of the Archons in all authoritarian structures and and systems that deny authenticity and self-determination to the individual.He argues that Gnostics recognized,“the fundamentally corrupt character of all human enterprises and institutions: time, history, powers, states, religions, races, nations…”(The Gnostics, p. 24)Corruption occurs, not because we make errors, but because the errors we make go uncorrected and extrapolate beyond the scale of correction. Lacarriere says that Gnostics reached this conclusion “out of rational observation of the natural world and human behavior.”Ultimately, they asserted the,“contention that all power – whatever kind it may be – is a source of alienation… All institutions, laws, religions, churches and powers are nothing but a sham and a trap, the perpetuation of an age-old deception.”(p. 28-29)This may seem like a dark view of human affairs, but given the evidence of history (not to mention current events), it cannot be said to be unfair or exaggerated.

For an intimate glimpse of Gnostic teaching on the Archons, including advice on how to act when directly confronted by them, consider the passage from The First Apocalypse of James, cited in A Gnostic Catechism.Return to The Archons  By Miguel Conner – Most religions offer a grand cosmic drama, a metaphysical narrative of conflict that filters down to the worldly realms—with the human soul often as the ultimate battleground. The Gnostics had their own spiritual epic, and presented perhaps the most intriguing yet menacing villains in all religious annals: The Archons.The word “archon” sounds poetic, echoing some sci-fi antagonist perhaps, but the word simply comes from the Greek for “ruler” or “prince,” with a mostly secular connotation. Yet the Apostle Paul in his epistles uses “archon” in a transcendental context (Ephesians 2:2and Colossians 2:15 are two examples). Through a more esoteric reading, Paul indicates that it was demonic agents, not the Jews or Romans, who were actually responsible for the death of Jesus Christ; and that these very same forces control the universe.The Gnostics, always the radical innovators and deconstructionists, expanded Paul’s concepts into notion of the Archon (as found in such texts as the Secret Book of John, the Hypostasis of the Archons, and the Gospel of Judas). In fact, they took the notion to terrifying new vistas, proposing that the god of the Old Testament and his angels were nothing but Archons—mighty but flawed deities that managed the cosmos and suppressed the forces of good by drowning existence under waves of ignorance and bureaucracy of all sorts.The Archons’ main task was to keep the lost sparks of the true divinity, contained in all humans, trapped in the material dimensions in order to fuel their own power (the Gnostic-themed movie The Matrix comes to mind).The Gnostics (and Paul to an extent) wrote that the only method to defeat the Archons was through Gnosis: that knowledge of one owns God-consciousness, as well as a piercing vision through the false illusions of matter all the way to the Eternal Realm or Treasury of Light (and other names of the place where Sophia, Jesus Christ, and the Alien God dwelled).The reason the Archons are so horrific is their very nature and purpose. Most religions assume that divine agents manage the universe, and with the Archons this is the case, but with a tragic wrinkle: they happen to be inept and greedy bureaucrats with almost unlimited power. One of the reasons the Archons are so intriguing yet menacing, as mentioned before, is the fact they are truly mundane and ordinary, nothing more than godly administrators draining all worthwhile systems of existence!One can easily make the case that the narrative of the Archons actually hits closer to home, in ancient or modern sensibilities. After all, we can all relate to the suffocating maze that is a corporation’s customer support or the psychic-erosion of endless government red-tape, and other experiences that seem to slowly submerge consciousness into the mortal states of stupor, numbness, and defeat. On a cosmic level, the Archons are possibly the ultimate agency for oppression.The concept of the Archons is certainly more approachable than that of traditional demons or evil gods orchestrating punishment in various underworlds. The idea of Hell has certainly lost much credence in modern Christianity. But the idea of bumbling, avaricious, and godlike creatures controlling our lives is something every person can relate to, and it continuously happens in everyday life!Terry Pratchett kindly posed with his hat for Myrmi. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)In fact, in the novel Good Omens, written by Terry Pratchett and Neil Gaiman, a demon appropriately named Crowley proves that the Archon-way is superior in the fight against Heaven. He demonstrates that traffic jams and phone service outages are far more efficient in damning souls than such common demonic methods as possession or temptation. Death by a thousand frustrations is the best way to dim the human spirit.The notion of Archons, beyond literature, has recently become popular in modern Occultism and even in Conspiracy Theory circles. Two main examples are Alex Jones and David Ickes, both who have frequently spoken about the threat of Archons.Even from a practical theological standpoint, the existence of the Archons makes more sense. Many in modern Occultism like to quote the Gnostic truism of “As above, So Below.” But they assume it only travels one way, just as they forget that in many ancient traditions the world is but a reflection of the higher realms. In other words, if human societies’ are basically mazes of well-intentioned but deficient systems, and that they ultimately smother what is heroic in individuals, then wouldn’t it be the same for the gods who made us partially in their image?Maybe Paul or the Gnostics never met an Archon, purely speculating on the state of the cosmos, but they felt their enslaving effects. And so has every person who ever lived, whether it was by their soul-diming of filing worthless paperwork or by the grim and scientific realization that the very fabric of the universe is full of pot holes that will never be fixed. Graham Hancock - The Demiurge, Archons, and the Light of Gnosisby John Lashfrom MetaHistory WebsiteSpanish versionFrom Greek archai, “origins, beginning things, prior in time."In the classical Mediterranean world, archon was commonly used for the governor of a province, or, more loosely, any religious or governmental authority. Hence the plural, Archons, is often translated in Gnostic texts as "the Authorities.” (There is no Coptic word for Archon, so Gnostic texts use the Greek term in Coptic transliteration.)Pronounced Ar-kon. Adjective, Archontic (Ar-KON-tik).

In my usual habit of attempting the impossible, I propose three definitions, or three levels of definition:

Level One - Cosmological
In Gnostic cosmology, Archons are a species of inorganic beings that emerged in the solar system prior to the formation of the earth.They are cyborgs inhabiting the planetary system (exclusive of the earth, sun and moon), which is described as a virtual world (stereoma) they construct by imitating the geometric forms emanated from the Pleroma, the realm of the Generators, the Cosmic Gods.The Archons are a genuine species with their own proper habitat, and may even be considered to be god-like, but they lack intentionality (ennoia: self-directive capacity), and they have a nasty tendency to stray from their boundaries and intrude on the human realm. Archons are said to feel intense envy toward humanity because we possess the intentionality they lack

The Gaia Mythos describes how the Archons were produced by fractal impact in the dense elementary field arrays (dema) of the galactic limbs, when the Aeon Sophia plunged unilaterally from the galactic core. See especially Episode 10.This event is also described in detail in Alien Dreaming.

Level Two - Noetic-Psychological

In Gnostic psychology, the noetic science of the Mystery Schools, Archons are an alien force that intrudes subliminally upon the human mind and deviates our intelligence away from its proper and sane applications.They are not what makes us act inhumanely, for we all have the potential to go against our innate humanity, violating the truth in our hearts, but they make us play out inhumane behavior to weird and violent extremes.Left to our own devices, we would sometimes act inhumanely and then correct it, contain the aberration. Obviously, we do not always do so. In the exaggeration of our insane and inhumane tendencies, and in extreme, uncorrected deviance from our innate intelligence, Gnostics saw the signature of an alien species that piggy-backs on the worst human failings.

Hence, Archons are psycho-spiritual parasites.Yet as offspring of the Aeon Sophia (see below insert), they are also our cosmic kin.
AeonGk: “emanation, divine power, cosmic time cycle. ” Pronounced A-ON,. Adjective, Aeonic. E.g., “Reefs of Aeonic dreaming.” (Gaia Mythos)

This essential term in Gnostic cosmology might be useful in getting away from the awkward terms God and gods. An Aeon is a god understood, not in theological terms, but in terms of the physics of consciousness.Aeons are not entities but processes that may best be conceptualized as immense currents, but currents that are alive, self-aware, sensuous. The Goddess Sophia who becomes embodied as Gaia is an Aeon, hence the Aeon Sophia.Aeons are gendered. In some Gnostic scenarios the male counterpart to the female Aeon Sophia is the Aeon Christos.
As inorganic entities of two types, embryonic and reptilian, Archons can at moments penetrate the terrestrial atmosphere and terrorize humans, although there is no reason or order to these forays, for the aliens cannot remain for very long in the biosphere and, anyway, they have no master plan to accomplish here.The ontological status of the Archons is dual:they exist as an alien species independent of humankindthey exist as a presence in our minds, rather like a set of programs operating in our mental environmentThe risk they pose by invading our mental software is far greater than any physical risk they might pose by erratically breaching the biosphere.

Working through telepathy and suggestion, the Archons attempt to deviate us from our proper course of evolution. Their most successful technique is to use religious ideology to insinuate their way of thinking and, in effect, substitute their mind-set for ours.According to the Gnostics, Judeo-Christian salvationism is the primary ploy of the Archons, an alien implant.

Our capacity to discern alien forces working in our minds is crucial to survival and co-evolution with Gaia who, as Sophia, accidentally produced the Archons in the first place. (This comment belongs to Level One, the cosmological definition, but as so often happens with Gnostic teachings, noetic and cosmic elements tend to merge.)By recognizing and repelling the Archons, we claim our power, define our boundaries in the cosmic framework, and establish our purpose relative to Gaia, the indwelling intelligence of the planet.

Level three - Sociological
In the Gnostic view of human society, the Archons are alien forces that act through authoritarian systems, including belief-systems, in ways that cause human beings to turn against their innate potential and violate the symbiosis of nature.LIVE spelled backwards is EVIL, but the Archons are not evil in the sense that they possess autonomous powers of destruction, able to be applied directly upon humanity.They are agents of error rather than evil — but human error, when it goes uncorrected and runs beyond the scale of correction, turns into evil and works against the universal plan of life. Gnostics taught that the Archons exploit our tendency to let our mistakes go uncorrected.

Because the Archons need human complicity to gain power over humankind, any one who assists them can be considered a kind of Archon, an accessory. How do humans assist the Archons?One way (suggested in the Level Two definition) is by accepting the mental programs of the Archons — that is, adopting the alien intelligence as if it were human-based — and implementing those programs by actually enforcing them in society. Another way is by actively or passively conforming to the agendas so proposed and imposed.

Jacques Lacarriere suggests that Gnostics detected the humanized face of the Archons in all authoritarian structures and and systems that deny authenticity and self-determination to the individual.He argues that Gnostics recognized,“the fundamentally corrupt character of all human enterprises and institutions: time, history, powers, states, religions, races, nations…”(The Gnostics, p. 24)Corruption occurs, not because we make errors, but because the errors we make go uncorrected and extrapolate beyond the scale of correction. Lacarriere says that Gnostics reached this conclusion “out of rational observation of the natural world and human behavior.”Ultimately, they asserted the,“contention that all power – whatever kind it may be – is a source of alienation… All institutions, laws, religions, churches and powers are nothing but a sham and a trap, the perpetuation of an age-old deception.”(p. 28-29)This may seem like a dark view of human affairs, but given the evidence of history (not to mention current events), it cannot be said to be unfair or exaggerated.

For an intimate glimpse of Gnostic teaching on the Archons, including advice on how to act when directly confronted by them, consider the passage from The First Apocalypse of James, cited in A Gnostic Catechism.Return to The Archons   By Miguel Conner – Most religions offer a grand cosmic drama, a metaphysical narrative of conflict that filters down to the worldly realms—with the human soul often as the ultimate battleground. The Gnostics had their own spiritual epic, and presented perhaps the most intriguing yet menacing villains in all religious annals: The Archons.The word “archon” sounds poetic, echoing some sci-fi antagonist perhaps, but the word simply comes from the Greek for “ruler” or “prince,” with a mostly secular connotation. Yet the Apostle Paul in his epistles uses “archon” in a transcendental context (Ephesians 2:2and Colossians 2:15 are two examples). Through a more esoteric reading, Paul indicates that it was demonic agents, not the Jews or Romans, who were actually responsible for the death of Jesus Christ; and that these very same forces control the universe.The Gnostics, always the radical innovators and deconstructionists, expanded Paul’s concepts into notion of the Archon (as found in such texts as the Secret Book of John, the Hypostasis of the Archons, and the Gospel of Judas). In fact, they took the notion to terrifying new vistas, proposing that the god of the Old Testament and his angels were nothing but Archons—mighty but flawed deities that managed the cosmos and suppressed the forces of good by drowning existence under waves of ignorance and bureaucracy of all sorts.The Archons’ main task was to keep the lost sparks of the true divinity, contained in all humans, trapped in the material dimensions in order to fuel their own power (the Gnostic-themed movie The Matrix comes to mind).The Gnostics (and Paul to an extent) wrote that the only method to defeat the Archons was through Gnosis: that knowledge of one owns God-consciousness, as well as a piercing vision through the false illusions of matter all the way to the Eternal Realm or Treasury of Light (and other names of the place where Sophia, Jesus Christ, and the Alien God dwelled).The reason the Archons are so horrific is their very nature and purpose. Most religions assume that divine agents manage the universe, and with the Archons this is the case, but with a tragic wrinkle: they happen to be inept and greedy bureaucrats with almost unlimited power. One of the reasons the Archons are so intriguing yet menacing, as mentioned before, is the fact they are truly mundane and ordinary, nothing more than godly administrators draining all worthwhile systems of existence!One can easily make the case that the narrative of the Archons actually hits closer to home, in ancient or modern sensibilities. After all, we can all relate to the suffocating maze that is a corporation’s customer support or the psychic-erosion of endless government red-tape, and other experiences that seem to slowly submerge consciousness into the mortal states of stupor, numbness, and defeat. On a cosmic level, the Archons are possibly the ultimate agency for oppression.The concept of the Archons is certainly more approachable than that of traditional demons or evil gods orchestrating punishment in various underworlds. The idea of Hell has certainly lost much credence in modern Christianity. But the idea of bumbling, avaricious, and godlike creatures controlling our lives is something every person can relate to, and it continuously happens in everyday life!Terry Pratchett kindly posed with his hat for Myrmi. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)In fact, in the novel Good Omens, written by Terry Pratchett and Neil Gaiman, a demon appropriately named Crowley proves that the Archon-way is superior in the fight against Heaven. He demonstrates that traffic jams and phone service outages are far more efficient in damning souls than such common demonic methods as possession or temptation. Death by a thousand frustrations is the best way to dim the human spirit.The notion of Archons, beyond literature, has recently become popular in modern Occultism and even in Conspiracy Theory circles. Two main examples are Alex Jones and David Ickes, both who have frequently spoken about the threat of Archons.Even from a practical theological standpoint, the existence of the Archons makes more sense. Many in modern Occultism like to quote the Gnostic truism of “As above, So Below.” But they assume it only travels one way, just as they forget that in many ancient traditions the world is but a reflection of the higher realms. In other words, if human societies’ are basically mazes of well-intentioned but deficient systems, and that they ultimately smother what is heroic in individuals, then wouldn’t it be the same for the gods who made us partially in their image?Maybe Paul or the Gnostics never met an Archon, purely speculating on the state of the cosmos, but they felt their enslaving effects. And so has every person who ever lived, whether it was by their soul-diming of filing worthless paperwork or by the grim and scientific realization that the very fabric of the universe is full of pot holes that will never be fixed.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=crVsCpZdzsAhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d9MHRfbYlts
NOTHING IS AS IT SEEMS IN THIS WORLD WHEN YOU START QUESTIONING WAKING UP  TO THE SUPPRESSION THAT’S BEEN IMPOSED SINCE OUR CLONING https://veilofreality.com/2016/05/25/hyper-dimensional-interference-and-the-keys-to-discernment-panel-discussion/
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The macro-perspective/bigger picture of the Hyperdimensional Matrix Control System and how it ties in with the micro-perspective: hyperdimensional interference on a personal/individual level. Clarification and definition of basic concepts.Suppression of extra-sensory perception and social/cultural conditioning (starting in childhood) keeps hyperdimensional forces hidden from our awareness.Hyperdimensional “technologies” used for interference/manipulation: shape-shifting, thought injections, manipulation of perception, etc.. They have knowledge of our physiology and psychology and use it against us.As powerful as negative entities seem, their “achilles heel” is lack of creativity (when it comes to attack/interference) and are actually not as powerful as they like us to believe. Patterns easily detectable if there is knowledge and awareness.Importance of gaining knowledge about this topic and educating oneself for empowerment and protection.Ancient cultures were very aware of the hidden forces influencing our reality/world. Suppression of Knowledge. Corruption of Science. “Modern” world caught in limited 3D reductionist thinking and view of life/reality. Outer technological progress at cost of developing our inner technology (mind-body split by design}, which cuts us off from our full potential and ability to perceive these forces.All our unresolved issues within us are gateways for hyperdimensional interferences and suggestions that influence our behaviors and actions.Manipulation of desires and emotions. Entities controlling groups/crowds and feeding off of the “loosh”, including worship/admiration (gurus, priests, politicians).Normalization of pathology in society. The predator gave us its own mind.Importance of healthy skepticism (Discernment) as opposed to blind belief and extreme skepticism.Normalization of sexual pathologies. Internet porn, strip clubs as feeding grounds. Hosting/Possession. Sex addiction, compulsions, change of personality. Manipulated sexual desires. Etheric implants.Interference on internet message boards, forums, social media (Facebook). Important to check your compulsions, triggers, urges, thoughts before posting/reacting.Interference while reading/researching about this topic and seeking truth: tiredness, distraction, ear ringing. Technological malfunctions. Negative synchronicities.Disinformation “agents” sent your way. Ego hooks. Fake new “friends”.People don’t know how much they are influenced and controlled by hyperdimensional forces until they start to wake up, seek truth, gain knowledge and engage in self work (de-programming, de-conditioning).The end-game/goal of their agenda from a macro-perspective is full take-over of our bodies in order to lock us in a frequency prison, priming our bodies for their essence to host in. Hence the push for dis-embodiment, increasing the body-mind split via increased mental activity/distraction through technology/A.I. as well as poisoning the body via GMOs, EMF radiation, vaccinations, chemtrails, etc., for genetic modification. —> Hybridization.Disinformation/trap of “positive aliens”supposedly upgrading our DNA, which is actually a “downgrading”. Discernment! Ties into MK Ultra, abductions/contactees (fake screen memories). New Age deception.Embodiment (full soul integration, connecting to our inner “technology”) is key for protection, awakening and  anchoring higher frequencies, reconnecting to our original genetic blue print.Humanity is being used as an “interface”. Soul recycling, stuck in incarnation loop and physicality.Narcissism and Borderline Personality Disorders (as well as Sociopathy and Psychopathy) as major gateways (vehicles) for hyperdimensional hosting/interference. Trap of agreement when getting into reactive behavior; triggered into their “game”.Importance of zero-point consciousness: Non-reactive; not making/taking things personal. Trap of interpersonal fighting which is what these entities want and feed of off.Importance of boundaries and taking self-responsibility for the hyperdimensional forces can only target what resonates with our own wounds and weaknesses (psychologically and emotionally).Trap of victim-consciousness and blame, which these entities encourage us to react with since that state disempowers us even more.Via non-reactive zero-point consciousness and especially not getting/feeding into fear and paranoia, we can starve them so they lose interest and move on. i.e. not giving them what they want.Certain reactions (fear/paranoia) are a form of permission for more interference/attacks because of the frequency match. Keeps increasing because of the feedback-loop.Divide and conquer/in-fighting in the “truth movement” from a hyperdimensional perspective. Lack of emotional intelligence, embodiment and self-work in many well-meaning activists and conspiracy researchers. “Truthers” can become unconscious disinformation “agents”, especially if there is lack of understanding of the hyperdimensional matrix.Oftentimes online/public personas are very different from how people are in person. Careful of “cult of personality” or “celebrity” style personas in the truth/conscious “movement” (ties into projection, worship, etc) who feed off of the attention and are caught up in drama/gossip/martyr/savior/victim mindsets, which is what negative hyperdimensional entities feed off of, working though them. Unconscious on their part.Frequency Resonance Vibration and the power of our own minds with regards to shaping our experiences (for better or worse). Our lack of understanding of who we truly are and what we are capable of is being used against us. Interferences/attacks don’t happen over night but build up slowly, manipulating our free will choices, resulting in traps of agreement.Emotionally charged thought projections create “entities” or attracts them. Paranoid mechanical thought loops.Timeline shuffling via thought injections and emotional manipulation, hijacking our minds, which results in negative forces creating reality through us that is in alignment with their agenda. We are way more creative and powerful than them, hence they need us to create through us via free will manipulation.Trap of hyper-sensitivity/self-consciousness with regards to what other people think of you. Guilt and shame based due to past wounding.Silence as a permission for interference and consent/trap of agreement. Be vocal about boundaries and question everything we perceive as “normal”: media, culture, government.Government is an archonic creation and the most basic set-up of the Matrix Control System through which the hyperdimensional overlords work through. We don’t need government in any shape or form.Voting is consent to be ruled over (a government body taking over your life), a trap of agreement giving away our power as sovereign individuals, and also a consent to the Matrix Control System based on authoritarianism. It has negative metaphysical repercussions despite any well-meaning intentions, manipulating people’s free will choice to align with the “alien” agenda.Importance of making conscious choices and using true free will. Most people mistake free will for their mechanical programmed reactions based on social/cultural, unconscious programming and past trauma, i.e. they are not choosing consciously but do as they are programmed to do under the illusion of “free will”.Hyperdimensional forces need our free will consent/choice to align with their agenda. Forced choice is not “nutritious” to them and not “quality food”, hence the manipulation of consciousness and mass beliefs. Manipulated need for authority  —> Stockholm Syndrome.Sincere Self-work is imperative, deprogramming from cultural/social conditioning. Disillusionment is inevitable in the process of waking up.Embodiment, the alchemical marriage of the inner male and female, connecting to spirit/nature and or own inner “authority” and guidance.Importance of basic  psychological self-work; shadow work. What are your emotional triggers?Issues in relationships (not related to Love Bite/Dark Side of Cupid) when one person starts to wake up, engages in truth-seeking and self-work but the other person isn’t. Trap/danger of trying to make the other person “see” and “wake up”.Anyone who is not in the process of sincere self-work, seeking truth (and not aware of the hyperdimensional matrix) can become a “trojan horse”, being used by entities to get to the one who is in the process of awakening. Discernment in relationships (not just the romantic kind)!Safe vs. unsafe behaviors in relationships.Trap of needing approval, resulting in self-diminishment and poor choices/relationships. Importance of self-worth and healthy self-love. Letting go of people-pleasing based on low self-esteem and lack of establishing healthy boundaries.All about choice; what we align ourselves with and what not. Not making a choice is a choice as well (most often giving consent for interference/manipulation)The socialist collective mindset the world is conditioned with on a political level is part of the NWO agenda and ultimately the hyperdimensional control system, priming the masses for full take-over with their manipulated free will consent. Group psychology and hive mind thinking, from small crowds to large spiritual, religious and political groups/parties.Divide and conquer. Controlled opposition. Forced choices via manipulation.Waking up is an individual process. We cannot force others to awaken. Infringement of free will. Most people are conditioned with lifetimes of lies, traps of agreements and programming that can’t be done away with “over night” by confronting them. You can’t do it for them. Spread “seeds of awareness”.True “healers” and “guides” are facilitators and don’t save us or do the work for us.The role of positive higher forces and how they help/guide and assist us.The difference between true positive higher forces as opposed to negative forces posing as “positive” ones. False light teachings. Danger of rituals, calling in entities and aliens, ETs. Disinformation in the UFO community and various disclosure/exo-politics movements/organizations trying to connect with “positive” aliens and calling in UFOs. Discernment!Pay attention to your intuitive insights and bodily messages (your gut!) regardless how intellectually clever and knowledgable a person may appear (especially online).All there is are lessons. Attacks are initiations. Utilizing negative forces as “teachers”. Importance of self-responsibility.Timeline reality split. Integration. Embodiment. Alignment.https://wakeup-world.com/2015/11/08/the-love-bite-paranormal-interference-in-human-love-relationships/ 
MIGUEL MARTINEKhttps://worldtruth.tv/72-types-of-americans-that-are-considered-potential MARK PASSIO AND JAMES BARTLEY (via media exposed)cia media Jesuit corporate Hollywood monarch Mk ultra mind control sex in this luciferian ruled world  money making slavery is very really and blood sacrifice once you belong to the Illuminati hand you cannot beak away
(via media exposed) CIA media Jesuit corporate Hollywood monarch Mk ultra mind control sex  money making slavery is very real
the elites will give you the fame fortune and power prestige but it will come with a price often  mind control sex slavery and blood sacrifice once you belong to the Illuminati hand you cannot beak away
THE SECRET S[PACE PROGRAMS AND MILITARY COMPLEX INDUSTRY HAS MUCH  KNOWLEDGE KEPT SECRET FROM THE PUBLIC taking DNA cloning capabilities this gave birth to the Annunaki geneticist mythology throughout our human history the Ebbens biological organisms duplicates cloned programmable entities we humans our homes epicene  so species are also cloned hybrids the Enki Enlil  Draco Yahweh Annunaki mythology is part of our ancient forbidden archeological history  When your down in the ground and you are barely holding on all you need is is love to keep you fro. Going under and love can set ou free if you just try Not easy it is to live from authentic sovereignty and spiriting this world created to suppress you soul those who break away from the programming do t always fare well in this matrix There is a lot of deception placed in our dimension for control of consciousness this is so the archon (overlords/controllers ) can use our human soul energy as food supply everything is energy so our thoughts mental energy is used in this matrix as soul energy harvesting you can sense your way with certain people your energy will feel free peaceful authentic liberating happy joy  recharging or you either can feel anxiety unease fear stress anger suppression this are indicators of people places where there is a vampiric energy source people places will either empower you or drain you Luciferian draconian Annunaki invasion via turning this habitat for the new world order agenda The negative demonic aliens Annunaki measures to keep humanity a a very low level of consciousness the nano technological invasion black morgellons goo parasites in human blood stream serve few reasons  to keep people like robot submissive enslaved race to track every single hi,an race to have remote access to them  and primordially to bring the annunaki transhumanistic agenda the Annunaki gods need humans slaves there for turning them into a transhuman Borg matrix like collective is their goal Sometimes in life you live meeting different souls for different reasons to teach you about what love is what love is not but ultimately all its self is a divine blessing She wanted meaning to her existence but it was not until she left her wealthy position in the world step out out of her comfort zones that her soul experienced passion love gave her bungalow new reason to fight for a great cause to exists for sometimes in life wealth fame prestige is not always fulfilling your souls calling you came here for a mission only you can do however little or great it’s always for the service or education for others that makes one truly feel alive and soul fulfilled What we do for others with altruistic motives. Never truly dies Nature is out of balance once upon a time there was a Revered respect and intimacy with our Eco system there was plants to meet most souls needs but some where along the lines crept in  arms industrialized corporate greed and rapid increase of populations with the killing of Mother Earth we are heading at fast moving speed of destroying our human habitat In a world of deceptions and willful disinformation teaser aching to find the truth speaking living your truth is a courageous rebellious act https://youtu.be/s5XE4VwDBQk.Poetry is not love romantic love charms and eloquent  utterances sometimes is taking a stand for what your soul beliefs people who a retired of their sovereignty disrespected Eckhart Tolle ©
Love/hate relationships
Unless and until you access the consciousness frequency of presence, all relationships and particularly intimate relationships are deeply flawed and ultimately dysfunctional. They may seem perfect for a while, such as when you are “in love,” but invariably that apparent perfection gets disrupted as arguments, conflicts, dissatisfaction, and emotional or even physical violence occur with increasing frequency.
It seems that most “love relationships” become love/hate relationships before long. Love can then turn into a savage attack, feelings of hostility, or complete withdrawal of affection at the flick of a switch. This is considered normal.If in your relationships you experience both “love” and the opposite of love — attack, emotional violence, and so on — then it is likely that you are confusing ego attachment and addictive clinging with love. You cannot love your partner one moment and attack him or her the next. True love has no opposite. If your “love” has an opposite, then it is not love but a strong ego-need for a more complete and deeper sense of self, a need that the other person temporarily meets. It is the ego’s substitute for salvation, and for a short time it almost does feel like salvation.But there comes a point when your partner behaves in ways that fail to meet your needs, or rather those of your ego. The feelings of fear, pain, and lack that are an intrinsic part of egoic consciousness but had been covered up by the “love relationship” now resurface.Just as with every other addiction, you are on a high when the drug is available, but invariably there comes a time when the drug no longer works for you.When those painful feelings reappear, you feel them even more strongly than before, and what is more, you now perceive your partner as the cause of those feelings. This means that you project them outward and attack the other with all the savage violence that is part of your pain.This attack may awaken the partner’s own pain, and he or she may counter your attack. At this point, the ego is still unconsciously hoping that its attack or its attempts at manipulation will be sufficient punishment to induce your partner to change their behavior, so that it can use them again as a cover-up for your pain.Every addiction arises from an unconscious refusal to face and move through your own pain. Every addiction starts with pain and ends with pain. Whatever the substance you are addicted to — alcohol, food, legal or illegal drugs, or a person — you are using something or somebody to cover up your pain.That is why, after the initial euphoria has passed, there is so much unhappiness, so much pain in intimate relationships. They do not cause pain and unhappiness. They bring out the pain and unhappiness that is already in you. Every addiction does that. Every addiction reaches a point where it does not work for you anymore, and then you feel the pain more intensely than ever.This is one reason why most people are always trying to escape from the present moment and are seeking some kind of salvation in the future. The first thing that they might encounter if they focused their attention on the Now is their own pain, and this is what they fear. If they only knew how easy it is to access in the Now the power of presence that dissolves the past and its pain, the reality that dissolves the illusion. If they only knew how close they are to their own reality, how close to God.Avoidance of relationships in an attempt to avoid pain is not the answer either. The pain is there anyway. Three failed relationships in as many years are more likely to force you into awakening than three years on a desert island or shut away in your room. But if you could bring intense presence into your aloneness, that would work for you too.From Addictive to Enlightened Relationships
Whether you are living alone or with a partner, this remains the key: being present and intensifying your presence by taking your attention ever more deeply into the Now.
For love to flourish, the light of your presence needs to be strong enough so that you no longer get taken over by the thinker or the pain-body and mistake them for who you are.To know yourself as the Being underneath the thinker, the stillness underneath the mental noise, the love and joy underneath the pain, is freedom, salvation, enlightenment.To disidentify from the pain-body is to bring presence into the pain and thus transmute it. To disidentify from thinking is to be the silent watcher of your thoughts and behavior, especially the repetitive patterns of your mind and the roles played by the ego.If you stop investing it with “selfness,” the mind loses its compulsive quality, which basically is the compulsion to judge, and so to resist what is, which creates conflict, drama, and new pain. In fact, the moment that judgment stops through acceptance of what is, you are free of the mind. You have made room for love, for joy, for peace.First you stop judging yourself; then you stop judging your partner. The greatest catalyst for change in a relationship is complete acceptance of your partner as he or she is, without needing to judge or change them in any way.That immediately takes you beyond ego. All mind games and all addictive clinging are then over. There are no victims and no perpetrators anymore, no accuser and accused.This is also the end of all codependency, of being drawn into somebody else’s unconscious pattern and thereby enabling it to continue. You will then either separate — in love — or move ever more deeply into the Now together, into Being. Can it be that simple? Yes, it is that simple.Love is a state of Being. Your love is not outside; it is deep within you. You can never lose it, and it cannot leave you. It is not dependent on some other body, some external form.In the stillness of your presence, you can feel your own formless and timeless reality as the unmanifested life that animates your physical form. You can then feel the same life deep within every other human and every other creature. You look beyond the veil of form and separation. This is the realization of oneness. This is love.Although brief glimpses are possible, love cannot flourish unless you are permanently free of mind identification and your presence is intense enough to have dissolved the pain-body — or you can at least remain present as the watcher. The pain-body cannot then take you over and so become destructive of love. THE ANNUNAKI THAT FEED ON HUMAN EMOTIONAL ENERGY THEY CRAVE KEEPING HUMANITY UNDER DEEP SPELLS CONTROL DECEPTIONS MIND  ENCHANTMENTS FEAR  WHY YOU SEE IN THIS HUMANITY  A LOT OF BLOOD WARS SACRIFICES JUST LIKE THE ANCIENT ABRAHAMIC RITUAL BLOOD SACRIFICIAL RELIGIONS  RELIGIONS AND THE ANNUNAKI ANCIENT DRACO SERPENT GODS OF THE AZTECS MAYAN RITUAL BLOOD HEART CUTTING SACRIFICES  THEY KNOW OUR SOULS ENERGY EXISTS IN THE BLOOD ECKTO PLASMA WHEN A SOUL IS UNDER STRESS TRAUMA VIOLENCE  SEX ABUSE [PSYCHOLOGICAL ADRENALINE CHARGE BLOOD THIS NEGATIVE ANNUNAKI ALIEN GODS  FEED ON OUR SOUL HARVESTED ENERGYDid you know in ancient days of Atlantis they had advance technology that resembles CERN and the capacity to create hybrids taking DNA cloning capabilities this gave birth to the Annunaki geneticist mythology throughout our human history the Ebbens biological organisms duplicates cloned programmable entities we humans our homespun so species are also cloned hybrids the Enki Enlil  Draco Yahweh Annunaki mythology is part of our ancient forbidden archeological history  When your down in the ground and you are barely holding on all you need is is love to keep you fro. Going under and love can set ou free if you just try Not easy it is to live from authentic sovereignty and spiriting this world created to suppress you soul those who break away from the programming do t always fare well in this matrix There is a lot of deception placed in our dimension for control of consciousness this is so the archon (overlords/controllers ) can use our human soul energy as food supply everything is energy so our thoughts mental energy is used in this matrix as soul energy harvesting you can sense your way with certain people your energy will feel free peaceful authentic liberating happy joy  recharging or you either can feel anxiety unease fear stress anger suppression this are indicators of people places where there is a vampiric energy source people places will either empower you or drain you Luciferian draconian Annunaki invasion via turning this habitat for the new world order agenda The negative demonic aliens Annunaki measures to keep humanity a a very low level of consciousness the nano technological invasion black morgellons goo parasites in human blood stream serve few reasons  to keep people like robot submissive enslaved race to track every single hi,an race to have remote access to them  and primordially to bring the annunaki transhumanistic agenda the Annunaki gods need humans slaves there for turning them into a transhuman Borg matrix like collective is their goal Sometimes in life you live meeting different souls for different reasons to teach you about what love is what love is not but ultimately all its self is a divine blessing She wanted meaning to her existence but it was not until she left her wealthy position in the world step out out of her comfort zones that her soul experienced passion love gave her bungalow new reason to fight for a great cause to exists for sometimes in life wealth fame prestige is not always fulfilling your souls calling you came here for a mission only you can do however little or great it’s always for the service or education for others that makes one truly feel alive and soul fulfilled What we do for others with altruistic motives. Never truly dies Nature is out of balance once upon a time there was a Revered respect and intimacy with our Eco system there was plants to meet most souls needs but some where along the lines crept in  arms industrialized corporate greed and rapid increase of populations with the killing of Mother Earth we are heading at fast moving speed of destroying our human habitat In a world of deceptions and willful disinformation teaser aching to find the truth speaking living your truth is a courageous rebellious act https://youtu.be/s5XE4VwDBQk.Poetry is not love romantic love charms and eloquent  utterances sometimes is taking a stand for what your soul beliefs people who a retired of their sovereignty disrespectedENLIGHTENED RELATIONSHIPSMake Your Most Important Relationship the one with YOURSELF!“Under the sustaining influence of expressing love, the physical body remains at its best.  More people are sick from a lack of feeling and expressing love than from all other causes put together”As we evolve spiritually we try to adopt a more loving, accepting attitude toward others.  It is a difficult process, one that few ever masterWhether or not we admit it, most of us have an agenda behind loving someone … to be loved in return … to be nurtured and looked after … to escape loneliness or abandonment … to receive validation of our worthLife’s everyday experiences teach us that it is selfish and vain to put ourself before others.  We experience conflict and dissention when we make demands without consideration for those around us.  And, gradually we become conditioned to believe that we must put our own needs aside in order to make those around us happy or, more importantly, in order to be loved by others.  We compromise our dreams, our needs, our desires, and often even our individuality in the spirit of co-operation and in the name of loveBut, that is not what love is about at all!  Experiencing the feeling of love is, in its truest sense, a bliss connection to our universal Source.  Everyone strives to attain it because it is the essence of who we really are.  We come into this life as love and joy.  We learn to be less than thatLoving really is the ultimate gift to ourself much more than a gift to the object of our affections.  When we love we feel alive, expanded, potent.  We experience a heightened sense of connection to the material plane through our senses and a deeper connection to the Divine and the universeBut, it isn’t long before that little voice inside our head begins to murmur … what if I get hurt … what if I am abandoned … what if he doesn’t love me back … what id I am treated the same way as before … what if it doesn’t last … what if I can’t meet his expectations …We begin to behave in ways that will elicit the response we desire.  We offer gifts, do thoughtful things, bargain for love.  We may even try to change ourself or adopt a role, becoming the person we think our lover wants us to beAs a result, we begin to feel insecure and vulnerable within the relationship.Vulnerability only exists is you are offering your love with a motive … something you want in return.  If you love without expectations, you cannot be hurt. And something magical happens.  Since unconditional love is your essence and and the essence of the Divine, the universe responds to you with generosity, beauty and abundance.  Like attracts likeLoving has to begin with self–understanding, accepting and appreciating yourself fully.  That does NOT mean trying to be perfect of ideal.  It means getting to know your real self intimately and honestlyYou will never really experience fulfilling love until you go within and deal with those murmuring voices.  First, you must heal your past–all the hurts, experiences and thoughts that are shaping your attitudes and beliefs.  Let your past be the tool for personal growth rather than a blueprint for your future.  Learn how our flower essences can help you achieve this effortlessly …How to Find Your Soul Mate Don’t make the life-altering mistake of settling.  Wouldn’t you rather have it all? … love, passion, commitment, trust, personal growth … If you hang onto your present relationship like a ‘port-in-a-storm’, the real love of your life cannot find you or be with youHow to Grow Within a Relationship… Discover the value of all your relationships as a tool for personal growth and self-awarenessSurviving the Ending of a Relationship  Two thirds of all second marriages end in divorce.  That’s because the partners did not complete the four stages of healing after their first marriage ended.  Learn what you need to do so you can move on to have a more successful relationship“You cannot leave a situation until you have done so with love.  Those situations that you leave in anger will be there for you to resolve in the future.  It may not be with the same person, but you will create another situation and similar person to allow you to resolve it with love”  Sanaya RomanHow to Find a Sense of Belonging and Security in a Relationship Learn how to create a loving balanced fullfilling relationship.  Become conscious of what you need and what you are willing to provide in a relationship in order to feel secure and complete with anotherBe Good to Yourself: 10 Powerful Ways to Practice Self-Love By
Maria Stenvinkel
“Self-love, self-respect, self-worth: There’s a reason they all start with ‘self.’ You can’t find them in anyone else.” ~Unknown
It was one of those nights.
I was in a busy New York bar, having fun and enjoying myself. That was, until someone asked me: “So, what do you do?”
Within a few seconds my fun, happy, playful side vanished and in entered a girl full of doubts and insecurity.
The truth was… I had no freaking idea about what I was doing! I had just left my corporate job and now I was on a journey to discover what I truly wanted to do in life.
That question stripped me down to feeling naked and exposed. Because I didn’t have a job title. (Unless “I-don’t-know-what-I’m-doing-with-my-lif e” works?) I had nothing externally to “prove” my worthiness with.
I’ve always been pretty confident. My dad used to give me incentives for challenging myself. “Climb up that wall and I’ll buy you an ice cream.” “Be Santa Claus for your siblings and you’ll get that nail polish you really want.”
So, I never had a problem saying yes to things, such as taking job offers abroad and accepting challenging positions and demanding projects. Of course I had moments of doubt, but even when I doubted myself, I always said yes and found a solution one way or another.
Until that moment in the bar, I had (unconsciously, of course) proved my worth through my achievements. I had thought of myself as someone who valued herself no matter the job title, relationship status, or bank account condition.
But, when I left my job and other external things fell apart, so did my value. Or at least, that’s what it felt like.
In short, I had confused self-confidence with self-esteem. Oops!
Here’s what I mean by this:
Self-confidence is about trusting yourself and your abilities. For example, you can be confident in one area, such as cooking, dancing, or communicating, but then insecure in another, such as dancing or public speaking.
Self-esteem, on the other hand, is about how you see yourself. It’s about your perception of your worth. No matter what happens on the outside, do you treat yourself with love, care, and respect or not?
As a high-achiever, it’s easy to trick yourself and think you have self-esteem. I mean, as long as you perform and do well, it’s all good, right?
Yeah, until you don’t. That’s when the sh*t hits the fan…
When I realized that I saw myself as less worthy, cool, and interesting because of my external circumstances, I decided this wasn’t good enough for me. And it shouldn’t be good enough for you either, if this resonates. As they say, your biggest breakdowns often become your greatest breakthroughs.
So, I got to work. This time, not by proving my value, but by practicing self-love. Below are some of the most powerful ways I’ve discovered to do just that:
1. Focus on being someone who loves.
If you’re in a place today where you don’t love yourself, it’s hard to take a quantum leap and become someone who does. Just like when you’re building muscles, self-love takes consistent practice.
Instead of loving yourself, focus on being someone who loves. That is, allow love to flow through you as often as possible. Focus on what you love about the people you meet. Focus on what you appreciate while going to the store, sitting in a meeting, or while speaking to someone. Simply, adjust your body to positive emotions by finding as many things to love and appreciate as possible.
2. Tap into what it looks and feels like to be loved.
It’s easy to be loving toward ourselves when things go as planned, when we succeed and people like us. Not so much when stuff falls apart, we screw up or get rejected. When we struggle the most, that’s also when we tend to be hardest on ourselves.
In those moments, ask yourself what someone who loves you deeply you would act. What would they say? What would they do? How would they behave? Odds are, they wouldn’t criticize, judge, and berate you. They’d offer you kindness, compassion, and acceptance. If you can’t think about a specific person or memory, imagine how the most loving human on this planet would be toward you. Then practice being that toward yourself.
3. Stop comparing yourself.
Comparison is a killer to self-love. And we aren’t usually very nice when it comes to comparisons, right? Instead, we take our greatest flaws and compare them to someone else’s greatest success. In short, you’re doomed to fail.
Instead, realize that you write your story. Realize that you can’t compare your life to someone else’s because no matter how well you know them, you never know how they feel or how they perceive their life. Instead, spend your time and energy to nourish and build your path.
4. Take baby steps to create the life you long for.
Desires are powerful. And so, to take action turn those dreams into reality is to honor and care for yourself. By taking daily actions, you signal that you’re worthy of living the life you desire.
It doesn’t have to be big action—just small and consistent steps in the direction that stirs joy, care, and excitement. This demonstrates that you care and respect your dreams and thus yourself. Has there ever been a better time to do that than now?
5. Ask your guidance system for help.
Imagine that your emotions are guiding you. When you feel good about yourself, it means that what you’re thinking is aligned with how your soul/higher self sees you. When you feel bad about yourself, it’s a red flag telling you that a change of perspective is needed
If you think a thought such as “I am [something you don’t like about yourself],” how does that feel? Probably not so good, right? Then it’s a sign to think a different thought. Try to replace that with something kinder. For example, “I’m just so lost and confused” can be replaced with “I’m doing the best I can to move forward.”
6. Surround yourself with people you feel good with.
Oh, this is an important one! You may have heard Jim Rohn’s famous quote before: “You are the average of the five people you spend the most time with.” Think about who those people currently are. Do they inspire, fill you up, and want what’s best for you?
Just because you’ve been friends doesn’t mean you need to keep spending time together. Just because you’re taking a break from someone, doesn’t mean you won’t be close again. Be picky about who you spend your time with—don’t give it away in the spirit of mercy. (That’s not nice, neither to you or the other person). Be there because you want to; otherwise, don’t.
7. Be compassionate when sh*t hits the fan.
So many of us (myself included) tend to beat ourselves down when we need our love the most. When we fail or screw up or someone rejects us, that’s the time we often get even more down on ourselves. Beating someone who’s lying down, sounds fair? Um, nope.
So instead, choose to be most loving and forgiving with yourself when things don’t go as planned. When you stumble and fall. When you say the wrong things. When someone rejects you or a project fails. Ask yourself what you need and then spray that all over yourself.
8. Make room for healthy habits.
Yep yep! Start truly caring for yourself by mirroring that in what you eat, how you exercise, and what you spend time doing. Do stuff, not to “get it done” or because you “have to,” but because you care about you.
Don’t feel like going to the gym? Then maybe put on a soul-soothing podcast and go for a walk. Create habits that are healthy, not just mentally but also emotionally.
9. Postpone your worry and negative thoughts.
Are you ready for a really great tip? If so, then get excited. A very powerful technique I recently discovered is called a “worry-free month” (named it myself). Think about how much of your worry that actually serves you. Sure, some of the worry has a purpose, as it tends to give us a little kick when we need to get our sh*t together and start acting.
But, my guess is that 97 percent of it is useless. Whenever those thoughts enter your mind, tell them, “Thanks, but I’ll deal with this next month.” By telling your mind that you’ll deal with it later (plus saying when), you stop feeding negative thoughts and thus decrease its momentum. Then, you simply do this month after month.
10. Accept what you cannot love.
This might have been the greatest game-changer for me. Because let’s face it: It’s easy to love what you love about yourself and not so easy with the things you don’t. So, instead of even aiming to love those parts, which will probably just make your mind go “Are you kidding me?”, focus on accepting them.
One thing I’ve had a hard time accepting about myself is that at times, and for no real reason, I can get very nervous. Simple things, such as going to the supermarket can feel very difficult. Instead of rejecting or trying to love this nervous side of myself, I’m reminding myself to accept it. When it happens, I’ll tell myself something along the lines of “It’s okay, I can be nervous going to the supermarket today. It’s not the end of the world.”
You don’t need to love everything about yourself to develop self-love; all you need is acceptance. Next time something happens that makes you want to get down on yourself, see this as your practice to accept what is.
Care for the World by Caring for Yourself’
Life is full of ups and down. Health can transfer into disease. Successes can be turned into collapses. Romantic love can be transformed into coldness. But, no matter what happens on the outside, we can still have a solid foundation built on self-love.
Self-love isn’t a luxury; it’s a necessity in today’s society. So, start implementing some of the practices above and most of all, have compassion with yourself when you fall short. Then simply brush yourself off and get back into it again. As they say, practice makes perfect.
Finally, realize that by caring for yourself, you care for this world. Your actions have a ripple effect on others.
How I Got My Spark for Life Back: 5 Practices for Healing and Happiness By Bethany Fullerton
“Sometimes what you’re most afraid of doing is the very thing that will set you free.” ~Robert TewIn 2014, I was drowning in unhappiness. I had moved to Palestine five years earlier, later met my husband, and decided to remain in one of the most conflicted countries in the world.There I was, living in a different country far from the comforts of home that I had always known. My marriage was rife with conflict and pain, and I had nobody to turn to.I had no family nearby, and with the high turnover of internationals in the country, many of the friends I’d made had left to go back to their home countries, leaving me behind.My fear and shame around the difficulties in my marriage kept me from sharing my struggles with the few friends that remained. My friendships felt shallow, and I felt more and more isolated and alone.In that time, I looked back at myself in college and wondered where that carefree girl who was so sure of herself had gone. Not only did I feel like I had lost everything I held dear, but somewhere along the way, I’d lost myself.I pretended everything was okay, not only to others, but also to myself.I distinctly remember the day I woke up to my own reality. I was attending a four-day yoga workshop with my teacher, David Sye. As I moved my body to the music, I felt alive!It was the best I had felt in years. Maybe even the best I had felt my entire life.I realized then and there that I was unhappy. Something was keeping me from feeling that energy in the rest of my life.At first, I was terrified that if I admitted I was unhappy my life would fall apart. Instead, I embarked on a journey into the body-mind-emotional connection that led to true and lasting healing.This journey led me to discover the root pain that was really behind my unhappiness at this time: I had an addiction to perfectionism and a fear of failure that stemmed from a deep feeling of not being good enough.As I delved deeper, I found out that this fear stemmed from my early childhood relationship with my parents and the midwest Christian community in which I grew up.Although there were many wonderful things about this community, there was also a lot of pressure to do what you “should”; to not make mistakes and lead the perfect life.This attitude found its way into my family. We rarely talked about negative things in our own lives or between us. Instead, we addressed difficult emotions through sarcasm rather than an honest acknowledgement of the needs behind those emotions.Since certain emotions were labeled as negative and not addressed, I grew up feeling that I was only good enough if I didn’t feel negative emotions such as anger, guilt, and shame. Therefore, I developed a need to be perfect and a constant fear of failure.I was able to cover this up most of my life. Whatever I was good at, I focused on and excelled. My success gave me confidence. My confidence, however, did not come from being true to myself, but came from doing what I thought would look good to others and make me feel special.My shaky confidence all fell apart when I was out of my comfort zone in a new country and didn’t have access to all the things I had attached to my identity. To make matters worse, these childhood issues came up in my relationship with my husband and resulted in poor communication and anger. Moreover, I felt great guilt and shame for not having the perfect marriage.When I finally admitted to being unhappy, this facade of perfectionism lifted and I could open up to seeing these wounds and discover the five practices that would heal them.I was able to forgive my parents, knowing that they did the best they could and could only teach me what they knew themselves when it came to dealing with emotions—those labeled both negative and positive.I was finally able to be vulnerable with others and try new things because I was free of the fear of failing.Two years later, my life had turned around. I had healed many of these wounds and felt freer than I ever felt before.I thought I had lost myself and who I used to be. I thought I was trying to find the person I was before. I didn’t know that in the end, I wouldn’t find myself. Instead, I would free myself from all that was holding me back.The five key practices that helped me do this and get my spark for life back were: 1. Yoga Although I had practiced hatha and vinyasa yoga for several years, I mostly focused on the physical practice of asana. At this point, I added kundalini yoga into my practice a couple of times a week, and this helped me learn the connection between the body and emotions.I discovered that our emotions are simply physical reactions in the body. Without movement, these emotions can get stuck in the body and actually block our innate energy. In fact, emotions from our whole life can get stored in our body’s memory, meaning experiences we had as children can affect our daily lives now.Eventually, I learned how different poses can not only help me release emotions I am feeling now, but how they can be a map to healing any of my struggles in life and freeing up my energy to live my fullest life. 2. Guided meditation When I first started meditating, it was difficult to get myself to sit down even for five minutes. I was always afraid of how I would deal with nothingness.I found that having a guided meditation recording made me feel safe in knowing that someone would be there to help me through. I practiced mindfulness meditation, chakra meditations, and yoga nidra.Mindfulness meditation was the door into meditation for me. It helped me finally be able to sit and become more aware of what was going on in the present moment.Chakra meditations and yoga nidra allowed me to connect deep inside myself. They took me on a journey through the past experiences that were blocking my happiness and connected me to my true inner joy that was there no matter what was going on in life. 3. Journaling Years before, I read The Artist’s Way and discovered the practice of morning pages. In the book, Julia Cameron recommends writing three pages of stream of consciousness writing every morning, in order to release thoughts from the mind that are blocking creativity.I picked up this practice again and wrote three pages each day in my journal. Only this time, I wrote about my experiences in yoga and meditation. I wrote about the emotions that came out after I did certain yoga practices. I wrote about when I had experienced these emotions before. I wrote about the insights I had during my meditations.Journaling about my discoveries helped me to really process my thoughts and emotions and finally let go of past experiences and heal. 4. Connecting with others A big part of the reason that I was unhappy was that I wasn’t open to sharing my struggles. I was afraid to show my vulnerabilities and, therefore, I felt like nobody knew the real me. I felt alone and isolated.I took a baby step when I shared with my friend that something was wrong in life and I needed to turn it around. Then, I finally overcame my fear and shame and opened up to a couple other friends about the problems in my marriage.These two steps opened up a floodgates of people coming into my life that I could share with openly and honestly. Fortunately, these people were all proponents of taking care of your mental health, and I finally got counseling, both personally and as a couple.Having the support of others gave me strength to make big changes in my life. It also meant that I stopped pretending everything was okay and finally let people see the real me. They saw all my struggles, but also all my beauty. 5. Bringing creativity and pleasure back into my life I was always a musical person. During my childhood I’d played piano and sang in the school choir. Finding myself in a new country, suddenly I no longer had easy access to my usual outlets for creativity.When I realized how unhappy I was, I decided I needed to prioritize creativity and pleasure in order to feel that spark for life I once had felt. So I reached out once again to those friends I had newly opened up to and told them I had always wanted to learn to paint, but was afraid that I wasn’t good enough.We then came up with the idea to have art nights together. There was only one rule: it didn’t matter how good we were, we would embrace our inner child and just play with colors and materials.These art nights reconnected me with the joy I had been missing and opened the doors for me to allow pleasure back into all areas of my life.—Through my daily yoga and meditation practice, I discovered more about who I truly was and what was essential for my happiness. I found myself surrounded with deep friendships, people with whom I could explore creativity and share all of my struggles and triumphs. I fulfilled one of my deepest dreams of becoming a yoga teacher.Most importantly, I learned that a true spark for life comes from a place of deep acceptance of oneself and the ability to find contentment and joy with life as it is now.These five practices became essential for me to continue to come back to my true self and deepen my self-acceptance. They are practices I come back to each day. Especially when stress and difficulties start to build, I know these practices will help me regain my spark for life—that feeling of deep joy and gratitude for all that life has to offer. The One Realization That Helped Me Forgive Myself and My Father By Jaclyn Costello
THE OWNER OF THIS MATRIX THE DEMUERGE SOME OF US SOULS ARE NOT HAPPY IN HIS PRISON https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kopPZCqLGooMark Passio The World Is Run By A Solar Cult Of PsychopathsTHE SEASON OF SACRIFICE SOLAR SUN WORSHIP SATURN JESUITS CULTSJEHOVAH DEMIURGE PASS OVERYOU WILL ALWAYS SEE UNUSUAL SHOOTING MIND CONTROL MURDERS UNUSUAL SHOOTING CRISIS ACTORSASTROTHEOLOGYhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mEa4Igjxu9k&t=620s
DR WAYNE DYE ONE SUIT WITH TWO POCKETS WITH HOLES IN EACH POCKET REMINDER THAT AT THE END OF LIFE YOU CANNOT TAKE ANYTHING MATERIAL WITH YOU THE ONLY THING THAT MATTERS IS THE LOVE YOU CREATE AND YOUR WORD YOUR TRUTH THE RELATIONSHIPS THE MEMORIES EXPERIENCES
The 25 Biggest Regrets In Life. What Are Yours?
We are all busy. Life happens. There’s always something to distract us from getting around to certain things we know we should do.
Soccer practice. Work. Home renovations. Getting that next big promotion.
And with the explosion of always-on smartphones and tablets delivering a fire hose of urgent emails, not to mention Twitter and Facebook (FB), in recent years, things have only gotten busier.
In the backs of our minds, we know we’re neglecting some stuff we should do. But we never get around to it.
Then, something happens. A good friend or loved one – may be close to us in age – drops dead unexpectedly. We begin to think about what our biggest regrets would be if we were suddenly sitting on our deathbed.
Here is a list of the 25 biggest ones we’ll probably have.
The question is, are you going to change anything this afternoon or tomorrow in light of this list? Or are you going to go back to your busy life?
1. Working so much at the expense of family and friendships. How do you balance meeting that short-term deadline at work and sitting down for dinner with your family? It’s tough. There are always worries. “What will my boss and co-workers think? It’s not a big deal if I stay late this one time. I’ll make it up with the family this weekend.” But the “making up” never seems to happen. Days turn to months and then years and then decades.
2. Standing up to bullies in school and in life. Believe it or not, a lot of our biggest regrets in life have to do with things that happened to us in grade 4 or some other early age. We never seem to forget – or forgive ourselves – for not speaking up against the bullies. We were too scared. We wish we had been more confident. And by the way most of us have also met up with a bully in our work life. Maybe he was our boss. We remember that one time we wish we’d told him off – even if it cost us our job. We usually take some small solace in hearing that that bully later on made some unfortunate career stumble.
3. Stayed in touch with some good friends from my childhood and youth. There’s usually one childhood or high school friend who we were best buddies with. Then, one of us moved away. We might have stayed in touch at first but then got busy. Sometimes, we thought to pick up the phone, but maybe we don’t have their number or email any more. We always wonder what it would be like to sit down with them again for a coffee.
4. Turned off my phone more/Left my phone at home. Many of us can’t get off our phone/email addiction. We sleep with it next to us. We carry it with us constantly. It’s right next to us in the shower, just in case we see a new email icon light up through the steamed up shower glass. We know constantly checking email and Twitter in the evenings and on weekends takes us away from quality time with family and friends. Yet, we don’t stop.
5. Breaking up with my true love/Getting dumped by them. Romance is a big area of regret for most of us. Maybe we dumped someone that we wish we hadn’t. Maybe they dumped us. Most play a never-ending game of “what might have been” for the rest of their lives. It is tough to simply be happy with the love that you’ve found and takes away from the special moments you have today, if you’re constantly thinking back to what you once had — which actually might not have been half as good as we think it was. This is a BETA experience.
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6. Worrying about what others thought about me so much. Most of us place way too much importance on what other people around us think about us. How will they judge us? In the moment, we think their opinions are crucial to our future success and happiness. On our death beds, none of that matters.
7. Not having enough confidence in myself. Related to the previous point, a big regret for most of us is questioning why we had such little confidence in ourselves. Why did we allow the concerns of others to weigh so heavy on us instead of trusting our own beliefs? Maybe we didn’t think we were worth having what we wanted. Maybe we just thought poorly of ourselves. Later on, we wish we could have been more self-confident.
8. Living the life that my parents wanted me to live instead of the one I wanted to. Related to that lack of confidence, a lot of us get sucked into living the life that we think a good son or daughter should live. Whether because we’re explicitly told or just because we unconsciously adopt it, we make key life choices – about where to go to school, what to study, and where to work — because we think it’s what will make our parents happy. Our happiness is derived through their happiness – or so we think. It’s only later – 1o or 20 years on – where we discover that friends around us are dying and we’re not really doing what we want to do. A panic can start to set in. Whose life am I living any way?
9. Applying for that “dream job” I always wanted. Maybe we didn’t apply for that job we always wanted to because of a child, or because our spouse didn’t want to move cities. It might not have been the perfect job for us, but we always regret not trying out for it. Do you think Katie Couric regrets giving the nightly news gig a shot? No way. Sometimes you swing and you miss, but you have no regrets later on.
10. Been happier more. Not taken life so seriously. Seems strange to say, but most of us don’t know how to have fun. We’re way too serious. We don’t find the humor in life. We don’t joke around. We don’t think we’re funny. So, we go through life very serious. We miss out on half (or maybe all) the fun in life that way. Do something a little silly today. Crack a joke with the bus driver – even if he ends up looking at you weird. Do a little dance. You’ll probably smile, on the inside if not the outside. Now keep doing that, day after day.11. Gone on more trips with the family/friends. Most folks stay close to home. They don’t travel all that much. Yet, big trips with friends and family – to Disney World, to Paris, or even to the lake – are the stuff that memories are made of later in life. We’re all thrown in to some new unfamiliar situation together. We’ve got to figure it out as a group – and it’s fun, even when it rains. We really remember trips.
12. Letting my marriage break down. Back to romance now. More people will divorce than stay together. If you ask these folks, they’ll tell you that it was for the best. They couldn’t take it any more. And, of course, there are some marriages that shouldn’t go on and where divorce is the best for all parties involved. However, if you talk to many people privately, they’ll tell you they regret their marriage breaking up. It’s never just one thing that ends a marriage – even if that one thing is infidelity. There are usually lots of signs and problems leading up to that. The regrets most of us have is that we didn’t correct some or most of those “little things” along the way. We can’t control our spouse but we can control our actions and we know – deep down – we could have done more.
13. Taught my kids to do stuff more. Kids love their parents, but they love doing stuff with their parents even more. And it doesn’t have to be a vacation at the Four Seasons. It could be raking leaves, learning how to throw a football, or cleaning up a play room together. We learned all the little habits that we take for granted in our own behavior from mimicking our parents. If we’re not making the time to do stuff with our kids, we’re robbing them of the chance to mimic us.
14. Burying the hatchet with a family member or old friend. I know family members that haven’t talked to a brother or sister for 30 years. One’s in bad health and will probably die soon. But neither he nor the other brother will make an effort. They’ve both written each other off. And there’s blame on both sides – although I take one’s side more. But these were two guys that were inseparable as kids. They got washed in a bucket in their parents’ kitchen sink together. Now, neither one will make a move to improve things because they think they’ve tried and the other one is too stubborn. They think they’ve done all they can and washed their hands of the relationship. They’ll regret that when one of them is no longer around.
15. Trusting that voice in the back of my head more. Whether it’s as simple as taking a job we weren’t really thrilled about or as complex of being the victim of some crime, most of us have had the experience of a little voice in the back of our heads warning us that something was wrong here. A lot of times, we override that voice. We think that we know best. We do a matrix before taking that job and figure out a way to prove to ourselves that, analytically, this makes sense. Most of the time, we learn later that voice was dead right.
16. Not asking that girl/boy out. Nerves get the best of us – especially when we’re young. We can forgive ourselves that we didn’t screw up enough courage to ask that boy or girl out on a date or to the prom. But that doesn’t mean that we still won’t think about it decades later. Sometimes people regret seeing someone famous or well-known in real life and not going up to them and telling them how much they inspired them in our lives. It’s the same underlying fear. We always we could have just said what we really felt at that moment.
17. Getting involved with the wrong group of friends when I was younger. We do dumb stuff when we’re young. We’re impressionable. We make friends with the wrong crowd, except we don’t think there’s anything wrong with them. They’re our friends and maybe the only people we think that truly understand us. However, we can really get sidetracked by hooking up with this group. Sometimes it leads to drugs or serious crimes. We never start out thinking our choice of friends could lead us to such a difficult outcome.
18. Not getting that degree (high school or college). I’ve spoken with lots of folks who didn’t graduate with a high school or college degree. When I met them, they were already well-known at their job. And there are many examples I can think of where their jobs were very senior and they were very well-respected. However, if the education topic ever came up in private conversation, almost universally, you could tell they regretted not getting their degree. It made them insecure, almost like they worried they were going to be “found out.” Most of these folks will never go back to get it now. Whether they do or not, they’re great at what they do and don’t need to feel bad about not having that piece of paper.
19. Choosing the practical job over the one I really wanted. I was watching CNBC the other day and one finance guy was being asked for advice on what college kids should major in today. He said: “It sounds corny but they’ve got to do what they love.” He’s right. Of course, as a country, we need more engineers, scientists, and other “hard” science folks. But, at the end of the day, you’ve got to live your life, not the government’s. There are many who think they need to take a “consulting job” to build up their experience before settling in to a job they love. Although there are many roads that lead to Rome, you’re probably better off just starting immediately in the area that you love.
20. Spending more time with the kids. I had an old mentor who used to tell me, “when it comes to parenting, it’s not quality of time that’s important, it’s quantity of time.” When we get so busy at work, we comfort ourselves knowing that we’re going to stay late at the office again with the idea that we’ll make it up by taking our son to a ballgame on the weekend. As long as I spend some quality time with him, we think, it will all balance out. It probably won’t. There are lots of busy executives who take control of their schedules in order to either be at home for dinners more or be at those special school events with the kids. Kids do remember that.
21. Not taking care of my health when I had the chance. Everyone doesn’t think of their health – until there’s a problem. And at that point, we promise ourselves if we get better we’ll do a better job with our health. It shouldn’t take a major calamity to get us to prioritize our health and diet. Small habits every day make a big difference here over time.
22. Not having the courage to get up and talk at a funeral or important event. I remember at an old Dale Carnegie class I attended, they told us more people were afraid of public speaking than dying. They’d rather die than give a speech apparently. Yet, when you’re close to death, you’re probably going to wish you’d gotten over those fears on at least a few occasions, but especially at a loved one’s funeral or some important event like a wedding.
23. Not visiting a dying friend before he died. I had a buddy I went to high school with who died 3 years ago. He was in his late 30s with a great wife and 3 great boys. He had cancer for the last 3 years of his life. We’d talked off and on over that time. Two months before he died, he called me and asked if I could come by to visit. I was in the process of moving and too busy with my own family. I said I’d come soon. A month later, it was clear he had days to live. I rushed to the hospital and did get to visit at his bedside before he passed, but he was a different guy from the one I’d spoken to only a month earlier on the phone. He was just hanging on. We hadn’t been best friends and we hadn’t seen much of each other since high school, but I know I’ll always regret not going to visit him earlier when I’d had the chance. What I’d give to have one last regular chat with him.
24. Learning another language. A lot of us travel a lot. Fewer still have studied a second language. And this is a big regret down the road for many of us, even though it might seem like a small thing next to family, career, and romance. A lot of us wish we’d made the time to learn a new language to open up a whole new culture to us.
25. Being a better father or mother. There’s no bigger legacy than our children. Often, they turn out great. When our kids struggle though, there’s nothing bigger than makes us feel guilty. Yet, when they start showing signs of problems – with school, or friends, or otherwise — there’s often been many years that have passed in which we could have and probably should have been spending more time with them. No situation is ever lost though. There is always time to improve our relationships with our kids. But, it can’t wait another day, especially if it’s a relationship that’s been neglected for years.
We can all relate to most of these regrets. We can’t change the past, so this list isn’t meant for you to start a pity party.
The question is what are we going to do with the rest of our lives to ensure we don’t experience any of these regrets later on when we’re in the hospital preparing to say goodbye.
If you have some regrets you’d like to share, please leave them below in the comments for all to read. I’ll call them all out.
We are all busy. Life happens. There’s always something to distract us from getting around to certain things we know we should do.
Soccer practice. Work. Home renovations. Getting that next big promotion.
And with the explosion of always-on smartphones and tablets delivering a fire hose of urgent emails, not to mention Twitter and Facebook (FB), in recent years, things have only gotten busier.
In the backs of our minds, we know we’re neglecting some stuff we should do. But we never get around to it.
Then, something happens. A good friend or loved one – may be close to us in age – drops dead unexpectedly. We begin to think about what our biggest regrets would be if we were suddenly sitting on our deathbed.
Here is a list of the 25 biggest ones we’ll probably have.
The question is, are you going to change anything this afternoon or tomorrow in light of this list? Or are you going to go back to your busy life?
1. Working so much at the expense of family and friendships. How do you balance meeting that short-term deadline at work and sitting down for dinner with your family? It’s tough. There are always worries. “What will my boss and co-workers think? It’s not a big deal if I stay late this one time. I’ll make it up with the family this weekend.” But the “making up” never seems to happen. Days turn to months and then years and then decades.
2. Standing up to bullies in school and in life. Believe it or not, a lot of our biggest regrets in life have to do with things that happened to us in grade 4 or some other early age. We never seem to forget – or forgive ourselves – for not speaking up against the bullies. We were too scared. We wish we had been more confident. And by the way most of us have also met up with a bully in our work life. Maybe he was our boss. We remember that one time we wish we’d told him off – even if it cost us our job. We usually take some small solace in hearing that that bully later on made some unfortunate career stumble.
3. Stayed in touch with some good friends from my childhood and youth. There’s usually one childhood or high school friend who we were best buddies with. Then, one of us moved away. We might have stayed in touch at first but then got busy. Sometimes, we thought to pick up the phone, but maybe we don’t have their number or email any more. We always wonder what it would be like to sit down with them again for a coffee.
4. Turned off my phone more/Left my phone at home. Many of us can’t get off our phone/email addiction. We sleep with it next to us. We carry it with us constantly. It’s right next to us in the shower, just in case we see a new email icon light up through the steamed up shower glass. We know constantly checking email and Twitter in the evenings and on weekends takes us away from quality time with family and friends. Yet, we don’t stop.
5. Breaking up with my true love/Getting dumped by them. Romance is a big area of regret for most of us. Maybe we dumped someone that we wish we hadn’t. Maybe they dumped us. Most play a never-ending game of “what might have been” for the rest of their lives. It is tough to simply be happy with the love that you’ve found and takes away from the special moments you have today, if you’re constantly thinking back to what you once had — which actually might not have been half as good as we think it was. This is a BETA experience.
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6. Worrying about what others thought about me so much. Most of us place way too much importance on what other people around us think about us. How will they judge us? In the moment, we think their opinions are crucial to our future success and happiness. On our death beds, none of that matters.
7. Not having enough confidence in myself. Related to the previous point, a big regret for most of us is questioning why we had such little confidence in ourselves. Why did we allow the concerns of others to weigh so heavy on us instead of trusting our own beliefs? Maybe we didn’t think we were worth having what we wanted. Maybe we just thought poorly of ourselves. Later on, we wish we could have been more self-confident.
8. Living the life that my parents wanted me to live instead of the one I wanted to. Related to that lack of confidence, a lot of us get sucked into living the life that we think a good son or daughter should live. Whether because we’re explicitly told or just because we unconsciously adopt it, we make key life choices – about where to go to school, what to study, and where to work — because we think it’s what will make our parents happy. Our happiness is derived through their happiness – or so we think. It’s only later – 1o or 20 years on – where we discover that friends around us are dying and we’re not really doing what we want to do. A panic can start to set in. Whose life am I living any way?
9. Applying for that “dream job” I always wanted. Maybe we didn’t apply for that job we always wanted to because of a child, or because our spouse didn’t want to move cities. It might not have been the perfect job for us, but we always regret not trying out for it. Do you think Katie Couric regrets giving the nightly news gig a shot? No way. Sometimes you swing and you miss, but you have no regrets later on.
10. Been happier more. Not taken life so seriously. Seems strange to say, but most of us don’t know how to have fun. We’re way too serious. We don’t find the humor in life. We don’t joke around. We don’t think we’re funny. So, we go through life very serious. We miss out on half (or maybe all) the fun in life that way. Do something a little silly today. Crack a joke with the bus driver – even if he ends up looking at you weird. Do a little dance. You’ll probably smile, on the inside if not the outside. Now keep doing that, day after day.11. Gone on more trips with the family/friends. Most folks stay close to home. They don’t travel all that much. Yet, big trips with friends and family – to Disney World, to Paris, or even to the lake – are the stuff that memories are made of later in life. We’re all thrown in to some new unfamiliar situation together. We’ve got to figure it out as a group – and it’s fun, even when it rains. We really remember trips.
12. Letting my marriage break down. Back to romance now. More people will divorce than stay together. If you ask these folks, they’ll tell you that it was for the best. They couldn’t take it any more. And, of course, there are some marriages that shouldn’t go on and where divorce is the best for all parties involved. However, if you talk to many people privately, they’ll tell you they regret their marriage breaking up. It’s never just one thing that ends a marriage – even if that one thing is infidelity. There are usually lots of signs and problems leading up to that. The regrets most of us have is that we didn’t correct some or most of those “little things” along the way. We can’t control our spouse but we can control our actions and we know – deep down – we could have done more.
13. Taught my kids to do stuff more. Kids love their parents, but they love doing stuff with their parents even more. And it doesn’t have to be a vacation at the Four Seasons. It could be raking leaves, learning how to throw a football, or cleaning up a play room together. We learned all the little habits that we take for granted in our own behavior from mimicking our parents. If we’re not making the time to do stuff with our kids, we’re robbing them of the chance to mimic us.
14. Burying the hatchet with a family member or old friend. I know family members that haven’t talked to a brother or sister for 30 years. One’s in bad health and will probably die soon. But neither he nor the other brother will make an effort. They’ve both written each other off. And there’s blame on both sides – although I take one’s side more. But these were two guys that were inseparable as kids. They got washed in a bucket in their parents’ kitchen sink together. Now, neither one will make a move to improve things because they think they’ve tried and the other one is too stubborn. They think they’ve done all they can and washed their hands of the relationship. They’ll regret that when one of them is no longer around.
15. Trusting that voice in the back of my head more. Whether it’s as simple as taking a job we weren’t really thrilled about or as complex of being the victim of some crime, most of us have had the experience of a little voice in the back of our heads warning us that something was wrong here. A lot of times, we override that voice. We think that we know best. We do a matrix before taking that job and figure out a way to prove to ourselves that, analytically, this makes sense. Most of the time, we learn later that voice was dead right.
16. Not asking that girl/boy out. Nerves get the best of us – especially when we’re young. We can forgive ourselves that we didn’t screw up enough courage to ask that boy or girl out on a date or to the prom. But that doesn’t mean that we still won’t think about it decades later. Sometimes people regret seeing someone famous or well-known in real life and not going up to them and telling them how much they inspired them in our lives. It’s the same underlying fear. We always we could have just said what we really felt at that moment.
17. Getting involved with the wrong group of friends when I was younger. We do dumb stuff when we’re young. We’re impressionable. We make friends with the wrong crowd, except we don’t think there’s anything wrong with them. They’re our friends and maybe the only people we think that truly understand us. However, we can really get sidetracked by hooking up with this group. Sometimes it leads to drugs or serious crimes. We never start out thinking our choice of friends could lead us to such a difficult outcome.
18. Not getting that degree (high school or college). I’ve spoken with lots of folks who didn’t graduate with a high school or college degree. When I met them, they were already well-known at their job. And there are many examples I can think of where their jobs were very senior and they were very well-respected. However, if the education topic ever came up in private conversation, almost universally, you could tell they regretted not getting their degree. It made them insecure, almost like they worried they were going to be “found out.” Most of these folks will never go back to get it now. Whether they do or not, they’re great at what they do and don’t need to feel bad about not having that piece of paper.
19. Choosing the practical job over the one I really wanted. I was watching CNBC the other day and one finance guy was being asked for advice on what college kids should major in today. He said: “It sounds corny but they’ve got to do what they love.” He’s right. Of course, as a country, we need more engineers, scientists, and other “hard” science folks. But, at the end of the day, you’ve got to live your life, not the government’s. There are many who think they need to take a “consulting job” to build up their experience before settling in to a job they love. Although there are many roads that lead to Rome, you’re probably better off just starting immediately in the area that you love.
20. Spending more time with the kids. I had an old mentor who used to tell me, “when it comes to parenting, it’s not quality of time that’s important, it’s quantity of time.” When we get so busy at work, we comfort ourselves knowing that we’re going to stay late at the office again with the idea that we’ll make it up by taking our son to a ballgame on the weekend. As long as I spend some quality time with him, we think, it will all balance out. It probably won’t. There are lots of busy executives who take control of their schedules in order to either be at home for dinners more or be at those special school events with the kids. Kids do remember that.
21. Not taking care of my health when I had the chance. Everyone doesn’t think of their health – until there’s a problem. And at that point, we promise ourselves if we get better we’ll do a better job with our health. It shouldn’t take a major calamity to get us to prioritize our health and diet. Small habits every day make a big difference here over time.
22. Not having the courage to get up and talk at a funeral or important event. I remember at an old Dale Carnegie class I attended, they told us more people were afraid of public speaking than dying. They’d rather die than give a speech apparently. Yet, when you’re close to death, you’re probably going to wish you’d gotten over those fears on at least a few occasions, but especially at a loved one’s funeral or some important event like a wedding.
23. Not visiting a dying friend before he died. I had a buddy I went to high school with who died 3 years ago. He was in his late 30s with a great wife and 3 great boys. He had cancer for the last 3 years of his life. We’d talked off and on over that time. Two months before he died, he called me and asked if I could come by to visit. I was in the process of moving and too busy with my own family. I said I’d come soon. A month later, it was clear he had days to live. I rushed to the hospital and did get to visit at his bedside before he passed, but he was a different guy from the one I’d spoken to only a month earlier on the phone. He was just hanging on. We hadn’t been best friends and we hadn’t seen much of each other since high school, but I know I’ll always regret not going to visit him earlier when I’d had the chance. What I’d give to have one last regular chat with him.
24. Learning another language. A lot of us travel a lot. Fewer still have studied a second language. And this is a big regret down the road for many of us, even though it might seem like a small thing next to family, career, and romance. A lot of us wish we’d made the time to learn a new language to open up a whole new culture to us.
25. Being a better father or mother. There’s no bigger legacy than our children. Often, they turn out great. When our kids struggle though, there’s nothing bigger than makes us feel guilty. Yet, when they start showing signs of problems – with school, or friends, or otherwise — there’s often been many years that have passed in which we could have and probably should have been spending more time with them. No situation is ever lost though. There is always time to improve our relationships with our kids. But, it can’t wait another day, especially if it’s a relationship that’s been neglected for years.
We can all relate to most of these regrets. We can’t change the past, so this list isn’t meant for you to start a pity party.
The question is what are we going to do with the rest of our lives to ensure we don’t experience any of these regrets later on when we’re in the hospital preparing to say goodbye.
If you have some regrets you’d like to share, please leave them below in the comments for all to read. I’ll call them all out.
REVEALER OF SECRETS MOST ARE OCCULT FROM THE MINDS OF THE MASSES20 U.S. Government Secrets They Don’t Want You to Knowhttps://www.stufftheydontwantyoutoknow.com/There are secret bunkers literally everywhere.What is the Cabal and How to Free Yourself by educating doing your own critical thinking research196%4%The Cabal is a word fraught with fear. Sometimes called the Illuminati, the New World Order or even the Global Elite, it refers to a secret faction working inside our governments with an agenda for world domination and the destruction of humanity. To become aware of their programming, we must empower ourselves with awareness free from their crafted agendas.As conscious beings who can see what is happening in the world around us, we are in place to call out and disempower their secrecy. And the best news buttercup, they don’t win! There is nothing to fear.Rather, truth will be our greatest boon. Cosmic order will prevail and we will achieve the ascension that has been 25,000 years in the making.Cabal and Secret Societies
Darkness thrives on secrecy. We may have heard the name, but what is the Cabal? If we do not know they exist, we are powerless against their manipulation.
The proliferation of the Secret Societies throughout history is nothing new. From the Illuminati to the Free Masons, they have thrived behind closed doors teaching countless generations beliefs and knowledge protected from public view. Hate, secrecy and power is their currency. Fear is their aim and most secret societies sprout from the same treacherous core. Like the Hydra, they have many heads, many names, all with the same shared belief that power and domination is the role of the select few, to rule and destroy the masses and keep us from our fate of ascension.Through their many means, they control access to our true God-nature and want to ensure the ascent is their destiny alone.A Fear-Based Agenda
I call them agenda seekers. While most of us seek harmony, prosperity, love and stability, the Cabal instead desire to create a society of fear, weakness and hatred.
They have ensured the dumbing down of humanity through the media, through schools that raise sheep rather than free thinkers, through the blocking of access to our higher spiritual centers and through making us sick through food and pharmaceuticals. This may sound extreme, but it is a well documented ploy outlined by Foster Gamble and the Thrive Movement.It is paramount to remember, the Cabal do not have authority on their own.They manipulate us and use our own creative capacity to control our thoughts, fears and reactions. When we take responsibility for ourselves, honor our voices and look within we can take back our power!Revelations of the Cabal’s Influence
The horrors of 9/11 shook our country and made us aware that we are not as safe as we had imagined. Countless documentations prove this wasn’t an act of terror but instead a provocation of war executed by our own government. It was the most obvious false flag event in which their expected and desired outcome was their most fateful blunder.
Mark Passio did an illuminating video on the truth behind the Twin Towers. He claims:“Ritualistically, symbolically [they] were destroying the sacred Feminine, were destroying care, were destroying Conscience, were destroying consciousness, were destroying truth.”In their aim to annihilate truth, they actually kick started their own demise. It back fired quite majestically. Rather than concealing truth, it unveiled it. We saw for the first time an enemy from within and the ploys to deceive us on a massive scale. 9/11 marks the catalyst of disclosure, giving us our first national pause in seeing the world the way they have crafted it.Remember: You Are Divine
They want us to believe we are powerless but in reality our true potential within is greater than any force, coercion or manipulation they can create. They mold our realities with careful planning to anticipate our every fear, doubt, action and reaction.
Their greatest panic is that we remember our innate God power, for once we remember our truth we are unstoppable! We are among the greatest super powers in all the galaxies – a mix of sundry star codes and endless potential never before seen in the cosmos. Our magnificent potential is so vast even the galactics are in awe of what we may become. If we were to remember this, we would immediately be able to cease their nefarious agenda.Their efforts must match our potential so they pump incessantly more – more tragedy, more fear, more devastation, more pollution, more debt, more hatred, more programming. Evil is the opposite of live, this is the way they control to make us believe in an invisible force that has more power than our very essence.Six Ways the Cabal Influences the World Today
The Cabal have orchestrated their efforts through various arms which ensure we do not become aware of our true mastery.
1. MediaThe most insidious of their aims is the covert programming found in the media. From cartoons to pop music and even news and mainstream television, their agenda of fear permeates all. Through this subconscious programming, they poison us with overt mind control to be constantly fearful, stressed, and sick.The mass media do not have free speech and the creative efforts of Hollywood must fit into a precise formulaic script. Blockbuster movies are in place to program our reactions so that when a cataclysmic event does occur, they can predict our responses.2. Pharmaceuticals and FoodFar beyond the dangers of Monsanto lives a desire to sicken us so we are unable to thrive and reach our full human potential. Genetically modified foods, the pervasiveness of sugar, and our reliance on chemicals rather than living foods are all part of a long term plan to weaken and sicken us.In adding fluoride to the drinking water, we are unknowingly pumped with chemicals which ensure we cannot reach the states of spiritual expansion which is our destiny. Fluoride blocks the pineal gland chakra (center of psychic vision) and inhibits the opening of our higher spiritual functions.3. EducationThe mainstream education system does not encourage free thinking, it instead creates good followers. For those children who do not comply in sitting quietly in their seats consuming the prescribed knowledge, they encourage kids be placed on drugs at a young age.More damaging still is the fact that modern education is a complex brain washing system instilled to learn the version of the world they want us to believe is real. William Tompkins, a Naval insider, boldly states:“Every school on the planet has been given lies. All education has been given lies about astronomy, mathematics, technical capabilities, [and] history.”When we are falsely taught what the world is, we cannot see beyond the scope of what they have programmed us to believe.4. Science and TechnologiesThe government is using scientific achievements– financed by the Cabal– exclusively as a means of power. When we recognize that every technological advance made in the last century is destructive to the environment, going directly against the harmony of the natural world, we begin to glimpse the far reaching aim of their control.Nicola Tesla created brilliant inventions which would grant us all true freedom. His vision so far reaching he created technologies that would connect and empower the world. His ideas posed a huge threat to the ways the Cabal maintain wealth.Suppression of patents and great thinkers who create technologies to better our world are notoriously squashed so we are crippled in our ability to thrive and grow. If they control science and technology, they proliferate their agenda to suppress freedom of thought and spirit.5. Monetary SystemThe Cabal has created an exploited society reliant on debt and forced to work jobs which drain life force. We become slaves to the money (or lack thereof) and must rely on the establishment to save us in the form of loans, credit cards and fees to access our own money. While the Global Elite amass larger amounts of wealth, the middle class become buried in greater debts to keep up with basic life needs.6. Religion and ScienceReligion is blocking our path to God while Science is closing our minds.Belief systems were crafted which limited our access to spirit and truth. Through science and religion, the Cabal created our lens with which we view the world. With this firmly in place, they ensure we do not go beyond the possibilities they wish us to reach.The scheme is multifaceted with one simple goal – to make us believe we are powerless, to force feed us fear, and to maintain their domination.The main way they control us is by using our power of creation. They control our power of creative thinking, dreaming, and manifesting and pollute our ability to trust and know ourselves. In doing so they have made us believe we are not in control of our reality and must instead cower in fear of what terrors await us if we step out of line.When we recognize that everything we think and feel is a program of the Cabal, we can lift the veil to take actions within our own lives to awaken and restore our innate powers.The Revolution will be Spiritual
Cosmic laws are bigger than our human perspective. We are supported by Angels, Ascended Masters, and wise world leaders who can help us remember our true divine nature.
Velimir Abramovic is one such inspired guide in these changing times. Far from the agendas of the West, he is a Serbian scientist and scholar who has been proclaiming for years the demise of the Cabal which will bring about a spiritual and scientific revolution to awaken mankind.According to Abramovic, the Spiritual Revolution will begin to occur when:We ridicule religion
We ridicule the businessmen
We ridicule the government
In each once trusted system, we can see the absurdity of the faith we before granted them. People are losing confidence publicly and loudly. Every institution is losing its credibility. They have proven to be unethical, immoral and fatally flawed in their guidance of our world. It is this demise which will pave the way for our new free society.
With this mockery, we awaken and do not give power to forces outside of ourselves. The absurdity is blatant and as it grows more obvious, we withdraw the authority we once imparted them. This will be the greatest path of our coming freedom.A Time to Rise… and Fall
There will inevitably be a fall as darkness always gives way for more light. The wise Maynard James Keenan recently noted, the US is long overdue for a fall. We have been cradled in a bubble of lies and false security. For change to come, we will have to face the deceit we have been spoon-fed since birth. Stand with hearts alight to finally radiate in our truth harnessing the power within that has been awaiting ignition. Stay focused on the wonder, beauty and bliss. Through this remembrance, the light of our truth knows no bounds.
Be the Light
The dark forces fear the light… Terrified of us remembering our true power as humans. To stop us from becoming these magnificent forces of light as is our birthright, sundry agendas are in place to make us believe we are small and powerless.
Your power is to vibrate differently from them, to respond differently than they have programmed you. In the end they cannot do anything. Aubrey Marcus founder of Black Swan Yoga reminds us that those in power are weak, they only seek to maintain their position and will follow wherever the masses go to keep their status. This is important to remember of the Cabal. While they have an ultimate aim, they are fearful and only seek to stay in control.When we can no longer trust the media, the government, the businesses and the religions, there is no place left to turn but within. Here we will find the greatest storehouse of our light.We are the light. The frequencies of the heart are among the most powerful on the planet. The documented work of Heart Math Institute has illuminated the possibilities that exist within each of us to become forces of change.Rather than waiting for the world to collapse:Take time to educate yourself and ask questions
Be happy, speak your truth and follow your dreams
Get into nature to remember the true frequencies of the world.
Meditate to connect to the God within.
We cannot fail and the more momentum we gain, the closer our ultimate destiny as living Gods, co-creators of this world, becomes.
“Your own self realization is the greatest service you can offer the world.” -Sri Ramana MaharshiFact: there’s definitely a lot our government isn’t telling us. We’re not talking about conspiracy theories, like who really shot JFK or that Area 51 is really populated by little green men. We mean the secrets hiding in plain sight, some of which we’ve found out about, and some of which are still mysterious. Speaking of Area 51—whatever is going on there the government is still weirdly secretive about. As that old saying goes, if you’re not a little bit paranoid, you’re not paying attention.Here are 20 secrets that the U.S. government has tried to keep from its citizens, and what we do (and don’t) know about them so far. And for more fun trivia, check out these 20 Secrets Disney Employees Won’t Tell You.1 CIA Mind-Control Experiments
Could drugs and hypnosis be used to control people’s minds and turn them into unwitting assassins for the CIA? That’s what the agency attempted to discover in the 50s, with a top-secret research program called Project MK-ULTRA. Turns out, LSD just makes people want to listen to 45 minute guitar solos.
2 The Plot to Kill Castro (with a Seashell)
There were a lot of crazy attempts to assassinate Cuban dictator Fidel Castro during the 70s, from booby-trapped cigars to poison milkshakes, but none quite so nutty as the exploding seashell. The CIA knew that Castro was a big fan of scuba-diving, so they plotted to plant a brightly colored conch shell in one of his favorite dive spots, triggered to explode when he touched it. They never followed through on it, although the CIA director did purchase two books on Caribbean mollusks. And for more great trivia, check out the 28 most enduring myths in American history.
3 Track 61: The President’s Secret Underground Train
President Franklin D. Roosevelt didn’t want the public to see him using a wheelchair, so to keep that secret during his visits to New York, his train didn’t stop directly at Grand Central Station, but rather a secret station called Track 61 that was never listed on any train map. Although it’s now abandoned, the station was used by wealthy travelers and high-profile politicians who wanted to come and go to New York without being noticed. And for more historical facts, here are 30 things you never knew about royal weddings.
4 Spy Kitties!
No, this isn’t a joke. The CIA seriously spent millions in the late 60s investigating whether domesticated cats could be trained to spy on the Soviet Union. The project was named Acoustic Kitty, because of course it was. It didn’t work out, much to the surprise of nobody, but we still have this memorandum, published by the National Security Archive, to prove that spy kitties was almost a real thing. Oh, and speaking of cats: Here are 15 Amazing Benefits of Adopting a Pet.
5 Project Sunshine: Stealing Corpses
Listen, if you need to test what happens to human bodies during radioactive fallout and you need around 900 human cadavers to do so, you can’t be expected to “ask” all the deceased’s families for their permission. Or at least that’s what researchers for the U.S. Atomic Energy Commission thought during the 50s. Decades later, in the mid-90s, President Bill Clinton formed an advisory committee to investigate and learned the whole staggering truth.
6 Nukes on the Moon
Long before we landed on the moon in 1969, the U.S. Air Force had other plans for the lunar surface. They proposed a “Lunar Based Earth Bombardment System” in 1959, which apparently involved blowing up a nuclear weapon on the moon. Why? According to physicist Leonard Reiffel, who was involved in the project, the whole point was to “impress the world with the prowess of the United States.” Personally, we’re glad they went with the “one small step for man” plan instead.
7 Operation Paperclip: Let’s Hire Some Nazi Scientists
No one could have accused the U.S. government of having discriminatory hiring practices in 1945. Well, at least not if you were a Nazi. Post-World War II, President Harry Truman approved the hiring of thousands of German scientists and engineers, including Walter Schreiber, a medical military officer for the Nazis who found a second job at the Air Force School of Medicine in Texas.
8 Blame Cuba
It sounds like a conspiracy theory, but the CIA actually did propose committing acts of terrorism against American citizens and then blaming it on Cuba. A memo from March 13, 1962, delivered to the president by the U.S. Joint Chiefs of Staff and dubbed Operation Northwoods, suggested ways to justify a military conflict with the Castro’s communist regime, including “Sink (a) ship near harbor entrance. Conduct funerals for mock-victims” and “…blow up a US ship in Guantanamo Bay and blame Cuba.” President Kennedy rejected the proposal.
9 Government Controlled Flying Saucers
Project 1794, a program created by the U.S. Air Force in the 50s, attempted to do what every science fiction-loving kid dreamed about: Create a flying saucer. Their saucer-shaped aircraft, which they never got around to completing, would have been capable of shooting down enemy bombers and flying at ridiculously fast speeds. If you feel up to the task of making your own saucer, check out the declassified blueprints.
10 The My Lai Massacre
Hundreds of unarmed civilians—anywhere from 347 to 504, including women and children—in the South Vietnamese hamlet of My Lai, were murdered by a platoon of American soldiers during March of 1968. High-ranking army officers tried to cover up the massacre for years before it was revealed by U.S. reporters, but even then only one commanding officer was found guilty and served just a few years under house arrest.
11 The Missing Hydrogen Bomb
When a U.S. B-52 bomber carrying four hydrogen bombs crashed in Greenland in 1968, the government acted fast to make sure all the radioactive material was recovered. They got everything, or so they claimed. But in 2008, a BBC investigation revealed that one of the nukes was maybe still in Greenland somewhere.
12 The Mystery of the USS Jimmy Carter
This U.S. Navy attack submarine—the third and last last Seawolf-class submarine in existence, whose primary mission is finding and destroying enemy vessels—has been up to something recently, but nobody is entirely sure what. In September of this year, it was spotted flying the Jolly Roger, the skull and crossbones pirate flag normally displayed after a successful mission. But what exactly was that mission? The Navy isn’t telling.
13 Secret Congress Bunker
You’d never guess by looking at the Greenbriar Hotel in West Virginia that there’s a 112,544-square-foot bunker hidden underneath the resort, with enough bedrooms to accommodate over a thousand Congressmen. The shelter was built in the 60s specifically for members of Congress, just in case Russia bombed us and a nuclear winter made the country uninhabitable.
14 The CIA Torture Files
They called it “enhanced interrogation techniques,” but according to a Senate Report released in 2014, the CIA has possibly been engaged in wrongful torture of suspected criminals for years.
15 Julia Child, CIA Shark Expert
You probably know Julia Child as a famous American chef and TV host. But according to files released by the U.S. National Archives in 2008, she was also one of our secret weapons during World War II, when she worked for the Office of Strategic Services (which would become the CIA) and personally developed shark repellent to protect Navy men in shark-infested waters. That’s right, her first recipe was shark repellent.
16 Spying on reporters
Think journalists have it hard today? They had nothing on reporters in 1963, some of whom were spied on by CIA agents as part of Operation Mockingbird. In documents declassified in 2007, there were reports of several journalists having their home and office telephones wiretapped, solely because they had contacts with “senators, members of Congress, and other well-placed individuals.”
17 The Secret Basement Under Grand Central
You won’t find it on any city map, but 13 stories below Grand Central Terminal in New York is a secret basement known only as M42, which housed the rotary power converters that kept the railroads running during the second World War. Adolf Hitler wanted to sabotage the converters, which apparently would be as easy as pouring sand into them. Armed guards protected the room, with orders to shoot anyone who tried to enter carrying a bag or bucket of sand. At least one attempt was made, by four saboteurs working for Hitler, but they were stopped before they ever found the secret basement.
18 The X-37B
Here’s what we know about the U.S. Air Force’s X-37B space plane. It’s been in orbit around the Earth (off and on) since 2010, it’s only 29 feet long, and nobody has any idea what it’s doing up there. Well, the Air Force does, obviously, but they’re not telling. Some have speculated that it’s a battle ship of some kind, capable of shooting down or capturing enemy satellites.
19 Area 51
Probably the most famous secret military base in the country, Area 51 is located in the middle of the Nevada desert, 83 miles outside Las Vegas, and is used for… something. There have been wild rumors of extraterrestrials and crashed alien spacecraft being stored somewhere in the facility. The CIA didn’t even acknowledge that Area 51 existed until 2013, and all they’ll admit to is that the base has been used to test spy planes.
20 Bohemian Grove
Every July, the rich and powerful and politically connected gather together at a 2,700 acre campground in northern California for their own version of Burning Man. What really goes on there is anybody’s guess, but the guest list has included U.S. presidents and oil barons, and activities have included everything from druid worship to planning for the Manhattan Project. This isn’t some conspiracy theory, this is where guys like Rumsfeld, Kissinger, and Rockefeller go to vacation and do things they don’t want the rest of us to see
35 Things the Ruling Cabal Does Not Want You to Know
For almost 100 years there has been a Secret Ruling Cabal of Banksters and Industrialists from the City of London Financial District that has been running the USG and setting the policies of America which are based on Big Lies and Major Deceptions.
This cabal has spent many billions of hard earned American dollars which they have confiscated through a crooked tax system to pay “talking-head” major mass media “newscasters” to limit what you can know and to make sure almost everything the Controlled Major Mass Media (CMMM) is lies and dispensed propaganda, which helps keep this super-elite deviant Ruling Cabal in power and keeps important truths from the public.The Cabal knows that they must keep truth from the people in order to continue in power, and now the advent of the worldwide Internet is posing their greatest threat ever, and their demise may be right around the corner.Some of the oldest most senior members of the Cabal believe that the only way to stop this erosion of their control over truth that the Internet now presents is to elicit a major nuclear WW3 that will radically depopulate the earth and convert the political structure back into a Middle Ages type feudal King/Serf system.The advent of the worldwide Internet is proving to be the undoing of this Cabal’s previous near complete lock on the truth.They have controlled the history books, the school teaching agendas and limited higher education to their approved subject areas. The worldwide Internet is now proving to be the New Gutenberg Press and has the same power to completely dethrone the Cabal and restructure society. It is an engine for the spontaneous and widespread emergence of a new worldwide populism, a new worldwide Conscience-Collective that can and will erode and displace the CMMM.Without the CMMM’s constant uncontested dispensing of lies and propaganda, the ruling Cabal’s power, authority and legitimacy will be progressively eroded, and eventually this Cabal will be exposed and eliminated. This process appears to be well under way now thanks to the advent of the worldwide Internet “Truth Movement”, a new type of spontaneously emerging world populism.Karen Hudes, former high ranking counsel for the World Bank, has disclosed that at least five of the six American major mass media are owned by the six largest banks which means that they control public opinion by controlling what the major mass media dispenses to the public. Thanks to the Internet this is quickly coming to a screeching halt right before our eyes in real time.No greater litmus test has been more clearly apparent for the CMMM than the recent false flag attack in Syria by Al Cia Duh.Watch the CMMM house of cards start to fall as the truth is fully exposed by the alternative media on the Internet. This is called “driving the news” and when a certain critical mass is reached in the alternative Internet media, the CMMM is eventually forced to cover the story and in a way that has moved toward the alternative version. Eventually the full alternative version completely displaces the original cover-up story and these truth nuggets of horrible USG crimes and abuses written abuse benignly and accepted in the CMMM like they were just an everyday normal occurrence. The Ruling Cabal knows that major stories have a short decay cycle and if they can delay the truth for a certain period of months or years, it just doesn’t matter if the public finds out because it is old, stale news by that time and not considered relevant to most.If you ever felt that you were being manipulated by the major mass media you were very perceptive because that is what has been happening and it is because the Banksters use the major mass media to dictate public opinion to meet their needs, which makes the major mass media almost completely controlled. that is why it makes sense to refer to it as the a Controlled Major Mass media (CMMM).The CMMM is based through and through on lies, deceit and propaganda that most American subjects have believed as Gospel truth until very recently.This blanket acceptance and trust of the CMMM by the naive, mind-kontrolled “asleep at the wheel” public is similar to the King’s New Clothes fable, but it is now being eroded almost daily as the Alternative News on the Internet grows in popularity.This is extremely vexing to the Ruling Cabal because they know unless they act soon to suppress this growing erosion of their mind-kontrolling/dumbing down mechanism (the CMMM), they will become fully exposed and the curtain will be pulled back showing the Wizard of Oz to be a weak old man with no real power except for his power to deceive, manipulate and mind-kontrol. This newly emergent worldwide Internet Truth movement is cutting through these ruling Cabal lies like a hot knife through butter and its ability to do so and drive the alternative news into mainstream news is increasing almost daily. So far all attempts to slow this or stop this have failed or resulted in an ever increasing emergence of Internet provided truth accepted and believed by the masses.The Ruling Cabal’s ability to continue withholding the truth from its subjects is waning by the day as the Alternative media has now outpaced the CMMM in popularity.You cannot easily find any young people going to mainstream mass media TV network news for information, they all go to the alternative news sites on the web like Drudgereport.com, Rense.com, Presstv.ir, whatreallyhappened.com, Veteranstoday.com, rt.com, infowars.com, amtvmedia.com, rinf.com, wired.com (danger room), and so many more fine newsfeed websites like these that it would fill pages.And few believe the network news radio reports anymore either. Since these network radio news are also Cabal controlled and part of the CMMM, their constant parroting of what the network TV talking head spout is increasingly also ignored. And those sites that are run out of the Pentagon or the Fusion centers, or zio fronts are usually quite easily identified or at least perceived as tainted, and many folks are now rejecting them for the most part because their lies and distortions are becoming so plainly obvious.Real truth cuts through the Cabal’s CMMM dispensed lies like a hot knife through butter and once the cat is now out of the bag, these gold nuggets of truth will circulate forever on the net until they have completely eroded the Ruling Cabal’s strength. It’s like kryptonite to superman.Here is a list of some of the major truth nuggets that are now being circulated in the alternative media on the worldwide Internet which seem to have real teeth and many of these have come from high level connected intel sources.These are facts, disclosures and information that the Ruling cabal never intended for you to ever find out about. Skip over the items that you are already familiar with or not interested in.1. Contrary to what USG officials keep parroting through the CMMM, the United States of America is a Republic, not a Democracy and the Founding fathers specifically designed the Constitution to prevent America from ever becoming a democracy by creating what was to be a permanent separation of powers between Congress, the Judiciary and the Executive (Administration including the President). The system was designed to prevent the President from becoming a petty dictator, but that is what has happened under Bush 1&2 and Clinton, and now Obama. This has occurred because Congress has allowed these presidents to start and fight undeclared, unprovoked, unConstitutional, illegal wars without impeaching the President. And the judiciary has been blackmailed into submission by Cutouts of the Cabal using secret wiretaps from the NSA. A Democracy is mob rule, that is, simple majority rule which is what the Ruling Cabal wants since it has been able to easily mass mind-kontrol the public by controlling the major mass media. The Ruling Cabal was able to change the process for electing US Senators from appointment by the state legislatures to popular vote, which was not what the Founding fathers wanted, either, and makes Congress even more easily controlled by the Cabal “money-men” who have unlimited funds for K-Street lobbyists and other various types of support to Congresspersons before and after they are elected.2. The Federal Reserve Bank is a foreign owned private central bank which creates imaginary, fiat money out of thin air only, is no more federal than Federal Express shipping company, has no reserves, and is basically an unconstitutional “sleight of hand” fraud operation which charges American citizens interest illegally to use what should be their own money. Its twelve stockholder/owners are kept secret. the federal reserve Act was supposedly passed to prevent depressions but has been used to create them on behalf of the Ruling cabal so that they can pick up more assets at huge discounts. This fraudulent system generates mass debt slavery through pernicious usury, considered by the Muslims to be a very great sin and used to also be considered the same by the Catholic faith. The creation of the Federal Reserve Bank in 1913 is one of the greatest frauds in history and was actually “stealth legislation” passed without a true quorum, right before Christmas break when few Congress-persons were present. The Internet has been exposing this “big lie” in spades and more and more Americans are catching on and hopping mad because they are realizing for the first time that this illegal Central Banking has allowed the Ruling cabal to steal their hard earned income and asset strip the wealth of everyday citizens as well as America the Republic.3. The Internal Revenue Service is incorporated in Puerto Rico and is the private collection agency for the Federal Reserve Bank. It too is completely illegal but is able to steal the taxpayer’s money by use of brute power, a hijacked and compromised justice system and brutal police state style “boot in your face” power. Obama’s affordable Health Care was designed by top Cabal members who control the insurance industry as a means to bring all taxpayers and citizens together under the massive daily control of the IRS who are designated to be the enforcers of Obama care and will have access to everyone’s bank accounts and can size assets at will even if in error. And of course there is a somewhat recent “smoking gun” letter from a certain Midwest senator that instructed the IRS to get real tough with Tea Party groups which will probably be released to the public sooner than later and could easily prevent any re-election of that individual.4. All wars are pre-arranged by this secret Ruling Cabal which is best defined as the circle of top world Banksters and industrialist run out of the City of London Financial District, a separate country like the Vatican with its own ambassadors and police. These folks claim to be personally anointed by Lucifer himself and some have claimed to have personal alien or demon guides that provide protection and counsel. Thus all wars are Bankster wars and appear to be demonically inspired. Some experts have discovered a strong association with secret esoteric “super-masonic” occult groups which are luciferian based and this Ruling Cabal. Others have discovered a long term association with these Ruling Cabal members and alien or ET entities, and believe these cabal members are actually infected with alien/ET demonic parasites who demand and promote mass death and destruction upon the Earth once they gain control over the Cabal member who has lost his soul or been “soul-snatched”. Some researchers have labeled this Ruling Cabal Babylonian Zionism, or the “Synagogue of satan” and claim that it’s wealth and power is based on the use of “Babylonian Money-Magick” which is the use of fiat money lent at pernicious usury in order to create massive debt slavery, massive asset stripping and provide complete but hidden control. Others attribute it power to the anointing of Lucifer and their use of the evil “black arts” which include deception, slight of hand and human sacrifice. If the cabal can issue or print all the money it needs, it can buy up almost every single politician it wants as long as it keeps the effects of all the excess money mitigated to prevent complete collapse of the monetary system. Of course experts know that the creation of the US Petro Dollar which required all oil sales to be made in money converted to US dollars first was a stop gap effort to delay reality until the Ruling Cabal could use America to subdue the whole world on the behalf of these City of London Bankster’s before the system eventually crashed. The reason why the US Dollar is now only worth only about 2 cents of what is was worth when it was originally issued is because the Federal Reserve Bank has been issuing more and more money to buy politicians and support their secret black operations designed to develop alien technology to keep complete control over “we the people” and this Ponzi system is eventually doomed to failure.The following video clip is a classic by Michael Rivera of whatreallyhappened.com. It is 45 minutes long and most folks can get the main message which is very important in the first 5-10 minutes if time is limited. For those that have the time and want hard core specifics, the rest of this clip is perhaps the best description of how Banksters cause wars ever published.5. This secret Ruling Cabal has existed for hundreds of years and has planned to create a Globalist NWO system located in Jerusalem and is allegedly powered by the mass suffering, death and bloodshed of humans as a “blood-sacrifice” and/or a “soul-sacrifice”. The plan has been to elicit zionism and Muslim extremism movements to battle it out and destroy each other so that Jerusalem and the surrounding Arab areas can be demoed, allowing a new temple to be made for the New World order luciferian ruler, the “New Caesar of the Ages” to be seated so he can assume world rule. In order to do this all the main powers of the world must be destroyed through war, starvation and pestilence, to allow supremacy of the NWO as it sets up world government in the New Jerusalem Temple of lucifer. The Ruling Cabal’s obsession to setting up a Roman style NWO world government in Jerusalem dates all the way back to the Crusades when the European Royalty expressed this obsession to take and hold Jerusalem to gain the secret gold stache and the ark of the covenant, both allegedly buried under the old temple ruins. These City of London Banksters and their Wall Street franchisees set up and financed the Bolshevik revolution in Russia in 1915 with its brutal Red Terror and also designed Nazi National Socialism as a fascist counterbalance. Thus both Bolshevism and Nazism were two sides of the same zionist coin, and not all Zionists are Talmudic Judaics which is a surprise to those that discover this. The Nazi faction still exists as a secret, covert fourth Reich controlling some of the large Wall Street Banks and many of the major oil companies, Big Pharma and defense contractors and some American intel factions. The zios run the Central Banking and pernicious usury to create massive numbers of debt slaves, run the FBI and have hijacked much of the high military command and the NSA and other intel agencies, and have been in the initial stages of moving the essence or central control of these entities to Israel in privatized form. This is now being exposed and blocked within the military high command and Intel at also at many other levels of American Society which means that Zionism is now likely in its death throes and will be thrown under the bus soon. But this also makes them very dangerous too until they are thrown under the bus and they seem to be Hell-bent on starting a nuclear WW3 first. It seems as if the Cabal and its Cutouts are seemingly under the spell of some evil soulless mind-kontrolling entity, perhaps best described as a cosmic or demonic parasite that feeds off intense acute or prolonged human suffering and mass death. And it seems as if this suffering is purposefully caused by traumatic harm and death to humans from the intentional social engineering of massive crime, chaos, social breakdown, starvation, and war 24/7 in order to provide a near constant “shedding of blood”, which is also alleged to provide energy and life to these parasites who appear to crave their own private near constant mass-human sacrifice.6. Ufo’s are real and are advanced inter-dimensional Anti-Gravity Craft (AGCs) and have been recovered by the American Army Air Corps (now the USAF) after crashing, and have contained alien/ET pilots.These craft have been back engineered, and the USG has entered into several top secret treaties with certain alien groups to obtain ultra-high technology in return for access to human and animals for biological sampling as long as certain rules are met. It turns out that these alien/ET are liars and deceivers, have broken the agreements and some have used humans for food.7. The secret Shadow Government (SSG) has taken over the majority of these alien/ET treaty issues and has entered into joint programs with these aliens to build underground bases where they have set up hybridization labs to help the alien/ETs develop new hybrid/human beings with Psi-power and super-soldier characteristics.So far these experiments have failed and the aliens have not been able to synthesize the human soul which is what they are after. It is alleged that other major nations like China and Russia have entered into exchange treaties with various alien/ET entities also.8. Numerous researchers believe that alien beings have been able to mind-kontrol top SSG and cabal leaders by infecting them with a cosmic parasite which transforms them into power obsessed individuals, filled with blood lust and desire to engender mass death and destruction, and best described as completely self-serving and the “ultimate evil”. This occurrence would explain why the top world leaders and those who run the SSG act the way they do. These individuals are believed to be infected with a cosmic parasite that seeks energy they can somehow capture provided by intense and mass human suffering and traumatic death. This parasite makes them act like a power mad, blood thirsty mass murdering parasite against the human race, all the while believing the delusion that their eugenics and mass death is an attempt to purify and save the human race. Thus this cosmic parasite’s apparent script is to manipulate and mind-kontrol world leaders of the cabal to produce as much human suffering, shedding of blood and traumatic mass death as possible in order to extract energy from suffering humans and humans that are dying traumatically. Sick beyond words and yes, it’s demonic and pure evil if true. And some intel insiders have alleged that it is “rumored” that DC is by far the most psychotronically mind-kontrolled geographical space in the whole world, being constantly bombarded with scalar/torsion/standing waves/ultra low ELF, and pulsed beam microwaves from stationary triangulated ground transmitters surrounding DC and satellite based nuclear powered transmitters from high tech large orbital space platforms. Thus not only are DC politicians and officials perhaps the most sexually human compromised, bought off/owned/bribed or blackmailed groups in history, but also perhaps the most cosmically parasitized individuals in recent history, causing them to personally function as the worst criminal psychopaths and parasites on humanity as well as the American citizens that have ever existed. Some insiders have leaked rumors that the “beyond black” psychotronic technology is used to “hive” the susceptible subjects who have weak character or are psychopaths–this involves the aerosol spraying of something called “nano smart dust” from CIA or DOD contract aircraft; this dust is magnetic, has CPU properties when properly flashed after being inhaled and migrating to the brain across the blood brain barrier, and tends to create hived behaviors rendering top politicians, police and intel as mentally subject to the psychotronics of the central hive, usually mounted on towers or space platforms. These particular nano particles were discovered from electron microscopy and chemical analysis of the magnetic particles in the brains of birds, bees, and other insects which appear to be externally navigated and controlled to serve their hive which transmits inter-dimensional signals via particle entangelment. Don’t expect the USG to confirm these rumors soon, because if true it is the glue that keeps their criminal psychopaths on script and one of their deepest secrets at the same beyond-black unacknowledged program level of their triple helix, self-healing hybrid super-soldiers with focused Psi-power and mild to moderate spontaneous remote viewing.9. These researchers believe that individuals cannot become infected with this Cosmic Parasite or demon unless they have been somehow compromised to believe that it is okay to violate the Golden rule. Those born with a lack of conscience, extreme narcissists or psychopaths can obviously become infected quite easily if this is true. So as this narrative goes, the Cabal recruits by searching for those that are easily compromisable. If someone has strong character, deep integrity and refuses to harm others unless in self-defense, the cabal is not interested in these folks. Cabal wannabees must be comfortable pedophiling and sacrificing young innocent children and creating mass-murder and mass suffering through the pre-arrangement and provocation or wars and mass death and destruction.10. Take the very richest men in America and the world, the top Banksters and Industrialists and you can assume that most of these folks were only able to get this massive wealth and power by “selling their souls” to Lucifer in a very strange transaction to obtain “untold wealth, power and prestige” that some who later left the “cult” have spoken about. Until recently, unless some former members who refused approached or later rejected these contracts had come forth, such secret rituals would still be unknown. However that last couple of years some younger Rock stars who “sold out” have come forth, admitted it publicly and bragged about it like a badge of honor. Formerly these “blood contracts” were kept secret due to fear of rejection from general society. Apparently nowadays such is no longer a worry since society has been transformed into being so pluralistic.11. If anyone wants to climb the Cabal’s food chain and obtain higher status and position, they must be “players”, be known luciferians, have proven themselves to be comfortable attending Bohemian Grove human sacrifice rites and worship of Moloch, be able to function as criminal psychopaths and be able to do all kinds of horrible things to other innocent people, things they would never want or expect to be done to themselves. Thus these folks have a complete disconnect between their operating ideology which is completely sociopathic and all the harm and suffering they cause and are responsible for. It is also considered standard procedure to have been “adequately” human compromised in deviant acts that have been video recorded and held as later possible blackmail to be sure folks will do what the cabal wants. In years past some new and married “action officers” in various upper level privatized intel groups were tested early on by being offered very expensive “call-girls” for an adventure away from home. If they accepted, the “meetings” were video recorded and these men were moved up in the command structure. If they refused, the were not fired but were never promoted and kept away from the cabal’s deep secrets. Later on the tests offered them could involved perversions, pedophilia or some other highly deviant act of evil. If the person took the carrot, they then were propelled to the top and identified as a real player worthy of trust.12. Top insider Zbigniew Brzezinski has admitted as much that the NWO is failing because of the spontaneous emergence of a new worldwide populism and this is especially troublesome for the NWO Globalists. (1)13. The cabal and it main stateside agent the SSG has declared a covert war against “we the people” and intends to use their cutouts the neo-Bolshevik zios and NeoCons to set up the Department of Homeland Security to serve as the main attack force used to instigate a large internal American civil war and thus serve as a New American Cheka to mass-murder up to about 80% of Americans and institute a massive Red Terror inside America. DHS is buying up billions of how point rounds, 2700 tanks and 30,000 armed drones to attack and murder American dissidents with. The USG official lists of potential and suspected terrorists is growing so large and inclusive almost 75% of all Americans qualify for at least one list. (2)14. There is a force higher up the Pyramid of Power than the Ruling Cabal run out of the City of London. It is the Old Black Nobility (OBN), also known to some insiders as the European Circle of twelve and this is comprised of the old luciferian black nobility families of Europe that control the Vatican, German banking and all world Central banking including the City of London Banksters and their stateside franchisees the federal Reserve/Rockefeller bunch and have been considered the top of the hierarchy. Actually, however, the OBN is not at the very top, but the “Third Force” is. The Third Force is reputed to be Lucifer himself, the god of this world, the prince of the “power of the air”, the master of the alien/ETs and Ufos and “alien technology”. As this narrative goes, as hard as he tries, he cannot usurp God Almighty, cannot match his might or creative power nor can he create human life and breath the soul into it. He is not omniscient and is using the SSG and all its various high tech spy agencies to attempt to create omniscience. He knows there is a final battle coming between his forces and God Almighty’s and he believes he can win if he gets control of the whole world, consolidates it into a NWO order uses it to build a collection of the highest tech space weapons possible. This Third Force is allegedly limited and constrained by the “Cosmic Rules of Play” required by God Almighty which requires that he must make sure the public is at least minimally informed ahead a time of his plans, has the right to refuse to cooperate, and must agree to be compromised before any cosmic parasite or demon can be internalized.15. NSA and almost all American intel has allegedly been hijacked by zio Israeli-firsters and infil-Traitors but there has been a recent awakening near the top of these orgs and traitors in charge are being exposed and will be dealt with. Most of these individuals who control these agencies have either been mind-kontrolled, or are criminal psychopaths, or have been bought off by Bankster financial zio espionage fronts like Aipac, or have been human compromised and are being blackmailed into submission. Human compromise ops employ sophisticate honey traps and frequent use of scopolamine derivatives and are typically video recorded and kept on file for later coercion.16. NSA and other American intel have been providing secret information obtained from wiretaps and other means to the Ruling Cabal to use to blackmail and coerce politicians, judges and officials to do what they want. This has been rumored to include two top US Senators, one a closeted homosexual and one Supreme Court Justice, another closeted homosexual.17. The FBI is basically a cover-up mechanism for the Ruling Cabal, also engages in espionage against truth exposure such as with Cointelpro type activities and has run numerous illegal murder ops out of its notorious Division 5 to cover-up numerous illegal USG activities and to murder numerous intel whistle-blowers. The FBI runs cover-up operations for the elite pedophile human kidnapping/compromise operations run out of military bases like those run out of Offutt in Omaha.18. About 95% of all the illegal narcotics are trafficked into America authorized by the USG by the CIA or under their protection in joint efforts. The world’s largest crime syndicate, the zios are also allowed to bring in massive amounts of these illegal drugs as long as the proper higher ups receive their cut which is currently 10% off the top. The DEA is involved in these massive controlled deliveries which come into almost every major international airport in America and many small ones and are allowed supposedly in stings designed to catch the “Mr. Big drug dealers”, but alas they never succeed and these deliveries just keep a coming.19. Numerous experts now claim we live in a police state. No, that is not exactly correct, we live in a Gangster State which uses a massive internal security mechanism to crush dissenters. Correctly stated, Washington DC should have a big sign upon entering DC:“Gangsters ‘R Us”. The USG is a big table of gangsters with plenty of room for any new gangster that ponies up the bucks for entry, and this includes the large drug cartels which are technically “joint ventures” with some small American Intel factions. Actually it’s like this: we have the WORST government the MOST money can buy, or the biggest collection of gangsters who have the necessary money to buy a seat at the table of control. Any criminal group can buy a seat the table of government inside America if they can pony up the necessary funds. So it is all about money and this is where the 70,000+ K Street Lobbyists come in. They funnel the money to the politicians in terms of campaign contributions, lucrative speaking honorariums, revolving door job promises, lucrative consulting contracts for relatives and business partners, special mortgage rates, offshore account gifts, free use of lavish condos all expenses paid as guests, etc. Doubt this, then just examine the net worth statements of politicians after a few terms in office, especially those who are owned by Aipac and serve a zio mouthpieces, folks like McCain and Graham. And a recent study of top paid Ceo’s suggests rampant corruption. (3)20. The CIA has run secret Mind-kontrol experiments and massive psychotronic harassment campaigns against dissenters and whistle-blowers along with certain groups in miltel and gotten away with it for many years. Except now folks on the inside are staring to talk and leak and it won’t be long until these operations are fully exposed and those responsible will be hounded, harassed and eventually dealt with. Almost every major psychotronic operation is being exposed now through high level and mid level leaks. Yes, even the sensitive programs now being established in large urban public schools and retail chains with HD cameras and mikes directly connected in real time to local fusion centers where complex face and voice recognition software is run along with the administration of pulsed beam microwaves to shape and modify subject’s behaviors are being leaked and disclosed. And they are all highly illegal because they provide no informed consent which is required by federal and state law. By the way the use of these devices by local Fusions centers are major Felonies, since they damage some children and can cause cancer and leukemia clusters.21. Nationwide, the police have been mind-kontrolled by the deployment of high tech pulsed beam microwave, constant-on shoulder held radio systems which are known to be able to entrain aggressive attitudes in many police officers and can cause parietal lobe or temporal lobe psychomotor seizures during arrests which can make the officers get temporarily enraged, some with transient psychotic “rage blackouts” at the time of their acting-out, when they go nuts and beat or murder victims unjustifiably and use excessive force, engaging in abject police brutality of the worst kind. Cancer clusters are now starting to form and most police have no idea that after many years of use their brains are being changed and in many cases their souls are being snatched. In time it will be shown that like the hand held radar guns police used to set between their legs between cars, these units are cancer causing. This cancer from these shoulder held radios as it starts to appear, of course, will be minimized and covered up.22. Every American Intel agency has had its own execution squad. At present there are 37 American, DOD and/or privatized defense Contractor intel agencies and counting, many of these un-admitted due to being part of the black, special access or the beyond black “un-acknowledged programs ‘. Each of these agencies has had its own execution squad for terminations with extreme prejudice after a signed intelligence or executive finding is made and signed. The Administration has had J-Soc (Joint Special operation Command, supposedly still takes some orders from chicanery, who heart is fine and all that was an act to provide sympathy and an easy “faked death that is believable” in case folks attempt to prosecute him for war crimes). The US military has had SoLic Special operations, Low Intensity Conflict to do its dirty work when necessary. The FBI has had Division 5. Most assassinations, especially those related to military contractor whistle-blowers have been routinely set up to be “arkensides”, these are the Dixi mob Arkansas style obvious murders diagnosed as suicide to create a strong and obvious message to other potential whistle-blowers that “we can do what we want and get away with it anytime we want, so you better not cross us”. If you like Chicken you will understand who and what the Dixie mob is which used to be known as the Enterprise. Of course you can always ask John Cathey, he will be happy to clarify this for you.23. Traditionally anyone disclosing real, documented Ufo secrets or secrets about underground bases or beyond black” space war projects, was quickly “terminated with extreme prejudice” (TWEPed). The last few years this has been almost completely stopped in regard to UFO disclosures, thanks to the Disclosure Project by Steven Greer, MD, and the efforts of many others on the inside, and a rumored deep split in MJ-12 between the younger members and the “old guard” who want no disclosure. TWEPs are still used in those cases involving those who investigate and uncover current criminal operations which could form a direct threat to the continued office-holding of those in high political, military or intel officials. Two examples of these USG “signed findings” murders are the DC Madam, Deborah Jeane Palfrey, or the Rolling Stone Reporter Michael Hastings who was onto a story so hot it would have likely brought down the current administration. Senators Paul Wellstone, Gov. Carnahan and John Tower were also murdered by the USG with “signed findings”, some refer to as “signed classified intelligence findings”, which are technically an authorization, an executive extra-judicial order to murder as authorized by Potus or a top intel Official.24. Extensive mass mind-kontrol is now actively being used against the American people to dumb them down, entrain an accepting mood of an underlying anxiety, false beliefs and an inability to get involved in changing the USG, that is, decreased political activism. These measures include massive deployment of psychotronics as the pulsed beam microwaves of cell phone towers, Wi-Fi, new top secret designed street lights, aircraft sprayed chemtrails which dispense smart-dust which is comprised of magnetized nano particles which are breathed in, and eventually cross the blood-brain barrier after which they can be flashed and activated to entrain desired brain patterns, and these aerosol compounds are highly toxic providing a secondary eugenics effect too (4). Many vaccines now are alleged to contain nano-particles of hive-behavior-producing “smart-dust” which can be remotely activated it crosses the blood-brain barrier. It has been hypothesized but not yet proven that these particles can serves as a means to id individuals after they have been “set”, serving as an internal RFID nano-chip.25. Hollywoodism and much of the youth music culture is occult based and run by the Ruling Cabal as a means to compromise America’s youth and uses luciferian/satanic symbolism to prepare the way for infection of the “cosmic parasite”.26. The Ruling Cabal has engaged in massive efforts to destroy normal male and female sex roles in order to destroy marriage, create unisex and a whole new increasingly large population of homosexuals which will help lower the birthrate. This is being done through the administration of gender bending chemicals to the masses, aka endocrine disruptors deployed in certain plastics, detergents and foodstuffs. In the 1950’s the CIA and the US military experimented with the “gay bomb” concept, the idea of dropping bio warfare agents which were comprised of powerful gender bending agents mixed with hallucinogens like BZ to render the enemy useless as defenders and tested this bio-weapon on unknowing subjects in numerous cities. The Cabal has deployed neo-Bolshevik methods such as multi-culturalism, diversity, political correctness, feminism, and teaching that perversion is normal and good, or even desirable to grade-schoolers as a first stage in compromising young Americans and making them more susceptible to the “cosmic parasite” later on. The goal here of the cabal is to destroy the fabric of America by eliminating its borders, language and culture. Obviously loose southern borders which are un-enforced allowing massive illegal aliens, and massive immigration of legal aliens helps to destroy what America is, and make it easier to Globalize it and eventually “balkanize” it.27. Almost all cell phones contain RFID chips so they can be pinged by satellite to give one’s near exact location even if the cell phone is off and un-powered with no battery. Almost all cell phones can now be used to listen in and their cameras can be activated without the cell phone being turned on. Most cell phones can now be remotely turned on and off by fusion centers at will.28. Electronic telephones and many Cable TV and Satellite boxes can be used for real time spying by Intel agencies. How come no one is ever given informed consent about this when they discuss arrangements for service?29. Some video games have embedded mind-kontrol programs that entrain violent mental images which can be later activated to help strip away the subjects very soul and make them more susceptible to the cosmic parasite. Many large public school and retail chains are “rumored” to now have “experimental” HD camera systems and mikes with facial recognition software hooked up to local fusion centers and interfaced with WI-fi or other proprietary top secret pulsed beam microwave mind-kontrol systems run by the NSA. Don’t expect the NSA to soon confirm this publicly either. And don’t expect any informed consent either which is required since it is illegal to experiment on or deliver any medically active events to patients without informed consent.30. It is alleged by insiders that many current vaccines contain DNA or RNA fragments and compounds which are either eugenic population controls or mind-kontrol, or dumbing-down mechanisms.Many contain catalytic virus and bacteria which can be later activated by cross pollination with designer cold viruses. Some of these can be activated to become lethal in the young, old or those with current health issues. Some contain nano-particles (smart-dust) which have psychotronic properties when properly flashed by pulsed beam microwaves. As with the early polio vaccines, many vaccines still carry certain cancer causing viral fragments such as SV-40 monkey virus going all the way back to the original monkey cell lines. Some current vaccines are also based on cell lines obtained from aborted fetuses.31. The wall street Banksters are making untold Billions off of the mortgage scam through a complex pattern of criminal fraud, MERS and illegal packaging and reselling of mortgage investments without properly transferring titles.They are double and in some cases triple dipping due to Govt mortgage insurance and various crafty tricks with repossessions. Expect to see this scam fully exposed in the future as but one other way banks scam money from vulnerable uniformed citizens and share the funds with the SSG for “deep black, off the book” covert operations, like another S & L scam or an another Enron.32. The BP oil spill and Fukushima are both Cabal staged biological warfare “death star” attacks on humanity, designed to create massive depopulation in the years to follow. Massive aerosol “chemtrail” spraying by DOD contract aircraft out of a southern Arizona CIA and DOD contractor airline service and some other locations is loaded with various toxic chemicals designed to aid in mind-kontrolling and dumbing-down the masses and dulling their emotions as well as increasing the death rate and creating future droughts and famines. These chemtrails are dual use and one use is a quantum mechanics related space-war use which are highly classified in one particular unacknowledged “beyond-black” program. The massive deployment of custom engineered “eugenicized” GMO seeds is just another covert method of eugenics designed to drastically thin the herd while boosting Big Pharma and big medicine.33. The Bankster engineered worldwide debt crises is about to enter its final death spiral at home inside America. The master controller, the Third Force is about finished with its Bankster/zio cutouts and is going to throw them under the bus, soon thereafter followed by the NWO system. This will all be accomplished by the spontaneously emerging new worldwide populism thanks to the Internet’s world wide penetration and formation of a new worldwide conscience-collective. As the Bankster/zio system fails the Third Force will attempt to hijack this new worldwide populism and use it to set up his own world kingdom run out of Jerusalem. Of course the complete exposure of Israelis to be the fake Jews of Rev. 2:9 and 3:9 will be universals as they are thrown under the bus.Zionism will be fully exposed for its crimes and will be eradicated as will their Bankster system. The US Petro Dollar system appears to now be failing and the BRICS nations trade agreements and others like them seem to mark the end of Big oils hegemony through the City of London Banksters using America as its enforcer.34. With the advent of the new populism emerging worldwide and a whole new commitment to truth-telling by various USG, Military, Intel and alphabet agents as well as some fairly high ranking DHS folks, every single deep secret is now getting leaked and exposed. Often starting with rumors, and later followed up by actual docs. And now with the advent of the new parallel Russian computer circuitry being jointly developed with China as well as the new inter-dimensional quantum computers experts predict a complete end to cryptography and intel secrets, that is, the eventual complete end to government secrecy. This of course is very alarming to the SSG and various high ranking USG and Intel officials who are dirty and infected with the cosmic parasite, and it is becoming quite clear to some insiders and top experts that the coming end of secrecy is like a runaway freight train that cannot be stopped.35.The Ruling cabal’s greatest secret is that they are unable to infect and control those Americans who refuse to violate the Golden Rule (except in self-defense) know and keep a strong commitment to the US Constitution and Bill of Rights and refuse to be compromised or accept the lies and evil of the Ruling Cabal or its representatives or agents. They know that if more 12% of the people fully wake up they are finished, and we are at 10% now pushing 11%. Yes, research suggests 12% is a major societal tipping point and once reached, it’s bye-bye time for the ruling cabal eventually, one way or another.Conclusion:This recent flap over the big government lie that Assad used poison gas against the Syrian people is a great opportunity to see this newly emerging world populism work.The CMMM has been broadcasting 24/7 that Assad did it. And yet most of the alternative media on the Internet has claimed just the opposite, that US, Israeli & Saudi financed and supported Al Cia Duh has been responsible.This is actually a titanic struggle between the CMMM and the Cabal (old guard) on the one hand, and the newly emerging worldwide populism fueled by Internet based truth from the alternative news services of the Internet on the other hand (the new guard). This is an epic struggle and even if the old guard wins this battle, its win will be turned back on itself and will magnify the opposition aganst it from this newly emerging worldwide Internet based populism, the new guard.Ron Paul has exposed the lies and deceit behind the USG’s and the CMMM’s position blaming Assad. Watch his remarkable presentation.
In England the alternative media won this battle and Parliament voted against armed intervention in Syria because the majority of the British people believed that alternative media wholeheartedly. Obama has said he blames Assad for the gas attack but will attack Syria only if he obtains approval from Congress when it returns September 9, 2013. Aipac has traditionally owned almost all the US Senators but less of the Congress-persons.
You can bet Aipac and all the zios as well as the top controllers in the FBI and NSA will be engaged in an extensive “influence” campaign to manipulate Congress to approve this strike on Assad even through Israel, Saudi Arabia and the CIA are responsible for setting up this false flag intended to start another big Mideast war to take down Syria and Iran on Israel’s, the Banksters and Big oil’s behalf. (5) This means numerous pressured phone calls and perhaps even some middle of the night “not to worry” FBI visits, like those mention in G. Gordon Liddy’s book, Will. these master controllers, blackmailers and manipulators will be pulling in every mark they are owed by Congress-persons, bet on it. And even them they may fail.This is a perfect test of the will of the new emerging populism created by the worldwide Internet. It will be very interesting to see how this whole matter turns out, because if Congress back down from all these zio manipulations and blackmail, it means that Zionism is actually in its final death throes and will take down the NWO with it.It also means that these neoCons and zio madmen may institute another major 911 false-flag type terror attack inside America, this time a major nuclear false flag inside a large American city, perhaps Chicago. In Chitwon it would be easy for them to institute martial law and manage DHS and FEMA to their specifications in order to reprime the “War on Terror”. Every day more and more Americans are finally starting to understand that the “war on terror” is a phony concoction used to justify all these perpetual, illegal unconstitutional, un-provoked, undeclared foreign wars of acquisition of behalf of Big oil, the city of London Banksters, Israel and zionism.This phony “war on terror” is being used to justify a huge internal police state buildup by DHS which is now accusing almost any good American Patriot and American-firster of being a domestic terrorist, especially Vets, returning Vets, Catholics and Evangelical Christians, folks who could never be terrorists. And even the US Army and Fema has been teaching their staff that the Founding fathers were domestic terrorists and would not be allowed in the services today. This is truly disgusting and must be immediately exposed and stopped.And it is becoming exceedingly clear that not only has the average American has come to strongly distrust the USG on any matter related to the Mideast conflicts but is now questioning the mainstream major mass media as never before. Soon mainstream American will understand that 911 was an inside job, a false-flag staged gladio style terrorist act by the NeoCons and zios and by elements within the Top USAF command, and American and Israeli administrations.The jig is darned near up for these 911 perps and it won’t be too long and they will be chased down to the ends of the earth and made accountable to a people’s court of some sort. Many top military officers now understand who did 911 and that it was an inside job and are hopping mad at the treason and Israeli espionage committed by zionist infil-Traitors, and treason and sedition committed by traitors in the Executive and high military command at the time.For the USG to claim that any use of gas in Syria is an outrage and somebody must be bombed with cruise missiles is one of the greatest acts of hipocrasy imaginable. The USG has deployed biological warfare agents in Vietnam (agent orange) and such massive amounts of depleted uranium (DU) in the Mideast that at least 50% of American soldiers deployed are seriously poisoned, and millions of Mid-easterners are also poisoned, with massive increases in serious birth defects due to genetic damage.High USG and SSG officials bear complete responsibility for this and in years to come those still alive will be held accountable one way or another as the world demands eventually justice. And of course the USG and the UN have deployed covert eugenics agents in vaccines in Africa for years and also deployed their custom gene spliced HIV virus made at Fort Detrick in their first hepatitis B vaccines in New York, Miami and San Francisco and then Africa.Right now it looks like there is a fair chance Americans will wake up and begin to take their country back from the Cabal who hijacked it in 1913 over this latest Syrian flap. But actually, it’s only a matter of time. And when it happens it will be due to the energizing influence and massive daily barrage of “truth nuggets” provided by the alternative news and the hundreds of Internet truth-tellers. The alternative media is providing truth to the masses worldwide and creating a growing tide of spontaneously emerging world populism that cannot be stopped, a grass roots populism that is now demanding an end to the secrecy and massive corruption in government and large corporations accompanied by truth, justiceknowtherealcostFollowknowtherealcostCarbon monoxide is found in cigarette smoke and can lead to permanent cardiovascular damage.#Smoking #Cigarettes #Cigarette #Smoke #Tobacco #Cigs #TheRealCostmatrixprisonSpell A Day
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Spell Date:  Saturday, June 9, 2018
Color of the day:  Blue
Incense of the day:  Rue
Today is the birthday of my previous partner, whom I chose to leave because there was more bad than good. It’s been many years since we separated, but I think of him every June 9th, and I choose to remember the good stuff. The law of attraction says “good attracts good” and “what we focus on grows.”
So today, call to mind someone you used to be close to, someone you loved and who loved you, someone who is no longer part of your life. It could be a friend, coworker, family member, neighbor, lover, or spouse. Think about all the goodness they brought to your life. Remember their jokes, their favorite foods, and their birthday. Celebrate them. Appreciate what they taught you and brought you. Surround your mental image of them with the glowing white light of love and compassion. Bless them and release them. Your relationship is complete.
The Spiritual Journey: From Addictive to Enlightened Relationships
Eckhart Tolle ©
Love/hate relationships
Unless and until you access the consciousness frequency of presence, all relationships and particularly intimate relationships are deeply flawed and ultimately dysfunctional. They may seem perfect for a while, such as when you are “in love,” but invariably that apparent perfection gets disrupted as arguments, conflicts, dissatisfaction, and emotional or even physical violence occur with increasing frequency.
It seems that most “love relationships” become love/hate relationships before long. Love can then turn into a savage attack, feelings of hostility, or complete withdrawal of affection at the flick of a switch. This is considered normal.If in your relationships you experience both “love” and the opposite of love — attack, emotional violence, and so on — then it is likely that you are confusing ego attachment and addictive clinging with love. You cannot love your partner one moment and attack him or her the next. True love has no opposite. If your “love” has an opposite, then it is not love but a strong ego-need for a more complete and deeper sense of self, a need that the other person temporarily meets. It is the ego’s substitute for salvation, and for a short time it almost does feel like salvation.But there comes a point when your partner behaves in ways that fail to meet your needs, or rather those of your ego. The feelings of fear, pain, and lack that are an intrinsic part of egoic consciousness but had been covered up by the “love relationship” now resurface.Just as with every other addiction, you are on a high when the drug is available, but invariably there comes a time when the drug no longer works for you.When those painful feelings reappear, you feel them even more strongly than before, and what is more, you now perceive your partner as the cause of those feelings. This means that you project them outward and attack the other with all the savage violence that is part of your pain.This attack may awaken the partner’s own pain, and he or she may counter your attack. At this point, the ego is still unconsciously hoping that its attack or its attempts at manipulation will be sufficient punishment to induce your partner to change their behavior, so that it can use them again as a cover-up for your pain.Every addiction arises from an unconscious refusal to face and move through your own pain. Every addiction starts with pain and ends with pain. Whatever the substance you are addicted to — alcohol, food, legal or illegal drugs, or a person — you are using something or somebody to cover up your pain.That is why, after the initial euphoria has passed, there is so much unhappiness, so much pain in intimate relationships. They do not cause pain and unhappiness. They bring out the pain and unhappiness that is already in you. Every addiction does that. Every addiction reaches a point where it does not work for you anymore, and then you feel the pain more intensely than ever.This is one reason why most people are always trying to escape from the present moment and are seeking some kind of salvation in the future. The first thing that they might encounter if they focused their attention on the Now is their own pain, and this is what they fear. If they only knew how easy it is to access in the Now the power of presence that dissolves the past and its pain, the reality that dissolves the illusion. If they only knew how close they are to their own reality, how close to God.Avoidance of relationships in an attempt to avoid pain is not the answer either. The pain is there anyway. Three failed relationships in as many years are more likely to force you into awakening than three years on a desert island or shut away in your room. But if you could bring intense presence into your aloneness, that would work for you too.From Addictive to Enlightened Relationships
Whether you are living alone or with a partner, this remains the key: being present and intensifying your presence by taking your attention ever more deeply into the Now.
For love to flourish, the light of your presence needs to be strong enough so that you no longer get taken over by the thinker or the pain-body and mistake them for who you are.To know yourself as the Being underneath the thinker, the stillness underneath the mental noise, the love and joy underneath the pain, is freedom, salvation, enlightenment.To disidentify from the pain-body is to bring presence into the pain and thus transmute it. To disidentify from thinking is to be the silent watcher of your thoughts and behavior, especially the repetitive patterns of your mind and the roles played by the ego.If you stop investing it with “selfness,” the mind loses its compulsive quality, which basically is the compulsion to judge, and so to resist what is, which creates conflict, drama, and new pain. In fact, the moment that judgment stops through acceptance of what is, you are free of the mind. You have made room for love, for joy, for peace.First you stop judging yourself; then you stop judging your partner. The greatest catalyst for change in a relationship is complete acceptance of your partner as he or she is, without needing to judge or change them in any way.That immediately takes you beyond ego. All mind games and all addictive clinging are then over. There are no victims and no perpetrators anymore, no accuser and accused.This is also the end of all codependency, of being drawn into somebody else’s unconscious pattern and thereby enabling it to continue. You will then either separate — in love — or move ever more deeply into the Now together, into Being. Can it be that simple? Yes, it is that simple.Love is a state of Being. Your love is not outside; it is deep within you. You can never lose it, and it cannot leave you. It is not dependent on some other body, some external form.In the stillness of your presence, you can feel your own formless and timeless reality as the unmanifested life that animates your physical form. You can then feel the same life deep within every other human and every other creature. You look beyond the veil of form and separation. This is the realization of oneness. This is love.Although brief glimpses are possible, love cannot flourish unless you are permanently free of mind identification and your presence is intense enough to have dissolved the pain-body — or you can at least remain present as the watcher. The pain-body cannot then take you over and so become destructive of love. THE ANNUNAKI THAT FEED ON HUMAN EMOTIONAL ENERGY THEY CRAVE KEEPING HUMANITY UNDER DEEP SPELLS CONTROL DECEPTIONS MIND  ENCHANTMENTS FEAR  WHY YOU SEE IN THIS HUMANITY  A LOT OF BLOOD WARS SACRIFICES JUST LIKE THE ANCIENT ABRAHAMIC RITUAL BLOOD SACRIFICIAL RELIGIONS  RELIGIONS AND THE ANNUNAKI ANCIENT DRACO SERPENT GODS OF THE AZTECS MAYAN RITUAL BLOOD HEART CUTTING SACRIFICES  THEY KNOW OUR SOULS ENERGY EXISTS IN THE BLOOD ECKTO PLASMA WHEN A SOUL IS UNDER STRESS TRAUMA VIOLENCE  SEX ABUSE [PSYCHOLOGICAL ADRENALINE CHARGE BLOOD THIS NEGATIVE ANNUNAKI ALIEN GODS  FEED ON OUR SOUL HARVESTED ENERGYDid you know in ancient days of Atlantis they had advance technology that resembles CERN and the capacity to create hybrids taking DNA cloning capabilities this gave birth to the Annunaki geneticist mythology throughout our human history the Ebbens biological organisms duplicates cloned programmable entities we humans our homespun so species are also cloned hybrids the Enki Enlil  Draco Yahweh Annunaki mythology is part of our ancient forbidden archeological history  When your down in the ground and you are barely holding on all you need is is love to keep you fro. Going under and love can set ou free if you just try Not easy it is to live from authentic sovereignty and spiriting this world created to suppress you soul those who break away from the programming do t always fare well in this matrix There is a lot of deception placed in our dimension for control of consciousness this is so the archon (overlords/controllers ) can use our human soul energy as food supply everything is energy so our thoughts mental energy is used in this matrix as soul energy harvesting you can sense your way with certain people your energy will feel free peaceful authentic liberating happy joy  recharging or you either can feel anxiety unease fear stress anger suppression this are indicators of people places where there is a vampiric energy source people places will either empower you or drain you Luciferian draconian Annunaki invasion via turning this habitat for the new world order agenda The negative demonic aliens Annunaki measures to keep humanity a a very low level of consciousness the nano technological invasion black morgellons goo parasites in human blood stream serve few reasons  to keep people like robot submissive enslaved race to track every single hi,an race to have remote access to them  and primordially to bring the annunaki transhumanistic agenda the Annunaki gods need humans slaves there for turning them into a transhuman Borg matrix like collective is their goal Sometimes in life you live meeting different souls for different reasons to teach you about what love is what love is not but ultimately all its self is a divine blessing She wanted meaning to her existence but it was not until she left her wealthy position in the world step out out of her comfort zones that her soul experienced passion love gave her bungalow new reason to fight for a great cause to exists for sometimes in life wealth fame prestige is not always fulfilling your souls calling you came here for a mission only you can do however little or great it’s always for the service or education for others that makes one truly feel alive and soul fulfilled What we do for others with altruistic motives. Never truly dies Nature is out of balance once upon a time there was a Revered respect and intimacy with our Eco system there was plants to meet most souls needs but some where along the lines crept in  arms industrialized corporate greed and rapid increase of populations with the killing of Mother Earth we are heading at fast moving speed of destroying our human habitat In a world of deceptions and willful disinformation teaser aching to find the truth speaking living your truth is a courageous rebellious act https://youtu.be/s5XE4VwDBQk.Poetry is not love romantic love charms and eloquent  utterances sometimes is taking a stand for what your soul beliefs people who a retired of their sovereignty disrespectedENLIGHTENED RELATIONSHIPSMake Your Most Important Relationship the one with YOURSELF!“Under the sustaining influence of expressing love, the physical body remains at its best.  More people are sick from a lack of feeling and expressing love than from all other causes put together”As we evolve spiritually we try to adopt a more loving, accepting attitude toward others.  It is a difficult process, one that few ever masterWhether or not we admit it, most of us have an agenda behind loving someone … to be loved in return … to be nurtured and looked after … to escape loneliness or abandonment … to receive validation of our worthLife’s everyday experiences teach us that it is selfish and vain to put ourself before others.  We experience conflict and dissention when we make demands without consideration for those around us.  And, gradually we become conditioned to believe that we must put our own needs aside in order to make those around us happy or, more importantly, in order to be loved by others.  We compromise our dreams, our needs, our desires, and often even our individuality in the spirit of co-operation and in the name of loveBut, that is not what love is about at all!  Experiencing the feeling of love is, in its truest sense, a bliss connection to our universal Source.  Everyone strives to attain it because it is the essence of who we really are.  We come into this life as love and joy.  We learn to be less than thatLoving really is the ultimate gift to ourself much more than a gift to the object of our affections.  When we love we feel alive, expanded, potent.  We experience a heightened sense of connection to the material plane through our senses and a deeper connection to the Divine and the universeBut, it isn’t long before that little voice inside our head begins to murmur … what if I get hurt … what if I am abandoned … what if he doesn’t love me back … what id I am treated the same way as before … what if it doesn’t last … what if I can’t meet his expectations …We begin to behave in ways that will elicit the response we desire.  We offer gifts, do thoughtful things, bargain for love.  We may even try to change ourself or adopt a role, becoming the person we think our lover wants us to beAs a result, we begin to feel insecure and vulnerable within the relationship.Vulnerability only exists is you are offering your love with a motive … something you want in return.  If you love without expectations, you cannot be hurt. And something magical happens.  Since unconditional love is your essence and and the essence of the Divine, the universe responds to you with generosity, beauty and abundance.  Like attracts likeLoving has to begin with self–understanding, accepting and appreciating yourself fully.  That does NOT mean trying to be perfect of ideal.  It means getting to know your real self intimately and honestlyYou will never really experience fulfilling love until you go within and deal with those murmuring voices.  First, you must heal your past–all the hurts, experiences and thoughts that are shaping your attitudes and beliefs.  Let your past be the tool for personal growth rather than a blueprint for your future.  Learn how our flower essences can help you achieve this effortlessly …How to Find Your Soul Mate Don’t make the life-altering mistake of settling.  Wouldn’t you rather have it all? … love, passion, commitment, trust, personal growth … If you hang onto your present relationship like a ‘port-in-a-storm’, the real love of your life cannot find you or be with youHow to Grow Within a Relationship… Discover the value of all your relationships as a tool for personal growth and self-awarenessSurviving the Ending of a Relationship  Two thirds of all second marriages end in divorce.  That’s because the partners did not complete the four stages of healing after their first marriage ended.  Learn what you need to do so you can move on to have a more successful relationship“You cannot leave a situation until you have done so with love.  Those situations that you leave in anger will be there for you to resolve in the future.  It may not be with the same person, but you will create another situation and similar person to allow you to resolve it with love”  Sanaya RomanHow to Find a Sense of Belonging and Security in a Relationship Learn how to create a loving balanced fullfilling relationship.  Become conscious of what you need and what you are willing to provide in a relationship in order to feel secure and complete with anotherBe Good to Yourself: 10 Powerful Ways to Practice Self-Love By
Maria Stenvinkel
“Self-love, self-respect, self-worth: There’s a reason they all start with ‘self.’ You can’t find them in anyone else.” ~Unknown
It was one of those nights.
I was in a busy New York bar, having fun and enjoying myself. That was, until someone asked me: “So, what do you do?”
Within a few seconds my fun, happy, playful side vanished and in entered a girl full of doubts and insecurity.
The truth was… I had no freaking idea about what I was doing! I had just left my corporate job and now I was on a journey to discover what I truly wanted to do in life.
That question stripped me down to feeling naked and exposed. Because I didn’t have a job title. (Unless “I-don’t-know-what-I’m-doing-with-my-lif e” works?) I had nothing externally to “prove” my worthiness with.
I’ve always been pretty confident. My dad used to give me incentives for challenging myself. “Climb up that wall and I’ll buy you an ice cream.” “Be Santa Claus for your siblings and you’ll get that nail polish you really want.”
So, I never had a problem saying yes to things, such as taking job offers abroad and accepting challenging positions and demanding projects. Of course I had moments of doubt, but even when I doubted myself, I always said yes and found a solution one way or another.
Until that moment in the bar, I had (unconsciously, of course) proved my worth through my achievements. I had thought of myself as someone who valued herself no matter the job title, relationship status, or bank account condition.
But, when I left my job and other external things fell apart, so did my value. Or at least, that’s what it felt like.
In short, I had confused self-confidence with self-esteem. Oops!
Here’s what I mean by this:
Self-confidence is about trusting yourself and your abilities. For example, you can be confident in one area, such as cooking, dancing, or communicating, but then insecure in another, such as dancing or public speaking.
Self-esteem, on the other hand, is about how you see yourself. It’s about your perception of your worth. No matter what happens on the outside, do you treat yourself with love, care, and respect or not?
As a high-achiever, it’s easy to trick yourself and think you have self-esteem. I mean, as long as you perform and do well, it’s all good, right?
Yeah, until you don’t. That’s when the sh*t hits the fan…
When I realized that I saw myself as less worthy, cool, and interesting because of my external circumstances, I decided this wasn’t good enough for me. And it shouldn’t be good enough for you either, if this resonates. As they say, your biggest breakdowns often become your greatest breakthroughs.
So, I got to work. This time, not by proving my value, but by practicing self-love. Below are some of the most powerful ways I’ve discovered to do just that:
1. Focus on being someone who loves.
If you’re in a place today where you don’t love yourself, it’s hard to take a quantum leap and become someone who does. Just like when you’re building muscles, self-love takes consistent practice.
Instead of loving yourself, focus on being someone who loves. That is, allow love to flow through you as often as possible. Focus on what you love about the people you meet. Focus on what you appreciate while going to the store, sitting in a meeting, or while speaking to someone. Simply, adjust your body to positive emotions by finding as many things to love and appreciate as possible.
2. Tap into what it looks and feels like to be loved.
It’s easy to be loving toward ourselves when things go as planned, when we succeed and people like us. Not so much when stuff falls apart, we screw up or get rejected. When we struggle the most, that’s also when we tend to be hardest on ourselves.
In those moments, ask yourself what someone who loves you deeply you would act. What would they say? What would they do? How would they behave? Odds are, they wouldn’t criticize, judge, and berate you. They’d offer you kindness, compassion, and acceptance. If you can’t think about a specific person or memory, imagine how the most loving human on this planet would be toward you. Then practice being that toward yourself.
3. Stop comparing yourself.
Comparison is a killer to self-love. And we aren’t usually very nice when it comes to comparisons, right? Instead, we take our greatest flaws and compare them to someone else’s greatest success. In short, you’re doomed to fail.
Instead, realize that you write your story. Realize that you can’t compare your life to someone else’s because no matter how well you know them, you never know how they feel or how they perceive their life. Instead, spend your time and energy to nourish and build your path.
4. Take baby steps to create the life you long for.
Desires are powerful. And so, to take action turn those dreams into reality is to honor and care for yourself. By taking daily actions, you signal that you’re worthy of living the life you desire.
It doesn’t have to be big action—just small and consistent steps in the direction that stirs joy, care, and excitement. This demonstrates that you care and respect your dreams and thus yourself. Has there ever been a better time to do that than now?
5. Ask your guidance system for help.
Imagine that your emotions are guiding you. When you feel good about yourself, it means that what you’re thinking is aligned with how your soul/higher self sees you. When you feel bad about yourself, it’s a red flag telling you that a change of perspective is needed
If you think a thought such as “I am [something you don’t like about yourself],” how does that feel? Probably not so good, right? Then it’s a sign to think a different thought. Try to replace that with something kinder. For example, “I’m just so lost and confused” can be replaced with “I’m doing the best I can to move forward.”
6. Surround yourself with people you feel good with.
Oh, this is an important one! You may have heard Jim Rohn’s famous quote before: “You are the average of the five people you spend the most time with.” Think about who those people currently are. Do they inspire, fill you up, and want what’s best for you?
Just because you’ve been friends doesn’t mean you need to keep spending time together. Just because you’re taking a break from someone, doesn’t mean you won’t be close again. Be picky about who you spend your time with—don’t give it away in the spirit of mercy. (That’s not nice, neither to you or the other person). Be there because you want to; otherwise, don’t.
7. Be compassionate when sh*t hits the fan.
So many of us (myself included) tend to beat ourselves down when we need our love the most. When we fail or screw up or someone rejects us, that’s the time we often get even more down on ourselves. Beating someone who’s lying down, sounds fair? Um, nope.
So instead, choose to be most loving and forgiving with yourself when things don’t go as planned. When you stumble and fall. When you say the wrong things. When someone rejects you or a project fails. Ask yourself what you need and then spray that all over yourself.
8. Make room for healthy habits.
Yep yep! Start truly caring for yourself by mirroring that in what you eat, how you exercise, and what you spend time doing. Do stuff, not to “get it done” or because you “have to,” but because you care about you.
Don’t feel like going to the gym? Then maybe put on a soul-soothing podcast and go for a walk. Create habits that are healthy, not just mentally but also emotionally.
9. Postpone your worry and negative thoughts.
Are you ready for a really great tip? If so, then get excited. A very powerful technique I recently discovered is called a “worry-free month” (named it myself). Think about how much of your worry that actually serves you. Sure, some of the worry has a purpose, as it tends to give us a little kick when we need to get our sh*t together and start acting.
But, my guess is that 97 percent of it is useless. Whenever those thoughts enter your mind, tell them, “Thanks, but I’ll deal with this next month.” By telling your mind that you’ll deal with it later (plus saying when), you stop feeding negative thoughts and thus decrease its momentum. Then, you simply do this month after month.
10. Accept what you cannot love.
This might have been the greatest game-changer for me. Because let’s face it: It’s easy to love what you love about yourself and not so easy with the things you don’t. So, instead of even aiming to love those parts, which will probably just make your mind go “Are you kidding me?”, focus on accepting them.
One thing I’ve had a hard time accepting about myself is that at times, and for no real reason, I can get very nervous. Simple things, such as going to the supermarket can feel very difficult. Instead of rejecting or trying to love this nervous side of myself, I’m reminding myself to accept it. When it happens, I’ll tell myself something along the lines of “It’s okay, I can be nervous going to the supermarket today. It’s not the end of the world.”
You don’t need to love everything about yourself to develop self-love; all you need is acceptance. Next time something happens that makes you want to get down on yourself, see this as your practice to accept what is.
Care for the World by Caring for Yourself’
Life is full of ups and down. Health can transfer into disease. Successes can be turned into collapses. Romantic love can be transformed into coldness. But, no matter what happens on the outside, we can still have a solid foundation built on self-love.
Self-love isn’t a luxury; it’s a necessity in today’s society. So, start implementing some of the practices above and most of all, have compassion with yourself when you fall short. Then simply brush yourself off and get back into it again. As they say, practice makes perfect.
Finally, realize that by caring for yourself, you care for this world. Your actions have a ripple effect on others.
How I Got My Spark for Life Back: 5 Practices for Healing and Happiness By Bethany Fullerton
“Sometimes what you’re most afraid of doing is the very thing that will set you free.” ~Robert TewIn 2014, I was drowning in unhappiness. I had moved to Palestine five years earlier, later met my husband, and decided to remain in one of the most conflicted countries in the world.There I was, living in a different country far from the comforts of home that I had always known. My marriage was rife with conflict and pain, and I had nobody to turn to.I had no family nearby, and with the high turnover of internationals in the country, many of the friends I’d made had left to go back to their home countries, leaving me behind.My fear and shame around the difficulties in my marriage kept me from sharing my struggles with the few friends that remained. My friendships felt shallow, and I felt more and more isolated and alone.In that time, I looked back at myself in college and wondered where that carefree girl who was so sure of herself had gone. Not only did I feel like I had lost everything I held dear, but somewhere along the way, I’d lost myself.I pretended everything was okay, not only to others, but also to myself.I distinctly remember the day I woke up to my own reality. I was attending a four-day yoga workshop with my teacher, David Sye. As I moved my body to the music, I felt alive!It was the best I had felt in years. Maybe even the best I had felt my entire life.I realized then and there that I was unhappy. Something was keeping me from feeling that energy in the rest of my life.At first, I was terrified that if I admitted I was unhappy my life would fall apart. Instead, I embarked on a journey into the body-mind-emotional connection that led to true and lasting healing.This journey led me to discover the root pain that was really behind my unhappiness at this time: I had an addiction to perfectionism and a fear of failure that stemmed from a deep feeling of not being good enough.As I delved deeper, I found out that this fear stemmed from my early childhood relationship with my parents and the midwest Christian community in which I grew up.Although there were many wonderful things about this community, there was also a lot of pressure to do what you “should”; to not make mistakes and lead the perfect life.This attitude found its way into my family. We rarely talked about negative things in our own lives or between us. Instead, we addressed difficult emotions through sarcasm rather than an honest acknowledgement of the needs behind those emotions.Since certain emotions were labeled as negative and not addressed, I grew up feeling that I was only good enough if I didn’t feel negative emotions such as anger, guilt, and shame. Therefore, I developed a need to be perfect and a constant fear of failure.I was able to cover this up most of my life. Whatever I was good at, I focused on and excelled. My success gave me confidence. My confidence, however, did not come from being true to myself, but came from doing what I thought would look good to others and make me feel special.My shaky confidence all fell apart when I was out of my comfort zone in a new country and didn’t have access to all the things I had attached to my identity. To make matters worse, these childhood issues came up in my relationship with my husband and resulted in poor communication and anger. Moreover, I felt great guilt and shame for not having the perfect marriage.When I finally admitted to being unhappy, this facade of perfectionism lifted and I could open up to seeing these wounds and discover the five practices that would heal them.I was able to forgive my parents, knowing that they did the best they could and could only teach me what they knew themselves when it came to dealing with emotions—those labeled both negative and positive.I was finally able to be vulnerable with others and try new things because I was free of the fear of failing.Two years later, my life had turned around. I had healed many of these wounds and felt freer than I ever felt before.I thought I had lost myself and who I used to be. I thought I was trying to find the person I was before. I didn’t know that in the end, I wouldn’t find myself. Instead, I would free myself from all that was holding me back.The five key practices that helped me do this and get my spark for life back were: 1. Yoga Although I had practiced hatha and vinyasa yoga for several years, I mostly focused on the physical practice of asana. At this point, I added kundalini yoga into my practice a couple of times a week, and this helped me learn the connection between the body and emotions.I discovered that our emotions are simply physical reactions in the body. Without movement, these emotions can get stuck in the body and actually block our innate energy. In fact, emotions from our whole life can get stored in our body’s memory, meaning experiences we had as children can affect our daily lives now.Eventually, I learned how different poses can not only help me release emotions I am feeling now, but how they can be a map to healing any of my struggles in life and freeing up my energy to live my fullest life. 2. Guided meditation When I first started meditating, it was difficult to get myself to sit down even for five minutes. I was always afraid of how I would deal with nothingness.I found that having a guided meditation recording made me feel safe in knowing that someone would be there to help me through. I practiced mindfulness meditation, chakra meditations, and yoga nidra.Mindfulness meditation was the door into meditation for me. It helped me finally be able to sit and become more aware of what was going on in the present moment.Chakra meditations and yoga nidra allowed me to connect deep inside myself. They took me on a journey through the past experiences that were blocking my happiness and connected me to my true inner joy that was there no matter what was going on in life. 3. Journaling Years before, I read The Artist’s Way and discovered the practice of morning pages. In the book, Julia Cameron recommends writing three pages of stream of consciousness writing every morning, in order to release thoughts from the mind that are blocking creativity.I picked up this practice again and wrote three pages each day in my journal. Only this time, I wrote about my experiences in yoga and meditation. I wrote about the emotions that came out after I did certain yoga practices. I wrote about when I had experienced these emotions before. I wrote about the insights I had during my meditations.Journaling about my discoveries helped me to really process my thoughts and emotions and finally let go of past experiences and heal. 4. Connecting with others A big part of the reason that I was unhappy was that I wasn’t open to sharing my struggles. I was afraid to show my vulnerabilities and, therefore, I felt like nobody knew the real me. I felt alone and isolated.I took a baby step when I shared with my friend that something was wrong in life and I needed to turn it around. Then, I finally overcame my fear and shame and opened up to a couple other friends about the problems in my marriage.These two steps opened up a floodgates of people coming into my life that I could share with openly and honestly. Fortunately, these people were all proponents of taking care of your mental health, and I finally got counseling, both personally and as a couple.Having the support of others gave me strength to make big changes in my life. It also meant that I stopped pretending everything was okay and finally let people see the real me. They saw all my struggles, but also all my beauty. 5. Bringing creativity and pleasure back into my life I was always a musical person. During my childhood I’d played piano and sang in the school choir. Finding myself in a new country, suddenly I no longer had easy access to my usual outlets for creativity.When I realized how unhappy I was, I decided I needed to prioritize creativity and pleasure in order to feel that spark for life I once had felt. So I reached out once again to those friends I had newly opened up to and told them I had always wanted to learn to paint, but was afraid that I wasn’t good enough.We then came up with the idea to have art nights together. There was only one rule: it didn’t matter how good we were, we would embrace our inner child and just play with colors and materials.These art nights reconnected me with the joy I had been missing and opened the doors for me to allow pleasure back into all areas of my life.—Through my daily yoga and meditation practice, I discovered more about who I truly was and what was essential for my happiness. I found myself surrounded with deep friendships, people with whom I could explore creativity and share all of my struggles and triumphs. I fulfilled one of my deepest dreams of becoming a yoga teacher.Most importantly, I learned that a true spark for life comes from a place of deep acceptance of oneself and the ability to find contentment and joy with life as it is now.These five practices became essential for me to continue to come back to my true self and deepen my self-acceptance. They are practices I come back to each day. Especially when stress and difficulties start to build, I know these practices will help me regain my spark for life—that feeling of deep joy and gratitude for all that life has to offer. The One Realization That Helped Me Forgive Myself and My Father By Jaclyn Costello
THE OWNER OF THIS MATRIX THE DEMUERGE SOME OF US SOULS ARE NOT HAPPY IN HIS PRISON https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kopPZCqLGooMark Passio The World Is Run By A Solar Cult Of PsychopathsTHE SEASON OF SACRIFICE SOLAR SUN WORSHIP SATURN JESUITS CULTSJEHOVAH DEMIURGE PASS OVERYOU WILL ALWAYS SEE UNUSUAL SHOOTING MIND CONTROL MURDERS UNUSUAL SHOOTING CRISIS ACTORSASTROTHEOLOGYhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mEa4Igjxu9k&t=620s
DR WAYNE DYE ONE SUIT WITH TWO POCKETS WITH HOLES IN EACH POCKET REMINDER THAT AT THE END OF LIFE YOU CANNOT TAKE ANYTHING MATERIAL WITH YOU THE ONLY THING THAT MATTERS IS THE LOVE YOU CREATE AND YOUR WORD YOUR TRUTH THE RELATIONSHIPS THE MEMORIES EXPERIENCES
The 25 Biggest Regrets In Life. What Are Yours?
We are all busy. Life happens. There’s always something to distract us from getting around to certain things we know we should do.
Soccer practice. Work. Home renovations. Getting that next big promotion.
And with the explosion of always-on smartphones and tablets delivering a fire hose of urgent emails, not to mention Twitter and Facebook (FB), in recent years, things have only gotten busier.
In the backs of our minds, we know we’re neglecting some stuff we should do. But we never get around to it.
Then, something happens. A good friend or loved one – may be close to us in age – drops dead unexpectedly. We begin to think about what our biggest regrets would be if we were suddenly sitting on our deathbed.
Here is a list of the 25 biggest ones we’ll probably have.
The question is, are you going to change anything this afternoon or tomorrow in light of this list? Or are you going to go back to your busy life?
1. Working so much at the expense of family and friendships. How do you balance meeting that short-term deadline at work and sitting down for dinner with your family? It’s tough. There are always worries. “What will my boss and co-workers think? It’s not a big deal if I stay late this one time. I’ll make it up with the family this weekend.” But the “making up” never seems to happen. Days turn to months and then years and then decades.
2. Standing up to bullies in school and in life. Believe it or not, a lot of our biggest regrets in life have to do with things that happened to us in grade 4 or some other early age. We never seem to forget – or forgive ourselves – for not speaking up against the bullies. We were too scared. We wish we had been more confident. And by the way most of us have also met up with a bully in our work life. Maybe he was our boss. We remember that one time we wish we’d told him off – even if it cost us our job. We usually take some small solace in hearing that that bully later on made some unfortunate career stumble.
3. Stayed in touch with some good friends from my childhood and youth. There’s usually one childhood or high school friend who we were best buddies with. Then, one of us moved away. We might have stayed in touch at first but then got busy. Sometimes, we thought to pick up the phone, but maybe we don’t have their number or email any more. We always wonder what it would be like to sit down with them again for a coffee.
4. Turned off my phone more/Left my phone at home. Many of us can’t get off our phone/email addiction. We sleep with it next to us. We carry it with us constantly. It’s right next to us in the shower, just in case we see a new email icon light up through the steamed up shower glass. We know constantly checking email and Twitter in the evenings and on weekends takes us away from quality time with family and friends. Yet, we don’t stop.
5. Breaking up with my true love/Getting dumped by them. Romance is a big area of regret for most of us. Maybe we dumped someone that we wish we hadn’t. Maybe they dumped us. Most play a never-ending game of “what might have been” for the rest of their lives. It is tough to simply be happy with the love that you’ve found and takes away from the special moments you have today, if you’re constantly thinking back to what you once had — which actually might not have been half as good as we think it was. This is a BETA experience.
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6. Worrying about what others thought about me so much. Most of us place way too much importance on what other people around us think about us. How will they judge us? In the moment, we think their opinions are crucial to our future success and happiness. On our death beds, none of that matters.
7. Not having enough confidence in myself. Related to the previous point, a big regret for most of us is questioning why we had such little confidence in ourselves. Why did we allow the concerns of others to weigh so heavy on us instead of trusting our own beliefs? Maybe we didn’t think we were worth having what we wanted. Maybe we just thought poorly of ourselves. Later on, we wish we could have been more self-confident.
8. Living the life that my parents wanted me to live instead of the one I wanted to. Related to that lack of confidence, a lot of us get sucked into living the life that we think a good son or daughter should live. Whether because we’re explicitly told or just because we unconsciously adopt it, we make key life choices – about where to go to school, what to study, and where to work — because we think it’s what will make our parents happy. Our happiness is derived through their happiness – or so we think. It’s only later – 1o or 20 years on – where we discover that friends around us are dying and we’re not really doing what we want to do. A panic can start to set in. Whose life am I living any way?
9. Applying for that “dream job” I always wanted. Maybe we didn’t apply for that job we always wanted to because of a child, or because our spouse didn’t want to move cities. It might not have been the perfect job for us, but we always regret not trying out for it. Do you think Katie Couric regrets giving the nightly news gig a shot? No way. Sometimes you swing and you miss, but you have no regrets later on.
10. Been happier more. Not taken life so seriously. Seems strange to say, but most of us don’t know how to have fun. We’re way too serious. We don’t find the humor in life. We don’t joke around. We don’t think we’re funny. So, we go through life very serious. We miss out on half (or maybe all) the fun in life that way. Do something a little silly today. Crack a joke with the bus driver – even if he ends up looking at you weird. Do a little dance. You’ll probably smile, on the inside if not the outside. Now keep doing that, day after day.11. Gone on more trips with the family/friends. Most folks stay close to home. They don’t travel all that much. Yet, big trips with friends and family – to Disney World, to Paris, or even to the lake – are the stuff that memories are made of later in life. We’re all thrown in to some new unfamiliar situation together. We’ve got to figure it out as a group – and it’s fun, even when it rains. We really remember trips.
12. Letting my marriage break down. Back to romance now. More people will divorce than stay together. If you ask these folks, they’ll tell you that it was for the best. They couldn’t take it any more. And, of course, there are some marriages that shouldn’t go on and where divorce is the best for all parties involved. However, if you talk to many people privately, they’ll tell you they regret their marriage breaking up. It’s never just one thing that ends a marriage – even if that one thing is infidelity. There are usually lots of signs and problems leading up to that. The regrets most of us have is that we didn’t correct some or most of those “little things” along the way. We can’t control our spouse but we can control our actions and we know – deep down – we could have done more.
13. Taught my kids to do stuff more. Kids love their parents, but they love doing stuff with their parents even more. And it doesn’t have to be a vacation at the Four Seasons. It could be raking leaves, learning how to throw a football, or cleaning up a play room together. We learned all the little habits that we take for granted in our own behavior from mimicking our parents. If we’re not making the time to do stuff with our kids, we’re robbing them of the chance to mimic us.
14. Burying the hatchet with a family member or old friend. I know family members that haven’t talked to a brother or sister for 30 years. One’s in bad health and will probably die soon. But neither he nor the other brother will make an effort. They’ve both written each other off. And there’s blame on both sides – although I take one’s side more. But these were two guys that were inseparable as kids. They got washed in a bucket in their parents’ kitchen sink together. Now, neither one will make a move to improve things because they think they’ve tried and the other one is too stubborn. They think they’ve done all they can and washed their hands of the relationship. They’ll regret that when one of them is no longer around.
15. Trusting that voice in the back of my head more. Whether it’s as simple as taking a job we weren’t really thrilled about or as complex of being the victim of some crime, most of us have had the experience of a little voice in the back of our heads warning us that something was wrong here. A lot of times, we override that voice. We think that we know best. We do a matrix before taking that job and figure out a way to prove to ourselves that, analytically, this makes sense. Most of the time, we learn later that voice was dead right.
16. Not asking that girl/boy out. Nerves get the best of us – especially when we’re young. We can forgive ourselves that we didn’t screw up enough courage to ask that boy or girl out on a date or to the prom. But that doesn’t mean that we still won’t think about it decades later. Sometimes people regret seeing someone famous or well-known in real life and not going up to them and telling them how much they inspired them in our lives. It’s the same underlying fear. We always we could have just said what we really felt at that moment.
17. Getting involved with the wrong group of friends when I was younger. We do dumb stuff when we’re young. We’re impressionable. We make friends with the wrong crowd, except we don’t think there’s anything wrong with them. They’re our friends and maybe the only people we think that truly understand us. However, we can really get sidetracked by hooking up with this group. Sometimes it leads to drugs or serious crimes. We never start out thinking our choice of friends could lead us to such a difficult outcome.
18. Not getting that degree (high school or college). I’ve spoken with lots of folks who didn’t graduate with a high school or college degree. When I met them, they were already well-known at their job. And there are many examples I can think of where their jobs were very senior and they were very well-respected. However, if the education topic ever came up in private conversation, almost universally, you could tell they regretted not getting their degree. It made them insecure, almost like they worried they were going to be “found out.” Most of these folks will never go back to get it now. Whether they do or not, they’re great at what they do and don’t need to feel bad about not having that piece of paper.
19. Choosing the practical job over the one I really wanted. I was watching CNBC the other day and one finance guy was being asked for advice on what college kids should major in today. He said: “It sounds corny but they’ve got to do what they love.” He’s right. Of course, as a country, we need more engineers, scientists, and other “hard” science folks. But, at the end of the day, you’ve got to live your life, not the government’s. There are many who think they need to take a “consulting job” to build up their experience before settling in to a job they love. Although there are many roads that lead to Rome, you’re probably better off just starting immediately in the area that you love.
20. Spending more time with the kids. I had an old mentor who used to tell me, “when it comes to parenting, it’s not quality of time that’s important, it’s quantity of time.” When we get so busy at work, we comfort ourselves knowing that we’re going to stay late at the office again with the idea that we’ll make it up by taking our son to a ballgame on the weekend. As long as I spend some quality time with him, we think, it will all balance out. It probably won’t. There are lots of busy executives who take control of their schedules in order to either be at home for dinners more or be at those special school events with the kids. Kids do remember that.
21. Not taking care of my health when I had the chance. Everyone doesn’t think of their health – until there’s a problem. And at that point, we promise ourselves if we get better we’ll do a better job with our health. It shouldn’t take a major calamity to get us to prioritize our health and diet. Small habits every day make a big difference here over time.
22. Not having the courage to get up and talk at a funeral or important event. I remember at an old Dale Carnegie class I attended, they told us more people were afraid of public speaking than dying. They’d rather die than give a speech apparently. Yet, when you’re close to death, you’re probably going to wish you’d gotten over those fears on at least a few occasions, but especially at a loved one’s funeral or some important event like a wedding.
23. Not visiting a dying friend before he died. I had a buddy I went to high school with who died 3 years ago. He was in his late 30s with a great wife and 3 great boys. He had cancer for the last 3 years of his life. We’d talked off and on over that time. Two months before he died, he called me and asked if I could come by to visit. I was in the process of moving and too busy with my own family. I said I’d come soon. A month later, it was clear he had days to live. I rushed to the hospital and did get to visit at his bedside before he passed, but he was a different guy from the one I’d spoken to only a month earlier on the phone. He was just hanging on. We hadn’t been best friends and we hadn’t seen much of each other since high school, but I know I’ll always regret not going to visit him earlier when I’d had the chance. What I’d give to have one last regular chat with him.
24. Learning another language. A lot of us travel a lot. Fewer still have studied a second language. And this is a big regret down the road for many of us, even though it might seem like a small thing next to family, career, and romance. A lot of us wish we’d made the time to learn a new language to open up a whole new culture to us.
25. Being a better father or mother. There’s no bigger legacy than our children. Often, they turn out great. When our kids struggle though, there’s nothing bigger than makes us feel guilty. Yet, when they start showing signs of problems – with school, or friends, or otherwise — there’s often been many years that have passed in which we could have and probably should have been spending more time with them. No situation is ever lost though. There is always time to improve our relationships with our kids. But, it can’t wait another day, especially if it’s a relationship that’s been neglected for years.
We can all relate to most of these regrets. We can’t change the past, so this list isn’t meant for you to start a pity party.
The question is what are we going to do with the rest of our lives to ensure we don’t experience any of these regrets later on when we’re in the hospital preparing to say goodbye.
If you have some regrets you’d like to share, please leave them below in the comments for all to read. I’ll call them all out.
We are all busy. Life happens. There’s always something to distract us from getting around to certain things we know we should do.
Soccer practice. Work. Home renovations. Getting that next big promotion.
And with the explosion of always-on smartphones and tablets delivering a fire hose of urgent emails, not to mention Twitter and Facebook (FB), in recent years, things have only gotten busier.
In the backs of our minds, we know we’re neglecting some stuff we should do. But we never get around to it.
Then, something happens. A good friend or loved one – may be close to us in age – drops dead unexpectedly. We begin to think about what our biggest regrets would be if we were suddenly sitting on our deathbed.
Here is a list of the 25 biggest ones we’ll probably have.
The question is, are you going to change anything this afternoon or tomorrow in light of this list? Or are you going to go back to your busy life?
1. Working so much at the expense of family and friendships. How do you balance meeting that short-term deadline at work and sitting down for dinner with your family? It’s tough. There are always worries. “What will my boss and co-workers think? It’s not a big deal if I stay late this one time. I’ll make it up with the family this weekend.” But the “making up” never seems to happen. Days turn to months and then years and then decades.
2. Standing up to bullies in school and in life. Believe it or not, a lot of our biggest regrets in life have to do with things that happened to us in grade 4 or some other early age. We never seem to forget – or forgive ourselves – for not speaking up against the bullies. We were too scared. We wish we had been more confident. And by the way most of us have also met up with a bully in our work life. Maybe he was our boss. We remember that one time we wish we’d told him off – even if it cost us our job. We usually take some small solace in hearing that that bully later on made some unfortunate career stumble.
3. Stayed in touch with some good friends from my childhood and youth. There’s usually one childhood or high school friend who we were best buddies with. Then, one of us moved away. We might have stayed in touch at first but then got busy. Sometimes, we thought to pick up the phone, but maybe we don’t have their number or email any more. We always wonder what it would be like to sit down with them again for a coffee.
4. Turned off my phone more/Left my phone at home. Many of us can’t get off our phone/email addiction. We sleep with it next to us. We carry it with us constantly. It’s right next to us in the shower, just in case we see a new email icon light up through the steamed up shower glass. We know constantly checking email and Twitter in the evenings and on weekends takes us away from quality time with family and friends. Yet, we don’t stop.
5. Breaking up with my true love/Getting dumped by them. Romance is a big area of regret for most of us. Maybe we dumped someone that we wish we hadn’t. Maybe they dumped us. Most play a never-ending game of “what might have been” for the rest of their lives. It is tough to simply be happy with the love that you’ve found and takes away from the special moments you have today, if you’re constantly thinking back to what you once had — which actually might not have been half as good as we think it was. This is a BETA experience.
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6. Worrying about what others thought about me so much. Most of us place way too much importance on what other people around us think about us. How will they judge us? In the moment, we think their opinions are crucial to our future success and happiness. On our death beds, none of that matters.
7. Not having enough confidence in myself. Related to the previous point, a big regret for most of us is questioning why we had such little confidence in ourselves. Why did we allow the concerns of others to weigh so heavy on us instead of trusting our own beliefs? Maybe we didn’t think we were worth having what we wanted. Maybe we just thought poorly of ourselves. Later on, we wish we could have been more self-confident.
8. Living the life that my parents wanted me to live instead of the one I wanted to. Related to that lack of confidence, a lot of us get sucked into living the life that we think a good son or daughter should live. Whether because we’re explicitly told or just because we unconsciously adopt it, we make key life choices – about where to go to school, what to study, and where to work — because we think it’s what will make our parents happy. Our happiness is derived through their happiness – or so we think. It’s only later – 1o or 20 years on – where we discover that friends around us are dying and we’re not really doing what we want to do. A panic can start to set in. Whose life am I living any way?
9. Applying for that “dream job” I always wanted. Maybe we didn’t apply for that job we always wanted to because of a child, or because our spouse didn’t want to move cities. It might not have been the perfect job for us, but we always regret not trying out for it. Do you think Katie Couric regrets giving the nightly news gig a shot? No way. Sometimes you swing and you miss, but you have no regrets later on.
10. Been happier more. Not taken life so seriously. Seems strange to say, but most of us don’t know how to have fun. We’re way too serious. We don’t find the humor in life. We don’t joke around. We don’t think we’re funny. So, we go through life very serious. We miss out on half (or maybe all) the fun in life that way. Do something a little silly today. Crack a joke with the bus driver – even if he ends up looking at you weird. Do a little dance. You’ll probably smile, on the inside if not the outside. Now keep doing that, day after day.11. Gone on more trips with the family/friends. Most folks stay close to home. They don’t travel all that much. Yet, big trips with friends and family – to Disney World, to Paris, or even to the lake – are the stuff that memories are made of later in life. We’re all thrown in to some new unfamiliar situation together. We’ve got to figure it out as a group – and it’s fun, even when it rains. We really remember trips.
12. Letting my marriage break down. Back to romance now. More people will divorce than stay together. If you ask these folks, they’ll tell you that it was for the best. They couldn’t take it any more. And, of course, there are some marriages that shouldn’t go on and where divorce is the best for all parties involved. However, if you talk to many people privately, they’ll tell you they regret their marriage breaking up. It’s never just one thing that ends a marriage – even if that one thing is infidelity. There are usually lots of signs and problems leading up to that. The regrets most of us have is that we didn’t correct some or most of those “little things” along the way. We can’t control our spouse but we can control our actions and we know – deep down – we could have done more.
13. Taught my kids to do stuff more. Kids love their parents, but they love doing stuff with their parents even more. And it doesn’t have to be a vacation at the Four Seasons. It could be raking leaves, learning how to throw a football, or cleaning up a play room together. We learned all the little habits that we take for granted in our own behavior from mimicking our parents. If we’re not making the time to do stuff with our kids, we’re robbing them of the chance to mimic us.
14. Burying the hatchet with a family member or old friend. I know family members that haven’t talked to a brother or sister for 30 years. One’s in bad health and will probably die soon. But neither he nor the other brother will make an effort. They’ve both written each other off. And there’s blame on both sides – although I take one’s side more. But these were two guys that were inseparable as kids. They got washed in a bucket in their parents’ kitchen sink together. Now, neither one will make a move to improve things because they think they’ve tried and the other one is too stubborn. They think they’ve done all they can and washed their hands of the relationship. They’ll regret that when one of them is no longer around.
15. Trusting that voice in the back of my head more. Whether it’s as simple as taking a job we weren’t really thrilled about or as complex of being the victim of some crime, most of us have had the experience of a little voice in the back of our heads warning us that something was wrong here. A lot of times, we override that voice. We think that we know best. We do a matrix before taking that job and figure out a way to prove to ourselves that, analytically, this makes sense. Most of the time, we learn later that voice was dead right.
16. Not asking that girl/boy out. Nerves get the best of us – especially when we’re young. We can forgive ourselves that we didn’t screw up enough courage to ask that boy or girl out on a date or to the prom. But that doesn’t mean that we still won’t think about it decades later. Sometimes people regret seeing someone famous or well-known in real life and not going up to them and telling them how much they inspired them in our lives. It’s the same underlying fear. We always we could have just said what we really felt at that moment.
17. Getting involved with the wrong group of friends when I was younger. We do dumb stuff when we’re young. We’re impressionable. We make friends with the wrong crowd, except we don’t think there’s anything wrong with them. They’re our friends and maybe the only people we think that truly understand us. However, we can really get sidetracked by hooking up with this group. Sometimes it leads to drugs or serious crimes. We never start out thinking our choice of friends could lead us to such a difficult outcome.
18. Not getting that degree (high school or college). I’ve spoken with lots of folks who didn’t graduate with a high school or college degree. When I met them, they were already well-known at their job. And there are many examples I can think of where their jobs were very senior and they were very well-respected. However, if the education topic ever came up in private conversation, almost universally, you could tell they regretted not getting their degree. It made them insecure, almost like they worried they were going to be “found out.” Most of these folks will never go back to get it now. Whether they do or not, they’re great at what they do and don’t need to feel bad about not having that piece of paper.
19. Choosing the practical job over the one I really wanted. I was watching CNBC the other day and one finance guy was being asked for advice on what college kids should major in today. He said: “It sounds corny but they’ve got to do what they love.” He’s right. Of course, as a country, we need more engineers, scientists, and other “hard” science folks. But, at the end of the day, you’ve got to live your life, not the government’s. There are many who think they need to take a “consulting job” to build up their experience before settling in to a job they love. Although there are many roads that lead to Rome, you’re probably better off just starting immediately in the area that you love.
20. Spending more time with the kids. I had an old mentor who used to tell me, “when it comes to parenting, it’s not quality of time that’s important, it’s quantity of time.” When we get so busy at work, we comfort ourselves knowing that we’re going to stay late at the office again with the idea that we’ll make it up by taking our son to a ballgame on the weekend. As long as I spend some quality time with him, we think, it will all balance out. It probably won’t. There are lots of busy executives who take control of their schedules in order to either be at home for dinners more or be at those special school events with the kids. Kids do remember that.
21. Not taking care of my health when I had the chance. Everyone doesn’t think of their health – until there’s a problem. And at that point, we promise ourselves if we get better we’ll do a better job with our health. It shouldn’t take a major calamity to get us to prioritize our health and diet. Small habits every day make a big difference here over time.
22. Not having the courage to get up and talk at a funeral or important event. I remember at an old Dale Carnegie class I attended, they told us more people were afraid of public speaking than dying. They’d rather die than give a speech apparently. Yet, when you’re close to death, you’re probably going to wish you’d gotten over those fears on at least a few occasions, but especially at a loved one’s funeral or some important event like a wedding.
23. Not visiting a dying friend before he died. I had a buddy I went to high school with who died 3 years ago. He was in his late 30s with a great wife and 3 great boys. He had cancer for the last 3 years of his life. We’d talked off and on over that time. Two months before he died, he called me and asked if I could come by to visit. I was in the process of moving and too busy with my own family. I said I’d come soon. A month later, it was clear he had days to live. I rushed to the hospital and did get to visit at his bedside before he passed, but he was a different guy from the one I’d spoken to only a month earlier on the phone. He was just hanging on. We hadn’t been best friends and we hadn’t seen much of each other since high school, but I know I’ll always regret not going to visit him earlier when I’d had the chance. What I’d give to have one last regular chat with him.
24. Learning another language. A lot of us travel a lot. Fewer still have studied a second language. And this is a big regret down the road for many of us, even though it might seem like a small thing next to family, career, and romance. A lot of us wish we’d made the time to learn a new language to open up a whole new culture to us.
25. Being a better father or mother. There’s no bigger legacy than our children. Often, they turn out great. When our kids struggle though, there’s nothing bigger than makes us feel guilty. Yet, when they start showing signs of problems – with school, or friends, or otherwise — there’s often been many years that have passed in which we could have and probably should have been spending more time with them. No situation is ever lost though. There is always time to improve our relationships with our kids. But, it can’t wait another day, especially if it’s a relationship that’s been neglected for years.
We can all relate to most of these regrets. We can’t change the past, so this list isn’t meant for you to start a pity party.
The question is what are we going to do with the rest of our lives to ensure we don’t experience any of these regrets later on when we’re in the hospital preparing to say goodbye.
If you have some regrets you’d like to share, please leave them below in the comments for all to read. I’ll call them all out.
REVEALER OF SECRETS MOST ARE OCCULT FROM THE MINDS OF THE MASSES20 U.S. Government Secrets They Don’t Want You to Knowhttps://www.stufftheydontwantyoutoknow.com/There are secret bunkers literally everywhere.What is the Cabal and How to Free Yourself by educating doing your own critical thinking research196%4%The Cabal is a word fraught with fear. Sometimes called the Illuminati, the New World Order or even the Global Elite, it refers to a secret faction working inside our governments with an agenda for world domination and the destruction of humanity. To become aware of their programming, we must empower ourselves with awareness free from their crafted agendas.As conscious beings who can see what is happening in the world around us, we are in place to call out and disempower their secrecy. And the best news buttercup, they don’t win! There is nothing to fear.Rather, truth will be our greatest boon. Cosmic order will prevail and we will achieve the ascension that has been 25,000 years in the making.Cabal and Secret Societies
Darkness thrives on secrecy. We may have heard the name, but what is the Cabal? If we do not know they exist, we are powerless against their manipulation.
The proliferation of the Secret Societies throughout history is nothing new. From the Illuminati to the Free Masons, they have thrived behind closed doors teaching countless generations beliefs and knowledge protected from public view. Hate, secrecy and power is their currency. Fear is their aim and most secret societies sprout from the same treacherous core. Like the Hydra, they have many heads, many names, all with the same shared belief that power and domination is the role of the select few, to rule and destroy the masses and keep us from our fate of ascension.Through their many means, they control access to our true God-nature and want to ensure the ascent is their destiny alone.A Fear-Based Agenda
I call them agenda seekers. While most of us seek harmony, prosperity, love and stability, the Cabal instead desire to create a society of fear, weakness and hatred.
They have ensured the dumbing down of humanity through the media, through schools that raise sheep rather than free thinkers, through the blocking of access to our higher spiritual centers and through making us sick through food and pharmaceuticals. This may sound extreme, but it is a well documented ploy outlined by Foster Gamble and the Thrive Movement.It is paramount to remember, the Cabal do not have authority on their own.They manipulate us and use our own creative capacity to control our thoughts, fears and reactions. When we take responsibility for ourselves, honor our voices and look within we can take back our power!Revelations of the Cabal’s Influence
The horrors of 9/11 shook our country and made us aware that we are not as safe as we had imagined. Countless documentations prove this wasn’t an act of terror but instead a provocation of war executed by our own government. It was the most obvious false flag event in which their expected and desired outcome was their most fateful blunder.
Mark Passio did an illuminating video on the truth behind the Twin Towers. He claims:“Ritualistically, symbolically [they] were destroying the sacred Feminine, were destroying care, were destroying Conscience, were destroying consciousness, were destroying truth.”In their aim to annihilate truth, they actually kick started their own demise. It back fired quite majestically. Rather than concealing truth, it unveiled it. We saw for the first time an enemy from within and the ploys to deceive us on a massive scale. 9/11 marks the catalyst of disclosure, giving us our first national pause in seeing the world the way they have crafted it.Remember: You Are Divine
They want us to believe we are powerless but in reality our true potential within is greater than any force, coercion or manipulation they can create. They mold our realities with careful planning to anticipate our every fear, doubt, action and reaction.
Their greatest panic is that we remember our innate God power, for once we remember our truth we are unstoppable! We are among the greatest super powers in all the galaxies – a mix of sundry star codes and endless potential never before seen in the cosmos. Our magnificent potential is so vast even the galactics are in awe of what we may become. If we were to remember this, we would immediately be able to cease their nefarious agenda.Their efforts must match our potential so they pump incessantly more – more tragedy, more fear, more devastation, more pollution, more debt, more hatred, more programming. Evil is the opposite of live, this is the way they control to make us believe in an invisible force that has more power than our very essence.Six Ways the Cabal Influences the World Today
The Cabal have orchestrated their efforts through various arms which ensure we do not become aware of our true mastery.
1. MediaThe most insidious of their aims is the covert programming found in the media. From cartoons to pop music and even news and mainstream television, their agenda of fear permeates all. Through this subconscious programming, they poison us with overt mind control to be constantly fearful, stressed, and sick.The mass media do not have free speech and the creative efforts of Hollywood must fit into a precise formulaic script. Blockbuster movies are in place to program our reactions so that when a cataclysmic event does occur, they can predict our responses.2. Pharmaceuticals and FoodFar beyond the dangers of Monsanto lives a desire to sicken us so we are unable to thrive and reach our full human potential. Genetically modified foods, the pervasiveness of sugar, and our reliance on chemicals rather than living foods are all part of a long term plan to weaken and sicken us.In adding fluoride to the drinking water, we are unknowingly pumped with chemicals which ensure we cannot reach the states of spiritual expansion which is our destiny. Fluoride blocks the pineal gland chakra (center of psychic vision) and inhibits the opening of our higher spiritual functions.3. EducationThe mainstream education system does not encourage free thinking, it instead creates good followers. For those children who do not comply in sitting quietly in their seats consuming the prescribed knowledge, they encourage kids be placed on drugs at a young age.More damaging still is the fact that modern education is a complex brain washing system instilled to learn the version of the world they want us to believe is real. William Tompkins, a Naval insider, boldly states:“Every school on the planet has been given lies. All education has been given lies about astronomy, mathematics, technical capabilities, [and] history.”When we are falsely taught what the world is, we cannot see beyond the scope of what they have programmed us to believe.4. Science and TechnologiesThe government is using scientific achievements– financed by the Cabal– exclusively as a means of power. When we recognize that every technological advance made in the last century is destructive to the environment, going directly against the harmony of the natural world, we begin to glimpse the far reaching aim of their control.Nicola Tesla created brilliant inventions which would grant us all true freedom. His vision so far reaching he created technologies that would connect and empower the world. His ideas posed a huge threat to the ways the Cabal maintain wealth.Suppression of patents and great thinkers who create technologies to better our world are notoriously squashed so we are crippled in our ability to thrive and grow. If they control science and technology, they proliferate their agenda to suppress freedom of thought and spirit.5. Monetary SystemThe Cabal has created an exploited society reliant on debt and forced to work jobs which drain life force. We become slaves to the money (or lack thereof) and must rely on the establishment to save us in the form of loans, credit cards and fees to access our own money. While the Global Elite amass larger amounts of wealth, the middle class become buried in greater debts to keep up with basic life needs.6. Religion and ScienceReligion is blocking our path to God while Science is closing our minds.Belief systems were crafted which limited our access to spirit and truth. Through science and religion, the Cabal created our lens with which we view the world. With this firmly in place, they ensure we do not go beyond the possibilities they wish us to reach.The scheme is multifaceted with one simple goal – to make us believe we are powerless, to force feed us fear, and to maintain their domination.The main way they control us is by using our power of creation. They control our power of creative thinking, dreaming, and manifesting and pollute our ability to trust and know ourselves. In doing so they have made us believe we are not in control of our reality and must instead cower in fear of what terrors await us if we step out of line.When we recognize that everything we think and feel is a program of the Cabal, we can lift the veil to take actions within our own lives to awaken and restore our innate powers.The Revolution will be Spiritual
Cosmic laws are bigger than our human perspective. We are supported by Angels, Ascended Masters, and wise world leaders who can help us remember our true divine nature.
Velimir Abramovic is one such inspired guide in these changing times. Far from the agendas of the West, he is a Serbian scientist and scholar who has been proclaiming for years the demise of the Cabal which will bring about a spiritual and scientific revolution to awaken mankind.According to Abramovic, the Spiritual Revolution will begin to occur when:We ridicule religion
We ridicule the businessmen
We ridicule the government
In each once trusted system, we can see the absurdity of the faith we before granted them. People are losing confidence publicly and loudly. Every institution is losing its credibility. They have proven to be unethical, immoral and fatally flawed in their guidance of our world. It is this demise which will pave the way for our new free society.
With this mockery, we awaken and do not give power to forces outside of ourselves. The absurdity is blatant and as it grows more obvious, we withdraw the authority we once imparted them. This will be the greatest path of our coming freedom.A Time to Rise… and Fall
There will inevitably be a fall as darkness always gives way for more light. The wise Maynard James Keenan recently noted, the US is long overdue for a fall. We have been cradled in a bubble of lies and false security. For change to come, we will have to face the deceit we have been spoon-fed since birth. Stand with hearts alight to finally radiate in our truth harnessing the power within that has been awaiting ignition. Stay focused on the wonder, beauty and bliss. Through this remembrance, the light of our truth knows no bounds.
Be the Light
The dark forces fear the light… Terrified of us remembering our true power as humans. To stop us from becoming these magnificent forces of light as is our birthright, sundry agendas are in place to make us believe we are small and powerless.
Your power is to vibrate differently from them, to respond differently than they have programmed you. In the end they cannot do anything. Aubrey Marcus founder of Black Swan Yoga reminds us that those in power are weak, they only seek to maintain their position and will follow wherever the masses go to keep their status. This is important to remember of the Cabal. While they have an ultimate aim, they are fearful and only seek to stay in control.When we can no longer trust the media, the government, the businesses and the religions, there is no place left to turn but within. Here we will find the greatest storehouse of our light.We are the light. The frequencies of the heart are among the most powerful on the planet. The documented work of Heart Math Institute has illuminated the possibilities that exist within each of us to become forces of change.Rather than waiting for the world to collapse:Take time to educate yourself and ask questions
Be happy, speak your truth and follow your dreams
Get into nature to remember the true frequencies of the world.
Meditate to connect to the God within.
We cannot fail and the more momentum we gain, the closer our ultimate destiny as living Gods, co-creators of this world, becomes.
“Your own self realization is the greatest service you can offer the world.” -Sri Ramana MaharshiFact: there’s definitely a lot our government isn’t telling us. We’re not talking about conspiracy theories, like who really shot JFK or that Area 51 is really populated by little green men. We mean the secrets hiding in plain sight, some of which we’ve found out about, and some of which are still mysterious. Speaking of Area 51—whatever is going on there the government is still weirdly secretive about. As that old saying goes, if you’re not a little bit paranoid, you’re not paying attention.Here are 20 secrets that the U.S. government has tried to keep from its citizens, and what we do (and don’t) know about them so far. And for more fun trivia, check out these 20 Secrets Disney Employees Won’t Tell You.1 CIA Mind-Control Experiments
Could drugs and hypnosis be used to control people’s minds and turn them into unwitting assassins for the CIA? That’s what the agency attempted to discover in the 50s, with a top-secret research program called Project MK-ULTRA. Turns out, LSD just makes people want to listen to 45 minute guitar solos.
2 The Plot to Kill Castro (with a Seashell)
There were a lot of crazy attempts to assassinate Cuban dictator Fidel Castro during the 70s, from booby-trapped cigars to poison milkshakes, but none quite so nutty as the exploding seashell. The CIA knew that Castro was a big fan of scuba-diving, so they plotted to plant a brightly colored conch shell in one of his favorite dive spots, triggered to explode when he touched it. They never followed through on it, although the CIA director did purchase two books on Caribbean mollusks. And for more great trivia, check out the 28 most enduring myths in American history.
3 Track 61: The President’s Secret Underground Train
President Franklin D. Roosevelt didn’t want the public to see him using a wheelchair, so to keep that secret during his visits to New York, his train didn’t stop directly at Grand Central Station, but rather a secret station called Track 61 that was never listed on any train map. Although it’s now abandoned, the station was used by wealthy travelers and high-profile politicians who wanted to come and go to New York without being noticed. And for more historical facts, here are 30 things you never knew about royal weddings.
4 Spy Kitties!
No, this isn’t a joke. The CIA seriously spent millions in the late 60s investigating whether domesticated cats could be trained to spy on the Soviet Union. The project was named Acoustic Kitty, because of course it was. It didn’t work out, much to the surprise of nobody, but we still have this memorandum, published by the National Security Archive, to prove that spy kitties was almost a real thing. Oh, and speaking of cats: Here are 15 Amazing Benefits of Adopting a Pet.
5 Project Sunshine: Stealing Corpses
Listen, if you need to test what happens to human bodies during radioactive fallout and you need around 900 human cadavers to do so, you can’t be expected to “ask” all the deceased’s families for their permission. Or at least that’s what researchers for the U.S. Atomic Energy Commission thought during the 50s. Decades later, in the mid-90s, President Bill Clinton formed an advisory committee to investigate and learned the whole staggering truth.
6 Nukes on the Moon
Long before we landed on the moon in 1969, the U.S. Air Force had other plans for the lunar surface. They proposed a “Lunar Based Earth Bombardment System” in 1959, which apparently involved blowing up a nuclear weapon on the moon. Why? According to physicist Leonard Reiffel, who was involved in the project, the whole point was to “impress the world with the prowess of the United States.” Personally, we’re glad they went with the “one small step for man” plan instead.
7 Operation Paperclip: Let’s Hire Some Nazi Scientists
No one could have accused the U.S. government of having discriminatory hiring practices in 1945. Well, at least not if you were a Nazi. Post-World War II, President Harry Truman approved the hiring of thousands of German scientists and engineers, including Walter Schreiber, a medical military officer for the Nazis who found a second job at the Air Force School of Medicine in Texas.
8 Blame Cuba
It sounds like a conspiracy theory, but the CIA actually did propose committing acts of terrorism against American citizens and then blaming it on Cuba. A memo from March 13, 1962, delivered to the president by the U.S. Joint Chiefs of Staff and dubbed Operation Northwoods, suggested ways to justify a military conflict with the Castro’s communist regime, including “Sink (a) ship near harbor entrance. Conduct funerals for mock-victims” and “…blow up a US ship in Guantanamo Bay and blame Cuba.” President Kennedy rejected the proposal.
9 Government Controlled Flying Saucers
Project 1794, a program created by the U.S. Air Force in the 50s, attempted to do what every science fiction-loving kid dreamed about: Create a flying saucer. Their saucer-shaped aircraft, which they never got around to completing, would have been capable of shooting down enemy bombers and flying at ridiculously fast speeds. If you feel up to the task of making your own saucer, check out the declassified blueprints.
10 The My Lai Massacre
Hundreds of unarmed civilians—anywhere from 347 to 504, including women and children—in the South Vietnamese hamlet of My Lai, were murdered by a platoon of American soldiers during March of 1968. High-ranking army officers tried to cover up the massacre for years before it was revealed by U.S. reporters, but even then only one commanding officer was found guilty and served just a few years under house arrest.
11 The Missing Hydrogen Bomb
When a U.S. B-52 bomber carrying four hydrogen bombs crashed in Greenland in 1968, the government acted fast to make sure all the radioactive material was recovered. They got everything, or so they claimed. But in 2008, a BBC investigation revealed that one of the nukes was maybe still in Greenland somewhere.
12 The Mystery of the USS Jimmy Carter
This U.S. Navy attack submarine—the third and last last Seawolf-class submarine in existence, whose primary mission is finding and destroying enemy vessels—has been up to something recently, but nobody is entirely sure what. In September of this year, it was spotted flying the Jolly Roger, the skull and crossbones pirate flag normally displayed after a successful mission. But what exactly was that mission? The Navy isn’t telling.
13 Secret Congress Bunker
You’d never guess by looking at the Greenbriar Hotel in West Virginia that there’s a 112,544-square-foot bunker hidden underneath the resort, with enough bedrooms to accommodate over a thousand Congressmen. The shelter was built in the 60s specifically for members of Congress, just in case Russia bombed us and a nuclear winter made the country uninhabitable.
14 The CIA Torture Files
They called it “enhanced interrogation techniques,” but according to a Senate Report released in 2014, the CIA has possibly been engaged in wrongful torture of suspected criminals for years.
15 Julia Child, CIA Shark Expert
You probably know Julia Child as a famous American chef and TV host. But according to files released by the U.S. National Archives in 2008, she was also one of our secret weapons during World War II, when she worked for the Office of Strategic Services (which would become the CIA) and personally developed shark repellent to protect Navy men in shark-infested waters. That’s right, her first recipe was shark repellent.
16 Spying on reporters
Think journalists have it hard today? They had nothing on reporters in 1963, some of whom were spied on by CIA agents as part of Operation Mockingbird. In documents declassified in 2007, there were reports of several journalists having their home and office telephones wiretapped, solely because they had contacts with “senators, members of Congress, and other well-placed individuals.”
17 The Secret Basement Under Grand Central
You won’t find it on any city map, but 13 stories below Grand Central Terminal in New York is a secret basement known only as M42, which housed the rotary power converters that kept the railroads running during the second World War. Adolf Hitler wanted to sabotage the converters, which apparently would be as easy as pouring sand into them. Armed guards protected the room, with orders to shoot anyone who tried to enter carrying a bag or bucket of sand. At least one attempt was made, by four saboteurs working for Hitler, but they were stopped before they ever found the secret basement.
18 The X-37B
Here’s what we know about the U.S. Air Force’s X-37B space plane. It’s been in orbit around the Earth (off and on) since 2010, it’s only 29 feet long, and nobody has any idea what it’s doing up there. Well, the Air Force does, obviously, but they’re not telling. Some have speculated that it’s a battle ship of some kind, capable of shooting down or capturing enemy satellites.
19 Area 51
Probably the most famous secret military base in the country, Area 51 is located in the middle of the Nevada desert, 83 miles outside Las Vegas, and is used for… something. There have been wild rumors of extraterrestrials and crashed alien spacecraft being stored somewhere in the facility. The CIA didn’t even acknowledge that Area 51 existed until 2013, and all they’ll admit to is that the base has been used to test spy planes.
20 Bohemian Grove
Every July, the rich and powerful and politically connected gather together at a 2,700 acre campground in northern California for their own version of Burning Man. What really goes on there is anybody’s guess, but the guest list has included U.S. presidents and oil barons, and activities have included everything from druid worship to planning for the Manhattan Project. This isn’t some conspiracy theory, this is where guys like Rumsfeld, Kissinger, and Rockefeller go to vacation and do things they don’t want the rest of us to see
35 Things the Ruling Cabal Does Not Want You to Know
For almost 100 years there has been a Secret Ruling Cabal of Banksters and Industrialists from the City of London Financial District that has been running the USG and setting the policies of America which are based on Big Lies and Major Deceptions.
This cabal has spent many billions of hard earned American dollars which they have confiscated through a crooked tax system to pay “talking-head” major mass media “newscasters” to limit what you can know and to make sure almost everything the Controlled Major Mass Media (CMMM) is lies and dispensed propaganda, which helps keep this super-elite deviant Ruling Cabal in power and keeps important truths from the public.The Cabal knows that they must keep truth from the people in order to continue in power, and now the advent of the worldwide Internet is posing their greatest threat ever, and their demise may be right around the corner.Some of the oldest most senior members of the Cabal believe that the only way to stop this erosion of their control over truth that the Internet now presents is to elicit a major nuclear WW3 that will radically depopulate the earth and convert the political structure back into a Middle Ages type feudal King/Serf system.The advent of the worldwide Internet is proving to be the undoing of this Cabal’s previous near complete lock on the truth.They have controlled the history books, the school teaching agendas and limited higher education to their approved subject areas. The worldwide Internet is now proving to be the New Gutenberg Press and has the same power to completely dethrone the Cabal and restructure society. It is an engine for the spontaneous and widespread emergence of a new worldwide populism, a new worldwide Conscience-Collective that can and will erode and displace the CMMM.Without the CMMM’s constant uncontested dispensing of lies and propaganda, the ruling Cabal’s power, authority and legitimacy will be progressively eroded, and eventually this Cabal will be exposed and eliminated. This process appears to be well under way now thanks to the advent of the worldwide Internet “Truth Movement”, a new type of spontaneously emerging world populism.Karen Hudes, former high ranking counsel for the World Bank, has disclosed that at least five of the six American major mass media are owned by the six largest banks which means that they control public opinion by controlling what the major mass media dispenses to the public. Thanks to the Internet this is quickly coming to a screeching halt right before our eyes in real time.No greater litmus test has been more clearly apparent for the CMMM than the recent false flag attack in Syria by Al Cia Duh.Watch the CMMM house of cards start to fall as the truth is fully exposed by the alternative media on the Internet. This is called “driving the news” and when a certain critical mass is reached in the alternative Internet media, the CMMM is eventually forced to cover the story and in a way that has moved toward the alternative version. Eventually the full alternative version completely displaces the original cover-up story and these truth nuggets of horrible USG crimes and abuses written abuse benignly and accepted in the CMMM like they were just an everyday normal occurrence. The Ruling Cabal knows that major stories have a short decay cycle and if they can delay the truth for a certain period of months or years, it just doesn’t matter if the public finds out because it is old, stale news by that time and not considered relevant to most.If you ever felt that you were being manipulated by the major mass media you were very perceptive because that is what has been happening and it is because the Banksters use the major mass media to dictate public opinion to meet their needs, which makes the major mass media almost completely controlled. that is why it makes sense to refer to it as the a Controlled Major Mass media (CMMM).The CMMM is based through and through on lies, deceit and propaganda that most American subjects have believed as Gospel truth until very recently.This blanket acceptance and trust of the CMMM by the naive, mind-kontrolled “asleep at the wheel” public is similar to the King’s New Clothes fable, but it is now being eroded almost daily as the Alternative News on the Internet grows in popularity.This is extremely vexing to the Ruling Cabal because they know unless they act soon to suppress this growing erosion of their mind-kontrolling/dumbing down mechanism (the CMMM), they will become fully exposed and the curtain will be pulled back showing the Wizard of Oz to be a weak old man with no real power except for his power to deceive, manipulate and mind-kontrol. This newly emergent worldwide Internet Truth movement is cutting through these ruling Cabal lies like a hot knife through butter and its ability to do so and drive the alternative news into mainstream news is increasing almost daily. So far all attempts to slow this or stop this have failed or resulted in an ever increasing emergence of Internet provided truth accepted and believed by the masses.The Ruling Cabal’s ability to continue withholding the truth from its subjects is waning by the day as the Alternative media has now outpaced the CMMM in popularity.You cannot easily find any young people going to mainstream mass media TV network news for information, they all go to the alternative news sites on the web like Drudgereport.com, Rense.com, Presstv.ir, whatreallyhappened.com, Veteranstoday.com, rt.com, infowars.com, amtvmedia.com, rinf.com, wired.com (danger room), and so many more fine newsfeed websites like these that it would fill pages.And few believe the network news radio reports anymore either. Since these network radio news are also Cabal controlled and part of the CMMM, their constant parroting of what the network TV talking head spout is increasingly also ignored. And those sites that are run out of the Pentagon or the Fusion centers, or zio fronts are usually quite easily identified or at least perceived as tainted, and many folks are now rejecting them for the most part because their lies and distortions are becoming so plainly obvious.Real truth cuts through the Cabal’s CMMM dispensed lies like a hot knife through butter and once the cat is now out of the bag, these gold nuggets of truth will circulate forever on the net until they have completely eroded the Ruling Cabal’s strength. It’s like kryptonite to superman.Here is a list of some of the major truth nuggets that are now being circulated in the alternative media on the worldwide Internet which seem to have real teeth and many of these have come from high level connected intel sources.These are facts, disclosures and information that the Ruling cabal never intended for you to ever find out about. Skip over the items that you are already familiar with or not interested in.1. Contrary to what USG officials keep parroting through the CMMM, the United States of America is a Republic, not a Democracy and the Founding fathers specifically designed the Constitution to prevent America from ever becoming a democracy by creating what was to be a permanent separation of powers between Congress, the Judiciary and the Executive (Administration including the President). The system was designed to prevent the President from becoming a petty dictator, but that is what has happened under Bush 1&2 and Clinton, and now Obama. This has occurred because Congress has allowed these presidents to start and fight undeclared, unprovoked, unConstitutional, illegal wars without impeaching the President. And the judiciary has been blackmailed into submission by Cutouts of the Cabal using secret wiretaps from the NSA. A Democracy is mob rule, that is, simple majority rule which is what the Ruling Cabal wants since it has been able to easily mass mind-kontrol the public by controlling the major mass media. The Ruling Cabal was able to change the process for electing US Senators from appointment by the state legislatures to popular vote, which was not what the Founding fathers wanted, either, and makes Congress even more easily controlled by the Cabal “money-men” who have unlimited funds for K-Street lobbyists and other various types of support to Congresspersons before and after they are elected.2. The Federal Reserve Bank is a foreign owned private central bank which creates imaginary, fiat money out of thin air only, is no more federal than Federal Express shipping company, has no reserves, and is basically an unconstitutional “sleight of hand” fraud operation which charges American citizens interest illegally to use what should be their own money. Its twelve stockholder/owners are kept secret. the federal reserve Act was supposedly passed to prevent depressions but has been used to create them on behalf of the Ruling cabal so that they can pick up more assets at huge discounts. This fraudulent system generates mass debt slavery through pernicious usury, considered by the Muslims to be a very great sin and used to also be considered the same by the Catholic faith. The creation of the Federal Reserve Bank in 1913 is one of the greatest frauds in history and was actually “stealth legislation” passed without a true quorum, right before Christmas break when few Congress-persons were present. The Internet has been exposing this “big lie” in spades and more and more Americans are catching on and hopping mad because they are realizing for the first time that this illegal Central Banking has allowed the Ruling cabal to steal their hard earned income and asset strip the wealth of everyday citizens as well as America the Republic.3. The Internal Revenue Service is incorporated in Puerto Rico and is the private collection agency for the Federal Reserve Bank. It too is completely illegal but is able to steal the taxpayer’s money by use of brute power, a hijacked and compromised justice system and brutal police state style “boot in your face” power. Obama’s affordable Health Care was designed by top Cabal members who control the insurance industry as a means to bring all taxpayers and citizens together under the massive daily control of the IRS who are designated to be the enforcers of Obama care and will have access to everyone’s bank accounts and can size assets at will even if in error. And of course there is a somewhat recent “smoking gun” letter from a certain Midwest senator that instructed the IRS to get real tough with Tea Party groups which will probably be released to the public sooner than later and could easily prevent any re-election of that individual.4. All wars are pre-arranged by this secret Ruling Cabal which is best defined as the circle of top world Banksters and industrialist run out of the City of London Financial District, a separate country like the Vatican with its own ambassadors and police. These folks claim to be personally anointed by Lucifer himself and some have claimed to have personal alien or demon guides that provide protection and counsel. Thus all wars are Bankster wars and appear to be demonically inspired. Some experts have discovered a strong association with secret esoteric “super-masonic” occult groups which are luciferian based and this Ruling Cabal. Others have discovered a long term association with these Ruling Cabal members and alien or ET entities, and believe these cabal members are actually infected with alien/ET demonic parasites who demand and promote mass death and destruction upon the Earth once they gain control over the Cabal member who has lost his soul or been “soul-snatched”. Some researchers have labeled this Ruling Cabal Babylonian Zionism, or the “Synagogue of satan” and claim that it’s wealth and power is based on the use of “Babylonian Money-Magick” which is the use of fiat money lent at pernicious usury in order to create massive debt slavery, massive asset stripping and provide complete but hidden control. Others attribute it power to the anointing of Lucifer and their use of the evil “black arts” which include deception, slight of hand and human sacrifice. If the cabal can issue or print all the money it needs, it can buy up almost every single politician it wants as long as it keeps the effects of all the excess money mitigated to prevent complete collapse of the monetary system. Of course experts know that the creation of the US Petro Dollar which required all oil sales to be made in money converted to US dollars first was a stop gap effort to delay reality until the Ruling Cabal could use America to subdue the whole world on the behalf of these City of London Bankster’s before the system eventually crashed. The reason why the US Dollar is now only worth only about 2 cents of what is was worth when it was originally issued is because the Federal Reserve Bank has been issuing more and more money to buy politicians and support their secret black operations designed to develop alien technology to keep complete control over “we the people” and this Ponzi system is eventually doomed to failure.The following video clip is a classic by Michael Rivera of whatreallyhappened.com. It is 45 minutes long and most folks can get the main message which is very important in the first 5-10 minutes if time is limited. For those that have the time and want hard core specifics, the rest of this clip is perhaps the best description of how Banksters cause wars ever published.5. This secret Ruling Cabal has existed for hundreds of years and has planned to create a Globalist NWO system located in Jerusalem and is allegedly powered by the mass suffering, death and bloodshed of humans as a “blood-sacrifice” and/or a “soul-sacrifice”. The plan has been to elicit zionism and Muslim extremism movements to battle it out and destroy each other so that Jerusalem and the surrounding Arab areas can be demoed, allowing a new temple to be made for the New World order luciferian ruler, the “New Caesar of the Ages” to be seated so he can assume world rule. In order to do this all the main powers of the world must be destroyed through war, starvation and pestilence, to allow supremacy of the NWO as it sets up world government in the New Jerusalem Temple of lucifer. The Ruling Cabal’s obsession to setting up a Roman style NWO world government in Jerusalem dates all the way back to the Crusades when the European Royalty expressed this obsession to take and hold Jerusalem to gain the secret gold stache and the ark of the covenant, both allegedly buried under the old temple ruins. These City of London Banksters and their Wall Street franchisees set up and financed the Bolshevik revolution in Russia in 1915 with its brutal Red Terror and also designed Nazi National Socialism as a fascist counterbalance. Thus both Bolshevism and Nazism were two sides of the same zionist coin, and not all Zionists are Talmudic Judaics which is a surprise to those that discover this. The Nazi faction still exists as a secret, covert fourth Reich controlling some of the large Wall Street Banks and many of the major oil companies, Big Pharma and defense contractors and some American intel factions. The zios run the Central Banking and pernicious usury to create massive numbers of debt slaves, run the FBI and have hijacked much of the high military command and the NSA and other intel agencies, and have been in the initial stages of moving the essence or central control of these entities to Israel in privatized form. This is now being exposed and blocked within the military high command and Intel at also at many other levels of American Society which means that Zionism is now likely in its death throes and will be thrown under the bus soon. But this also makes them very dangerous too until they are thrown under the bus and they seem to be Hell-bent on starting a nuclear WW3 first. It seems as if the Cabal and its Cutouts are seemingly under the spell of some evil soulless mind-kontrolling entity, perhaps best described as a cosmic or demonic parasite that feeds off intense acute or prolonged human suffering and mass death. And it seems as if this suffering is purposefully caused by traumatic harm and death to humans from the intentional social engineering of massive crime, chaos, social breakdown, starvation, and war 24/7 in order to provide a near constant “shedding of blood”, which is also alleged to provide energy and life to these parasites who appear to crave their own private near constant mass-human sacrifice.6. Ufo’s are real and are advanced inter-dimensional Anti-Gravity Craft (AGCs) and have been recovered by the American Army Air Corps (now the USAF) after crashing, and have contained alien/ET pilots.These craft have been back engineered, and the USG has entered into several top secret treaties with certain alien groups to obtain ultra-high technology in return for access to human and animals for biological sampling as long as certain rules are met. It turns out that these alien/ET are liars and deceivers, have broken the agreements and some have used humans for food.7. The secret Shadow Government (SSG) has taken over the majority of these alien/ET treaty issues and has entered into joint programs with these aliens to build underground bases where they have set up hybridization labs to help the alien/ETs develop new hybrid/human beings with Psi-power and super-soldier characteristics.So far these experiments have failed and the aliens have not been able to synthesize the human soul which is what they are after. It is alleged that other major nations like China and Russia have entered into exchange treaties with various alien/ET entities also.8. Numerous researchers believe that alien beings have been able to mind-kontrol top SSG and cabal leaders by infecting them with a cosmic parasite which transforms them into power obsessed individuals, filled with blood lust and desire to engender mass death and destruction, and best described as completely self-serving and the “ultimate evil”. This occurrence would explain why the top world leaders and those who run the SSG act the way they do. These individuals are believed to be infected with a cosmic parasite that seeks energy they can somehow capture provided by intense and mass human suffering and traumatic death. This parasite makes them act like a power mad, blood thirsty mass murdering parasite against the human race, all the while believing the delusion that their eugenics and mass death is an attempt to purify and save the human race. Thus this cosmic parasite’s apparent script is to manipulate and mind-kontrol world leaders of the cabal to produce as much human suffering, shedding of blood and traumatic mass death as possible in order to extract energy from suffering humans and humans that are dying traumatically. Sick beyond words and yes, it’s demonic and pure evil if true. And some intel insiders have alleged that it is “rumored” that DC is by far the most psychotronically mind-kontrolled geographical space in the whole world, being constantly bombarded with scalar/torsion/standing waves/ultra low ELF, and pulsed beam microwaves from stationary triangulated ground transmitters surrounding DC and satellite based nuclear powered transmitters from high tech large orbital space platforms. Thus not only are DC politicians and officials perhaps the most sexually human compromised, bought off/owned/bribed or blackmailed groups in history, but also perhaps the most cosmically parasitized individuals in recent history, causing them to personally function as the worst criminal psychopaths and parasites on humanity as well as the American citizens that have ever existed. Some insiders have leaked rumors that the “beyond black” psychotronic technology is used to “hive” the susceptible subjects who have weak character or are psychopaths–this involves the aerosol spraying of something called “nano smart dust” from CIA or DOD contract aircraft; this dust is magnetic, has CPU properties when properly flashed after being inhaled and migrating to the brain across the blood brain barrier, and tends to create hived behaviors rendering top politicians, police and intel as mentally subject to the psychotronics of the central hive, usually mounted on towers or space platforms. These particular nano particles were discovered from electron microscopy and chemical analysis of the magnetic particles in the brains of birds, bees, and other insects which appear to be externally navigated and controlled to serve their hive which transmits inter-dimensional signals via particle entangelment. Don’t expect the USG to confirm these rumors soon, because if true it is the glue that keeps their criminal psychopaths on script and one of their deepest secrets at the same beyond-black unacknowledged program level of their triple helix, self-healing hybrid super-soldiers with focused Psi-power and mild to moderate spontaneous remote viewing.9. These researchers believe that individuals cannot become infected with this Cosmic Parasite or demon unless they have been somehow compromised to believe that it is okay to violate the Golden rule. Those born with a lack of conscience, extreme narcissists or psychopaths can obviously become infected quite easily if this is true. So as this narrative goes, the Cabal recruits by searching for those that are easily compromisable. If someone has strong character, deep integrity and refuses to harm others unless in self-defense, the cabal is not interested in these folks. Cabal wannabees must be comfortable pedophiling and sacrificing young innocent children and creating mass-murder and mass suffering through the pre-arrangement and provocation or wars and mass death and destruction.10. Take the very richest men in America and the world, the top Banksters and Industrialists and you can assume that most of these folks were only able to get this massive wealth and power by “selling their souls” to Lucifer in a very strange transaction to obtain “untold wealth, power and prestige” that some who later left the “cult” have spoken about. Until recently, unless some former members who refused approached or later rejected these contracts had come forth, such secret rituals would still be unknown. However that last couple of years some younger Rock stars who “sold out” have come forth, admitted it publicly and bragged about it like a badge of honor. Formerly these “blood contracts” were kept secret due to fear of rejection from general society. Apparently nowadays such is no longer a worry since society has been transformed into being so pluralistic.11. If anyone wants to climb the Cabal’s food chain and obtain higher status and position, they must be “players”, be known luciferians, have proven themselves to be comfortable attending Bohemian Grove human sacrifice rites and worship of Moloch, be able to function as criminal psychopaths and be able to do all kinds of horrible things to other innocent people, things they would never want or expect to be done to themselves. Thus these folks have a complete disconnect between their operating ideology which is completely sociopathic and all the harm and suffering they cause and are responsible for. It is also considered standard procedure to have been “adequately” human compromised in deviant acts that have been video recorded and held as later possible blackmail to be sure folks will do what the cabal wants. In years past some new and married “action officers” in various upper level privatized intel groups were tested early on by being offered very expensive “call-girls” for an adventure away from home. If they accepted, the “meetings” were video recorded and these men were moved up in the command structure. If they refused, the were not fired but were never promoted and kept away from the cabal’s deep secrets. Later on the tests offered them could involved perversions, pedophilia or some other highly deviant act of evil. If the person took the carrot, they then were propelled to the top and identified as a real player worthy of trust.12. Top insider Zbigniew Brzezinski has admitted as much that the NWO is failing because of the spontaneous emergence of a new worldwide populism and this is especially troublesome for the NWO Globalists. (1)13. The cabal and it main stateside agent the SSG has declared a covert war against “we the people” and intends to use their cutouts the neo-Bolshevik zios and NeoCons to set up the Department of Homeland Security to serve as the main attack force used to instigate a large internal American civil war and thus serve as a New American Cheka to mass-murder up to about 80% of Americans and institute a massive Red Terror inside America. DHS is buying up billions of how point rounds, 2700 tanks and 30,000 armed drones to attack and murder American dissidents with. The USG official lists of potential and suspected terrorists is growing so large and inclusive almost 75% of all Americans qualify for at least one list. (2)14. There is a force higher up the Pyramid of Power than the Ruling Cabal run out of the City of London. It is the Old Black Nobility (OBN), also known to some insiders as the European Circle of twelve and this is comprised of the old luciferian black nobility families of Europe that control the Vatican, German banking and all world Central banking including the City of London Banksters and their stateside franchisees the federal Reserve/Rockefeller bunch and have been considered the top of the hierarchy. Actually, however, the OBN is not at the very top, but the “Third Force” is. The Third Force is reputed to be Lucifer himself, the god of this world, the prince of the “power of the air”, the master of the alien/ETs and Ufos and “alien technology”. As this narrative goes, as hard as he tries, he cannot usurp God Almighty, cannot match his might or creative power nor can he create human life and breath the soul into it. He is not omniscient and is using the SSG and all its various high tech spy agencies to attempt to create omniscience. He knows there is a final battle coming between his forces and God Almighty’s and he believes he can win if he gets control of the whole world, consolidates it into a NWO order uses it to build a collection of the highest tech space weapons possible. This Third Force is allegedly limited and constrained by the “Cosmic Rules of Play” required by God Almighty which requires that he must make sure the public is at least minimally informed ahead a time of his plans, has the right to refuse to cooperate, and must agree to be compromised before any cosmic parasite or demon can be internalized.15. NSA and almost all American intel has allegedly been hijacked by zio Israeli-firsters and infil-Traitors but there has been a recent awakening near the top of these orgs and traitors in charge are being exposed and will be dealt with. Most of these individuals who control these agencies have either been mind-kontrolled, or are criminal psychopaths, or have been bought off by Bankster financial zio espionage fronts like Aipac, or have been human compromised and are being blackmailed into submission. Human compromise ops employ sophisticate honey traps and frequent use of scopolamine derivatives and are typically video recorded and kept on file for later coercion.16. NSA and other American intel have been providing secret information obtained from wiretaps and other means to the Ruling Cabal to use to blackmail and coerce politicians, judges and officials to do what they want. This has been rumored to include two top US Senators, one a closeted homosexual and one Supreme Court Justice, another closeted homosexual.17. The FBI is basically a cover-up mechanism for the Ruling Cabal, also engages in espionage against truth exposure such as with Cointelpro type activities and has run numerous illegal murder ops out of its notorious Division 5 to cover-up numerous illegal USG activities and to murder numerous intel whistle-blowers. The FBI runs cover-up operations for the elite pedophile human kidnapping/compromise operations run out of military bases like those run out of Offutt in Omaha.18. About 95% of all the illegal narcotics are trafficked into America authorized by the USG by the CIA or under their protection in joint efforts. The world’s largest crime syndicate, the zios are also allowed to bring in massive amounts of these illegal drugs as long as the proper higher ups receive their cut which is currently 10% off the top. The DEA is involved in these massive controlled deliveries which come into almost every major international airport in America and many small ones and are allowed supposedly in stings designed to catch the “Mr. Big drug dealers”, but alas they never succeed and these deliveries just keep a coming.19. Numerous experts now claim we live in a police state. No, that is not exactly correct, we live in a Gangster State which uses a massive internal security mechanism to crush dissenters. Correctly stated, Washington DC should have a big sign upon entering DC:“Gangsters ‘R Us”. The USG is a big table of gangsters with plenty of room for any new gangster that ponies up the bucks for entry, and this includes the large drug cartels which are technically “joint ventures” with some small American Intel factions. Actually it’s like this: we have the WORST government the MOST money can buy, or the biggest collection of gangsters who have the necessary money to buy a seat at the table of control. Any criminal group can buy a seat the table of government inside America if they can pony up the necessary funds. So it is all about money and this is where the 70,000+ K Street Lobbyists come in. They funnel the money to the politicians in terms of campaign contributions, lucrative speaking honorariums, revolving door job promises, lucrative consulting contracts for relatives and business partners, special mortgage rates, offshore account gifts, free use of lavish condos all expenses paid as guests, etc. Doubt this, then just examine the net worth statements of politicians after a few terms in office, especially those who are owned by Aipac and serve a zio mouthpieces, folks like McCain and Graham. And a recent study of top paid Ceo’s suggests rampant corruption. (3)20. The CIA has run secret Mind-kontrol experiments and massive psychotronic harassment campaigns against dissenters and whistle-blowers along with certain groups in miltel and gotten away with it for many years. Except now folks on the inside are staring to talk and leak and it won’t be long until these operations are fully exposed and those responsible will be hounded, harassed and eventually dealt with. Almost every major psychotronic operation is being exposed now through high level and mid level leaks. Yes, even the sensitive programs now being established in large urban public schools and retail chains with HD cameras and mikes directly connected in real time to local fusion centers where complex face and voice recognition software is run along with the administration of pulsed beam microwaves to shape and modify subject’s behaviors are being leaked and disclosed. And they are all highly illegal because they provide no informed consent which is required by federal and state law. By the way the use of these devices by local Fusions centers are major Felonies, since they damage some children and can cause cancer and leukemia clusters.21. Nationwide, the police have been mind-kontrolled by the deployment of high tech pulsed beam microwave, constant-on shoulder held radio systems which are known to be able to entrain aggressive attitudes in many police officers and can cause parietal lobe or temporal lobe psychomotor seizures during arrests which can make the officers get temporarily enraged, some with transient psychotic “rage blackouts” at the time of their acting-out, when they go nuts and beat or murder victims unjustifiably and use excessive force, engaging in abject police brutality of the worst kind. Cancer clusters are now starting to form and most police have no idea that after many years of use their brains are being changed and in many cases their souls are being snatched. In time it will be shown that like the hand held radar guns police used to set between their legs between cars, these units are cancer causing. This cancer from these shoulder held radios as it starts to appear, of course, will be minimized and covered up.22. Every American Intel agency has had its own execution squad. At present there are 37 American, DOD and/or privatized defense Contractor intel agencies and counting, many of these un-admitted due to being part of the black, special access or the beyond black “un-acknowledged programs ‘. Each of these agencies has had its own execution squad for terminations with extreme prejudice after a signed intelligence or executive finding is made and signed. The Administration has had J-Soc (Joint Special operation Command, supposedly still takes some orders from chicanery, who heart is fine and all that was an act to provide sympathy and an easy “faked death that is believable” in case folks attempt to prosecute him for war crimes). The US military has had SoLic Special operations, Low Intensity Conflict to do its dirty work when necessary. The FBI has had Division 5. Most assassinations, especially those related to military contractor whistle-blowers have been routinely set up to be “arkensides”, these are the Dixi mob Arkansas style obvious murders diagnosed as suicide to create a strong and obvious message to other potential whistle-blowers that “we can do what we want and get away with it anytime we want, so you better not cross us”. If you like Chicken you will understand who and what the Dixie mob is which used to be known as the Enterprise. Of course you can always ask John Cathey, he will be happy to clarify this for you.23. Traditionally anyone disclosing real, documented Ufo secrets or secrets about underground bases or beyond black” space war projects, was quickly “terminated with extreme prejudice” (TWEPed). The last few years this has been almost completely stopped in regard to UFO disclosures, thanks to the Disclosure Project by Steven Greer, MD, and the efforts of many others on the inside, and a rumored deep split in MJ-12 between the younger members and the “old guard” who want no disclosure. TWEPs are still used in those cases involving those who investigate and uncover current criminal operations which could form a direct threat to the continued office-holding of those in high political, military or intel officials. Two examples of these USG “signed findings” murders are the DC Madam, Deborah Jeane Palfrey, or the Rolling Stone Reporter Michael Hastings who was onto a story so hot it would have likely brought down the current administration. Senators Paul Wellstone, Gov. Carnahan and John Tower were also murdered by the USG with “signed findings”, some refer to as “signed classified intelligence findings”, which are technically an authorization, an executive extra-judicial order to murder as authorized by Potus or a top intel Official.24. Extensive mass mind-kontrol is now actively being used against the American people to dumb them down, entrain an accepting mood of an underlying anxiety, false beliefs and an inability to get involved in changing the USG, that is, decreased political activism. These measures include massive deployment of psychotronics as the pulsed beam microwaves of cell phone towers, Wi-Fi, new top secret designed street lights, aircraft sprayed chemtrails which dispense smart-dust which is comprised of magnetized nano particles which are breathed in, and eventually cross the blood-brain barrier after which they can be flashed and activated to entrain desired brain patterns, and these aerosol compounds are highly toxic providing a secondary eugenics effect too (4). Many vaccines now are alleged to contain nano-particles of hive-behavior-producing “smart-dust” which can be remotely activated it crosses the blood-brain barrier. It has been hypothesized but not yet proven that these particles can serves as a means to id individuals after they have been “set”, serving as an internal RFID nano-chip.25. Hollywoodism and much of the youth music culture is occult based and run by the Ruling Cabal as a means to compromise America’s youth and uses luciferian/satanic symbolism to prepare the way for infection of the “cosmic parasite”.26. The Ruling Cabal has engaged in massive efforts to destroy normal male and female sex roles in order to destroy marriage, create unisex and a whole new increasingly large population of homosexuals which will help lower the birthrate. This is being done through the administration of gender bending chemicals to the masses, aka endocrine disruptors deployed in certain plastics, detergents and foodstuffs. In the 1950’s the CIA and the US military experimented with the “gay bomb” concept, the idea of dropping bio warfare agents which were comprised of powerful gender bending agents mixed with hallucinogens like BZ to render the enemy useless as defenders and tested this bio-weapon on unknowing subjects in numerous cities. The Cabal has deployed neo-Bolshevik methods such as multi-culturalism, diversity, political correctness, feminism, and teaching that perversion is normal and good, or even desirable to grade-schoolers as a first stage in compromising young Americans and making them more susceptible to the “cosmic parasite” later on. The goal here of the cabal is to destroy the fabric of America by eliminating its borders, language and culture. Obviously loose southern borders which are un-enforced allowing massive illegal aliens, and massive immigration of legal aliens helps to destroy what America is, and make it easier to Globalize it and eventually “balkanize” it.27. Almost all cell phones contain RFID chips so they can be pinged by satellite to give one’s near exact location even if the cell phone is off and un-powered with no battery. Almost all cell phones can now be used to listen in and their cameras can be activated without the cell phone being turned on. Most cell phones can now be remotely turned on and off by fusion centers at will.28. Electronic telephones and many Cable TV and Satellite boxes can be used for real time spying by Intel agencies. How come no one is ever given informed consent about this when they discuss arrangements for service?29. Some video games have embedded mind-kontrol programs that entrain violent mental images which can be later activated to help strip away the subjects very soul and make them more susceptible to the cosmic parasite. Many large public school and retail chains are “rumored” to now have “experimental” HD camera systems and mikes with facial recognition software hooked up to local fusion centers and interfaced with WI-fi or other proprietary top secret pulsed beam microwave mind-kontrol systems run by the NSA. Don’t expect the NSA to soon confirm this publicly either. And don’t expect any informed consent either which is required since it is illegal to experiment on or deliver any medically active events to patients without informed consent.30. It is alleged by insiders that many current vaccines contain DNA or RNA fragments and compounds which are either eugenic population controls or mind-kontrol, or dumbing-down mechanisms.Many contain catalytic virus and bacteria which can be later activated by cross pollination with designer cold viruses. Some of these can be activated to become lethal in the young, old or those with current health issues. Some contain nano-particles (smart-dust) which have psychotronic properties when properly flashed by pulsed beam microwaves. As with the early polio vaccines, many vaccines still carry certain cancer causing viral fragments such as SV-40 monkey virus going all the way back to the original monkey cell lines. Some current vaccines are also based on cell lines obtained from aborted fetuses.31. The wall street Banksters are making untold Billions off of the mortgage scam through a complex pattern of criminal fraud, MERS and illegal packaging and reselling of mortgage investments without properly transferring titles.They are double and in some cases triple dipping due to Govt mortgage insurance and various crafty tricks with repossessions. Expect to see this scam fully exposed in the future as but one other way banks scam money from vulnerable uniformed citizens and share the funds with the SSG for “deep black, off the book” covert operations, like another S & L scam or an another Enron.32. The BP oil spill and Fukushima are both Cabal staged biological warfare “death star” attacks on humanity, designed to create massive depopulation in the years to follow. Massive aerosol “chemtrail” spraying by DOD contract aircraft out of a southern Arizona CIA and DOD contractor airline service and some other locations is loaded with various toxic chemicals designed to aid in mind-kontrolling and dumbing-down the masses and dulling their emotions as well as increasing the death rate and creating future droughts and famines. These chemtrails are dual use and one use is a quantum mechanics related space-war use which are highly classified in one particular unacknowledged “beyond-black” program. The massive deployment of custom engineered “eugenicized” GMO seeds is just another covert method of eugenics designed to drastically thin the herd while boosting Big Pharma and big medicine.33. The Bankster engineered worldwide debt crises is about to enter its final death spiral at home inside America. The master controller, the Third Force is about finished with its Bankster/zio cutouts and is going to throw them under the bus, soon thereafter followed by the NWO system. This will all be accomplished by the spontaneously emerging new worldwide populism thanks to the Internet’s world wide penetration and formation of a new worldwide conscience-collective. As the Bankster/zio system fails the Third Force will attempt to hijack this new worldwide populism and use it to set up his own world kingdom run out of Jerusalem. Of course the complete exposure of Israelis to be the fake Jews of Rev. 2:9 and 3:9 will be universals as they are thrown under the bus.Zionism will be fully exposed for its crimes and will be eradicated as will their Bankster system. The US Petro Dollar system appears to now be failing and the BRICS nations trade agreements and others like them seem to mark the end of Big oils hegemony through the City of London Banksters using America as its enforcer.34. With the advent of the new populism emerging worldwide and a whole new commitment to truth-telling by various USG, Military, Intel and alphabet agents as well as some fairly high ranking DHS folks, every single deep secret is now getting leaked and exposed. Often starting with rumors, and later followed up by actual docs. And now with the advent of the new parallel Russian computer circuitry being jointly developed with China as well as the new inter-dimensional quantum computers experts predict a complete end to cryptography and intel secrets, that is, the eventual complete end to government secrecy. This of course is very alarming to the SSG and various high ranking USG and Intel officials who are dirty and infected with the cosmic parasite, and it is becoming quite clear to some insiders and top experts that the coming end of secrecy is like a runaway freight train that cannot be stopped.35.The Ruling cabal’s greatest secret is that they are unable to infect and control those Americans who refuse to violate the Golden Rule (except in self-defense) know and keep a strong commitment to the US Constitution and Bill of Rights and refuse to be compromised or accept the lies and evil of the Ruling Cabal or its representatives or agents. They know that if more 12% of the people fully wake up they are finished, and we are at 10% now pushing 11%. Yes, research suggests 12% is a major societal tipping point and once reached, it’s bye-bye time for the ruling cabal eventually, one way or another.Conclusion:This recent flap over the big government lie that Assad used poison gas against the Syrian people is a great opportunity to see this newly emerging world populism work.The CMMM has been broadcasting 24/7 that Assad did it. And yet most of the alternative media on the Internet has claimed just the opposite, that US, Israeli & Saudi financed and supported Al Cia Duh has been responsible.This is actually a titanic struggle between the CMMM and the Cabal (old guard) on the one hand, and the newly emerging worldwide populism fueled by Internet based truth from the alternative news services of the Internet on the other hand (the new guard). This is an epic struggle and even if the old guard wins this battle, its win will be turned back on itself and will magnify the opposition aganst it from this newly emerging worldwide Internet based populism, the new guard.Ron Paul has exposed the lies and deceit behind the USG’s and the CMMM’s position blaming Assad. Watch his remarkable presentation.
In England the alternative media won this battle and Parliament voted against armed intervention in Syria because the majority of the British people believed that alternative media wholeheartedly. Obama has said he blames Assad for the gas attack but will attack Syria only if he obtains approval from Congress when it returns September 9, 2013. Aipac has traditionally owned almost all the US Senators but less of the Congress-persons.
You can bet Aipac and all the zios as well as the top controllers in the FBI and NSA will be engaged in an extensive “influence” campaign to manipulate Congress to approve this strike on Assad even through Israel, Saudi Arabia and the CIA are responsible for setting up this false flag intended to start another big Mideast war to take down Syria and Iran on Israel’s, the Banksters and Big oil’s behalf. (5) This means numerous pressured phone calls and perhaps even some middle of the night “not to worry” FBI visits, like those mention in G. Gordon Liddy’s book, Will. these master controllers, blackmailers and manipulators will be pulling in every mark they are owed by Congress-persons, bet on it. And even them they may fail.This is a perfect test of the will of the new emerging populism created by the worldwide Internet. It will be very interesting to see how this whole matter turns out, because if Congress back down from all these zio manipulations and blackmail, it means that Zionism is actually in its final death throes and will take down the NWO with it.It also means that these neoCons and zio madmen may institute another major 911 false-flag type terror attack inside America, this time a major nuclear false flag inside a large American city, perhaps Chicago. In Chitwon it would be easy for them to institute martial law and manage DHS and FEMA to their specifications in order to reprime the “War on Terror”. Every day more and more Americans are finally starting to understand that the “war on terror” is a phony concoction used to justify all these perpetual, illegal unconstitutional, un-provoked, undeclared foreign wars of acquisition of behalf of Big oil, the city of London Banksters, Israel and zionism.This phony “war on terror” is being used to justify a huge internal police state buildup by DHS which is now accusing almost any good American Patriot and American-firster of being a domestic terrorist, especially Vets, returning Vets, Catholics and Evangelical Christians, folks who could never be terrorists. And even the US Army and Fema has been teaching their staff that the Founding fathers were domestic terrorists and would not be allowed in the services today. This is truly disgusting and must be immediately exposed and stopped.And it is becoming exceedingly clear that not only has the average American has come to strongly distrust the USG on any matter related to the Mideast conflicts but is now questioning the mainstream major mass media as never before. Soon mainstream American will understand that 911 was an inside job, a false-flag staged gladio style terrorist act by the NeoCons and zios and by elements within the Top USAF command, and American and Israeli administrations.The jig is darned near up for these 911 perps and it won’t be too long and they will be chased down to the ends of the earth and made accountable to a people’s court of some sort. Many top military officers now understand who did 911 and that it was an inside job and are hopping mad at the treason and Israeli espionage committed by zionist infil-Traitors, and treason and sedition committed by traitors in the Executive and high military command at the time.For the USG to claim that any use of gas in Syria is an outrage and somebody must be bombed with cruise missiles is one of the greatest acts of hipocrasy imaginable. The USG has deployed biological warfare agents in Vietnam (agent orange) and such massive amounts of depleted uranium (DU) in the Mideast that at least 50% of American soldiers deployed are seriously poisoned, and millions of Mid-easterners are also poisoned, with massive increases in serious birth defects due to genetic damage.High USG and SSG officials bear complete responsibility for this and in years to come those still alive will be held accountable one way or another as the world demands eventually justice. And of course the USG and the UN have deployed covert eugenics agents in vaccines in Africa for years and also deployed their custom gene spliced HIV virus made at Fort Detrick in their first hepatitis B vaccines in New York, Miami and San Francisco and then Africa.Right now it looks like there is a fair chance Americans will wake up and begin to take their country back from the Cabal who hijacked it in 1913 over this latest Syrian flap. But actually, it’s only a matter of time. And when it happens it will be due to the energizing influence and massive daily barrage of “truth nuggets” provided by the alternative news and the hundreds of Internet truth-tellers. The alternative media is providing truth to the masses worldwide and creating a growing tide of spontaneously emerging world populism that cannot be stopped, a grass roots populism that is now demanding an end to the secrecy and massive corruption in government and large corporations accompanied by truth, justiceCloned human since the Annunaki Draco serpentine days of Yahweh. Do as you say or be taken out by the Demuerge he does not like any human slave who knows too much or breaks away from his ai central mind control collective <p>Try to see more then the veil of this physical reality AI singularity is coming the future will a more enslaved grid controlled surveillance reality the archons over old rulers don’t like their human slaves to break away from the matrix programming Do not bother waking up the sleepers who enjoy their matrix prison cells. And don’t trust entities who might look good and have high positions in this matrix might be soulless ones agents created designed to keep this dying matrix system alive  and also you have to realize there are many souls so deeply brainwashed mind controlled sheep with belief programs who depend on the systems money to survive they are statists order rollers killing machines working for the controllers some other souls are so broken fragmented with trauma and psychotropics drugs by the system or miss use of free will there n longer capable of holding any intelligent critical thinking sovereign capacity  so waking up can feel rather lonely in the world of holographic illusions distractions We are all like actors living a demuerge matrix scrip few people are originals and come out of the matrix programming those who begin this journey of breaking away from the collective are often met with hyper dimensional interference ridicule opposition Shia LaBeouf (via media exposed)cia media Jesuit corporate Hollywood monarch Mk ultra mind control sex in this luciferian ruled world &amp;nbsp;money making slavery is very really and blood sacrifice once you belong to the Illuminati hand you cannot beak away&lt;br /&gt;Shia LaBeouf (via media exposed)cia media Jesuit corporate Hollywood monarch Mk ultra mind control sex &amp;nbsp;money making slavery is very real&lt;br /&gt;the elites will give you the fame fortune and power prestige but it will come with a price &amp;nbsp;often &amp;nbsp;mind control sex slavery and blood sacrifice once you belong to the Illuminati hand you cannot beak awaybrids taking DNA cloning capabilities this gave birth to the Annunaki geneticist mythology throughout our human history the Ebbens biological organisms duplicates cloned programmable entities we humans our homes epicene &amp;nbsp;so species are also cloned hybrids the Enki Enlil &amp;nbsp;Draco Yahweh Annunaki mythology is part of our ancient forbidden archeological history &amp;nbsp;When your down in the ground and you are barely holding on all you need is is love to keep you fro. Going under and love can set ou free if you just try Not easy it is to live from authentic sovereignty and spiriting this world created to suppress you soul those who break away from the programming do t always fare well in this matrix There is a lot of deception placed in our dimension for control of consciousness this is so the archon (overlords/controllers ) can use our human soul energy as food supply everything is energy so our thoughts mental energy is used in this matrix as soul energy harvesting you can sense your way with certain people your energy will feel free peaceful authentic liberating happy joy &amp;nbsp;recharging or you either can feel anxiety unease fear stress anger suppression this are indicators of people places where there is a vampiric energy source people places will either empower you or drain you Luciferian draconian Annunaki invasion via turning this habitat for the new world order agenda The negative demonic aliens Annunaki measures to keep humanity a a very low level of consciousness the nano technological invasion black morgellons goo parasites in human blood stream serve few reasons &amp;nbsp;to keep people like robot submissive enslaved race to track every single hi,an race to have remote access to them &amp;nbsp;and primordially to bring the annunaki transhumanistic agenda the Annunaki gods need humans slaves there for turning them into a transhuman Borg matrix like collective is their goal Sometimes in life you live meeting different souls for different reasons to teach you about what love is what love is not but ultimately all its self is a divine blessing She wanted meaning to her existence but it was not until she left her wealthy position in the world step out out of her comfort zones that her soul experienced passion love gave her bungalow new reason to fight for a great cause to exists for sometimes in life wealth fame prestige is not always fulfilling your souls calling you came here for a mission &amp;nbsp;only you can do however little or great it&amp;rsquo;s always for the service or education for others that makes one truly feel alive and soul fulfilled What we do for others with altruistic motives. Never truly dies Nature is out of balance once upon a time there was a Revered respect and intimacy with our Eco system there was plants to meet most souls needs but some where along the lines crept in &amp;nbsp;arms industrialized corporate greed and rapid increase of populations with the killing of Mother Earth we are heading at fast moving speed of destroying our human habitat In a world of deceptions and willful disinformation teaser aching to find the truth speaking living your truth is a courageous rebellious act &lt;a href=&ldquo;https://youtu.be/s5XE4VwDBQk.&rdquo;&gt;https://youtu.be/s5XE4VwDBQk.&lt;/a&gt; Poetry is not love romantic love charms and eloquent &amp;nbsp;utterances sometimes is taking a stand for what your soul beliefs people who a retired of their sovereignty disrespected not everyone you meet is a soul energy or a positive influence in your life some will be there to test you to get you distracted in the matrix like reality some lower frequency entities are there to steal your soul energy sexual emotional psychic very dangerous  we are food supply to the serpentine archonic Annunaki gods emotional food supply garden of eaten dog eat dog sweet dreams are made of this honesty love truth Justice is very fucking rare in this reality People Help the PeopleBirdyGod knows what is hiding in that weak and drunken heart
I guess you kissed the girls and made them cry
Those hardfaced Queens of misadventure
God knows what is hiding in those weak and sunken eyes
A Fiery throng of muted angels
Giving love and getting nothing backPeople help the people
And if your homesick, give me your hand and I’ll hold it
People help the people
And nothing will drag you down
Oh and if I had a brain, Oh and if I had a brain
I’d be cold as a stone and rich as the fool
That turned, all those good hearts awayGod knows what is hiding, in that world of little consequence
Behind the tears, inside the lies
A thousand slowly dying sunsets
God knows what is hiding in those weak and drunken hearts
I guess the loneliness came knocking
No on needs to be alone, oh save mePeople help the people
And if your homesick, give me your hand and I’ll hold it
People help the people
Nothing will drag you down
Oh and if I had a brain, Oh and if I had a brain
I’d be cold as a stone and rich as the fool
That turned, all those good hearts awayPeople help the people
And if your homesick, give me your hand and I’ll hold it
People help the people
Nothing will drag you down
Oh and if I had a brain, Oh and if I had a brain
I’d be cold as a stone and rich as the fool
That turned, all those good hearts away