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Eve Lorgen on Michael Decon’s “End of Days” show Jan. 26, 2019
I was on the End of Days Radio Show with Michael
Decon and several ladies for a “Ladies Night” show. We discussed the
history of the “Alien Love Bite” experience in alien abductions and
milabs, as well as hyperdimensional interference “handling” of love
relationships. I did admit to some earlier life “ailen abduction”
related experiences and involvement in milabs as part of my own “family
engineered” set up and genetic bloodline watch.
We experienced some sound issues during the show with a few chat room
questions. Most of the topics revolved around current media mind
control, MK Ultra, milabs, SSP and other types of experiences. I spoke
about my early days researching Ufology and Abductions with James
Bartley in San Diego with our “abductee support group”, and how the
reptilian element is relevant for many milabs. Reptilians as well as
humans or other “alien type entities” can act as ones “handler” in
abduction programs, and it goes way beyond fundamental MK Ultra mind
control programming. It involves clones, AI simulations, astral
operations and more.
I mentioned that currently I am not doing as much “alien abduction”
research, but am focusing more on “in depth” interviews with more lucid
abductees, milabs and experiencers related to this broad phenomena.
Natural awareness of the Original essence of our divinity is the key to
liberation and understanding this complex reality.
The show can be viewed on Youtube and also was posted as an article and video on Beforeitsnews.com here:
beforeitesnews.com link Jan 30, 2019:
https://beforeitsnews.com/v3/beyond-science/2019/2452811.html
Youtube:
1/28/019: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MfnHX4XtYHg&feature=youtu.be
Decon and several ladies for a “Ladies Night” show. We discussed the
history of the “Alien Love Bite” experience in alien abductions and
milabs, as well as hyperdimensional interference “handling” of love
relationships. I did admit to some earlier life “ailen abduction”
related experiences and involvement in milabs as part of my own “family
engineered” set up and genetic bloodline watch.
We experienced some sound issues during the show with a few chat room
questions. Most of the topics revolved around current media mind
control, MK Ultra, milabs, SSP and other types of experiences. I spoke
about my early days researching Ufology and Abductions with James
Bartley in San Diego with our “abductee support group”, and how the
reptilian element is relevant for many milabs. Reptilians as well as
humans or other “alien type entities” can act as ones “handler” in
abduction programs, and it goes way beyond fundamental MK Ultra mind
control programming. It involves clones, AI simulations, astral
operations and more.
I mentioned that currently I am not doing as much “alien abduction”
research, but am focusing more on “in depth” interviews with more lucid
abductees, milabs and experiencers related to this broad phenomena.
Natural awareness of the Original essence of our divinity is the key to
liberation and understanding this complex reality.
The show can be viewed on Youtube and also was posted as an article and video on Beforeitsnews.com here:
beforeitesnews.com link Jan 30, 2019:
https://beforeitsnews.com/v3/beyond-science/2019/2452811.html
Youtube:
1/28/019: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MfnHX4XtYHg&feature=youtu.be
Ancient Priestess and Dark Cupid Testimonial
This is a testimonial from “Grace”, an courageous survivor who
endured a profound Dark Cupid, false twin flame type drama with two
different men during the course of a few years. (The names used are all
pseudonyms) In hindsight, Grace understands and reveals the multiple
causes, conditions and patterns of hyperdimensional interference in her
life, and her relationships over time. This includes current “cult”
family history, early trauma sexual abuse, New Age types of spirituality
and religious programming, UFO sightings, ascended masters and past
life connections with a Draco, ancient priestess events and agreements
of entrapment through time. Her experience is revelatory and she
articulates well her thoughts, feelings and interpersonal dynamics that
occur in conjunction with the “love bite” partner(s) who were clearly
being set up and played as a type of interdimensional “handler” with the
New Predator characteristics.
The first part of the testimonial is the initial correspondence Grace
wrote to me about her two “love bite” experiences. Some passages I
highlight in Bold, where I see significant insights or patterns revealed. I decided to fill in editorial comments (in italics)
within certain statements that show how her feeling, thinking, beliefs,
guilt programming, as well as other tactics acted out by her Dark Cupid
partner. I observed how Grace’s Spirit kept nudging her way towards
greater awareness, intention and empowerment, as she also moved back and
forth into old patterns of thinking, feeling, programming triggers and
being pulled under the “love spell” aspects of this very confusing
pattern of hyperdimensional interference. I wanted to show how her own
Spirit kept pushing through, despite seeming set backs of repeatedly
being pulled back into situations of “Predator hoovering” her back in.
It shows how some agreements of entrapment were enabled through old
beliefs and guilt. She reveals in a later email about 3 months later,
how memories and deep realizations emerge of other lifetime events with a
particular Draco, who was a large part of how this was all being set up
through time. Her essential goodness, empathy and spiritual gifts were
taken advantage of by these “entity driven/possessed” love bite
partners. She also recognizes the “Draco” overshadowing working through
these men in hindsight. We can see how the Predator/handler uses her
good nature, gifts and empathy to its advantage to keep pulling her back
into the “loosh feeding” drama.
Grace recalls ancient priestess involvement in Egyptian and Atlantean
times, and understood intuitively the reversal of energies in certain
rituals, and how the priestess-whore role kept playing itself over many
lifetimes.
This is Grace’s testimony in her own words:
I recently watched your “Love Bite Plus” (See: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A1j-dtUgops) and “Hyperdimensional Interference and the Keys to Discernment” (See: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kopPZCqLGoo&t=3s) Panel Discussions, as well as your talk with Lauda Leon about the “New Predator“.(See: http://evelorgen.com/wp/news/the-new-predator-2/)
I have also read both of your books. I took interest in the topic of
the love bite and hyperdimensional interference after I experienced two
of these types of relationships. After watching the panel discussion,
I’m realizing that the other experiences in my life are also somehow
connected to this.
I first want to say that they were all extremely helpful in helping
to explain and connect the dots on the experiences I’ve had throughout
my life, but I also appreciated the empowering angle they had even when
discussing some serious and scary/disturbing topics.
I’d like to share my story with you, in case there is anything that
can be of assistance to you in your research, as well as for the
empowerment of others who are experiencing this. I will first warn you
that this is a very long email, and that I am currently in the process
of working through my issues, so if at any point, this becomes
overwhelming, please feel free to not read it all. I also want to state
that I do not see myself as a victim in this, and I do take
responsibility for getting involved in spirituality with the wrong
intentions leading me to become entangled with these entities.
I wrote about my experiences with a lot of detail hoping that it can
give you insight into how insidious and damaging this is, and I’m sure
you are aware of this. I am guessing that because of my openness to
extrasensory experiences, it was much easier for these beings to become
involved in these love bite type scenarios in an invisible way that even
I have a hard time believing are real.
Just to give you some background, I have been seeing spirits since I
was a child (earliest memory 2-3 years old), had issues sleeping due to
“demonic attacks” (hearing, seeing, feeling, sleep paralysis), sexual
abuse as a child, being in a Bible-based doomsday cult for 13 years (age
14-27), then being led to various cult-like New Age groups, and two
love bite situations that are more like the New Predator profile.(EL-Early
childhood trama especially sexual abuse, demonic interference and cult
environment as significant causation to vulnerability.) By the end
of 2016, I really began to wonder why there were so many things “wrong”
but I didn’t question these things enough because I figured I was
whining about my situation and being bitter.( EL-questioning why
things felt “wrong” is good. Belief or some early critical judgement on
“whining” causes a guilt that shuts her down from taking action, telling
the truth etc.) By the end of last year, I began to contemplate
leaving this world, feeling as if I was a balloon with a hole in it, and
my life force was slowly being drained. Because I know that my usual
self has a general joy and gratitude for life, I felt this wasn’t really
me. (EL- demonic oppression and/or suicide program going off) I
believe this was also a trap and version of hyperdimensional attack that
would trick me into using my free will to end my life. (EL- Yes, good insights)
My intention in telling you this is not to be negative, but to let
you know how much the awareness I have received from your work is
helping me to reclaim my power and have hope again. (EL-Excessive concerns of sounding negative, and needing a kind of permission to just tell the “ugly” truth. It’s
common in many religious groups, cults or even New Age circles to not
be “negative” and impose heavy guilt or judgements of character if
anyone speaks up about anything negative even if its the truth.) I’d like to now share more details of my Dark Side of Cupid experiences.
The first one was with a married man who was more like a spiritual
mentor. About 5 months before I met him, I had become tired of bad
relationships and decided that I needed to work on manifesting my
“soulmate”. During this process, I decided to re-embark on my spiritual
journey to learn more about my true essence. (In hindsight, yes, it was a
BIG mistake, making a contract with these frequencies). Also, around
this time, I was dealing with sleep paralysis and noticing that the
presence I felt was not demonic, but more like aliens. I went deeper
into the buzzing noise I felt and ended up in a space center of some
sort where they were broadcasting “Project Healing Light”. I woke up
before I could see them, as I was afraid of what I would see. (EL- Red flag of abduction, astral and/or milab programming being implemented.)
I began to meditate on my soulmate, and during one of my
meditations, I felt the presence of someone who I believed to be “the
one”. I also had done a past life regression showing me a past life in
Egypt with a love from those times. As I was writing out a letter to the
universe with the qualities I was looking for in a partner and thanking
the universe for this, I began to feel a presence that was causing me
to do automatic writing. (EL- Red flag of spirit/entity invasion, and previous invitation with the method of intention in manifesting soul mate etc. )
I believed it was “my soulmate”, and he told me that we would meet soon
(after 4 moons), and that I should go to a local spiritual group called
Love & Light to discover my spiritual gifts. (EL-Specific programming commands—could be human mind controllers or hyperdimensional and demonic )I did as I was told, and the psychic in the group “discovered” me as someone who had many “gifts”. (EL-who or what was really working through that psychic at the Love & Light Center?) I ended
up serving there as a healer, reader, and also doing administrative
tasks on their board (another cult-like situation & lesson). (EL-Cult programming, -“return to the cult” or the “new cult and handler situation”.)
During this time I was also connecting a lot with the Ascended Masters;
they would constantly show up during my meditations, take me places,
and even summon me to meditate at times. (EL—Who are the Ascended Masters really? Keep on reading—its revealed later!)
After some deep reflection, I made a decision to leave this group and shortly after, I met this man I will refer to as “John”. (EL-
Deep reflection is a good sign that her Spirit is leading, questioning
and trying to surface to break through denial and programming. After
leaving a “cult group” and handler, a replacement/love bite set up is
quickly engineered for her to meet up with.) I was feeling
vulnerable after losing my spiritual community/teachers, so timing was
“perfect” for this scenario. When we met, we had a one-on-one meditation
session, in which he asked me if I wanted to work with the “beings up
high” (ETs). I said yes, and from that point, I began to work with them.
I limited my ability to really see them because I was still afraid, but
they did give me some sort of tool to work with time. John also guided
me to move my kundalini energy, which (in hindsight & after reading
your work) is what caused me to have such feelings of love, sexual
attraction, and bliss towards him. (EL—John is a predator, quickly hooking into kundalini energy. But permission was given by being willing to work with “ETs”)
On our second meeting, I felt it was ethical for me to let him know
that I was feeling these feelings of attraction (as he was married), and
he told me it was because we had past lives together (including Egypt).
The relationship was more like a spiritual friendship/mentorship than a
physical or romantic one, and I went along with it believing that it
was helping me to expand my perception of love to a more unconditionally
loving person. He helped me heal from my past wounds, and I helped him
to heal his relationship with his wife and to resume his spiritual work
and meditation group. ( EL—Classic New Predator and Dark Cupid set
up. They are engineered to be the guru/lover (yet conveniently married
to another), and still connecting in to sexual energy with love
connection overtones. Creates confusion, guilt and a love-drug kind of
hook. She functions in the
student, or even sex slave kind of position of being of less power than
his rank. Also, her “telling him all about her wounding” created a
greater vulnerability to his control.)
During this time, I saw numerous UFOs, as well as a portal opening up
from the sky once (in a photo). After a few months, I remember having
an experience with a spaceship which I saw with my third eye. I was
outside at work with my best friend. All of a sudden, I saw a space ship
and a beam of light. There was El Morya (ascended master that worked
with John as his major “guide”) standing there with his hand stretched
out, telling me to follow him. I went with him, and then I wasn’t able
to see what was happening. I remember John telling me that I could ask
to remember when I am being taken up, so I did that. I
remembered seeing myself on some sort of medical table, but the mood in
the ship was as if I was a bride being prepared for marriage to this man
I had been working with. They did things to me to “prepare me” to be
“married” to John, and joined us together. Later, when I met up with him for a meditation, John said he also saw this. (EL—The
“ET abduction/visitation” real motive appears to be medical
manipulation as well as the “marriage contract” which binds her
energetically to have her spiritual power used and also bound to the
“ascended master/ET/Cult group etc” This creates another deeper level of
agreement of entrapment on a spiritual level.)
I had been working with John, supporting his meditation group by
giving messages to the participants. I also was getting more involved
with other spiritual groups in the area, ones that were working with the
ET or galactic energies. I met a woman who was known for her work with
the “council” and such. She hugged me and began speaking light language,
and shortly after, I was not only speaking some light language, but
began to sing in this. She told me that the language I was speaking was
really old and that she had not heard it in a very long time (ancient). To
my shock, she also told me that I was pregnant(?!) with some sort of a
“light baby” and that this had happened to her and to other women. (See video on Firebloods, Nephilim and the Priestess/Harlet Paradigm: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OFIzEGkpsvE…)
The next day, when I spoke with John, he seemed to know something and
was wondering about what happened the night before. I told him about the
“baby”, and he asked me if I knew what it was. I told him that it felt
like it was some spiritual baby I had created with him, and it seemed he
already knew about this. He told me that the ETs were building another
planet, and that this “baby” was being taken there. (EL-How conscious
is John of his involvment as an instrument of these beings aned agendas
one wonders. Is he a mind controlled MPD/DID from some ritual Abuse MK
ultra cult bloodline family? Is he simply a host or walk-in for some ET
or demonic entities?)
Later, I started noticing that something was wrong. There was
something inside of me that felt that my “contract” with John was over,
and maybe I was just meant to be in his life to help him up until that
point. I began to slowly distance myself, and I found that I was feeling
drained. I noticed that he would call me in a more needy way, asking
for my help when he was down, and this was coincidentally on the days of
his meetup group meditation. My friend even asked me if I didn’t think
it was strange that he was calling on the days of his meditation, and
that maybe he was taking my energy. I also noticed one time that he
convinced me to go to his group, and that he had essentially imitated my
frequency and was imitating an idea I had shared about a meeting I
wanted to have with people. It wasn’t the fact that he had taken my
idea, but something seemed strange, as if a program was playing with my
vibration that did not match him at all. (EL—John seems to be some
kind of “walk in” or counterfeit spirit operating to imitate and take
ideas, power, energy for these meditation groups. He was used to
possibly impregnate some “astral parasite being” with her creative
essence, then once that was done, contract over?)
By the end of that year, I began to notice more strange things. I
ended up getting physically ill, having intense abdominal pains, which
led to me having my gallbladder surgically removed. The woman who told
me I was “pregnant” told me that this was the birth of my “light baby”. I
began to feel as if there was some dark cloud over me, and I became
very drained. I also realized that my life was falling apart – my home
life, my job, my health. I began distancing myself from all spiritual
groups. I remember telling John that I needed to take some time to take
care of myself and get my life back in order, resulting in us having an
hours long conversation in which he was “helping” me through these
“problems” I was having. According to him, instead of wanting to take
care of myself, being around and helping people is what I actually loved
to do. When I told him I needed to do things, he would come back and
say I didn’t need to do anything. After getting off the phone, I
realized I had wasted my energy and my day, and I somehow felt I was
being hypnotized. (EL—John being used to program or re-program her once she distanced herself, and take energy too.)
At the end of that year, I went to my last spirituality event, an
expo in which I had volunteered to do readings and healings. By this
time, I was at an all-time low and was looking forward to getting it
over with. At this event, I met another man Seth, who was a vendor
selling spiritual protection tools. Seth was tall and extremely
attractive to me, but I noticed he was receiving so much attention from
others (especially women), as if there was some sort of vortex around
him. I briefly had a conversation with him in which I strangely blurted
out that I used to be in a cult, to which he replied “Cool!”. That
night, I noticed that he had found me on Facebook and messaged me about
another friend from the community. Seth was extremely sensitive, having
lived in isolation for many years and would become sick around people.
He told me that this friend had made him sick and that I was
energetically this friend’s “bitch”.
Seth and I eventually began to talk more, and it ended up that we had
so much in common, especially our shared interests in the intersection
of spirituality with fringe/conspiracy topics. I also had this strange
vision of him being some sort of spiritual secret agent, and later I saw
that he was some sort of a walk-in, one that was of the greys but had
betrayed them in some way. He seemed to really enjoy my perspectives,
and what made my heart open up to him was that he seemed to see beauty
in my “battle wounds”, meaning my strange and painful past (which I
considered a weakness). The other thing is that I began to have sexual
feelings for him, and had fantasized about him. He seemed to sense this,
and without realizing what I had done, he told me that he physically
felt me go into bed with him. We seemed to be talking all day long, and
there was this intense feeling of love and connection. One day, he told
me about revoking contracts, and I was doing this while messaging with
him. All of a sudden, he told me that I was him and he was me. I found
this to be a bit puzzling, but at the time the feelings of love were so
strong that I didn’t question further. (EL – Bliss of love spell overrides spirit screaming, warning, red flag!)
Also, he met John and revealed things about him that opened my eyes. He
said John was able to reach the heights of the mental body but had no
ability to access his heart energy, and that John essentially had no
soul. That somehow made something click for me. Later, I
received a visitation from the El Morya being (which I could sense was
coming from John in order to reconnect with me), except this time
something felt weird and very invasive. I told him to leave, and
expressed my free will intention not to connect with him. All
of a sudden, the majestic light being I used to see turned into this
ugly, tall grey alien creature who looked ferocious and angry. His eyes
protruded from his head and were waving around like snakes. Having been revealed for what it was, it left my presence immediately. ( EL—Great move! And see how the being reveals its true form when the intenion to disconnect is implemented)
I then cut off communications with John. Shortly after, Seth told me
that he could no longer maintain contact and that he needed to stay away
from people.
I was devastated, and felt so abandoned, but I couldn’t shake my
feelings of gratitude towards him for helping me gain discernment and
for helping me disconnect with John. For several months, I still felt
his presence. I also decided that I should no longer allow the feeling
of longing for him in case it would harm him in any way. In spite of
this, I still would receive astral visitations from him and would have
sexual contact coming from him (or the entities associated with him) in
my dream state. At some point, I was finally able to get over him and
move on with my life. (EL-the guilt programming aspect, fear of
“harming him” helped maintain the hook going for the astral
connections.Karmic connections are also realized later on. Eventually it
fades away with the decision to not obsess and “get on with her life”. )
By this time, I had removed myself from the spiritual community and I
had dissolved most of my individual relationships from these groups. I
could sense that a lot of people were somehow stealing my energy and
that my “work” and “gifts” were not actually helping these people to
evolve and instead were some sort of quick fix that was enabling a sort
of spiritual laziness. I began to focus on my own healing. I experienced
a continued decrease in energy. (EL—Great observation and Spirit is coming through more strongly in perceptions, awareness and power.)
At the end of last year, John suddenly came to see me at work, and he
tried to resume our friendship, which I didn’t accept. Later, I noticed
his presence near my energy bodies trying to work with me or do
something with my energy. I could also sense that he was searching for
something, as whatever he was doing was not working. Another time, I saw
that he was somehow trying to access my energy from behind my heart
chakra, and what I saw was that he was accessing the memories of when we
used to work together, allowing some sort of backdoor to my energy,
especially my heart energy. This helped to explain where my energy
drainage was coming from, as my general energy of joy and love (not
romantic) that I remembered being from my heart center had slowly begun
to disappear. I rebuked him in spirit and told him that he had to leave,
that I didn’t permit him to do this, and that there were consequences
to accessing my energy without my permission. Also, looking back, I
realized that he and I differed greatly in our approaches to healing and
spirituality. I intuitively had a general code of ethics when it came
to my work, and permission was key to everything, to the point where I
always asked explicit permission before doing anything and also had to
work in accordance with the person’s Higher Self. He, on the other hand,
would go and work on people without them knowing and without asking for
permission. There was also a selfishness and lack of heart center in
everything he did, almost to the point of being robotic. He would speak
of how he wanted to make all this money and become like Deepak Chopra.
It felt off, and these were things I noticed towards the end of our
“relationship” that led me to believe our contract was ending.
After about a month of that last episode, I realized how vulnerable I
was to certain attacks because of my cult experience, and that my
general ability to listen to red flags had been disabled due to all of
the intense programming from this time. I decided to go back to
counseling and join a support group for cult members, with the intention
of re-learning how to set proper boundaries and to deprogram myself
from this. I also did not want to wrongly use any of my energies to
serve the wrong system. (EL-Her Spirit is working well to push through the resistance.)
Interestingly enough, as soon as I began to regain my inner sense of
joy and to focus on healing myself, Seth returned to my life after 1.5
years. This is where things become even more strange, and where I still
feel confused as to what happened. He messaged me saying that he needed
my help, and that after taking DMT, he was stuck in time, in a place
where there are no people and only robots. He said that he felt he was
dead. Before this, I also began to see him and sense his presence, which
made things again seem very meant to be for me. (EL—a hook to pull her back in through sympathy, neediness and danger)
I responded to him and began to try to help him, telling myself I’d do
this “spirituality” stuff one last time, if it could help him. He seemed
so desperate that it was hard to just leave him that way. I talked to
him to see what was happening, and he told me that he couldn’t reach me
at my frequency, so he had to meditate to meet me. He also said he began
to smoke cigarettes (which he is allergic to) to connect with me
because I smoke cigarettes. As we talked, he said he was beginning to
feel better. I did let him know that I wasn’t really doing this work
anymore, so I didn’t know if I could be much help.
At some point, Seth began to speak in third person, saying that I was
talking to his dead soul. He said that the first walk-in was trying to
leave, and that he had another walk-in. Or I should say, the “dead soul”
told me this. I did sense that the energy of this being was different
from the first one I was talking to. He spoke of a portal of light he
had seen in his dream state, and that he knew that was his way home, and
that he wanted to be with his family, but that portal had disappeared. I
suddenly remembered some mediumship work that I did during my
spirituality days, and how I had assisted some spirits in continuing on
their journey. In a desperation to help him, I decided I would try to
help.(I made sure to ask his permission and to make sure it was what he
wanted, and whether it was something that would not harm the body he was
in. They both said yes, and somehow I was able to create a portal for
him to exit the body. After he left, “he” (2nd walk-in) said he felt so
much better. (EL—the dark side getting desperate to pull her back in and to “use her spiritual gifts” to open portals, allowing more access.)
I didn’t really know if what was happening was even real, but I was
glad he was feeling better. I also noticed that these conversations were
taking up all of my time and that I was becoming very, very drained.
Throughout certain moments in the conversation, he spoke in ways
indicating that he had sexual interest in me all along even though he
never had a chance to act on it. Also, it seemed that no matter how much
I gave, he would just need more and more healing. When I told him that I
couldn’t offer more because I was drained, he would treat me as if I
was not me and that a program was talking through me, and that he could
see red energies of war. (EL— Seth using guilt, projection and manipulation to pull her in to get what he wants.)
I told him I no longer wanted to do this spiritual work, and he somehow
shifted to a more flirtatious mode. We agreed to meet up, and it felt
very magical. He began to speak about what he wanted in life, and what
he said seemed to be exactly the same as what I wanted. I told him that I
wanted to share a divine love with someone, in which the merging of the
true divine feminine and masculine would result in a healing frequency
for the world. The love I felt with him seemed so pure, beyond any
traditional romantic love that I felt. He seemed to perfectly mirror
what I was looking for and said he had always wanted the same thing.
Later, things began to go downhill. I had a suspicion that he might
be using me to get better. We had arguments but he was so dramatic in
trying to keep me, saying that he would fight for me and not let me get
away, which would make me want to go back. Also, any time that I tried
to express myself to him that would go against anything he said, he
would say that it was interference, and I needed to come back instead of
letting the program take over. Then he would begin to “work” on me,
putting me in some hot seat so that I could reveal all of my weaknesses
and programming to make our love pure. (EL—classic New Predator handling, programming and control, tailor made to her own uniqueness)
I would have major roller coasters of emotion, going from extreme bliss
to crying like a baby because I was going back to my trauma. I went
along with it, thinking this was the work I needed to do face my shadows
and complete this love. I was also losing track of time, realizing that
I had not eaten for two days and was barely sleeping.
I was spending all of my waking hours speaking to him. (EL—the guilt programming, also, the whole “working out negative karma” New
Age spirituality reasoning is often used to cause self doubt, so that
he/it maintains control, using her vulnerabilities against her. Later we
will see what real former life and other dimensional realizations
emerge.)
Looking back, I also noticed there was some sort of cycle to this. I
would help him with his stuff in a more nurturing way until my energy
was completely drained. At that point, after he felt better, all of a
sudden it was my turn for him to “help” me. The difference was that his
ways of helping me were extremely cold and mean, almost soulless with no
remorse, taking me back to my deepest traumas. With my energy already
low and then being faced with my trauma from the cult, I would end up
reacting very strongly, getting angry and yelling, and trying to end the
relationship again. He would then react by threatening to cut me off or
saying very cutting things to me that were deep in my psyche, often
mocking me. It was as if my former cult leader was talking to me, and
that I was the old me when I was in the “hot seat” in the cult. My
reality literally changed to that timeline. (EL- triggering the inner
wounded child to an abreaction. As one can see there is no equality or
mutuality of respect in these kinds of “Dark Cupid” set ups, where it’s really a “handling” operation of mind control done by the New Predator etc.)
Then whenever I would try to end the relationship, he began to open
up about his mental illnesses, saying he had mental illnesses (but
refusing to reveal what they were), and that his was the worst case
scenario. He told me that it was up to me to “turn off the switch” when
things went bad, and that I should look at him as if he was a child that
needed to be told no. He also said that he wasn’t able to interact with
women because they would end up leaving him after a week or so. Given
my own issues, I began to doubt whether this was something I could be
involved in, but I also felt guilty about judging him based on his
mental illnesses. I felt his pain of being abandoned for being ill and
different, and I assured him that even if we couldn’t have a
relationship, that I would still be there for him as a friend. I believe
(looking back) that I had made some kind of contract with him at that
point. (EL—Here the demonic hook is maintained through guilt programming and also her good quality of empathy is taken advantage of.)
In spite of all of this, I still doubted whether something was wrong. I
felt the urge to talk to someone, but then I worried that he would be
able to sense that I was talking about him, and I also did not want to
violate his privacy or be judging him on his illnesses. I began to feel
schizophrenic and even questioned whether I should check myself in
somewhere. I lost my appetite (which is very rare for me and the
opposite of what I do when I’m usually depressed which is overeat). I
also noticed that my reality was being replaced with his reality. (EL-
making her him, the predator is trying to control her into his puppet.
It’s almost as if he is trying to replace and “copy her out” into a
complete puppet. Crazy making crap.) For example, he was always very
sensitive to the weather and would always say that his reality caused
the weather to turn bad. That began to happen to me. When my mood was
good, the weather would be sunny, and the moment that my mood or
frequency would get lower, there was a sudden shift in the weather to
very windy, cloudy, and stormy weather. I knew this wasn’t what normally
happened to me. He also did not respect my boundaries with time even
when I told him I had stuff to do that day. He would keep insisting that
I needed to talk out my issues to overcome them in front of him. (EL-
he is pushing and manipulating her vulnerability for greater punishment
and “control” in the pretense of teaching and healing her. Classic
abuse and control tactic.)
In hindsight, I believe that another reason I took on his reality was
because of a strange energy healing session we had when we met up. He
asked me to help remove the effects of some medication he had taken. He
suggested that I hold his feet and put his energy into my body, and then
I would filter it through my body and he would then do the same with my
feet and take my energy into his body. We did this several times. This
was extremely painful, and although I was visibly in lots of pain doing
this, he seemed to have no response whatsoever to how it was affecting
me. Looking back, this was extremely dangerous, but again my intense
feelings of love took over my judgment.
At some point, I began questioning everything and began to feel so
disoriented and confused, but I heard something tell me not to worry and
that relief was on the way. By this point, he changed again and tried
to be “normal” and became more sexual. We had not engaged in any sexual
contact except for some kissing on that one day, but I suddenly became
overwhelmed with this urge to have sex with him. I don’t remember ever
feeling that aroused in such a way that took over me; it also made me
feel obsessive towards him. Then he told me that it was making him sick
and that I had to control this. He said he felt as if I was right next
to him and that it was too close. He said that whatever I was feeling
made him feel like he wanted to shoot himself, and later revealed that
he didn’t think it was me but the energies of the men that I had sex
with in the past. I did notice that there was something wrong, but it
was mixed with a feeling of being triggered and feeling rejected. After
things blew up, I told him that I could not do this anymore, and he
asked that we stay friends and limit our interaction to once a week, to
which I agreed. (EL- possible sex alter triggering going on, and his
subsequent rejection, blame. Yet wanting some kind of friendship to
keep her linked in?)
When I began to have my time back, I felt relieved and began to
reflect on what happened. I watched the panel on Love Bite and at the
time, I thought maybe this was hyperdimensional interference on the real
love. I was feeling guilt at not being able to overcome my shadows in a
way to keep the relationship going. (EL- self-blame culpability is common for women, part of our guilt complex programming from some religious teachings.)
I also began to read your books trying to understand how this
interference worked. During this time, I experienced a lot of
interference such as sleepiness and an all night battle with them and
finding mysterious scratches on my body. I still did not even know that
my experiences indicated an abduction scenario, as they were seen with
my third eye or in dream state. I didn’t realize that the mysterious
bruises, scratches, sleep attacks, levitation in my sleep, etc., were
all connected to this. (EL- yes a connection with abduction related symptoms and demonics —it may be reptilian, draco, grey attacks, are all common.)
I had planned to go back to him after reflecting on the situation and let him know what was happening between us. (EL-
the belief and need to “tell him everything”. It’s similar to a type of
“tell all” programming some MK ultra people have to compluslively tell
too much so the handlers can “call them back” and more easily reign them
back into the fold of the cult, programming etc. Her
telling the truth and desiring to communicate is good, but with an
abusive psychopath, it’s dangerous and should not be done for safety
issues.) I also realized
that I had never asked him to “work” on me and that he would have to
learn to respect my free will and boundaries. (EL- good, awareness is being restored here, dissolving previous confusion and addressing boundary issues) The interesting part was that I visited Lauda’s website and had read out loud the “Withdrawl of Consent Declaration” (See: https://www.sovereignki.com/declaration-of-non-consent) with
regards to any contracts I had made. A few days later, he texted me
saying that he had to leave because he was too sick and that he knew was
bringing me down. (EL- Demons activated! Going bonkers to hook in, punish or control) This made me feel so bad and I tried to get back in touch with him to assure him that wasn’t the case. (EL the” feel sorry for him” programming got reactivated also.) I
acted in a crazy way trying to resume contact with him; it felt almost
hypnotic. I felt that he shouldn’t resign himself to a life of
loneliness because he felt it was bringing me down. (EL- mind control “spell” taking over)
I also remembered what he said in our previous conversation about how
my energies made him feel as if he was going to shoot himself, which
worried me. I later went to his apartment to make sure he was okay and
to reassure him. Something told me to write him a letter telling him
that he shouldn’t leave for my benefit, and that if it meant that we
couldn’t be romantic, then we could be friends. That my offer to be
there for him still stands. (EL-guilt, trying to “save him”, then
programming to keep the hook even if its “just to be friends”. This
maintains a hook and “agreement of entrapment through guilt.) I finally was able to see him, and at this point I saw that he had another face that wasn’t his. (EL- Awesome! Spirit awareness breaks through for truth!) He treated me like I was crazy for waiting for him and trying to contact him. (EL- the punish, mockery and guilt trick to control, etc)
I became angry with him as to his approach to ending things and sensed
the manipulation. I told him that if he told me that he did not want to
see me or that I was somehow harming him, then I would have left him
alone and that he knew that I would. But why did he have to say it that
way? He also mentioned that something crazy happened and that he wasn’t
going to tell me but it scared him and it made him think he had to
leave. I’m not sure of what this was, but something made me think that
the contract revocation I did must have caused him to disconnect with
me. The other observation I made was that I had been tricked into
writing another contract to him (via hand-written letter), and perhaps
that was why he had ended it in the way that he did, to regain that
contract.
These were some other red flags. He kept saying things in a manner to
glorify me in ways that made me feel uncomfortable. He would say that
my name was “Grace” because it meant “Source” and he would ask me if I
was human. He would also talk as if we were the only ones on the planet
doing this work (grandiosity) which I didn’t resonate with. (EL- Grandiosity is often a sign of unresolved trauma as well as excessive self referential ideation.)
He seemed jealous at times of my supposed abilities, wondering if we
were the same person, then how come I was the only one who had “powers”?
When he spoke of his purpose, he spoke about changing or defying some
spiritual laws, but it sounded off and even kind of sinister. (EL- It’s as if the entities within or his own “void” causes him/it to have confusion of identity and reality. He is jealous of her authentic gifts)
All of this happened in a matter of 11 days. I was very confused,
and to be honest, there is still a part of me that it was somehow my
fault and that I was harmful to him. (EL- Guilt belief systems very strong, although we later will see how new insights emerge that yield greater self understanding) What
I did know was that it was an extremely damaging experience, and rather
than faulting someone, it was something I would not want anyone to
experience. Physically, I felt as if my organs had been ripped apart. I
lost touch with my present timeline and reality, as if I was in a
completely different world. It took every effort for me to regain my
focus in my present reality to resume daily tasks and work. I did feel
relieved that it was over, and I did feel really dumb for letting this
happen. It wasn’t until I listened to your talk on the “New Predator”
that I began to see that something was wrong. Whatever this situation
was, it’s very confusing, and I can sense that these hyperdimensional
entities are upgrading in their tactics. (EL—the confusion and guilt
is powerful, as are the damaging effects on emotional, physical and
spiritual well being. It’s difficult for
people with “do no harm ethics” not to “be angry” or want to blame
someone or something when something this traumatic and deliberatley
PREDATORY happens).
I now am seeing my part in all of these situations, and have since
removed that holographic image of my dreams about “love” and my soulmate
manifestation. (EL-Her Spirit is strong to want to perceive and reveal truth—even when it’s really painful)
I just want to thank you for all of your work and research, as they
have helped me to gain clarity into what happened to me and that I’m not
crazy. I know that I have a lot of work to do in regaining my sense of
self and sorting out all of the programming and damage for the things I
did, but I at least have some hope and more awareness on avoiding any
other situations. Having experienced a lot of interference, I know that
it takes a lot of courage on your part to do the work that you do, and I
am truly grateful for all of it. I know that my mission profile isn’t
to be some sort of whistleblower, but after much contemplation, I have
decided to share my story with you. My hope is that it aids with your
research and potentially generates awareness so that it doesn’t happen
to others, especially those who can see or perceive beyond this
dimension.
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(About 3 months later)
Since the time of that email, things have improved a lot. I am
finally beginning to feel like I can use my energy for me, and that is
liberating. I have also been digging deep both using my intuition and by
researching the alien abduction phenomenon via the work of your
colleagues (Lauda Leon, James Bartley, Bernhard Guenther, and others). I
spoke to James Bartley, and he has helped me with some new intuitive
techniques to empower myself and to gain knowledge. It’s helped me to
make some larger connections about what has been happening to me, and I
feel that this information may be of interest to you.
After the last love bite situation, I had a visit from a reptilian
who turned out to be a Draco. After I got over the fear, I began to
communicate with him to get some answers, and it turns out that this
entity has been involved with me over several lifetimes. As I was
interrogating this being, I was able to access in meditation the memory
of being taken captive by him and others of this faction in a past life.
They cut out my eyes because they were trying to hack the ability to
“see”; he even said that they learned that “the ability to see was not
with the eyes but with the heart”. That hostage situation led to me
making some sort of contract with him for involvement in a future life
or lives. I was told that it was one of their techniques for timeline
manipulation. By inserting glitches into individuals’ timelines,
it alters the greater timeline. I was able to trace back throughout
this lifetime, and his involvement has been quite extensive, beginning
at birth. He also was involved with my sexual trauma and inserted
himself into two organic portal types to directly have relationships
with me. This last man I was involved with was one of those. I
recognized a change in the guy’s face; he looked old and ugly like a
gargoyle or something. After I was able to see the Draco in his full
form, I realized that it was his face I saw in the guy (ridges above the
nose/forehead).
I realized that all of my experiences (the cult, physical
abuse, rape, etc) with men had created a sort of energetic imprint that
keeps leading me to this entity and under his control. It seems to go
beyond the typical explanation of going into toxic relationships due to a
lack of self worth or the familiarity of abuse etc. Also, he wasn’t
being mean or scary to me. There was a strange level of respect and
almost a kindred feeling; it was as if I was his pet. I’m starting to
realize that over lifetimes, I may have developed a sort of Stockholm
syndrome with him and potentially other archontic forces such as
ascended masters and gods/goddesses. It explains why I was so addicted
to these toxic and destructive relationships, almost addicted to being
dominated and abused. I am currently in a detox to clear this imprint so that I can re-learn love and attraction.
I am sharing this with you because I have a feeling that there are
many others who experience these repeat experiences, and maybe
collectively we can find a solution. I am working every day to learn
more and to fight this. I am determined to reclaim my sovereignty.
I also watched your new video with Lauda Leon ( See above link on
Firebloods, Priestess/Harlot etc), and I was blown away by the many
synchronicities with my personal memories. I have memories in
both Atlantean and “pre-fall” times as well as in Egypt. In two of those
lifetimes, I was a “priestess” and just as Lauda said, it was a “whore
priestess” situation. I always wondered if I was crazy for seeing
priestesses as prostitutes, and maybe it was blasphemous to say that.
But I do have memories of being one. I remembered being held in a cave
alone and waiting to be raped essentially. In those times, they were
able to deceive us to believe were doing something “holy”.
I also remembered that before the patriarch took over, there
were women who had a crystalline power in the womb, which was the power
of creation. At some point the masculine became jealous and had to take
over, leading to lifetime after lifetime of a patriarchal society that
was designed to erase the power of the feminine. I had a memory in Egypt
of being a priestess again, and the training began in childhood. I was
directly taught by Thoth, and later I was led into a secret chamber to
engage in sex magic with someone who was like my twin flame. Shortly
after, I was murdered by another priestess.
I didn’t really share or really believe these memories, and I assumed
I was just being grandiose & made them up. When I hear about
others’ accounts of these times, it’s crazy how the information aligns.
The pyramids actually appeared with the top pyramid being the visible
one, and the bottom chamber of the pyramid was underground and was an
upside down pyramid. I was taken into the bottom of this pyramid to
engage in this magic at the time. Listening to Lauda talking about the
“inversion” several times in her videos, I believe that this is also one
of those inversions. This does not feel like the natural way that
energy was supposed to flow, and it feels like in the Egyptian times,
they were trying to replicate and manipulate something that was hidden
or lost from the Atlantean times.
The other theme that has been strong for me lately is
timelines. I have been shown that there are many timeline manipulations
that have taken place that look like loops or sine-waves. I feel that
in this lifetime, we can repair this timeline and reclaim the power or
return things to the original order.
The hardest part of all this is feeling isolated, crazy, or
cursed/evil. Your work, and the work of your colleagues really helps me.
Even though I do not know you, it feels like you are a friend because
you understand and give a compassionate space without judgment. Thank
you so much for what you do.
Sine Wave Loop Image:
Thank you Grace!
endured a profound Dark Cupid, false twin flame type drama with two
different men during the course of a few years. (The names used are all
pseudonyms) In hindsight, Grace understands and reveals the multiple
causes, conditions and patterns of hyperdimensional interference in her
life, and her relationships over time. This includes current “cult”
family history, early trauma sexual abuse, New Age types of spirituality
and religious programming, UFO sightings, ascended masters and past
life connections with a Draco, ancient priestess events and agreements
of entrapment through time. Her experience is revelatory and she
articulates well her thoughts, feelings and interpersonal dynamics that
occur in conjunction with the “love bite” partner(s) who were clearly
being set up and played as a type of interdimensional “handler” with the
New Predator characteristics.
The first part of the testimonial is the initial correspondence Grace
wrote to me about her two “love bite” experiences. Some passages I
highlight in Bold, where I see significant insights or patterns revealed. I decided to fill in editorial comments (in italics)
within certain statements that show how her feeling, thinking, beliefs,
guilt programming, as well as other tactics acted out by her Dark Cupid
partner. I observed how Grace’s Spirit kept nudging her way towards
greater awareness, intention and empowerment, as she also moved back and
forth into old patterns of thinking, feeling, programming triggers and
being pulled under the “love spell” aspects of this very confusing
pattern of hyperdimensional interference. I wanted to show how her own
Spirit kept pushing through, despite seeming set backs of repeatedly
being pulled back into situations of “Predator hoovering” her back in.
It shows how some agreements of entrapment were enabled through old
beliefs and guilt. She reveals in a later email about 3 months later,
how memories and deep realizations emerge of other lifetime events with a
particular Draco, who was a large part of how this was all being set up
through time. Her essential goodness, empathy and spiritual gifts were
taken advantage of by these “entity driven/possessed” love bite
partners. She also recognizes the “Draco” overshadowing working through
these men in hindsight. We can see how the Predator/handler uses her
good nature, gifts and empathy to its advantage to keep pulling her back
into the “loosh feeding” drama.
Grace recalls ancient priestess involvement in Egyptian and Atlantean
times, and understood intuitively the reversal of energies in certain
rituals, and how the priestess-whore role kept playing itself over many
lifetimes.
This is Grace’s testimony in her own words:
I recently watched your “Love Bite Plus” (See: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A1j-dtUgops) and “Hyperdimensional Interference and the Keys to Discernment” (See: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kopPZCqLGoo&t=3s) Panel Discussions, as well as your talk with Lauda Leon about the “New Predator“.(See: http://evelorgen.com/wp/news/the-new-predator-2/)
I have also read both of your books. I took interest in the topic of
the love bite and hyperdimensional interference after I experienced two
of these types of relationships. After watching the panel discussion,
I’m realizing that the other experiences in my life are also somehow
connected to this.
I first want to say that they were all extremely helpful in helping
to explain and connect the dots on the experiences I’ve had throughout
my life, but I also appreciated the empowering angle they had even when
discussing some serious and scary/disturbing topics.
I’d like to share my story with you, in case there is anything that
can be of assistance to you in your research, as well as for the
empowerment of others who are experiencing this. I will first warn you
that this is a very long email, and that I am currently in the process
of working through my issues, so if at any point, this becomes
overwhelming, please feel free to not read it all. I also want to state
that I do not see myself as a victim in this, and I do take
responsibility for getting involved in spirituality with the wrong
intentions leading me to become entangled with these entities.
I wrote about my experiences with a lot of detail hoping that it can
give you insight into how insidious and damaging this is, and I’m sure
you are aware of this. I am guessing that because of my openness to
extrasensory experiences, it was much easier for these beings to become
involved in these love bite type scenarios in an invisible way that even
I have a hard time believing are real.
Just to give you some background, I have been seeing spirits since I
was a child (earliest memory 2-3 years old), had issues sleeping due to
“demonic attacks” (hearing, seeing, feeling, sleep paralysis), sexual
abuse as a child, being in a Bible-based doomsday cult for 13 years (age
14-27), then being led to various cult-like New Age groups, and two
love bite situations that are more like the New Predator profile.(EL-Early
childhood trama especially sexual abuse, demonic interference and cult
environment as significant causation to vulnerability.) By the end
of 2016, I really began to wonder why there were so many things “wrong”
but I didn’t question these things enough because I figured I was
whining about my situation and being bitter.( EL-questioning why
things felt “wrong” is good. Belief or some early critical judgement on
“whining” causes a guilt that shuts her down from taking action, telling
the truth etc.) By the end of last year, I began to contemplate
leaving this world, feeling as if I was a balloon with a hole in it, and
my life force was slowly being drained. Because I know that my usual
self has a general joy and gratitude for life, I felt this wasn’t really
me. (EL- demonic oppression and/or suicide program going off) I
believe this was also a trap and version of hyperdimensional attack that
would trick me into using my free will to end my life. (EL- Yes, good insights)
My intention in telling you this is not to be negative, but to let
you know how much the awareness I have received from your work is
helping me to reclaim my power and have hope again. (EL-Excessive concerns of sounding negative, and needing a kind of permission to just tell the “ugly” truth. It’s
common in many religious groups, cults or even New Age circles to not
be “negative” and impose heavy guilt or judgements of character if
anyone speaks up about anything negative even if its the truth.) I’d like to now share more details of my Dark Side of Cupid experiences.
The first one was with a married man who was more like a spiritual
mentor. About 5 months before I met him, I had become tired of bad
relationships and decided that I needed to work on manifesting my
“soulmate”. During this process, I decided to re-embark on my spiritual
journey to learn more about my true essence. (In hindsight, yes, it was a
BIG mistake, making a contract with these frequencies). Also, around
this time, I was dealing with sleep paralysis and noticing that the
presence I felt was not demonic, but more like aliens. I went deeper
into the buzzing noise I felt and ended up in a space center of some
sort where they were broadcasting “Project Healing Light”. I woke up
before I could see them, as I was afraid of what I would see. (EL- Red flag of abduction, astral and/or milab programming being implemented.)
I began to meditate on my soulmate, and during one of my
meditations, I felt the presence of someone who I believed to be “the
one”. I also had done a past life regression showing me a past life in
Egypt with a love from those times. As I was writing out a letter to the
universe with the qualities I was looking for in a partner and thanking
the universe for this, I began to feel a presence that was causing me
to do automatic writing. (EL- Red flag of spirit/entity invasion, and previous invitation with the method of intention in manifesting soul mate etc. )
I believed it was “my soulmate”, and he told me that we would meet soon
(after 4 moons), and that I should go to a local spiritual group called
Love & Light to discover my spiritual gifts. (EL-Specific programming commands—could be human mind controllers or hyperdimensional and demonic )I did as I was told, and the psychic in the group “discovered” me as someone who had many “gifts”. (EL-who or what was really working through that psychic at the Love & Light Center?) I ended
up serving there as a healer, reader, and also doing administrative
tasks on their board (another cult-like situation & lesson). (EL-Cult programming, -“return to the cult” or the “new cult and handler situation”.)
During this time I was also connecting a lot with the Ascended Masters;
they would constantly show up during my meditations, take me places,
and even summon me to meditate at times. (EL—Who are the Ascended Masters really? Keep on reading—its revealed later!)
After some deep reflection, I made a decision to leave this group and shortly after, I met this man I will refer to as “John”. (EL-
Deep reflection is a good sign that her Spirit is leading, questioning
and trying to surface to break through denial and programming. After
leaving a “cult group” and handler, a replacement/love bite set up is
quickly engineered for her to meet up with.) I was feeling
vulnerable after losing my spiritual community/teachers, so timing was
“perfect” for this scenario. When we met, we had a one-on-one meditation
session, in which he asked me if I wanted to work with the “beings up
high” (ETs). I said yes, and from that point, I began to work with them.
I limited my ability to really see them because I was still afraid, but
they did give me some sort of tool to work with time. John also guided
me to move my kundalini energy, which (in hindsight & after reading
your work) is what caused me to have such feelings of love, sexual
attraction, and bliss towards him. (EL—John is a predator, quickly hooking into kundalini energy. But permission was given by being willing to work with “ETs”)
On our second meeting, I felt it was ethical for me to let him know
that I was feeling these feelings of attraction (as he was married), and
he told me it was because we had past lives together (including Egypt).
The relationship was more like a spiritual friendship/mentorship than a
physical or romantic one, and I went along with it believing that it
was helping me to expand my perception of love to a more unconditionally
loving person. He helped me heal from my past wounds, and I helped him
to heal his relationship with his wife and to resume his spiritual work
and meditation group. ( EL—Classic New Predator and Dark Cupid set
up. They are engineered to be the guru/lover (yet conveniently married
to another), and still connecting in to sexual energy with love
connection overtones. Creates confusion, guilt and a love-drug kind of
hook. She functions in the
student, or even sex slave kind of position of being of less power than
his rank. Also, her “telling him all about her wounding” created a
greater vulnerability to his control.)
During this time, I saw numerous UFOs, as well as a portal opening up
from the sky once (in a photo). After a few months, I remember having
an experience with a spaceship which I saw with my third eye. I was
outside at work with my best friend. All of a sudden, I saw a space ship
and a beam of light. There was El Morya (ascended master that worked
with John as his major “guide”) standing there with his hand stretched
out, telling me to follow him. I went with him, and then I wasn’t able
to see what was happening. I remember John telling me that I could ask
to remember when I am being taken up, so I did that. I
remembered seeing myself on some sort of medical table, but the mood in
the ship was as if I was a bride being prepared for marriage to this man
I had been working with. They did things to me to “prepare me” to be
“married” to John, and joined us together. Later, when I met up with him for a meditation, John said he also saw this. (EL—The
“ET abduction/visitation” real motive appears to be medical
manipulation as well as the “marriage contract” which binds her
energetically to have her spiritual power used and also bound to the
“ascended master/ET/Cult group etc” This creates another deeper level of
agreement of entrapment on a spiritual level.)
I had been working with John, supporting his meditation group by
giving messages to the participants. I also was getting more involved
with other spiritual groups in the area, ones that were working with the
ET or galactic energies. I met a woman who was known for her work with
the “council” and such. She hugged me and began speaking light language,
and shortly after, I was not only speaking some light language, but
began to sing in this. She told me that the language I was speaking was
really old and that she had not heard it in a very long time (ancient). To
my shock, she also told me that I was pregnant(?!) with some sort of a
“light baby” and that this had happened to her and to other women. (See video on Firebloods, Nephilim and the Priestess/Harlet Paradigm: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OFIzEGkpsvE…)
The next day, when I spoke with John, he seemed to know something and
was wondering about what happened the night before. I told him about the
“baby”, and he asked me if I knew what it was. I told him that it felt
like it was some spiritual baby I had created with him, and it seemed he
already knew about this. He told me that the ETs were building another
planet, and that this “baby” was being taken there. (EL-How conscious
is John of his involvment as an instrument of these beings aned agendas
one wonders. Is he a mind controlled MPD/DID from some ritual Abuse MK
ultra cult bloodline family? Is he simply a host or walk-in for some ET
or demonic entities?)
Later, I started noticing that something was wrong. There was
something inside of me that felt that my “contract” with John was over,
and maybe I was just meant to be in his life to help him up until that
point. I began to slowly distance myself, and I found that I was feeling
drained. I noticed that he would call me in a more needy way, asking
for my help when he was down, and this was coincidentally on the days of
his meetup group meditation. My friend even asked me if I didn’t think
it was strange that he was calling on the days of his meditation, and
that maybe he was taking my energy. I also noticed one time that he
convinced me to go to his group, and that he had essentially imitated my
frequency and was imitating an idea I had shared about a meeting I
wanted to have with people. It wasn’t the fact that he had taken my
idea, but something seemed strange, as if a program was playing with my
vibration that did not match him at all. (EL—John seems to be some
kind of “walk in” or counterfeit spirit operating to imitate and take
ideas, power, energy for these meditation groups. He was used to
possibly impregnate some “astral parasite being” with her creative
essence, then once that was done, contract over?)
By the end of that year, I began to notice more strange things. I
ended up getting physically ill, having intense abdominal pains, which
led to me having my gallbladder surgically removed. The woman who told
me I was “pregnant” told me that this was the birth of my “light baby”. I
began to feel as if there was some dark cloud over me, and I became
very drained. I also realized that my life was falling apart – my home
life, my job, my health. I began distancing myself from all spiritual
groups. I remember telling John that I needed to take some time to take
care of myself and get my life back in order, resulting in us having an
hours long conversation in which he was “helping” me through these
“problems” I was having. According to him, instead of wanting to take
care of myself, being around and helping people is what I actually loved
to do. When I told him I needed to do things, he would come back and
say I didn’t need to do anything. After getting off the phone, I
realized I had wasted my energy and my day, and I somehow felt I was
being hypnotized. (EL—John being used to program or re-program her once she distanced herself, and take energy too.)
At the end of that year, I went to my last spirituality event, an
expo in which I had volunteered to do readings and healings. By this
time, I was at an all-time low and was looking forward to getting it
over with. At this event, I met another man Seth, who was a vendor
selling spiritual protection tools. Seth was tall and extremely
attractive to me, but I noticed he was receiving so much attention from
others (especially women), as if there was some sort of vortex around
him. I briefly had a conversation with him in which I strangely blurted
out that I used to be in a cult, to which he replied “Cool!”. That
night, I noticed that he had found me on Facebook and messaged me about
another friend from the community. Seth was extremely sensitive, having
lived in isolation for many years and would become sick around people.
He told me that this friend had made him sick and that I was
energetically this friend’s “bitch”.
Seth and I eventually began to talk more, and it ended up that we had
so much in common, especially our shared interests in the intersection
of spirituality with fringe/conspiracy topics. I also had this strange
vision of him being some sort of spiritual secret agent, and later I saw
that he was some sort of a walk-in, one that was of the greys but had
betrayed them in some way. He seemed to really enjoy my perspectives,
and what made my heart open up to him was that he seemed to see beauty
in my “battle wounds”, meaning my strange and painful past (which I
considered a weakness). The other thing is that I began to have sexual
feelings for him, and had fantasized about him. He seemed to sense this,
and without realizing what I had done, he told me that he physically
felt me go into bed with him. We seemed to be talking all day long, and
there was this intense feeling of love and connection. One day, he told
me about revoking contracts, and I was doing this while messaging with
him. All of a sudden, he told me that I was him and he was me. I found
this to be a bit puzzling, but at the time the feelings of love were so
strong that I didn’t question further. (EL – Bliss of love spell overrides spirit screaming, warning, red flag!)
Also, he met John and revealed things about him that opened my eyes. He
said John was able to reach the heights of the mental body but had no
ability to access his heart energy, and that John essentially had no
soul. That somehow made something click for me. Later, I
received a visitation from the El Morya being (which I could sense was
coming from John in order to reconnect with me), except this time
something felt weird and very invasive. I told him to leave, and
expressed my free will intention not to connect with him. All
of a sudden, the majestic light being I used to see turned into this
ugly, tall grey alien creature who looked ferocious and angry. His eyes
protruded from his head and were waving around like snakes. Having been revealed for what it was, it left my presence immediately. ( EL—Great move! And see how the being reveals its true form when the intenion to disconnect is implemented)
I then cut off communications with John. Shortly after, Seth told me
that he could no longer maintain contact and that he needed to stay away
from people.
I was devastated, and felt so abandoned, but I couldn’t shake my
feelings of gratitude towards him for helping me gain discernment and
for helping me disconnect with John. For several months, I still felt
his presence. I also decided that I should no longer allow the feeling
of longing for him in case it would harm him in any way. In spite of
this, I still would receive astral visitations from him and would have
sexual contact coming from him (or the entities associated with him) in
my dream state. At some point, I was finally able to get over him and
move on with my life. (EL-the guilt programming aspect, fear of
“harming him” helped maintain the hook going for the astral
connections.Karmic connections are also realized later on. Eventually it
fades away with the decision to not obsess and “get on with her life”. )
By this time, I had removed myself from the spiritual community and I
had dissolved most of my individual relationships from these groups. I
could sense that a lot of people were somehow stealing my energy and
that my “work” and “gifts” were not actually helping these people to
evolve and instead were some sort of quick fix that was enabling a sort
of spiritual laziness. I began to focus on my own healing. I experienced
a continued decrease in energy. (EL—Great observation and Spirit is coming through more strongly in perceptions, awareness and power.)
At the end of last year, John suddenly came to see me at work, and he
tried to resume our friendship, which I didn’t accept. Later, I noticed
his presence near my energy bodies trying to work with me or do
something with my energy. I could also sense that he was searching for
something, as whatever he was doing was not working. Another time, I saw
that he was somehow trying to access my energy from behind my heart
chakra, and what I saw was that he was accessing the memories of when we
used to work together, allowing some sort of backdoor to my energy,
especially my heart energy. This helped to explain where my energy
drainage was coming from, as my general energy of joy and love (not
romantic) that I remembered being from my heart center had slowly begun
to disappear. I rebuked him in spirit and told him that he had to leave,
that I didn’t permit him to do this, and that there were consequences
to accessing my energy without my permission. Also, looking back, I
realized that he and I differed greatly in our approaches to healing and
spirituality. I intuitively had a general code of ethics when it came
to my work, and permission was key to everything, to the point where I
always asked explicit permission before doing anything and also had to
work in accordance with the person’s Higher Self. He, on the other hand,
would go and work on people without them knowing and without asking for
permission. There was also a selfishness and lack of heart center in
everything he did, almost to the point of being robotic. He would speak
of how he wanted to make all this money and become like Deepak Chopra.
It felt off, and these were things I noticed towards the end of our
“relationship” that led me to believe our contract was ending.
After about a month of that last episode, I realized how vulnerable I
was to certain attacks because of my cult experience, and that my
general ability to listen to red flags had been disabled due to all of
the intense programming from this time. I decided to go back to
counseling and join a support group for cult members, with the intention
of re-learning how to set proper boundaries and to deprogram myself
from this. I also did not want to wrongly use any of my energies to
serve the wrong system. (EL-Her Spirit is working well to push through the resistance.)
Interestingly enough, as soon as I began to regain my inner sense of
joy and to focus on healing myself, Seth returned to my life after 1.5
years. This is where things become even more strange, and where I still
feel confused as to what happened. He messaged me saying that he needed
my help, and that after taking DMT, he was stuck in time, in a place
where there are no people and only robots. He said that he felt he was
dead. Before this, I also began to see him and sense his presence, which
made things again seem very meant to be for me. (EL—a hook to pull her back in through sympathy, neediness and danger)
I responded to him and began to try to help him, telling myself I’d do
this “spirituality” stuff one last time, if it could help him. He seemed
so desperate that it was hard to just leave him that way. I talked to
him to see what was happening, and he told me that he couldn’t reach me
at my frequency, so he had to meditate to meet me. He also said he began
to smoke cigarettes (which he is allergic to) to connect with me
because I smoke cigarettes. As we talked, he said he was beginning to
feel better. I did let him know that I wasn’t really doing this work
anymore, so I didn’t know if I could be much help.
At some point, Seth began to speak in third person, saying that I was
talking to his dead soul. He said that the first walk-in was trying to
leave, and that he had another walk-in. Or I should say, the “dead soul”
told me this. I did sense that the energy of this being was different
from the first one I was talking to. He spoke of a portal of light he
had seen in his dream state, and that he knew that was his way home, and
that he wanted to be with his family, but that portal had disappeared. I
suddenly remembered some mediumship work that I did during my
spirituality days, and how I had assisted some spirits in continuing on
their journey. In a desperation to help him, I decided I would try to
help.(I made sure to ask his permission and to make sure it was what he
wanted, and whether it was something that would not harm the body he was
in. They both said yes, and somehow I was able to create a portal for
him to exit the body. After he left, “he” (2nd walk-in) said he felt so
much better. (EL—the dark side getting desperate to pull her back in and to “use her spiritual gifts” to open portals, allowing more access.)
I didn’t really know if what was happening was even real, but I was
glad he was feeling better. I also noticed that these conversations were
taking up all of my time and that I was becoming very, very drained.
Throughout certain moments in the conversation, he spoke in ways
indicating that he had sexual interest in me all along even though he
never had a chance to act on it. Also, it seemed that no matter how much
I gave, he would just need more and more healing. When I told him that I
couldn’t offer more because I was drained, he would treat me as if I
was not me and that a program was talking through me, and that he could
see red energies of war. (EL— Seth using guilt, projection and manipulation to pull her in to get what he wants.)
I told him I no longer wanted to do this spiritual work, and he somehow
shifted to a more flirtatious mode. We agreed to meet up, and it felt
very magical. He began to speak about what he wanted in life, and what
he said seemed to be exactly the same as what I wanted. I told him that I
wanted to share a divine love with someone, in which the merging of the
true divine feminine and masculine would result in a healing frequency
for the world. The love I felt with him seemed so pure, beyond any
traditional romantic love that I felt. He seemed to perfectly mirror
what I was looking for and said he had always wanted the same thing.
Later, things began to go downhill. I had a suspicion that he might
be using me to get better. We had arguments but he was so dramatic in
trying to keep me, saying that he would fight for me and not let me get
away, which would make me want to go back. Also, any time that I tried
to express myself to him that would go against anything he said, he
would say that it was interference, and I needed to come back instead of
letting the program take over. Then he would begin to “work” on me,
putting me in some hot seat so that I could reveal all of my weaknesses
and programming to make our love pure. (EL—classic New Predator handling, programming and control, tailor made to her own uniqueness)
I would have major roller coasters of emotion, going from extreme bliss
to crying like a baby because I was going back to my trauma. I went
along with it, thinking this was the work I needed to do face my shadows
and complete this love. I was also losing track of time, realizing that
I had not eaten for two days and was barely sleeping.
I was spending all of my waking hours speaking to him. (EL—the guilt programming, also, the whole “working out negative karma” New
Age spirituality reasoning is often used to cause self doubt, so that
he/it maintains control, using her vulnerabilities against her. Later we
will see what real former life and other dimensional realizations
emerge.)
Looking back, I also noticed there was some sort of cycle to this. I
would help him with his stuff in a more nurturing way until my energy
was completely drained. At that point, after he felt better, all of a
sudden it was my turn for him to “help” me. The difference was that his
ways of helping me were extremely cold and mean, almost soulless with no
remorse, taking me back to my deepest traumas. With my energy already
low and then being faced with my trauma from the cult, I would end up
reacting very strongly, getting angry and yelling, and trying to end the
relationship again. He would then react by threatening to cut me off or
saying very cutting things to me that were deep in my psyche, often
mocking me. It was as if my former cult leader was talking to me, and
that I was the old me when I was in the “hot seat” in the cult. My
reality literally changed to that timeline. (EL- triggering the inner
wounded child to an abreaction. As one can see there is no equality or
mutuality of respect in these kinds of “Dark Cupid” set ups, where it’s really a “handling” operation of mind control done by the New Predator etc.)
Then whenever I would try to end the relationship, he began to open
up about his mental illnesses, saying he had mental illnesses (but
refusing to reveal what they were), and that his was the worst case
scenario. He told me that it was up to me to “turn off the switch” when
things went bad, and that I should look at him as if he was a child that
needed to be told no. He also said that he wasn’t able to interact with
women because they would end up leaving him after a week or so. Given
my own issues, I began to doubt whether this was something I could be
involved in, but I also felt guilty about judging him based on his
mental illnesses. I felt his pain of being abandoned for being ill and
different, and I assured him that even if we couldn’t have a
relationship, that I would still be there for him as a friend. I believe
(looking back) that I had made some kind of contract with him at that
point. (EL—Here the demonic hook is maintained through guilt programming and also her good quality of empathy is taken advantage of.)
In spite of all of this, I still doubted whether something was wrong. I
felt the urge to talk to someone, but then I worried that he would be
able to sense that I was talking about him, and I also did not want to
violate his privacy or be judging him on his illnesses. I began to feel
schizophrenic and even questioned whether I should check myself in
somewhere. I lost my appetite (which is very rare for me and the
opposite of what I do when I’m usually depressed which is overeat). I
also noticed that my reality was being replaced with his reality. (EL-
making her him, the predator is trying to control her into his puppet.
It’s almost as if he is trying to replace and “copy her out” into a
complete puppet. Crazy making crap.) For example, he was always very
sensitive to the weather and would always say that his reality caused
the weather to turn bad. That began to happen to me. When my mood was
good, the weather would be sunny, and the moment that my mood or
frequency would get lower, there was a sudden shift in the weather to
very windy, cloudy, and stormy weather. I knew this wasn’t what normally
happened to me. He also did not respect my boundaries with time even
when I told him I had stuff to do that day. He would keep insisting that
I needed to talk out my issues to overcome them in front of him. (EL-
he is pushing and manipulating her vulnerability for greater punishment
and “control” in the pretense of teaching and healing her. Classic
abuse and control tactic.)
In hindsight, I believe that another reason I took on his reality was
because of a strange energy healing session we had when we met up. He
asked me to help remove the effects of some medication he had taken. He
suggested that I hold his feet and put his energy into my body, and then
I would filter it through my body and he would then do the same with my
feet and take my energy into his body. We did this several times. This
was extremely painful, and although I was visibly in lots of pain doing
this, he seemed to have no response whatsoever to how it was affecting
me. Looking back, this was extremely dangerous, but again my intense
feelings of love took over my judgment.
At some point, I began questioning everything and began to feel so
disoriented and confused, but I heard something tell me not to worry and
that relief was on the way. By this point, he changed again and tried
to be “normal” and became more sexual. We had not engaged in any sexual
contact except for some kissing on that one day, but I suddenly became
overwhelmed with this urge to have sex with him. I don’t remember ever
feeling that aroused in such a way that took over me; it also made me
feel obsessive towards him. Then he told me that it was making him sick
and that I had to control this. He said he felt as if I was right next
to him and that it was too close. He said that whatever I was feeling
made him feel like he wanted to shoot himself, and later revealed that
he didn’t think it was me but the energies of the men that I had sex
with in the past. I did notice that there was something wrong, but it
was mixed with a feeling of being triggered and feeling rejected. After
things blew up, I told him that I could not do this anymore, and he
asked that we stay friends and limit our interaction to once a week, to
which I agreed. (EL- possible sex alter triggering going on, and his
subsequent rejection, blame. Yet wanting some kind of friendship to
keep her linked in?)
When I began to have my time back, I felt relieved and began to
reflect on what happened. I watched the panel on Love Bite and at the
time, I thought maybe this was hyperdimensional interference on the real
love. I was feeling guilt at not being able to overcome my shadows in a
way to keep the relationship going. (EL- self-blame culpability is common for women, part of our guilt complex programming from some religious teachings.)
I also began to read your books trying to understand how this
interference worked. During this time, I experienced a lot of
interference such as sleepiness and an all night battle with them and
finding mysterious scratches on my body. I still did not even know that
my experiences indicated an abduction scenario, as they were seen with
my third eye or in dream state. I didn’t realize that the mysterious
bruises, scratches, sleep attacks, levitation in my sleep, etc., were
all connected to this. (EL- yes a connection with abduction related symptoms and demonics —it may be reptilian, draco, grey attacks, are all common.)
I had planned to go back to him after reflecting on the situation and let him know what was happening between us. (EL-
the belief and need to “tell him everything”. It’s similar to a type of
“tell all” programming some MK ultra people have to compluslively tell
too much so the handlers can “call them back” and more easily reign them
back into the fold of the cult, programming etc. Her
telling the truth and desiring to communicate is good, but with an
abusive psychopath, it’s dangerous and should not be done for safety
issues.) I also realized
that I had never asked him to “work” on me and that he would have to
learn to respect my free will and boundaries. (EL- good, awareness is being restored here, dissolving previous confusion and addressing boundary issues) The interesting part was that I visited Lauda’s website and had read out loud the “Withdrawl of Consent Declaration” (See: https://www.sovereignki.com/declaration-of-non-consent) with
regards to any contracts I had made. A few days later, he texted me
saying that he had to leave because he was too sick and that he knew was
bringing me down. (EL- Demons activated! Going bonkers to hook in, punish or control) This made me feel so bad and I tried to get back in touch with him to assure him that wasn’t the case. (EL the” feel sorry for him” programming got reactivated also.) I
acted in a crazy way trying to resume contact with him; it felt almost
hypnotic. I felt that he shouldn’t resign himself to a life of
loneliness because he felt it was bringing me down. (EL- mind control “spell” taking over)
I also remembered what he said in our previous conversation about how
my energies made him feel as if he was going to shoot himself, which
worried me. I later went to his apartment to make sure he was okay and
to reassure him. Something told me to write him a letter telling him
that he shouldn’t leave for my benefit, and that if it meant that we
couldn’t be romantic, then we could be friends. That my offer to be
there for him still stands. (EL-guilt, trying to “save him”, then
programming to keep the hook even if its “just to be friends”. This
maintains a hook and “agreement of entrapment through guilt.) I finally was able to see him, and at this point I saw that he had another face that wasn’t his. (EL- Awesome! Spirit awareness breaks through for truth!) He treated me like I was crazy for waiting for him and trying to contact him. (EL- the punish, mockery and guilt trick to control, etc)
I became angry with him as to his approach to ending things and sensed
the manipulation. I told him that if he told me that he did not want to
see me or that I was somehow harming him, then I would have left him
alone and that he knew that I would. But why did he have to say it that
way? He also mentioned that something crazy happened and that he wasn’t
going to tell me but it scared him and it made him think he had to
leave. I’m not sure of what this was, but something made me think that
the contract revocation I did must have caused him to disconnect with
me. The other observation I made was that I had been tricked into
writing another contract to him (via hand-written letter), and perhaps
that was why he had ended it in the way that he did, to regain that
contract.
These were some other red flags. He kept saying things in a manner to
glorify me in ways that made me feel uncomfortable. He would say that
my name was “Grace” because it meant “Source” and he would ask me if I
was human. He would also talk as if we were the only ones on the planet
doing this work (grandiosity) which I didn’t resonate with. (EL- Grandiosity is often a sign of unresolved trauma as well as excessive self referential ideation.)
He seemed jealous at times of my supposed abilities, wondering if we
were the same person, then how come I was the only one who had “powers”?
When he spoke of his purpose, he spoke about changing or defying some
spiritual laws, but it sounded off and even kind of sinister. (EL- It’s as if the entities within or his own “void” causes him/it to have confusion of identity and reality. He is jealous of her authentic gifts)
All of this happened in a matter of 11 days. I was very confused,
and to be honest, there is still a part of me that it was somehow my
fault and that I was harmful to him. (EL- Guilt belief systems very strong, although we later will see how new insights emerge that yield greater self understanding) What
I did know was that it was an extremely damaging experience, and rather
than faulting someone, it was something I would not want anyone to
experience. Physically, I felt as if my organs had been ripped apart. I
lost touch with my present timeline and reality, as if I was in a
completely different world. It took every effort for me to regain my
focus in my present reality to resume daily tasks and work. I did feel
relieved that it was over, and I did feel really dumb for letting this
happen. It wasn’t until I listened to your talk on the “New Predator”
that I began to see that something was wrong. Whatever this situation
was, it’s very confusing, and I can sense that these hyperdimensional
entities are upgrading in their tactics. (EL—the confusion and guilt
is powerful, as are the damaging effects on emotional, physical and
spiritual well being. It’s difficult for
people with “do no harm ethics” not to “be angry” or want to blame
someone or something when something this traumatic and deliberatley
PREDATORY happens).
I now am seeing my part in all of these situations, and have since
removed that holographic image of my dreams about “love” and my soulmate
manifestation. (EL-Her Spirit is strong to want to perceive and reveal truth—even when it’s really painful)
I just want to thank you for all of your work and research, as they
have helped me to gain clarity into what happened to me and that I’m not
crazy. I know that I have a lot of work to do in regaining my sense of
self and sorting out all of the programming and damage for the things I
did, but I at least have some hope and more awareness on avoiding any
other situations. Having experienced a lot of interference, I know that
it takes a lot of courage on your part to do the work that you do, and I
am truly grateful for all of it. I know that my mission profile isn’t
to be some sort of whistleblower, but after much contemplation, I have
decided to share my story with you. My hope is that it aids with your
research and potentially generates awareness so that it doesn’t happen
to others, especially those who can see or perceive beyond this
dimension.
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(About 3 months later)
Since the time of that email, things have improved a lot. I am
finally beginning to feel like I can use my energy for me, and that is
liberating. I have also been digging deep both using my intuition and by
researching the alien abduction phenomenon via the work of your
colleagues (Lauda Leon, James Bartley, Bernhard Guenther, and others). I
spoke to James Bartley, and he has helped me with some new intuitive
techniques to empower myself and to gain knowledge. It’s helped me to
make some larger connections about what has been happening to me, and I
feel that this information may be of interest to you.
After the last love bite situation, I had a visit from a reptilian
who turned out to be a Draco. After I got over the fear, I began to
communicate with him to get some answers, and it turns out that this
entity has been involved with me over several lifetimes. As I was
interrogating this being, I was able to access in meditation the memory
of being taken captive by him and others of this faction in a past life.
They cut out my eyes because they were trying to hack the ability to
“see”; he even said that they learned that “the ability to see was not
with the eyes but with the heart”. That hostage situation led to me
making some sort of contract with him for involvement in a future life
or lives. I was told that it was one of their techniques for timeline
manipulation. By inserting glitches into individuals’ timelines,
it alters the greater timeline. I was able to trace back throughout
this lifetime, and his involvement has been quite extensive, beginning
at birth. He also was involved with my sexual trauma and inserted
himself into two organic portal types to directly have relationships
with me. This last man I was involved with was one of those. I
recognized a change in the guy’s face; he looked old and ugly like a
gargoyle or something. After I was able to see the Draco in his full
form, I realized that it was his face I saw in the guy (ridges above the
nose/forehead).
I realized that all of my experiences (the cult, physical
abuse, rape, etc) with men had created a sort of energetic imprint that
keeps leading me to this entity and under his control. It seems to go
beyond the typical explanation of going into toxic relationships due to a
lack of self worth or the familiarity of abuse etc. Also, he wasn’t
being mean or scary to me. There was a strange level of respect and
almost a kindred feeling; it was as if I was his pet. I’m starting to
realize that over lifetimes, I may have developed a sort of Stockholm
syndrome with him and potentially other archontic forces such as
ascended masters and gods/goddesses. It explains why I was so addicted
to these toxic and destructive relationships, almost addicted to being
dominated and abused. I am currently in a detox to clear this imprint so that I can re-learn love and attraction.
I am sharing this with you because I have a feeling that there are
many others who experience these repeat experiences, and maybe
collectively we can find a solution. I am working every day to learn
more and to fight this. I am determined to reclaim my sovereignty.
I also watched your new video with Lauda Leon ( See above link on
Firebloods, Priestess/Harlot etc), and I was blown away by the many
synchronicities with my personal memories. I have memories in
both Atlantean and “pre-fall” times as well as in Egypt. In two of those
lifetimes, I was a “priestess” and just as Lauda said, it was a “whore
priestess” situation. I always wondered if I was crazy for seeing
priestesses as prostitutes, and maybe it was blasphemous to say that.
But I do have memories of being one. I remembered being held in a cave
alone and waiting to be raped essentially. In those times, they were
able to deceive us to believe were doing something “holy”.
I also remembered that before the patriarch took over, there
were women who had a crystalline power in the womb, which was the power
of creation. At some point the masculine became jealous and had to take
over, leading to lifetime after lifetime of a patriarchal society that
was designed to erase the power of the feminine. I had a memory in Egypt
of being a priestess again, and the training began in childhood. I was
directly taught by Thoth, and later I was led into a secret chamber to
engage in sex magic with someone who was like my twin flame. Shortly
after, I was murdered by another priestess.
I didn’t really share or really believe these memories, and I assumed
I was just being grandiose & made them up. When I hear about
others’ accounts of these times, it’s crazy how the information aligns.
The pyramids actually appeared with the top pyramid being the visible
one, and the bottom chamber of the pyramid was underground and was an
upside down pyramid. I was taken into the bottom of this pyramid to
engage in this magic at the time. Listening to Lauda talking about the
“inversion” several times in her videos, I believe that this is also one
of those inversions. This does not feel like the natural way that
energy was supposed to flow, and it feels like in the Egyptian times,
they were trying to replicate and manipulate something that was hidden
or lost from the Atlantean times.
The other theme that has been strong for me lately is
timelines. I have been shown that there are many timeline manipulations
that have taken place that look like loops or sine-waves. I feel that
in this lifetime, we can repair this timeline and reclaim the power or
return things to the original order.
The hardest part of all this is feeling isolated, crazy, or
cursed/evil. Your work, and the work of your colleagues really helps me.
Even though I do not know you, it feels like you are a friend because
you understand and give a compassionate space without judgment. Thank
you so much for what you do.
Sine Wave Loop Image:
Thank you Grace!
Eve Lorgen & Lauda Leon on Marc Gray’s DTV Dimensions TV
Lauda Leon and myself were interviewed at the start of the new year (2018) by Marc Gray on DTV Dimensions TV
on the topic of the New Predator. This topic has been previously
discussed on other youtube interviews with Lauda Leon, myself and also
in the article on this website here:
http://evelorgen.com/wp/news/the-new-predator-2/
I want to add a few bullet points which were discussed on this recent
show with Marc Gray, and follow this with a poignant description of the
New Predator dynamic written by Lauda Leon. Marc also supplies a
synopsis of themes we talked about on the show and the link to the
Youtube channel of our show.
Description of the New Predator Bullet Points:
The New Predator – is not just relegated to relationships; it is
being witnessed throughout deeper levels of spirituality where numbers
are drawn in and literally a technology is being utilized to attach
itself to the Predator, whom in turn is attached to a very large
‘feeding center or Principality’. So what we see is that this ‘take over
and theft of the person’s identity and soul’ is being played out by the
hosting predator leaving the victim without their original
Creation/creativity, morals, feelings, passions beliefs and in it’s
place an empty shell that is no longer usable because the theft has been
completed.
Many whom are seeking deeper levels of their own Light are being
coraled into specific ‘light truth movements’ so that they can be
‘stolen’. Once inside they live out their spiritual enlightenment
through the ‘group’ but in truth a theft of identity and essence is
occurring so it’s not just relegated to personal intimate relationship
dynamics, but is a spiritual mirror reflection projection with the
‘predator’. The New Predator has been literally downloaded with the AI
version of Spirituality and Gnossis along with many secrets of the
Demiurge and Archons and that is what attracts the victim………..they see
only the mirror aspect of their own Spirituality which they are duped
into believing is the Spiritual connection to TRUTH and it’s discovery
with the predator.
It is essential that the victim disengage in order to fight for their
essence back because the theft can continue to take place even after
disengaging if the connection was deep enough.
The previous version centered around Love and were written about in
many ancients texts, ancient Greece is filled with stories of love bites
but this is not the same because the new predators are not humans that
have been hijacked and utilized in the sense of the splitting and
interdimensional manipulations, but rather this has been a birth portal
project that has taken generations to perfect so that the predators are
not ‘human’ per se but act as portals that in essence are themselves the
technology by which they hoover and steal essence for the parent Hosts
parasites. The dynamic involves mirroring back to you your life as the
theft is taking place as well as an addiction to that which is
destroying you and cannibalizing you.
This is attached to archetypes of all the victims summation of lives
and experiences and draws upon every core terror experienced while
making them completely dependent on the predator for Life as a result of
being essentially eaten alive and stolen. This goes beyond Stockholm
syndrome because what happens is that there is no real ‘positive’
seduction once the attachment has been completed but instead it’s a
continuous theft and mirroring back of the theft. It’s a mirror of
playback abuse as per the person’s core wounds only and a series of
injections to keep the victim imprisoned as they feel their ‘essence’
leaving them…they cling to that which is removing it because it’s the
closest to ‘their essence’ they can get to as the theft is taking place.
This is a type of malignant psychopathy more than it is about any
kind of Love per se. In fact it’s all punishment based and psychological
terror based.
Well, that is only one tiny aspect of a far deeper infiltration-as
they were refining the units with each succeeding generation that were
being born through female portals (women who acted as womb portals for
the projects of these un-souled biological creatures whom in their own
vast emptiness have been given a horrendous appetite to fill a black
anti-creation void through true Life Essence of those that have Fire
Spirits).
What we have witnessed prior to this level of technology that we have
was using fallen angelics but the new predator is a different beast
altogether.
Marc Gray’s Show:
Eve Lorgen & Lauda Leon are my guests
in this 3rd Show on DTV Dimensions TV
The Takeover of the New Predator : The Ultimate Pandemic !
A new level of Predation far beyond what we already know, the Counterfeit and hijacking of our true Essence as Spirit beings!
Thursday February 8, 2018
At 12:30PM Pacific / 3:30PM Eastern US / 8:30PM GMT UK / 9:30PM Paris on DTV
We’ll talk about:
The New Predator, a much more advanced lethal Spiritual Predation
process. Viral infection refining in Spiritual movements &
one-to-one love relationships and connections, spirit & heart
predation, malignant psychopathy. The New Predator has qualities of a
classic « Dark Side of Cupid alien love bite » situation, but carries
more of a “fallen angel” supernatural twist to it. The specific
Targeting of the more pure highly spirited original creative types, the
counterfeit mimickery & hijacking of our true divine essence
especially in Truth movements ! The keys to identifying our original
essence amidst the copycats’ corruption & perversion of our
consciousness.
Eve Lorgen
Eve Lorgen is a dedicated counseling professional, UFO/alien abduction
researcher, Anusara yogi and writer. She began her pioneering work with
alien abductees while earning her Masters Degree in Counseling
Psychology in 1992. She also holds a BS in Biochemistry and worked in
the Biotechnology industry for 7 years. Eve started a support group in
1994 in San Diego County, CA for experiencers of anomalous trauma and
continues to consult with anomalous trauma clients worldwide today while
living in Western North Carolina. She was a close associate of the late
Barbara Bartholic and is dedicated in continuing and expanding the work
of the late Dr. Karla Turner.
Her Website : http://evelorgen.com/
Lauda Leon
Lauda Leon is a life long survivor of anomalous trauma including E.T.
abduction contact, MILAB experiences and paranormal phenomena. She has
natural psychic abilities and deep comprehensive knowledge of quantum
reality mechanics as a result of her experiences. Lauda has ?academic
studies is anthropology, archeology, environmental politics, forensic
psychology and mental health with additional studies and practice in
energy work, Consegrity and Aboriginal Dreamtime Healing. She is a
facilitator of quantum healing, energy reader and a practitioner of
Holographic Kinetics.
Her website is https://www.sovereignki.com/
Visit Lauda’s Youtube Channel
on the topic of the New Predator. This topic has been previously
discussed on other youtube interviews with Lauda Leon, myself and also
in the article on this website here:
http://evelorgen.com/wp/news/the-new-predator-2/
I want to add a few bullet points which were discussed on this recent
show with Marc Gray, and follow this with a poignant description of the
New Predator dynamic written by Lauda Leon. Marc also supplies a
synopsis of themes we talked about on the show and the link to the
Youtube channel of our show.
Description of the New Predator Bullet Points:
- How it is similar and distinct from a simple “Dark Side of Cupid” and/or an alien love bite “engineered” relationship
- How they operate on spiritual and interpersonal levels
- Why they can mimic the “feel” of being your soul mate or Twin Flame
- How they hack into your interdimensional memories of past lives and core wounds to work their sorcery
- The mirroring projection system of behaviors
- Soul and Spirit cannibalism and harvesting
- How New Predators and “engineered Predator Hosts” are used to link
in with creative original spirited persons, so they can hijack, steal
and use their creative energy - The Counterfeit Spirit, as understood in the Gnostic scriptures, and how this manifests today
- The three types of human souls as described by ancient Gnostics and
why the majority rule is largely a result of the counterfeit spirit and
corrupted hijacked systems run by the Demiurge and Archontic programs - Social Media platforms as hijacked reality systems to normalize the counterfeit spirit
- Micro and Macro forms of the New Predator dynamics
- How the New Predator is linked in with a more lethal “AI beast” system used to infect and steal life essence
The New Predator – is not just relegated to relationships; it is
being witnessed throughout deeper levels of spirituality where numbers
are drawn in and literally a technology is being utilized to attach
itself to the Predator, whom in turn is attached to a very large
‘feeding center or Principality’. So what we see is that this ‘take over
and theft of the person’s identity and soul’ is being played out by the
hosting predator leaving the victim without their original
Creation/creativity, morals, feelings, passions beliefs and in it’s
place an empty shell that is no longer usable because the theft has been
completed.
Many whom are seeking deeper levels of their own Light are being
coraled into specific ‘light truth movements’ so that they can be
‘stolen’. Once inside they live out their spiritual enlightenment
through the ‘group’ but in truth a theft of identity and essence is
occurring so it’s not just relegated to personal intimate relationship
dynamics, but is a spiritual mirror reflection projection with the
‘predator’. The New Predator has been literally downloaded with the AI
version of Spirituality and Gnossis along with many secrets of the
Demiurge and Archons and that is what attracts the victim………..they see
only the mirror aspect of their own Spirituality which they are duped
into believing is the Spiritual connection to TRUTH and it’s discovery
with the predator.
It is essential that the victim disengage in order to fight for their
essence back because the theft can continue to take place even after
disengaging if the connection was deep enough.
The previous version centered around Love and were written about in
many ancients texts, ancient Greece is filled with stories of love bites
but this is not the same because the new predators are not humans that
have been hijacked and utilized in the sense of the splitting and
interdimensional manipulations, but rather this has been a birth portal
project that has taken generations to perfect so that the predators are
not ‘human’ per se but act as portals that in essence are themselves the
technology by which they hoover and steal essence for the parent Hosts
parasites. The dynamic involves mirroring back to you your life as the
theft is taking place as well as an addiction to that which is
destroying you and cannibalizing you.
This is attached to archetypes of all the victims summation of lives
and experiences and draws upon every core terror experienced while
making them completely dependent on the predator for Life as a result of
being essentially eaten alive and stolen. This goes beyond Stockholm
syndrome because what happens is that there is no real ‘positive’
seduction once the attachment has been completed but instead it’s a
continuous theft and mirroring back of the theft. It’s a mirror of
playback abuse as per the person’s core wounds only and a series of
injections to keep the victim imprisoned as they feel their ‘essence’
leaving them…they cling to that which is removing it because it’s the
closest to ‘their essence’ they can get to as the theft is taking place.
This is a type of malignant psychopathy more than it is about any
kind of Love per se. In fact it’s all punishment based and psychological
terror based.
Well, that is only one tiny aspect of a far deeper infiltration-as
they were refining the units with each succeeding generation that were
being born through female portals (women who acted as womb portals for
the projects of these un-souled biological creatures whom in their own
vast emptiness have been given a horrendous appetite to fill a black
anti-creation void through true Life Essence of those that have Fire
Spirits).
What we have witnessed prior to this level of technology that we have
was using fallen angelics but the new predator is a different beast
altogether.
Marc Gray’s Show:
Eve Lorgen & Lauda Leon are my guests
in this 3rd Show on DTV Dimensions TV
The Takeover of the New Predator : The Ultimate Pandemic !
A new level of Predation far beyond what we already know, the Counterfeit and hijacking of our true Essence as Spirit beings!
Thursday February 8, 2018
At 12:30PM Pacific / 3:30PM Eastern US / 8:30PM GMT UK / 9:30PM Paris on DTV
We’ll talk about:
The New Predator, a much more advanced lethal Spiritual Predation
process. Viral infection refining in Spiritual movements &
one-to-one love relationships and connections, spirit & heart
predation, malignant psychopathy. The New Predator has qualities of a
classic « Dark Side of Cupid alien love bite » situation, but carries
more of a “fallen angel” supernatural twist to it. The specific
Targeting of the more pure highly spirited original creative types, the
counterfeit mimickery & hijacking of our true divine essence
especially in Truth movements ! The keys to identifying our original
essence amidst the copycats’ corruption & perversion of our
consciousness.
Eve Lorgen
Eve Lorgen is a dedicated counseling professional, UFO/alien abduction
researcher, Anusara yogi and writer. She began her pioneering work with
alien abductees while earning her Masters Degree in Counseling
Psychology in 1992. She also holds a BS in Biochemistry and worked in
the Biotechnology industry for 7 years. Eve started a support group in
1994 in San Diego County, CA for experiencers of anomalous trauma and
continues to consult with anomalous trauma clients worldwide today while
living in Western North Carolina. She was a close associate of the late
Barbara Bartholic and is dedicated in continuing and expanding the work
of the late Dr. Karla Turner.
Her Website : http://evelorgen.com/
Lauda Leon
Lauda Leon is a life long survivor of anomalous trauma including E.T.
abduction contact, MILAB experiences and paranormal phenomena. She has
natural psychic abilities and deep comprehensive knowledge of quantum
reality mechanics as a result of her experiences. Lauda has ?academic
studies is anthropology, archeology, environmental politics, forensic
psychology and mental health with additional studies and practice in
energy work, Consegrity and Aboriginal Dreamtime Healing. She is a
facilitator of quantum healing, energy reader and a practitioner of
Holographic Kinetics.
Her website is https://www.sovereignki.com/
Visit Lauda’s Youtube Channel
The New Predator
The New Predator*(see below note on the origin of this term) topic
has been long awaited and is something that needs to be disclosed
because of its extreme lethality, toxicity and spiritual danger. In some
respects, the New Predator has qualities of a classic Dark Side of Cupid,
“alien love bite” dynamic, but presents with more “fallen angel”
characteristics, as we shall see in two testimonials presented in this
article.
In the the Dark Side of Cupid book (See: https://www.amazon.com/Dark-Side-Cupid-Supernatural-Vampirism-ebook/dp/B008QPZ79U)
there were some case histories in Category 4 and in the “Diabolical
Variations of the Love Bite Theme”, which touched upon some of these
features. Also, the testimonial written on my web site entitled: “Spiritual Community Targeted by Demons Masquerading as ET Walk-Ins“. See:
http://evelorgen.com/wp/articles/spiritual-warfare-and-the-human-soul/spiritual-community-targeted-by-demons-masquerading-as-et-walk-ins/ reveals
how this can take place, with very misguided individuals, (aka–Mr. X)
who are really demonically possessed victims, acting under occult
Satanic programming within military, secret-government, mind control
programs. (Not all victims of such programs carry out their occult
programming, however.)
The New Predator presents with several identifying “red flag”
behaviours carrying the classic supernatural twist, reminiscent of what
was cast in the evil character, Kylo Ren in the recent “Star Wars–The
Last Jedi” film. (http://starwars.wikia.com/wiki/Kylo_Ren)
Kylo Ren, the nephew of Luke Skywalker, is a Jedi bloodline warrior,
who went to the dark side. The manipulating, “alien behind the scenes”
was the butt ugly, slimy, tall, thin Ayra- looking alien, Supreme Leader
Snoke. When I saw the movie, I was overwhelmed with how accurate and
synchronistic some of these Dark Cupid, alien love bite dynamics played
out.
I want to emphasize that the New Predator love bite reports are
increasing in their numbers and lethality, as more and more victims are
coming forward. They are not limited to male “predators” by any means,
and include some female predators as well. These reports are not as
numerous, but do happen. Because this is such a dangerous form of
predation upon the human Spirit, it needs to be discussed on radio shows
and webinars, and will elaborated upon in more detail with Laura Leon
and myself in the near future. Solutions are in progress and will also
be discussed in future publishings.
Laura Leon* originally came out with the New Predator term two years
ago, and we even did a radio show podcast on this topic over a year ago.
Unfortunately that particular show was removed off the internet. Laura
Leon has appeared on many radio interviews as well as her own You Tube
channel and I encourage others to view them when they have time to
follow up on these taboo and fascinating topics.(See: sovereignki.com)
Remember, the whole system in this reality has been inverted, corrupted
and mind-soul programmed to veil our original spiritual truth, memory
and essence. As the ancient Gnostics testified, and I paraphrase, “When you come to know the truth, at first you will become disturbed.” Indeed.
Without further ado, here are the two testimonials, each from women
involved with a New Predator, where they did believe at some point in
their experience, that they met their “Twin Flame” soul mate. Nothing
could be further from the truth.
Testimonial # 1 – From a North American woman
Hi Eve,
Here is a more in depth explanation of my experience with P. I was
living on the [EL: non specified for confidentiality sake] island and
immersed in one of the most powerful feminine awakening journey’s of my
life thus far in a facilitated journey known as Womb Wisdom. This was
the beginning of my awakening to the world of hyper-dimensional
realities, spirit influence, ancient feminine mysteries and my
initiation into the (false) Christ Lineage teachings. My teachers were
all women but the main man and masculine pillar who brought forth this
work was named P.
I revered him as a man with great power, wisdom and love. When I met P
for the first time, we hugged and my entire body activated with energy
and it felt like my body was melting into him. He held me as I cried for
hours releasing pain and trauma from my body all while pulling me in
closer to him. It felt like I was home in his presence. He was then
later invited over to the retreat space I was staying at by the
owner–who just so happened to be friends with him. Later that evening, P
shared with me that we were lovers in Egypt and as he touched my leg,
energy shot through my entire body and I felt the truth of this karmic
resonance flow through me. He brought me to my room to share a story
with me. As he spoke of the Ancient temple in Egypt and the massacre of
the Priestess’s, he weaved his words in a way that made me become
convinced that I had something to do with the betrayal of him and the
murder of the priestess’s. He claimed he was the Priest and I remember
crying my eyes out looking into his eyes, seeing his face change into
the man I once knew. He kept asking me who he was, telling me he was my
Beloved. I gave him my will and became convinced he truly was my Beloved
and that we had found each other again, after all those lifetimes. I
was shaken at the core and so entranced that this man with such great
power and depth was coming onto me. I was bewildered, startled and
completely placed under his spell.
He then kissed me and quickly moved himself on top of me. It was the
most passionate, intense experience I have ever shared with a man. The
way he placed himself onto me was overwhelming and I could feel pain
shooting inside my mouth as he kissed me with intense vigour. I was so
surrendered and even though it hurt, I didn’t have enough within me to
tell him to stop. I was powerless and weak underneath him and a part of
me had always wanted to experience a man with this much passion and
desire and so I didn’t resist. I surrendered and moved with him as my
body began to open in ways I never felt before, I began experiencing
profound tantric bliss like never before. The next morning I woke up
with swollen lips and a gut feeling that something was not right. I
tried to understand what was happening, but I couldn’t. After that
encounter we were constantly pulled to each other. I was entranced and
wanted to explore what was unfolding. He told me I was his “soul mate”
and spoke of having premonitions of going to my home country as he felt
my soul calling to him. He kept sharing stories from Egypt weaving
archetypal energies into my experience and tying me into a mythical
storyline of truth weaved in with inflation and deceit.
We experienced the most amazing highs, blissful and ecstatic
connection from the very beginning. Then crashing lows that would tear
me apart and leave me feeling completely physically and emotionally
drained. Many nights I was literally on the floor in shambles, crying my
eyes out as his abusive and minimizing words attacked me. As I received
this harsh energy I believed it was helping me evolve. I believed this
pain was breaking my heart open to the truth of myself. I believed that
the hurtful things he was saying about me were true because he was a
highly evolved being who had vast precision, awareness and great
consciousness that saw through everything. His manipulations had me
inverted and emotionally controlled to feel that I continuously needed
him. Even though he was abusive, I could not leave him. I was veiled. I
could not see how his light was false. I thought it was the Guru’s way. I
thought I deserved this. I felt that without him I would not be able to
live. I allowed myself to be robbed of my voice and my personal power. I
trusted him completely and put my heart fully out on the table to
continuously, have it smashed by patterns of destruction. Something felt
off within me, but I believed I had to be humble and take it all in
without talking back or standing up against him, as he was serving my
soul and had my greatest interest in mind.
Over time, we became even closer. The psychic connection grew
incredibly strong. I felt like he was watching me when I was alone. I
felt that he could hear my thoughts. I remember one night I woke up in
terror as I felt this dark and heavy energy over me. When I became
conscious, I realized it wasn’t human. Moments later he showed up at my
door saying he could feel me. He was so tuned into me. Sometimes I felt I
had no privacy in my own space. When I was pulling away, he would show
up saying all the right things to bring me back into his life. I was
also very connected to him and experienced feeling what he was feeling. I
could especially feel him desiring me sexually and would know when he
would want to make love, as I could feel his presence pulling on my body
to be with him. It felt that my sexual energy was literally being
siphoned at times.
As time went on the abusive patterns kept increasing and the extreme
highs and lows intensified. I became more and more drained as I was
continuously rejected and then pulled back into this “love bite” agenda.
It was like I was being emotionally whiplashed. He would push me away
and then would show affection again opening himself up sexually. I was
so cast under a spell and because of my own vulnerabilities and wounds I
could not get away. I felt such deep love with him and was so addicted
to his charm and alluring, strong presence and also had a deep yearning
to make love with him as it was like nothing I had experienced before.
My entire body was being awakened and I felt my chakra’s and sexual
centers opening in the most profound ways. I was so deeply influenced
believing that our relationship was one of the greatest blessings of my
life. I believed that all his harshness and anger was the tough love I
needed to help me evolve. That these highs and lows were a normal part
of being with a man like this.
When we would come back together after the many intense separations,
it was the most passionate, deeply blissful, ecstatic love I have ever
experienced and he would share with me how much I meant to him and how I
was the most beautiful woman he has ever been with and how I am his
soul mate and that he would take care of me and be in my life forever.
My heart was so open to him and so trusting that I believed him. I
trusted that somewhere within him, he must truly love and care for me.
Yet, every time we separated or spiraled into a drama, it was so intense
and it felt like all his words would go shooting down the drain holding
no meaning at all. I would dive into the darkest places. At times it
felt like I wanted to die. I wouldn’t be able to get out of bed. I had
no energy at all. It felt that without him I was hopeless, meaningless.
My life had no substance and I felt completely paralyzed. No matter
where we stood, his presence would always consume me and I could not let
him go. Even though his words would cut me down, making me feel like I
was nothing, portraying me to be a small, stupid and worthless girl
compared to the “powerful, intelligent, and evolved Christed being” he
was, time and time again I would keep opening myself to him.
It was like I was possessed. I couldn’t see clearly. My solar plexus
would tighten and I could not be without him. I would do anything to win
him back after he would treat me this way. My solar plexus was in so
much pain feeling like it was being tied into a tight knot and pierced
with a flaming red needle time and time again. I would think of him and
cry so deeply it felt my heart was turned inside out and then he would
call me saying he felt me and would somehow make me feel like everything
was okay again. He would apologize, or hear my apology and I would feel
safe again, and I was right back in, opening my heart again. It felt
like I was literally walking on egg shells with him. I had to watch my
every move because I did not want to trigger or upset him in any way. I
got incredibly used to always feeling pain in my chest, not having any
security in my life, but somehow continuously trusting that I was in
good hands. I worked myself to complete exhaustion doing all the
practices and rituals he asked me to do. It felt that I had to do
everything under his watch and approval and that if I didn’t he would
reject me. He would prescribe me practices that made me believe he
really cared for me but now I wonder if it was just a way to fulfill his
own needs and story. I worked 4 jobs at once to save money to travel
across the world in a very short period of time to be with him, only to
be sent back home in despair and heavy guilt and shame feeling it was
“all my fault” and would completely gaslight me time and time again. I
picked up and completely moved my life twice to fly across the world to
be with him, only to last 2 weeks in his presence before another intense
drama would play out.
It allowed myself to become the puppet on his string. I put him
before everything in my life. I alienated myself from my family and my
friends to be with him, I quit my business and jobs and put my finances
in extreme jeopardy to be with him, only to arrive and be manipulated by
his aggression and abused by his unpleased behaviour, as I was never
“enough” for him. I even remember him saying that the only thing I was
good at was making love. His mannerisms were completely incongruent with
his message and desire to support woman. It was months of this back and
forth abuse until some of the women in the work began to catch onto his
harshness and behaviour. After my trip to ********* to be with him, I
felt completely paralyzed and frozen from the trauma I experienced. I
spoke with (*****) and then herself and another woman came out in public
about his narcissistic tendencies, psychopathic behaviour and false
light cult constructs. Later that day I received messages written from
multiple women who had experienced things with P that were out of
alignment. He had been visiting other women in their dreams touching
them sexually, sharing how he had past connections with them in Egypt.
He created situations that tore people apart, casting spells with his
words.
He stole other woman’s work, taking their teachings and using his intelligence to expand and twist them for his own agenda.
(EL–This “copycat” plagerizing behaviour is common for these predators)
The spirits moving through him were feeding off of and manipulating a
list of powerful woman across the globe. After becoming aware of this, I
completely left my body. It was like I was high on Ayahuasca. I was
hallucinating and was experiencing strange body perceptions. I
understand now that I was so traumatized from what I had been through,
that I left my body completely. Everything was swirling around me and I
didn’t know what to do other than ground into Gaia. I began cutting
chords and focusing on really separating from him for good. I became
very sick and my energy was very weak. I was beginning to understand the
severity of the spirit influence and how entangled I was with him. As I
began to disconnect he began messaging me telling me how he could feel
me sexually and that he was receiving pictures of me in his mind.
I did not respond to him, but then shortly after, I was strung in and
felt called to share how I was truly feeling in hopes to bring this all
to an end. He received me and apologized for his behavior, taking
ownership of the spirits moving through him that caused him to minimize
me and treat me like I was dirt and nothing to him. It felt like it was a
real breakthrough and that he was finally owning himself and his
darkness. He humbled himself and shared with me that I was his teacher
of love and said all the right things to win me back again. (Now, I
understand that it was just his – or the being moving behind him-’s way
of making sure I did not add to the fire these women were bringing
forth, because if I had then, surely his veils would have come undone
and the spirits moving behind him would have lost even more power).
Instead, being my love-drunk, addicted and forgiving self, I opened my
heart back to him again. This time I could tangibly feel the spirit
influence moving us together, I heard in my head, “You must go back with
him to help him” as simultaneously my sexual energy was being turned on
by a force outside of myself that was not natural. It was like my
sexual energy was hijacked, but I was aroused by the rush of energy that
I agreed to see him again to work on healing together.
He came to visit me in my home town and within no time he slipped
right back into his patterns of verbal and emotional abuse. He blamed me
for being the one who provoked the women to turn on him. He belittled
me again telling me it was my fault and that if I hadn’t spoken to them
about my experiences in the other country, none of that would have
happened. He reverted back to shaming and guilting me and playing the
role of the “beautiful victim celestial boy” who was hurt and was
justified due to his distorted thinking and blaming. He denied that any
abuse occurred and reverted back to claiming that if it wasn’t for what I
did, he would not have gotten mad at all. He could not take ownership
for the ways he was really abusing me and psychically feeding off these
other women. I became the “Judas” and the one who betrayed him and
another huge drama played out. He had a way that was so good with words
that I believed his words to be true and I was immediately draped with
an immensity of guilt and my solar plexus and heart were taken through
another stabbing, tight sensation episode of great pain. These
narcissistic ploys sucked more and more emotional loosh from me and it
felt like I was slowly killing myself.
When he left my space after we separated for the final time, it was
then that we became aware of the “Love Bite” dynamic in our
relationship. We both read Bernard’s Blog post about Eve Lorgen’s work
and knew right away that this is what was playing out between us.
Immediately he told me I had to heal this within me, implying I was the
only one who carried this host or entity. I began detaching myself and
was still experiencing deep pulls on my solar plexus but it wasn’t as
intense. As soon as I received the awareness, it was like a massive
chord was cut, and I could feel myself coming back into my own energy. I
took space from my teachers and the work and began my healing journey
and research into this phenomena. Months later my teacher reached out
inviting me back into the work. As soon as I was in contact with her, I
had a dream where I was in a room by myself and P’s voice was in my head
speaking to me and the “entity of force” I had felt before was trying
to make love to my body. I was trying to escape, but this energetic
spirit kept touching me and caressing my body. I woke up instantly
knowing that this was just another sign of the energies moving through
him and that I had to cut myself from the teachers connected to him and
this work.
P uses a facade of being involved in the Christ Counsel. Nothing
could be further from the truth. He made me believe I was the center of
his world and then after becoming triggered, would tell me I am nothing
and that I don’t deserve him. To this day I still feel I am being
watched as I unplug myself from the programming and the cluster of
spirits moving behind him that weaved into my life. My solar plexus
still feels pulled on and my nervous system is still rebuilding itself. P
is overshadowed by a demonic psychic vampire and I wish that no one
goes through what I experienced again. I hope that sharing this helps
warn others.
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Testimonial #2
An Eastern European Woman:
I want to share my experience with you if I may? I am looking forward
to any input, if you want. If not, I’m sorry for bothering you really.
I have met a man and we connected instantly. I realize now that at
the time, I was a stupid newbie to spirituality and naive. He helped me
to solve all my troubles.
He hypnotized me in the woods and I was in a trance state with him,
feeling orgasmic just by looking at him. I do not know how to call him,
pagan, (black) magician, shaman or charlatan– but he looked like a
demon, or some alien, and both of us started acting crazy, feeling
amazing dark, sexual energies of some entity. I froze from fear and
cried and begged him to let me go because I thought he’d kill me. It
felt like I had sex with some entity, not with the man, because it
wasn’t physical sex. It felt like bones in my body are twitching and I
was doing really creepy, almost levitating positions spontaneously, that
would be painful to do without trance. After that we felt like we were
weightless.
When I was in a trance he took me on an astral journey or projection
just by putting his hand on my belly button. Or maybe it was kundalini,
and I saw Earth, as a huge astral body (50 times larger than earth, I
thought it was God, lol), universe, rainbow (was that was my astral
chord?), and some beautiful place on some planet that felt like heaven
and I felt oneness. Or was it all just in my soul memory, my home? He
has been evoking visions of occult symbols in me too. We had a
telepathic connection. It felt like I was enlightened. No drugs were
involved in all this, at all, I swear. I don’t have mental illness in
case you wonder.
Physical sex was amazing. He works with meridians points. He put his
hand on my head and deleted my thoughts and went into my mind and all I
saw was bright light and I was drunk on that energy. He has many lovers
and wants orgies too and I was up for it. He says he has sex with people
to liberate them. But he blew me off. He said we can’t continue until
my consciousness rises or else I will fall apart.
He showed me mind-blowing things and suddenly disappeared. Though he
promised me he would teach me everything and called me his student. He
recommended to me some occult books, as he initiated me into it. I was
glamorized by it but felt just used for sex. I have never experienced
any of it before. I didn’t even know about any of this. He talked about
our past lives and how we are soulmates. I thought he was my twin flame
or guru. There were so many signs and synchonicities.
He left me with no explanation of anything. I’ve been possessed with
some entity (or was it his energetic hooks?). I can channel some stupid
threats in Latin that I don’t even know how to speak, but I translate it
later online. I feel very depressed and heavy if I try to repress it,
but if I express it in the hope it’ll go out from me, it doesn’t solve a
problem neither. I even tried doing exorcism on me, but that didn’t
work either.
In our last encounter (I begged to see him) I told him I love him and
he told me it is all my fault because I expected us to be a couple and I
need to solve it on my own, or I should kill myself. He was very mean
to me before too, he basically raped me mentally and I won’t go into
nasty details and really dark parts of story. And I can’t believe I
actually wanted to help him.
Anyway, he suddenly discarded me by cutting all physical contact and
kept contact only online until I stopped it. I’ve never wanted to play
games. He rarely contacts me, but I ignore it. I have no idea what he
wants from me? I live in a quite big city and sometimes I see him
somewhere every few months. Weird coincidence or not? He just stares at
me and then and sends me negative energy. Not to sound paranoid, but I
hope he’s not stalking me. I even avoid going to places where I saw him
before so he’s out of my sight. So I don’t know— how does this keep
happening.
I don’t know what kind of energy work has he done to me and how did
it all happen? He last texted me that this is how I see it: it’s all an
illusion and we’ll see each other when needed, when I’ll be ready, and
how nothing is over. And that he is with me all the time, but not
physically. I ignored him by all means, from then on.
I don’t know how to fully stop telepathy with him. I don’t want to
have dreams about him, but even in lucid dreams he gets in somehow or
takes different form. He puts his belly button on my belly and sucks my
soul out and I find it very hard to wake up. Telling him to stop it,
doesn’t help. I even see his future in my dreams and it turns out to be
completely true. I get attacked by demons in the astral. I don’t know—is
it him too? He also projected in my bedroom with his friends—witches.
He or some entity pulled my soul into the astral against my will. He or
his evil spirits can change energetic blueprint around me and
shape-shift things and play with electromagnetic fields so I really see
my reality changing. Sometimes I’m so tired of it and it feels like I’m
going crazy. Is this supposed to impress me or scare me? Not working.
It’s stupid. I’m not paying attention to it, but I still see it.
I think he has schizophrenia and a narcissistic personality disorder
and thinks he’s a god. He has a harem of woman and does what he did to
me to many women. Though he told me I’m the first one he got to do so
much with, and I’m the closest to what he wants in a woman because I’m
open (I think he meant my aura is open). Since I don’t want anything to
do with him anymore, he’s mad at me and maybe obsessed because he failed
in whatever he wanted. He talks bad about me to other people and tells
lies. Whatever.
At this point, I’ve worked with many healers. Some saying that he is
draining me, that I’m in severe pain, and some say that I have someone’s
soul stuck inside me, or that he took fragments of me for himself. They
tried to help, but it never worked in the long-term.
I cut chords many times and cleaned chakras but I still don’t feel he is
fully out of my system. I built many types of shields. I went
meditating in nature and surrounded myself with wonderful people. I
don’t masturbate on thoughts of him. I deleted and blocked all his
contacts. I pray to god and angels. I’m indifferent about him and I let
go. I burned in fire the things connected to him and I cut my hair off
to symbolically start fresh. What more can I do? I want to be free 100%,
but it doesn’t work. I’m ok for few weeks and everything comes back
again. Why? It’s the same if I do a lot and try to help and fight back,
and it’s the same if I just live and do nothing.
What exactly did he use me for and how likely is it that he will give up
on me forever? Or is it me, is it all just in my head? If I accept
this, I’ll be suffering like this forever. It’s still the same, it
doesn’t go away. I work on my inner child wounds and traumas. I got into
this mess with him in the hopes that I’ll learn how to heal others with
energy and I got tricked by false light. I’ve forgiven him and myself, I
love another man now and I’m in a healthy relationship. I want no harm
to anyone.
I normally worry about other people he’s abusing with his messiah
complex but I can’t do anything about it to stop it. I just live my life
good like I normally do as if I’ve never met him, honest and decent I
hope, trying to be happy and kind to people. I don’t drink, I don’t
smoke, I don’t eat meat but I’m not a saint. I’m a normal person, but my
inner life looks like what I’ve described, not peaceful. I know there
are worse things in life than this, I may sound ungrateful, but it is
what it is.
EL-In response to correspondence about the difficulty of receiving
any kind of help or understanding in the “world of normals” who don’t
have a clue of what is really going on:
I know what you mean. About acadamia and “normal world” institutions.
My guess is that such people are just not aware, they haven’t woken up
yet. So if they are in a place of high authority, such as in academia,
mental hospitals, or any other system, it’s very hard to be heard and be
taken seriously, practically impossible, if your position is “below”
them. They are the ones that lead. I’m sure that some of them are
intelligent enough to know more, but they are afraid about their
reputation (such as my mentor). So it is very hard to get across these
barriers, especially in countries such as mine unfortunately, where
everything revolves around politics, and selfish interests and we’re far
beyond that.
I forgot to say something important when you asked how he chooses his
victims. He operates online mostly and he has many accounts on many
different sites, such as forums about psychology, medicine, video games,
spirituality groups on facebook, dating sites, and so on. He then
contacts people who seem to have some sort of trouble, or manipulates
them into contacting him, and he offers them free help and the rest is
history, as you know.
When I found out he does this on a web-page made for teenagers, I
wanted to report him to the police, but I don’t have any evidence that
he is having sex with minors. He’s not violating the law by being on
that site. (EL Note: with the New Predators the “pedophile programming
often is part of their game at some point)
He also plays a guitar on a street and preys on people who are into
music. Then he starts his brain-washing program on them. He has some
band and they play music all over the country so he meets new people
that way too. You know how some sensitive girls are into musicians.
(He gets into all sort of projects for a good cause. It’s scary.
He talked to me about wanting to volunteer with kids in some art
classes, as he has a Masters degree in Arts. So, basically, sadly, you
get the picture: he is practically everywhere. But he is such an actor
that people have no idea who he really is and they are either being
tricked, or they stepped on the dark side to work for him.
Another form of predation he uses to entrap people is for example, he
takes home abandoned cats on the streets, takes pictures of them and
puts them online, so people call him to adopt kittens. It’s sick how
there are countless ways he uses to get close to people and to appear as
a nice person.
So, yes, of course, I would be thrilled if my experience could save
or help at least one unfortunate soul somewhere. Please, go ahead and
use it. And thank you.
*After a few months she sent me this email about her newfound protection in Jesus Christ:
“The only thing that worked against evil spirits is
quitting everything that is connected to new age or occult (meditations,
visualizations, channelling, readings, lucid dreaming, astral
projections, reading books about aliens, pseudo-science, psychology,
hypnotherapy that embrace elements of new age). I got rid of all such
books and things with symbolism in my home. I completely and honestly
surrendered my life to Christ, repented for my sins, invited him in my
heart, and he restored me through Holy spirit. It helped immediately!
I’ve read the Bible and it gave me answers to all questions I’ve had.
This simple and free solution helped many and I wish I had found it out
sooner. I recommend checking ex new ager Steven Bancarz who explains
this in depth, and other Christian testimonies. I understand not
everyone agrees with this, and no one is to be judged, but those who
truly search God will be set free by this, and will get a new heart. I
hope this helps someone.”
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Stay tuned for upcoming Radio Shows and interviews.
has been long awaited and is something that needs to be disclosed
because of its extreme lethality, toxicity and spiritual danger. In some
respects, the New Predator has qualities of a classic Dark Side of Cupid,
“alien love bite” dynamic, but presents with more “fallen angel”
characteristics, as we shall see in two testimonials presented in this
article.
In the the Dark Side of Cupid book (See: https://www.amazon.com/Dark-Side-Cupid-Supernatural-Vampirism-ebook/dp/B008QPZ79U)
there were some case histories in Category 4 and in the “Diabolical
Variations of the Love Bite Theme”, which touched upon some of these
features. Also, the testimonial written on my web site entitled: “Spiritual Community Targeted by Demons Masquerading as ET Walk-Ins“. See:
http://evelorgen.com/wp/articles/spiritual-warfare-and-the-human-soul/spiritual-community-targeted-by-demons-masquerading-as-et-walk-ins/ reveals
how this can take place, with very misguided individuals, (aka–Mr. X)
who are really demonically possessed victims, acting under occult
Satanic programming within military, secret-government, mind control
programs. (Not all victims of such programs carry out their occult
programming, however.)
The New Predator presents with several identifying “red flag”
behaviours carrying the classic supernatural twist, reminiscent of what
was cast in the evil character, Kylo Ren in the recent “Star Wars–The
Last Jedi” film. (http://starwars.wikia.com/wiki/Kylo_Ren)
Kylo Ren, the nephew of Luke Skywalker, is a Jedi bloodline warrior,
who went to the dark side. The manipulating, “alien behind the scenes”
was the butt ugly, slimy, tall, thin Ayra- looking alien, Supreme Leader
Snoke. When I saw the movie, I was overwhelmed with how accurate and
synchronistic some of these Dark Cupid, alien love bite dynamics played
out.
I want to emphasize that the New Predator love bite reports are
increasing in their numbers and lethality, as more and more victims are
coming forward. They are not limited to male “predators” by any means,
and include some female predators as well. These reports are not as
numerous, but do happen. Because this is such a dangerous form of
predation upon the human Spirit, it needs to be discussed on radio shows
and webinars, and will elaborated upon in more detail with Laura Leon
and myself in the near future. Solutions are in progress and will also
be discussed in future publishings.
Laura Leon* originally came out with the New Predator term two years
ago, and we even did a radio show podcast on this topic over a year ago.
Unfortunately that particular show was removed off the internet. Laura
Leon has appeared on many radio interviews as well as her own You Tube
channel and I encourage others to view them when they have time to
follow up on these taboo and fascinating topics.(See: sovereignki.com)
Remember, the whole system in this reality has been inverted, corrupted
and mind-soul programmed to veil our original spiritual truth, memory
and essence. As the ancient Gnostics testified, and I paraphrase, “When you come to know the truth, at first you will become disturbed.” Indeed.
Without further ado, here are the two testimonials, each from women
involved with a New Predator, where they did believe at some point in
their experience, that they met their “Twin Flame” soul mate. Nothing
could be further from the truth.
Testimonial # 1 – From a North American woman
Hi Eve,
Here is a more in depth explanation of my experience with P. I was
living on the [EL: non specified for confidentiality sake] island and
immersed in one of the most powerful feminine awakening journey’s of my
life thus far in a facilitated journey known as Womb Wisdom. This was
the beginning of my awakening to the world of hyper-dimensional
realities, spirit influence, ancient feminine mysteries and my
initiation into the (false) Christ Lineage teachings. My teachers were
all women but the main man and masculine pillar who brought forth this
work was named P.
I revered him as a man with great power, wisdom and love. When I met P
for the first time, we hugged and my entire body activated with energy
and it felt like my body was melting into him. He held me as I cried for
hours releasing pain and trauma from my body all while pulling me in
closer to him. It felt like I was home in his presence. He was then
later invited over to the retreat space I was staying at by the
owner–who just so happened to be friends with him. Later that evening, P
shared with me that we were lovers in Egypt and as he touched my leg,
energy shot through my entire body and I felt the truth of this karmic
resonance flow through me. He brought me to my room to share a story
with me. As he spoke of the Ancient temple in Egypt and the massacre of
the Priestess’s, he weaved his words in a way that made me become
convinced that I had something to do with the betrayal of him and the
murder of the priestess’s. He claimed he was the Priest and I remember
crying my eyes out looking into his eyes, seeing his face change into
the man I once knew. He kept asking me who he was, telling me he was my
Beloved. I gave him my will and became convinced he truly was my Beloved
and that we had found each other again, after all those lifetimes. I
was shaken at the core and so entranced that this man with such great
power and depth was coming onto me. I was bewildered, startled and
completely placed under his spell.
He then kissed me and quickly moved himself on top of me. It was the
most passionate, intense experience I have ever shared with a man. The
way he placed himself onto me was overwhelming and I could feel pain
shooting inside my mouth as he kissed me with intense vigour. I was so
surrendered and even though it hurt, I didn’t have enough within me to
tell him to stop. I was powerless and weak underneath him and a part of
me had always wanted to experience a man with this much passion and
desire and so I didn’t resist. I surrendered and moved with him as my
body began to open in ways I never felt before, I began experiencing
profound tantric bliss like never before. The next morning I woke up
with swollen lips and a gut feeling that something was not right. I
tried to understand what was happening, but I couldn’t. After that
encounter we were constantly pulled to each other. I was entranced and
wanted to explore what was unfolding. He told me I was his “soul mate”
and spoke of having premonitions of going to my home country as he felt
my soul calling to him. He kept sharing stories from Egypt weaving
archetypal energies into my experience and tying me into a mythical
storyline of truth weaved in with inflation and deceit.
We experienced the most amazing highs, blissful and ecstatic
connection from the very beginning. Then crashing lows that would tear
me apart and leave me feeling completely physically and emotionally
drained. Many nights I was literally on the floor in shambles, crying my
eyes out as his abusive and minimizing words attacked me. As I received
this harsh energy I believed it was helping me evolve. I believed this
pain was breaking my heart open to the truth of myself. I believed that
the hurtful things he was saying about me were true because he was a
highly evolved being who had vast precision, awareness and great
consciousness that saw through everything. His manipulations had me
inverted and emotionally controlled to feel that I continuously needed
him. Even though he was abusive, I could not leave him. I was veiled. I
could not see how his light was false. I thought it was the Guru’s way. I
thought I deserved this. I felt that without him I would not be able to
live. I allowed myself to be robbed of my voice and my personal power. I
trusted him completely and put my heart fully out on the table to
continuously, have it smashed by patterns of destruction. Something felt
off within me, but I believed I had to be humble and take it all in
without talking back or standing up against him, as he was serving my
soul and had my greatest interest in mind.
Over time, we became even closer. The psychic connection grew
incredibly strong. I felt like he was watching me when I was alone. I
felt that he could hear my thoughts. I remember one night I woke up in
terror as I felt this dark and heavy energy over me. When I became
conscious, I realized it wasn’t human. Moments later he showed up at my
door saying he could feel me. He was so tuned into me. Sometimes I felt I
had no privacy in my own space. When I was pulling away, he would show
up saying all the right things to bring me back into his life. I was
also very connected to him and experienced feeling what he was feeling. I
could especially feel him desiring me sexually and would know when he
would want to make love, as I could feel his presence pulling on my body
to be with him. It felt that my sexual energy was literally being
siphoned at times.
As time went on the abusive patterns kept increasing and the extreme
highs and lows intensified. I became more and more drained as I was
continuously rejected and then pulled back into this “love bite” agenda.
It was like I was being emotionally whiplashed. He would push me away
and then would show affection again opening himself up sexually. I was
so cast under a spell and because of my own vulnerabilities and wounds I
could not get away. I felt such deep love with him and was so addicted
to his charm and alluring, strong presence and also had a deep yearning
to make love with him as it was like nothing I had experienced before.
My entire body was being awakened and I felt my chakra’s and sexual
centers opening in the most profound ways. I was so deeply influenced
believing that our relationship was one of the greatest blessings of my
life. I believed that all his harshness and anger was the tough love I
needed to help me evolve. That these highs and lows were a normal part
of being with a man like this.
When we would come back together after the many intense separations,
it was the most passionate, deeply blissful, ecstatic love I have ever
experienced and he would share with me how much I meant to him and how I
was the most beautiful woman he has ever been with and how I am his
soul mate and that he would take care of me and be in my life forever.
My heart was so open to him and so trusting that I believed him. I
trusted that somewhere within him, he must truly love and care for me.
Yet, every time we separated or spiraled into a drama, it was so intense
and it felt like all his words would go shooting down the drain holding
no meaning at all. I would dive into the darkest places. At times it
felt like I wanted to die. I wouldn’t be able to get out of bed. I had
no energy at all. It felt that without him I was hopeless, meaningless.
My life had no substance and I felt completely paralyzed. No matter
where we stood, his presence would always consume me and I could not let
him go. Even though his words would cut me down, making me feel like I
was nothing, portraying me to be a small, stupid and worthless girl
compared to the “powerful, intelligent, and evolved Christed being” he
was, time and time again I would keep opening myself to him.
It was like I was possessed. I couldn’t see clearly. My solar plexus
would tighten and I could not be without him. I would do anything to win
him back after he would treat me this way. My solar plexus was in so
much pain feeling like it was being tied into a tight knot and pierced
with a flaming red needle time and time again. I would think of him and
cry so deeply it felt my heart was turned inside out and then he would
call me saying he felt me and would somehow make me feel like everything
was okay again. He would apologize, or hear my apology and I would feel
safe again, and I was right back in, opening my heart again. It felt
like I was literally walking on egg shells with him. I had to watch my
every move because I did not want to trigger or upset him in any way. I
got incredibly used to always feeling pain in my chest, not having any
security in my life, but somehow continuously trusting that I was in
good hands. I worked myself to complete exhaustion doing all the
practices and rituals he asked me to do. It felt that I had to do
everything under his watch and approval and that if I didn’t he would
reject me. He would prescribe me practices that made me believe he
really cared for me but now I wonder if it was just a way to fulfill his
own needs and story. I worked 4 jobs at once to save money to travel
across the world in a very short period of time to be with him, only to
be sent back home in despair and heavy guilt and shame feeling it was
“all my fault” and would completely gaslight me time and time again. I
picked up and completely moved my life twice to fly across the world to
be with him, only to last 2 weeks in his presence before another intense
drama would play out.
It allowed myself to become the puppet on his string. I put him
before everything in my life. I alienated myself from my family and my
friends to be with him, I quit my business and jobs and put my finances
in extreme jeopardy to be with him, only to arrive and be manipulated by
his aggression and abused by his unpleased behaviour, as I was never
“enough” for him. I even remember him saying that the only thing I was
good at was making love. His mannerisms were completely incongruent with
his message and desire to support woman. It was months of this back and
forth abuse until some of the women in the work began to catch onto his
harshness and behaviour. After my trip to ********* to be with him, I
felt completely paralyzed and frozen from the trauma I experienced. I
spoke with (*****) and then herself and another woman came out in public
about his narcissistic tendencies, psychopathic behaviour and false
light cult constructs. Later that day I received messages written from
multiple women who had experienced things with P that were out of
alignment. He had been visiting other women in their dreams touching
them sexually, sharing how he had past connections with them in Egypt.
He created situations that tore people apart, casting spells with his
words.
He stole other woman’s work, taking their teachings and using his intelligence to expand and twist them for his own agenda.
(EL–This “copycat” plagerizing behaviour is common for these predators)
The spirits moving through him were feeding off of and manipulating a
list of powerful woman across the globe. After becoming aware of this, I
completely left my body. It was like I was high on Ayahuasca. I was
hallucinating and was experiencing strange body perceptions. I
understand now that I was so traumatized from what I had been through,
that I left my body completely. Everything was swirling around me and I
didn’t know what to do other than ground into Gaia. I began cutting
chords and focusing on really separating from him for good. I became
very sick and my energy was very weak. I was beginning to understand the
severity of the spirit influence and how entangled I was with him. As I
began to disconnect he began messaging me telling me how he could feel
me sexually and that he was receiving pictures of me in his mind.
I did not respond to him, but then shortly after, I was strung in and
felt called to share how I was truly feeling in hopes to bring this all
to an end. He received me and apologized for his behavior, taking
ownership of the spirits moving through him that caused him to minimize
me and treat me like I was dirt and nothing to him. It felt like it was a
real breakthrough and that he was finally owning himself and his
darkness. He humbled himself and shared with me that I was his teacher
of love and said all the right things to win me back again. (Now, I
understand that it was just his – or the being moving behind him-’s way
of making sure I did not add to the fire these women were bringing
forth, because if I had then, surely his veils would have come undone
and the spirits moving behind him would have lost even more power).
Instead, being my love-drunk, addicted and forgiving self, I opened my
heart back to him again. This time I could tangibly feel the spirit
influence moving us together, I heard in my head, “You must go back with
him to help him” as simultaneously my sexual energy was being turned on
by a force outside of myself that was not natural. It was like my
sexual energy was hijacked, but I was aroused by the rush of energy that
I agreed to see him again to work on healing together.
He came to visit me in my home town and within no time he slipped
right back into his patterns of verbal and emotional abuse. He blamed me
for being the one who provoked the women to turn on him. He belittled
me again telling me it was my fault and that if I hadn’t spoken to them
about my experiences in the other country, none of that would have
happened. He reverted back to shaming and guilting me and playing the
role of the “beautiful victim celestial boy” who was hurt and was
justified due to his distorted thinking and blaming. He denied that any
abuse occurred and reverted back to claiming that if it wasn’t for what I
did, he would not have gotten mad at all. He could not take ownership
for the ways he was really abusing me and psychically feeding off these
other women. I became the “Judas” and the one who betrayed him and
another huge drama played out. He had a way that was so good with words
that I believed his words to be true and I was immediately draped with
an immensity of guilt and my solar plexus and heart were taken through
another stabbing, tight sensation episode of great pain. These
narcissistic ploys sucked more and more emotional loosh from me and it
felt like I was slowly killing myself.
When he left my space after we separated for the final time, it was
then that we became aware of the “Love Bite” dynamic in our
relationship. We both read Bernard’s Blog post about Eve Lorgen’s work
and knew right away that this is what was playing out between us.
Immediately he told me I had to heal this within me, implying I was the
only one who carried this host or entity. I began detaching myself and
was still experiencing deep pulls on my solar plexus but it wasn’t as
intense. As soon as I received the awareness, it was like a massive
chord was cut, and I could feel myself coming back into my own energy. I
took space from my teachers and the work and began my healing journey
and research into this phenomena. Months later my teacher reached out
inviting me back into the work. As soon as I was in contact with her, I
had a dream where I was in a room by myself and P’s voice was in my head
speaking to me and the “entity of force” I had felt before was trying
to make love to my body. I was trying to escape, but this energetic
spirit kept touching me and caressing my body. I woke up instantly
knowing that this was just another sign of the energies moving through
him and that I had to cut myself from the teachers connected to him and
this work.
P uses a facade of being involved in the Christ Counsel. Nothing
could be further from the truth. He made me believe I was the center of
his world and then after becoming triggered, would tell me I am nothing
and that I don’t deserve him. To this day I still feel I am being
watched as I unplug myself from the programming and the cluster of
spirits moving behind him that weaved into my life. My solar plexus
still feels pulled on and my nervous system is still rebuilding itself. P
is overshadowed by a demonic psychic vampire and I wish that no one
goes through what I experienced again. I hope that sharing this helps
warn others.
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Testimonial #2
An Eastern European Woman:
I want to share my experience with you if I may? I am looking forward
to any input, if you want. If not, I’m sorry for bothering you really.
I have met a man and we connected instantly. I realize now that at
the time, I was a stupid newbie to spirituality and naive. He helped me
to solve all my troubles.
He hypnotized me in the woods and I was in a trance state with him,
feeling orgasmic just by looking at him. I do not know how to call him,
pagan, (black) magician, shaman or charlatan– but he looked like a
demon, or some alien, and both of us started acting crazy, feeling
amazing dark, sexual energies of some entity. I froze from fear and
cried and begged him to let me go because I thought he’d kill me. It
felt like I had sex with some entity, not with the man, because it
wasn’t physical sex. It felt like bones in my body are twitching and I
was doing really creepy, almost levitating positions spontaneously, that
would be painful to do without trance. After that we felt like we were
weightless.
When I was in a trance he took me on an astral journey or projection
just by putting his hand on my belly button. Or maybe it was kundalini,
and I saw Earth, as a huge astral body (50 times larger than earth, I
thought it was God, lol), universe, rainbow (was that was my astral
chord?), and some beautiful place on some planet that felt like heaven
and I felt oneness. Or was it all just in my soul memory, my home? He
has been evoking visions of occult symbols in me too. We had a
telepathic connection. It felt like I was enlightened. No drugs were
involved in all this, at all, I swear. I don’t have mental illness in
case you wonder.
Physical sex was amazing. He works with meridians points. He put his
hand on my head and deleted my thoughts and went into my mind and all I
saw was bright light and I was drunk on that energy. He has many lovers
and wants orgies too and I was up for it. He says he has sex with people
to liberate them. But he blew me off. He said we can’t continue until
my consciousness rises or else I will fall apart.
He showed me mind-blowing things and suddenly disappeared. Though he
promised me he would teach me everything and called me his student. He
recommended to me some occult books, as he initiated me into it. I was
glamorized by it but felt just used for sex. I have never experienced
any of it before. I didn’t even know about any of this. He talked about
our past lives and how we are soulmates. I thought he was my twin flame
or guru. There were so many signs and synchonicities.
He left me with no explanation of anything. I’ve been possessed with
some entity (or was it his energetic hooks?). I can channel some stupid
threats in Latin that I don’t even know how to speak, but I translate it
later online. I feel very depressed and heavy if I try to repress it,
but if I express it in the hope it’ll go out from me, it doesn’t solve a
problem neither. I even tried doing exorcism on me, but that didn’t
work either.
In our last encounter (I begged to see him) I told him I love him and
he told me it is all my fault because I expected us to be a couple and I
need to solve it on my own, or I should kill myself. He was very mean
to me before too, he basically raped me mentally and I won’t go into
nasty details and really dark parts of story. And I can’t believe I
actually wanted to help him.
Anyway, he suddenly discarded me by cutting all physical contact and
kept contact only online until I stopped it. I’ve never wanted to play
games. He rarely contacts me, but I ignore it. I have no idea what he
wants from me? I live in a quite big city and sometimes I see him
somewhere every few months. Weird coincidence or not? He just stares at
me and then and sends me negative energy. Not to sound paranoid, but I
hope he’s not stalking me. I even avoid going to places where I saw him
before so he’s out of my sight. So I don’t know— how does this keep
happening.
I don’t know what kind of energy work has he done to me and how did
it all happen? He last texted me that this is how I see it: it’s all an
illusion and we’ll see each other when needed, when I’ll be ready, and
how nothing is over. And that he is with me all the time, but not
physically. I ignored him by all means, from then on.
I don’t know how to fully stop telepathy with him. I don’t want to
have dreams about him, but even in lucid dreams he gets in somehow or
takes different form. He puts his belly button on my belly and sucks my
soul out and I find it very hard to wake up. Telling him to stop it,
doesn’t help. I even see his future in my dreams and it turns out to be
completely true. I get attacked by demons in the astral. I don’t know—is
it him too? He also projected in my bedroom with his friends—witches.
He or some entity pulled my soul into the astral against my will. He or
his evil spirits can change energetic blueprint around me and
shape-shift things and play with electromagnetic fields so I really see
my reality changing. Sometimes I’m so tired of it and it feels like I’m
going crazy. Is this supposed to impress me or scare me? Not working.
It’s stupid. I’m not paying attention to it, but I still see it.
I think he has schizophrenia and a narcissistic personality disorder
and thinks he’s a god. He has a harem of woman and does what he did to
me to many women. Though he told me I’m the first one he got to do so
much with, and I’m the closest to what he wants in a woman because I’m
open (I think he meant my aura is open). Since I don’t want anything to
do with him anymore, he’s mad at me and maybe obsessed because he failed
in whatever he wanted. He talks bad about me to other people and tells
lies. Whatever.
At this point, I’ve worked with many healers. Some saying that he is
draining me, that I’m in severe pain, and some say that I have someone’s
soul stuck inside me, or that he took fragments of me for himself. They
tried to help, but it never worked in the long-term.
I cut chords many times and cleaned chakras but I still don’t feel he is
fully out of my system. I built many types of shields. I went
meditating in nature and surrounded myself with wonderful people. I
don’t masturbate on thoughts of him. I deleted and blocked all his
contacts. I pray to god and angels. I’m indifferent about him and I let
go. I burned in fire the things connected to him and I cut my hair off
to symbolically start fresh. What more can I do? I want to be free 100%,
but it doesn’t work. I’m ok for few weeks and everything comes back
again. Why? It’s the same if I do a lot and try to help and fight back,
and it’s the same if I just live and do nothing.
What exactly did he use me for and how likely is it that he will give up
on me forever? Or is it me, is it all just in my head? If I accept
this, I’ll be suffering like this forever. It’s still the same, it
doesn’t go away. I work on my inner child wounds and traumas. I got into
this mess with him in the hopes that I’ll learn how to heal others with
energy and I got tricked by false light. I’ve forgiven him and myself, I
love another man now and I’m in a healthy relationship. I want no harm
to anyone.
I normally worry about other people he’s abusing with his messiah
complex but I can’t do anything about it to stop it. I just live my life
good like I normally do as if I’ve never met him, honest and decent I
hope, trying to be happy and kind to people. I don’t drink, I don’t
smoke, I don’t eat meat but I’m not a saint. I’m a normal person, but my
inner life looks like what I’ve described, not peaceful. I know there
are worse things in life than this, I may sound ungrateful, but it is
what it is.
EL-In response to correspondence about the difficulty of receiving
any kind of help or understanding in the “world of normals” who don’t
have a clue of what is really going on:
I know what you mean. About acadamia and “normal world” institutions.
My guess is that such people are just not aware, they haven’t woken up
yet. So if they are in a place of high authority, such as in academia,
mental hospitals, or any other system, it’s very hard to be heard and be
taken seriously, practically impossible, if your position is “below”
them. They are the ones that lead. I’m sure that some of them are
intelligent enough to know more, but they are afraid about their
reputation (such as my mentor). So it is very hard to get across these
barriers, especially in countries such as mine unfortunately, where
everything revolves around politics, and selfish interests and we’re far
beyond that.
I forgot to say something important when you asked how he chooses his
victims. He operates online mostly and he has many accounts on many
different sites, such as forums about psychology, medicine, video games,
spirituality groups on facebook, dating sites, and so on. He then
contacts people who seem to have some sort of trouble, or manipulates
them into contacting him, and he offers them free help and the rest is
history, as you know.
When I found out he does this on a web-page made for teenagers, I
wanted to report him to the police, but I don’t have any evidence that
he is having sex with minors. He’s not violating the law by being on
that site. (EL Note: with the New Predators the “pedophile programming
often is part of their game at some point)
He also plays a guitar on a street and preys on people who are into
music. Then he starts his brain-washing program on them. He has some
band and they play music all over the country so he meets new people
that way too. You know how some sensitive girls are into musicians.
(He gets into all sort of projects for a good cause. It’s scary.
He talked to me about wanting to volunteer with kids in some art
classes, as he has a Masters degree in Arts. So, basically, sadly, you
get the picture: he is practically everywhere. But he is such an actor
that people have no idea who he really is and they are either being
tricked, or they stepped on the dark side to work for him.
Another form of predation he uses to entrap people is for example, he
takes home abandoned cats on the streets, takes pictures of them and
puts them online, so people call him to adopt kittens. It’s sick how
there are countless ways he uses to get close to people and to appear as
a nice person.
So, yes, of course, I would be thrilled if my experience could save
or help at least one unfortunate soul somewhere. Please, go ahead and
use it. And thank you.
*After a few months she sent me this email about her newfound protection in Jesus Christ:
“The only thing that worked against evil spirits is
quitting everything that is connected to new age or occult (meditations,
visualizations, channelling, readings, lucid dreaming, astral
projections, reading books about aliens, pseudo-science, psychology,
hypnotherapy that embrace elements of new age). I got rid of all such
books and things with symbolism in my home. I completely and honestly
surrendered my life to Christ, repented for my sins, invited him in my
heart, and he restored me through Holy spirit. It helped immediately!
I’ve read the Bible and it gave me answers to all questions I’ve had.
This simple and free solution helped many and I wish I had found it out
sooner. I recommend checking ex new ager Steven Bancarz who explains
this in depth, and other Christian testimonies. I understand not
everyone agrees with this, and no one is to be judged, but those who
truly search God will be set free by this, and will get a new heart. I
hope this helps someone.”
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Stay tuned for upcoming Radio Shows and interviews.
Panel Discussion, “Love Bite Plus” now Subtitled in French
I am happy to share that our Web Panel Discussion Love Bite Plus has been subtitled into French, thanks to the work of Mae. These two panels,
Love Bite Plus, and Hyperdimensional Interference and the Keys to Discernment are now available on her Youtube channel. (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCGXaX4168ElfCHsPOv0sCzg)
– Love Bite + Pannel of 2015 : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=djF31WIB38g
– Hyperdimensional Interferences of 2016 : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9W2b5N82B0E
Love Bite Plus, and Hyperdimensional Interference and the Keys to Discernment are now available on her Youtube channel. (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCGXaX4168ElfCHsPOv0sCzg)
– Love Bite + Pannel of 2015 : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=djF31WIB38g
– Hyperdimensional Interferences of 2016 : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9W2b5N82B0E
Archontic Copy-Cats and Parasite Programs
What are Archons, and why do they “copy”?
A general overview of Archons and their nature can be found in many of the Nag Hammadi Library Gnostic codexes. (See: http://gnosis.org/naghamm/nhlcodex.html)
A summary of the various meanings and connotations of Archons can be viewed in the Gnostic Glossary by L. Carauana—See: http://www.gnosticq.com/az.text/glos.af.html#Anchor-ARCHONS-21683
In short: “- ARCHONS
– The rulers of the Lower Aeons
–
Also called rulers, governors, authorities, guards, gate keepers,
robbers, toll collectors, detainers, judges, pitiless ones, adulterers,
man-eaters, corpse-eaters, fishermen
1. ARCHONS – IN GENERAL
– Yaltabaoth is the Chief Archon and created all the others. See YALTABAOTH.
– According to the Apocryphon of John, there are twelve Archons and their aeons, comprising the Lower Aeons
– Seven heavenly Archons are associated with the seven planetary heavens.
–
Five Archons ‘of the Abyss’ are associated with the five sublunary
realms created by earth, water, air and fire intermixed in the ether.
…and …
7. ARCHONS – ALTERNATE NAMES
– The Archons as toll collectors: “…three of them will seize you –
they who sit (there) as toll collectors…” (Jesus to James, First
Apocalypse of James) “The toll-collector who dwells in the fourth heaven
replied, saying…” (Apocalypse of Paul)
– As judges: James prays as he dies: “Do not give me into the hand
of a judge who is severe with sin!” (First Apocalypse of James)
– As governors and administrators: “The governors and the
administrators possess garments granted only for a time, which do not
last.” (Dialogue of the Saviour)
– As robbers: “This is the tomb of the newly-formed body with which
the robbers had clothed the man, the bond of forgetfulness; and he
became a mortal man.” (Apocalypse of John)
– As pitiless ones: “I have broken the gates of the pitiless ones”
(Sophia of Jesus Christ); “the secure gates of those pitiless ones I
broke” (Trimorphic Protonoia)
– as adulterers: “she (the soul) had given herself to wanton, unfaithful adulterers” (Exegesis on the Soul)
– As man-eaters and fishermen: “For man-eaters will seize us and
swallow us, rejoicing like a fisherman casting a hook into the water.”
(Authoritative Teaching)
– In the sense of man-eaters, the Archons are also corpse-eaters.
They eat the dead (the non-Elect) while the angels of the Upper Aeons,
as truth, eat the living (the Elect) as they ascend: “This world is a
corpse-eater. All the things eaten in it themselves die also. Truth is a
life-eater. Therefore no one nourished by truth will die…” (Gospel of
Philip)
– Archons have souls, but no spirit: “they (the Archons) could not
lay hold of that image, which had appeared to them in the waters,
because of their weakness – since beings that merely possess a soul
cannot lay hold of those that possess a spirit” (Hypostasis of the
Archons)
– Since they have no fullness, they are deficient. Though they
exist at present, they will return to their state of non-existence:
“their end will be like their beginning: from that which did not exist
(they are) to return once again to that which will not be.” (Tripartite
Tractate)
• They are likenesses, copies, imitations, shadows, phantasms and
distorted reflections of the Upper Aeons: “(The Archons) are their (the
Pleromas’) likenesses, copies, shadows, and phantasms, lacking reason
and the light (…). In the manner of a reflection are they beautiful. For
the face of the copy normally takes its beauty from that of which it is
a copy.” (Tripartite Tractate)
– (TO GO) ASTRAY
– Those who ‘go astray’ are caught in the traps and distractions of the Archons, and have not yet recognized the ‘gnosis’.
– If they later recognize the gnosis, they may still be saved (as Penitants)
– “…many go astray on the way.” (Gospel of Philip)
– “those on whom the counterfeit spirit descends are drawn by him and they go astray.” (Apocryphon of John)
– As the penitants: “And I said, ‘Lord, where will the souls of
these go when they have come out of their flesh? (…) Those who have not
known to whom they belong, where will their souls be?’ And he said to
me, ‘In those, the despicable spirit has gained strength when they went
astray. (…) After it comes out of (the body), it is handed over to the
authorities (…), and they bind it with chains and cast it into prison,
and consort with it until it is liberated from the forgetfulness and
acquires knowledge. And if thus it becomes perfect, it is saved (…) It
is not again cast into another flesh.” (Apocryphon of John)
– Those who go astray do not know the difference between perishable
and imperishable: “Now a difference existed among the imperishable
aeons. Let us, then, consider (it) this way: Everything that came from
the perishable will perish, since it came from the perishable. Whatever
came from imperishableness will not perish but will become imperishable,
since it came from imperishableness. So, many men went astray because
they had not known this difference; that is, they died.” (Eugnostos the
Blessed)
– The flesh of ‘non-understanding’ leads us astray. Jesus: “I do
not speak of the flesh in which you dwell, but the flesh of
non-understanding which exists in ignorance, which leads astray many
from the of my Father.” (First Book of Jeu)
***
The term copycat has been used in only relatively recent times, but
may have originated with some of Shakespeare’s writings. (See: http://www.slate.com/articles/news_and_politics/explainer/2011/08/what_a_copycat.html
The Archons nature is filled with spiritual ignorance, and envy, and like Jesus said,(paraphrased) “They were liars and thieves from the beginning”.
They aim to steal, copy, exploit, control, corrupt and harvest by
leading astray those who have not remembered and acted upon their true
spiritual origin, (gnosis). They are compelled to act like parasites,
infecting, copying themselves within their hosts, until the hosts become
corrupted, and “copied out” to run the archons programs for them, and
reproduce their parasitic behaviors like embedded programs.
Imitators and Parasite Infected Trolls in Social Media
So how might this be playing out in today’s world, particularly with
social media technologies in particular? How can we recognize how this
takes place in everyday terms, lifestyles and psychology?
After being confronted with several cases of alien love bites and
other archontic infected machinations through certain people, I was
inspired to write this post on Facebook:
“My next article and web panel discussion will be on Archontic copy
cat programs, and how mind controlled, entity infected people running
these programs use others work to promote themselves and smear others
reputation with their stupidity.”
It never ceases to amaze me at the effectiveness of mind control,
conditioning programs and corrupted beliefs to completely hoodwink and
lead people astray. You see, the mind control doesn’t have to take the
form of some overt MK-Ultra handled and trauma tortured person in a
ritual abuse cult, in order for them to act out “programs” of the
controllers, Archontic parasites, reptilian entities, demons or
whatever is working through them. On the contrary, sometimes those who
have been more heavily handled and tortured, tend to be the ones that
cannot be controlled more easily by the generic conditioning population
control methods for the “average intelligence” and spiritually
“lukewarm” people. This is something that alien abduction researchers
such as Barbara Bartholic, myself, James Bartley and Karla Turner have
noticed with many “alien abductees”. It was often those people who were
specifically targeted with an extra dose of abuse, interference,
programming and control to be kept in line with the Archontic control
system over humanity. These persons were interfered with more heavily
and used as lab rats to develop and streamline the best control systems
by the shadow “breakaway” groups implementing these occult control
systems on humanity. Most of these individuals—original abductees—
remained relatively unknown for their real lives and “abilities”, while
some who are “parasited” and running the alien or MK Ultra occult
programming tended to be the big famous people. Or those who are high up
in alphabet soup agencies, occult organizations, aerospace, academia
and entertainment. It just works that way for the most part. The more
heavy an influence a position will have, the more likely the person at
the top is already controlled by these archontic parasite programs.
The media is chock full of these Archontic infected trolls and
imitators whose sole function is to skew the true statistical presence
of real discussion, opinions and truth that originals will make known.
Some may refer to these trolls as “bots” which may not even be real
people, but programs designed to react to specific topics, memes or
discussions. I found it alarming that for having only a scarce 194
friends on Facebook, I had assigned to me nearly thirty Facebook
security fake profiles and people who apparently stalk certain groups
regularly without being real “friends” on Facebook. (I have since
deleted my Facebook account) And when you effort to block them, Facebook
security won’t let you! And if this tactic doesn’t work to discourage
originals from writing and discussing apparently “subversively tagged”
material, the Archontic infected imitators and parasites start posting
material on the internet whose real purpose is to malign and taint the
reputation of originals and truth telling folks.
I found this video on Youtube describing typical, reptilian targeting troll tactics. This is the description of the video:
“Published on Jan 6, 2017
“Mirrored Original” The Dynamics Of Realm Piracy – Case Example 2Circles YT channel
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sWhXX... The Solution
Only the strong finish the journey. What is most important to survive this adventure are:
-Willpower
-Physical strength
-Emotional control
-Spiritual perspective
Willpower
-Daily cold showers
-Meditation to cultivate the inner silence (Spirit ignition)
-Heavy weight lifting
-Fasting
Physical strength
This strengthens the pull of the soul on the body. Comes with a
feeling of confidence and overall well being and makes it much more
difficult for entities to weaken you psychologically/emotionally. Easy
gymnastics won’t do it, you have to push your limits.
Emotional control
Having strong emotional self control is absolutely vital for
remaining uninfluenced by forces that prey on our emotions. This is
achieved by constant honest self-observation, correction and maturing.
And ALWAYS being aware that there ARE those that prey on our
emotions. Knowing and accepting that is half the battle won. Knowing
that you are about to be manipulated into a fight, prevents it right away. Knowing that you were manipulated into one, makes it easier to deal with it afterwards.
Spiritual perspective
You are not your body, not your name, not your life story. You
are a soul that had hundreds of experiences like that. No one and
nothing in this reality can do the REAL YOU any harm.
Always remember this when being challenged and provoked. It’s not you that gets attacked, but merely your Matrix Avatar Toon.
You take no damage when Super Mario gets killed by a turtle.
Neither does the real you take damage when a matrix lizard attacks your avatar. It’s just a game.
***
It happens more often than one would think, but most people don’t
recognize the reptilian signature, the psychic mind reading,
synchronistic component of “timed reptilian assaults” online. Of course
this can happen in person in different ways, but is more common online.
I’ve had these occur in several ways, often time in a multiple hit
format, in person with some social interaction, online emails or forum
remarks, Facebook etc. It’s how it is orchestrated seemingly from a
hyper-dimensional perspective, perhaps with the assistance of artificial
intelligence mediated through the internet utilizing the “troll matrix
characters” to carry out their archontic programmed, parasite
functions.”
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sKPkIaO7IGU
There are also Facebook “copycat social media programs”, where you
get some email invitation from a friend or email address you recognize,
and to get the message, you have to open a link and it immediately
copies your FB profile and by just clicking on the link to try to read
the message, it automatically sets up your social media page, (without
permission) after which you start receiving numerous invitations,
messages and so on. Then when you go to delete the account or
unsubscribe, it pops up a page where you have to accept their cookies in
order to delete your page! Unbelievable!
I’m sure many have made initial purchases for online dating
networking only to realize that it won’t let you unsubscribe or remove
your profile from public view. Even if you call their contact number
several times, it keeps charging your credit card. Apparently to delete
your subscription you have to find a specific email they send with a
slew of other junk emails that fill up your box so much you cannot find
the one email with the fine print hidden in a way you cannot easily find
the “Do not continue, unsubscribe” option. It is insane and deceptive,
and what is worse is that when you do manage to speak to a “real person”
through a phone contact number, they justify the corrupt, deceptive
business tactics and make you wrong and “feel guilty and shamed” for not
consenting to be endlessly charged. Archontic copy cats just following
orders from their controllers of course….
It makes you think that people who promote these things have been
archontically “copied out” having lost their soul and moral compass, so
they normalize fraudulent business operations in the name of technology
or, “its just a job”.
Spam emails are similar in that they try to make it irresistible to
not click on a link that tells you money has been deposited into your
Pay Pal account, after which it is yet another scam to steal personal
information. One has to wonder the minds who create such scams, spam and
crime businesses, and if they too are nothing but Archontic copied out
“back drop people” whose sole purpose is to carry out their copycat
parasite program, in such a way that it looks “normal”. IT IS NOT
NORMAL. Nor is it human or whatever were original humans? The serpent
seed? Who knows…
The sad thing about the increase in scams, and all manner of
deceitful crimes is that it causes one to be suspicious and distrusting.
It is not always safe to “help” someone in need or on the side of the
road for example, especially for a woman.
Now I know there are good people out there who give, are volunteers
for many organizations, and I also know people who were inspired to
give, during the holidays for example —to a particular Christmas gift
giving Facebook group for the local poor in their community. And they
got caught into a scam. These generous people, in one case, were told a
sob story of how the recipient man is a poor unemployed widower with
kids to support who desperately needed help. Turned out that the poor
widower was a meth addict, crack head, leeching off easily duped people
to collect as many “gift cards” as possible for himself. So we really
have to ask ourselves, how can we still be able to give and live
according to positive spiritual laws, and still maintain discernment so
that you “know” when you’ve been targeted for a scam or dishonest
business practices? (Or sexual predators on dating sites…)
You see, people would like to give and live in generous ways where
they don’t have to be afraid of being ripped off, hurt or left in
dangerous situations. It’s also true that as the economic depression
increases, the number of scams and illegal business operations
(including sex trafficking and human slavery) increase along with the
reversing of the moral compass “just to survive”. If you ask me, it is
all engineered by the same Archontic predators so that people have less
and less chances to get out of their reptilian brain and out of the trap
of poverty consciousness.
A key point to observe also, is how many businesses which require
some sort of agreement, where the real important parts are in the fine
print, which is really a form of entrapment, or what we now call
“agreement of entrapment”, that legally binds you to their deceitful
thievery and access to you or your personal information. This is why
creating statements of non-consent and declarations of non consent may
be helpful. A sample “Declaration of Non-Consent” can be viewed here:
http://www.sovereignki.com/declaration-of-non-consent
These agreements of entrapment extend beyond “signing forms or
agreements” for purchases, job confidentialities or online social media.
These agreements of entrapment are carried out within our own belief
systems, and how we can get sucked into feelings of guilt, shame and
obligation that in reality is not our own “stuff”, but projections and
manipulations by others who don’t deal with their stuff–who are expert
manipulators. See my previous article on Cleaning Up Others Messes—When is Enough?
http://evelorgen.com/wp/news/cleaning-up-others-messes-when-is-enough/
This is ultimately a lesson on Boundaries, if we want to be free and unharmed from predators acting out archontic programs.
Spiritual Warfare is about Soul Harvesting
It is not all black and white however, as there are so many programs
and unimaginable activities going on that the average, easily distracted
person may never become aware of it, and be counted in as easily
“harvestable material” by the ones who lay claim on their human souls.
Most of the population won’t notice these covert shadow government,
breakaway and “alien” engineered activities but the abductees and
milabs—especially those with supernatural abilities and higher IQ’s tend
to be monitored, targeted and tweaked like canaries in a coal mine so
that the rest of the population will be easily controlled in comparison
and not even know they are enslaved and manipulated. All for the harvest
of course. It is a spiritual war and never forget that.
Some may prefer to perceive this as some kind of spiritual evolution,
or ascension cycle. But if you ask me, it’s not quite that simple. The
complexity lies in the Archontic infection, “imitators of humans” and
artificial intelligence “beast” technologies which have hijacked so many
systems that the probability of people waking up, as time proceeds is
becoming less likely. (At least if life continues in this fashion.)
Excepting for the few, the brave, unrelenting truth seekers whose
determination to seek the truth, live the example through their
originality and shining goodness of their beingness. Not copy-cats.
The Loss of Discernment and Skewing of Moral Compass
Unfortunately our Earth history, religions and values have been so
corrupted and in some cases, completely reversed. People who do not
listen or follow their own spiritual intuition—and do the real healing
work, called self-responsibility— are easily taken over by the false
copy-cat programs and parasites without even knowing it has hijacked
them. They lose their spiritual discernment, and often fall into either
the victim or predator role. Their moral compass is often skewed by this
point and now they are operating on behaviors, compulsions and beliefs
that justify the ”the archontic parasite programs”. It is these
individuals who tend to copy-cat the “creative originals”, or promote
themselves using others’ accomplishments to flagellate their own egos,
businesses, and compulsive self-justifications.
This is sad, infuriating and disgusting. I see how something real and
genuine such as “interdimensional interference, alien manipulation and
high technology, black magic operations really do happen, and yet the
parasited “copy cats” and emotionally, spiritually weak and
intellectually ignorant people will use every excuse to essentially say,
“the devil made me do it”—it’s his/her fault and I’m a poor victim and
he/she is the monster doing all of this to me.” Not only that, but I’ve
directly observed how the whining victim claiming an “alien love bite”
through corrupted New Age beliefs and practice in reptilian manipulated,
neo-tantric sexual practices completely put themselves in harm’s way
through lack of discernment. Or excessive drug use like methamphetamine
or “crack”. This thus enables the predator/abuser to be and act out what
they are with free reign, while both are essentially playing the
whining victim card, etc.
What I see is the failure of many to understand some basic spiritual
laws, and how their own lack of healing, false beliefs, egotistical
desires and mind controlled behaviors led them straight into the
predators den, until they too started acting like energy vampires! You
know, the old vampire tales of how the “victim gets bitten” and turns
into a vampire themselves may not be completely untrue—unless the victim
heals, learns true spiritual laws and takes personal responsibility to
reconnect with their real Spirit instead of the Archon parasites, and
false programs of the copy-cats playing gods—or humans. Since, after
all, we are often dealing with something that is no longer human, per
se, but pretenders who are in actuality predators who tend to exhibit
psychopathic, narcissistic, vampiric tendencies. Some can be quite
charming, and alluring in sexuality, carrying out the “reptilian sexual
predations and tactics” of false twin flames, kundalini activation,
bliss and the characteristic alien love bite/Dark Cupid dynamics. (See: The Love Bite: Alien Interference in Human Love Relationships (https://www.amazon.com/Love-Bite-Alien-Interference-Relationships/dp/0967773709/)
and The Dark Side of Cupid: Love Affairs, The Supernatural and Energy Vampirism by Eve Lorgen (https://www.amazon.com/Dark-Side-Cupid-Supernatural-Vampirism/dp/0967799546/ref=pd_sim_14_1?_encoding=UTF8&pd_rd_i=0967799546&pd_rd_r=G6G7DQCTHWE48RG0RCBX&pd_rd_w=jfWB6&pd_rd_wg=qloXp&psc=1&refRID=G6G7DQCTHWE48RG0RCBX
This is often an X-rated topic all its own which, at some point, we
will address in an upcoming Web Panel discussion where we elaborate more
on the reptilian sexual predations and abilities.
So much can be learned through a basic understanding of human
psychology, trauma, addictions, genuine spiritual laws and ethics. And, I
must admit, that many of us who have had any sort of traumatic
experiences related to the “alien love bite”, or anomalous
hyperdimensional interferences, such as mind control, sorcery attacks,
targeting, or even MK Ultra programs, we realize that hindsight is 20/20
vision.
Hope, Self-Forgiveness and Humility
It is easy to be angry, blaming, and self-pitying when these kinds of
traumatic experiences happen to us over and over again. We can fall
into a kind of hopelessness to give up when we see this day in and day
out. We may choose to numb ourselves, isolate or self-medicate with all
manner of distractions or even addictions. We may just normalize the
“dysfunction” of it all, believing it is “just the way it is”, while
actually perpetuating and creating these beliefs and patterns in our
reality.
But I know that this is not the solution. Hope is here, and people
are waking up, healing, taking personal responsibility and helping
others. We just have to go deep enough inside ourselves, be humble and
willing enough to feel, connect, self-forgive and allow the wisdom of
our Spirit to move at the pace of what is right for us. We are all in
different places, from different family systems, cultures and age
groups.
Guilt, Shame and “Dysfunctional Family Loyalties”
This brings me to the topic of how family or group loyalties can
affect our discriminating wisdom and hinder the opening up of
opportunity to ultimate freedom.
One thing I have observed that is often a stumbling block to healing,
integration and awareness of our “Spiritual higher Self” is the lack of
understanding of “agreements of entrapment” . The key is to understand
how our own trapped emotions and deep beliefs about “what we should do
or be” imprison us to remain victims of continual manipulation by hyper
dimensional forces, or our own subconscious minds, family systems and
“curses”. In essence,
The entire spiritual manipulation system and agreements of
entrapment seem to lie in how we allow guilt, shame, family loyalties
and obligations to keep us tied to someone, thing, or group etc ., whose
only job is to drag us down energetically and vibrationally such that
we too may get spiritually harvested or used as archontic puppets to be
recycled endlessly.
We actually see this family loyalty obligation heavily in “Mafia
families” and Illuminati Bloodline families to the extent that those who
choose to break away from “their handlers and abusers—who have used
them to promote crime and other “agendas”, are shamed with guilt,
punished and left to the wolves, homeless, sometimes medically and
financially compromised or reputations smeared. This ties in with the
psychopathology of narcissistic abuse, and how cult abuse creates
innumerable agreements of entrapment for manipulation.
Why is this insistence of the “obligation to loyalties so impressed
upon families or even “specific fraternal groups, cults or alphabet soup
agencies?” Think about it, if you are in recovery, lets say from any
kind of drug or alcohol addiction, recovering from any kind of sexual
abuse, narcissistic cult abuse etc., the single most important action to
take to recover is the NO CONTACT RULE, and of course to not “use” the
substance of abuse. One of the most difficult things for people in
recovery is the complete change in not only their drinking or drug
habits but their social lifestyle, relationships and maybe even their
careers. When family loyalties keep them locked into guilt and shame, or
normalize dysfunctional behaviors, they are left wide open to be
manipulated by the same dark forces that caused them to become
self-medicating addicts to begin with. Guilt and shame are the most
common means in which “the dark side” creates agreements of entrapment
to ensure they have souls to exploit, manipulate and ultimately, if
possible, to harvest for their own use.
In some Buddhist texts such as Zurchunpa’s Testament (Dilgo
Khyentse Rinpoche, Snowlion Publications, 2006) it is suggested, if not
required, to detach from ones own family and country of origin, if the
enlightenment seeking yogi wishes to become free from the cycles of
samsara. It is also suggested to keep the company of excellent friends
who abide by virtue. Pride, attachment, aversion and distractions are
the enemies of true freedom. And, “If you do not practice the moment faith arises, there will be no end to the jobs you have to do.” (Pg.33)
Faith from the Buddhist perspective, is actually the number one key
to finding and practicing the Dharma. Dharma is essentially the
teachings of truth. Awareness of truth happens through faith, practicing
virtue, taking the time to meditate in awareness and contemplate the
true causes and effects of what is perceived in reality. My only
criticisms regarding classical Buddhist instructions are the lack of
clarification of human psychology, interpersonal relations and
contemporary issues on anomalous experiences. There is also a kind of
idolized over culturalization of Asian traditions, which often reflect
some forms of archontic infection such as gender inequality, and hive
minded assumptions holding group loyalties. Buddhist groups, just like
any other religious groups and cults can be just as vulnerable to mind
control programming and “archontic infection” as any other, unless the
truth seeking yogi really remembers their true spiritual origins. By
this time, they often remain unnamed and anonymous, living through the
spontaneous wisdom of the Spirit.
A general overview of Archons and their nature can be found in many of the Nag Hammadi Library Gnostic codexes. (See: http://gnosis.org/naghamm/nhlcodex.html)
A summary of the various meanings and connotations of Archons can be viewed in the Gnostic Glossary by L. Carauana—See: http://www.gnosticq.com/az.text/glos.af.html#Anchor-ARCHONS-21683
In short: “- ARCHONS
– The rulers of the Lower Aeons
–
Also called rulers, governors, authorities, guards, gate keepers,
robbers, toll collectors, detainers, judges, pitiless ones, adulterers,
man-eaters, corpse-eaters, fishermen
1. ARCHONS – IN GENERAL
– Yaltabaoth is the Chief Archon and created all the others. See YALTABAOTH.
– According to the Apocryphon of John, there are twelve Archons and their aeons, comprising the Lower Aeons
– Seven heavenly Archons are associated with the seven planetary heavens.
–
Five Archons ‘of the Abyss’ are associated with the five sublunary
realms created by earth, water, air and fire intermixed in the ether.
…and …
7. ARCHONS – ALTERNATE NAMES
– The Archons as toll collectors: “…three of them will seize you –
they who sit (there) as toll collectors…” (Jesus to James, First
Apocalypse of James) “The toll-collector who dwells in the fourth heaven
replied, saying…” (Apocalypse of Paul)
– As judges: James prays as he dies: “Do not give me into the hand
of a judge who is severe with sin!” (First Apocalypse of James)
– As governors and administrators: “The governors and the
administrators possess garments granted only for a time, which do not
last.” (Dialogue of the Saviour)
– As robbers: “This is the tomb of the newly-formed body with which
the robbers had clothed the man, the bond of forgetfulness; and he
became a mortal man.” (Apocalypse of John)
– As pitiless ones: “I have broken the gates of the pitiless ones”
(Sophia of Jesus Christ); “the secure gates of those pitiless ones I
broke” (Trimorphic Protonoia)
– as adulterers: “she (the soul) had given herself to wanton, unfaithful adulterers” (Exegesis on the Soul)
– As man-eaters and fishermen: “For man-eaters will seize us and
swallow us, rejoicing like a fisherman casting a hook into the water.”
(Authoritative Teaching)
– In the sense of man-eaters, the Archons are also corpse-eaters.
They eat the dead (the non-Elect) while the angels of the Upper Aeons,
as truth, eat the living (the Elect) as they ascend: “This world is a
corpse-eater. All the things eaten in it themselves die also. Truth is a
life-eater. Therefore no one nourished by truth will die…” (Gospel of
Philip)
– Archons have souls, but no spirit: “they (the Archons) could not
lay hold of that image, which had appeared to them in the waters,
because of their weakness – since beings that merely possess a soul
cannot lay hold of those that possess a spirit” (Hypostasis of the
Archons)
– Since they have no fullness, they are deficient. Though they
exist at present, they will return to their state of non-existence:
“their end will be like their beginning: from that which did not exist
(they are) to return once again to that which will not be.” (Tripartite
Tractate)
• They are likenesses, copies, imitations, shadows, phantasms and
distorted reflections of the Upper Aeons: “(The Archons) are their (the
Pleromas’) likenesses, copies, shadows, and phantasms, lacking reason
and the light (…). In the manner of a reflection are they beautiful. For
the face of the copy normally takes its beauty from that of which it is
a copy.” (Tripartite Tractate)
– (TO GO) ASTRAY
– Those who ‘go astray’ are caught in the traps and distractions of the Archons, and have not yet recognized the ‘gnosis’.
– If they later recognize the gnosis, they may still be saved (as Penitants)
– “…many go astray on the way.” (Gospel of Philip)
– “those on whom the counterfeit spirit descends are drawn by him and they go astray.” (Apocryphon of John)
– As the penitants: “And I said, ‘Lord, where will the souls of
these go when they have come out of their flesh? (…) Those who have not
known to whom they belong, where will their souls be?’ And he said to
me, ‘In those, the despicable spirit has gained strength when they went
astray. (…) After it comes out of (the body), it is handed over to the
authorities (…), and they bind it with chains and cast it into prison,
and consort with it until it is liberated from the forgetfulness and
acquires knowledge. And if thus it becomes perfect, it is saved (…) It
is not again cast into another flesh.” (Apocryphon of John)
– Those who go astray do not know the difference between perishable
and imperishable: “Now a difference existed among the imperishable
aeons. Let us, then, consider (it) this way: Everything that came from
the perishable will perish, since it came from the perishable. Whatever
came from imperishableness will not perish but will become imperishable,
since it came from imperishableness. So, many men went astray because
they had not known this difference; that is, they died.” (Eugnostos the
Blessed)
– The flesh of ‘non-understanding’ leads us astray. Jesus: “I do
not speak of the flesh in which you dwell, but the flesh of
non-understanding which exists in ignorance, which leads astray many
from the of my Father.” (First Book of Jeu)
***
The term copycat has been used in only relatively recent times, but
may have originated with some of Shakespeare’s writings. (See: http://www.slate.com/articles/news_and_politics/explainer/2011/08/what_a_copycat.html
The Archons nature is filled with spiritual ignorance, and envy, and like Jesus said,(paraphrased) “They were liars and thieves from the beginning”.
They aim to steal, copy, exploit, control, corrupt and harvest by
leading astray those who have not remembered and acted upon their true
spiritual origin, (gnosis). They are compelled to act like parasites,
infecting, copying themselves within their hosts, until the hosts become
corrupted, and “copied out” to run the archons programs for them, and
reproduce their parasitic behaviors like embedded programs.
Imitators and Parasite Infected Trolls in Social Media
So how might this be playing out in today’s world, particularly with
social media technologies in particular? How can we recognize how this
takes place in everyday terms, lifestyles and psychology?
After being confronted with several cases of alien love bites and
other archontic infected machinations through certain people, I was
inspired to write this post on Facebook:
“My next article and web panel discussion will be on Archontic copy
cat programs, and how mind controlled, entity infected people running
these programs use others work to promote themselves and smear others
reputation with their stupidity.”
It never ceases to amaze me at the effectiveness of mind control,
conditioning programs and corrupted beliefs to completely hoodwink and
lead people astray. You see, the mind control doesn’t have to take the
form of some overt MK-Ultra handled and trauma tortured person in a
ritual abuse cult, in order for them to act out “programs” of the
controllers, Archontic parasites, reptilian entities, demons or
whatever is working through them. On the contrary, sometimes those who
have been more heavily handled and tortured, tend to be the ones that
cannot be controlled more easily by the generic conditioning population
control methods for the “average intelligence” and spiritually
“lukewarm” people. This is something that alien abduction researchers
such as Barbara Bartholic, myself, James Bartley and Karla Turner have
noticed with many “alien abductees”. It was often those people who were
specifically targeted with an extra dose of abuse, interference,
programming and control to be kept in line with the Archontic control
system over humanity. These persons were interfered with more heavily
and used as lab rats to develop and streamline the best control systems
by the shadow “breakaway” groups implementing these occult control
systems on humanity. Most of these individuals—original abductees—
remained relatively unknown for their real lives and “abilities”, while
some who are “parasited” and running the alien or MK Ultra occult
programming tended to be the big famous people. Or those who are high up
in alphabet soup agencies, occult organizations, aerospace, academia
and entertainment. It just works that way for the most part. The more
heavy an influence a position will have, the more likely the person at
the top is already controlled by these archontic parasite programs.
The media is chock full of these Archontic infected trolls and
imitators whose sole function is to skew the true statistical presence
of real discussion, opinions and truth that originals will make known.
Some may refer to these trolls as “bots” which may not even be real
people, but programs designed to react to specific topics, memes or
discussions. I found it alarming that for having only a scarce 194
friends on Facebook, I had assigned to me nearly thirty Facebook
security fake profiles and people who apparently stalk certain groups
regularly without being real “friends” on Facebook. (I have since
deleted my Facebook account) And when you effort to block them, Facebook
security won’t let you! And if this tactic doesn’t work to discourage
originals from writing and discussing apparently “subversively tagged”
material, the Archontic infected imitators and parasites start posting
material on the internet whose real purpose is to malign and taint the
reputation of originals and truth telling folks.
I found this video on Youtube describing typical, reptilian targeting troll tactics. This is the description of the video:
“Published on Jan 6, 2017
“Mirrored Original” The Dynamics Of Realm Piracy – Case Example 2Circles YT channel
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sWhXX... The Solution
Only the strong finish the journey. What is most important to survive this adventure are:
-Willpower
-Physical strength
-Emotional control
-Spiritual perspective
Willpower
-Daily cold showers
-Meditation to cultivate the inner silence (Spirit ignition)
-Heavy weight lifting
-Fasting
Physical strength
This strengthens the pull of the soul on the body. Comes with a
feeling of confidence and overall well being and makes it much more
difficult for entities to weaken you psychologically/emotionally. Easy
gymnastics won’t do it, you have to push your limits.
Emotional control
Having strong emotional self control is absolutely vital for
remaining uninfluenced by forces that prey on our emotions. This is
achieved by constant honest self-observation, correction and maturing.
And ALWAYS being aware that there ARE those that prey on our
emotions. Knowing and accepting that is half the battle won. Knowing
that you are about to be manipulated into a fight, prevents it right away. Knowing that you were manipulated into one, makes it easier to deal with it afterwards.
Spiritual perspective
You are not your body, not your name, not your life story. You
are a soul that had hundreds of experiences like that. No one and
nothing in this reality can do the REAL YOU any harm.
Always remember this when being challenged and provoked. It’s not you that gets attacked, but merely your Matrix Avatar Toon.
You take no damage when Super Mario gets killed by a turtle.
Neither does the real you take damage when a matrix lizard attacks your avatar. It’s just a game.
***
It happens more often than one would think, but most people don’t
recognize the reptilian signature, the psychic mind reading,
synchronistic component of “timed reptilian assaults” online. Of course
this can happen in person in different ways, but is more common online.
I’ve had these occur in several ways, often time in a multiple hit
format, in person with some social interaction, online emails or forum
remarks, Facebook etc. It’s how it is orchestrated seemingly from a
hyper-dimensional perspective, perhaps with the assistance of artificial
intelligence mediated through the internet utilizing the “troll matrix
characters” to carry out their archontic programmed, parasite
functions.”
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sKPkIaO7IGU
There are also Facebook “copycat social media programs”, where you
get some email invitation from a friend or email address you recognize,
and to get the message, you have to open a link and it immediately
copies your FB profile and by just clicking on the link to try to read
the message, it automatically sets up your social media page, (without
permission) after which you start receiving numerous invitations,
messages and so on. Then when you go to delete the account or
unsubscribe, it pops up a page where you have to accept their cookies in
order to delete your page! Unbelievable!
I’m sure many have made initial purchases for online dating
networking only to realize that it won’t let you unsubscribe or remove
your profile from public view. Even if you call their contact number
several times, it keeps charging your credit card. Apparently to delete
your subscription you have to find a specific email they send with a
slew of other junk emails that fill up your box so much you cannot find
the one email with the fine print hidden in a way you cannot easily find
the “Do not continue, unsubscribe” option. It is insane and deceptive,
and what is worse is that when you do manage to speak to a “real person”
through a phone contact number, they justify the corrupt, deceptive
business tactics and make you wrong and “feel guilty and shamed” for not
consenting to be endlessly charged. Archontic copy cats just following
orders from their controllers of course….
It makes you think that people who promote these things have been
archontically “copied out” having lost their soul and moral compass, so
they normalize fraudulent business operations in the name of technology
or, “its just a job”.
Spam emails are similar in that they try to make it irresistible to
not click on a link that tells you money has been deposited into your
Pay Pal account, after which it is yet another scam to steal personal
information. One has to wonder the minds who create such scams, spam and
crime businesses, and if they too are nothing but Archontic copied out
“back drop people” whose sole purpose is to carry out their copycat
parasite program, in such a way that it looks “normal”. IT IS NOT
NORMAL. Nor is it human or whatever were original humans? The serpent
seed? Who knows…
The sad thing about the increase in scams, and all manner of
deceitful crimes is that it causes one to be suspicious and distrusting.
It is not always safe to “help” someone in need or on the side of the
road for example, especially for a woman.
Now I know there are good people out there who give, are volunteers
for many organizations, and I also know people who were inspired to
give, during the holidays for example —to a particular Christmas gift
giving Facebook group for the local poor in their community. And they
got caught into a scam. These generous people, in one case, were told a
sob story of how the recipient man is a poor unemployed widower with
kids to support who desperately needed help. Turned out that the poor
widower was a meth addict, crack head, leeching off easily duped people
to collect as many “gift cards” as possible for himself. So we really
have to ask ourselves, how can we still be able to give and live
according to positive spiritual laws, and still maintain discernment so
that you “know” when you’ve been targeted for a scam or dishonest
business practices? (Or sexual predators on dating sites…)
You see, people would like to give and live in generous ways where
they don’t have to be afraid of being ripped off, hurt or left in
dangerous situations. It’s also true that as the economic depression
increases, the number of scams and illegal business operations
(including sex trafficking and human slavery) increase along with the
reversing of the moral compass “just to survive”. If you ask me, it is
all engineered by the same Archontic predators so that people have less
and less chances to get out of their reptilian brain and out of the trap
of poverty consciousness.
A key point to observe also, is how many businesses which require
some sort of agreement, where the real important parts are in the fine
print, which is really a form of entrapment, or what we now call
“agreement of entrapment”, that legally binds you to their deceitful
thievery and access to you or your personal information. This is why
creating statements of non-consent and declarations of non consent may
be helpful. A sample “Declaration of Non-Consent” can be viewed here:
http://www.sovereignki.com/declaration-of-non-consent
These agreements of entrapment extend beyond “signing forms or
agreements” for purchases, job confidentialities or online social media.
These agreements of entrapment are carried out within our own belief
systems, and how we can get sucked into feelings of guilt, shame and
obligation that in reality is not our own “stuff”, but projections and
manipulations by others who don’t deal with their stuff–who are expert
manipulators. See my previous article on Cleaning Up Others Messes—When is Enough?
http://evelorgen.com/wp/news/cleaning-up-others-messes-when-is-enough/
This is ultimately a lesson on Boundaries, if we want to be free and unharmed from predators acting out archontic programs.
Spiritual Warfare is about Soul Harvesting
It is not all black and white however, as there are so many programs
and unimaginable activities going on that the average, easily distracted
person may never become aware of it, and be counted in as easily
“harvestable material” by the ones who lay claim on their human souls.
Most of the population won’t notice these covert shadow government,
breakaway and “alien” engineered activities but the abductees and
milabs—especially those with supernatural abilities and higher IQ’s tend
to be monitored, targeted and tweaked like canaries in a coal mine so
that the rest of the population will be easily controlled in comparison
and not even know they are enslaved and manipulated. All for the harvest
of course. It is a spiritual war and never forget that.
Some may prefer to perceive this as some kind of spiritual evolution,
or ascension cycle. But if you ask me, it’s not quite that simple. The
complexity lies in the Archontic infection, “imitators of humans” and
artificial intelligence “beast” technologies which have hijacked so many
systems that the probability of people waking up, as time proceeds is
becoming less likely. (At least if life continues in this fashion.)
Excepting for the few, the brave, unrelenting truth seekers whose
determination to seek the truth, live the example through their
originality and shining goodness of their beingness. Not copy-cats.
The Loss of Discernment and Skewing of Moral Compass
Unfortunately our Earth history, religions and values have been so
corrupted and in some cases, completely reversed. People who do not
listen or follow their own spiritual intuition—and do the real healing
work, called self-responsibility— are easily taken over by the false
copy-cat programs and parasites without even knowing it has hijacked
them. They lose their spiritual discernment, and often fall into either
the victim or predator role. Their moral compass is often skewed by this
point and now they are operating on behaviors, compulsions and beliefs
that justify the ”the archontic parasite programs”. It is these
individuals who tend to copy-cat the “creative originals”, or promote
themselves using others’ accomplishments to flagellate their own egos,
businesses, and compulsive self-justifications.
This is sad, infuriating and disgusting. I see how something real and
genuine such as “interdimensional interference, alien manipulation and
high technology, black magic operations really do happen, and yet the
parasited “copy cats” and emotionally, spiritually weak and
intellectually ignorant people will use every excuse to essentially say,
“the devil made me do it”—it’s his/her fault and I’m a poor victim and
he/she is the monster doing all of this to me.” Not only that, but I’ve
directly observed how the whining victim claiming an “alien love bite”
through corrupted New Age beliefs and practice in reptilian manipulated,
neo-tantric sexual practices completely put themselves in harm’s way
through lack of discernment. Or excessive drug use like methamphetamine
or “crack”. This thus enables the predator/abuser to be and act out what
they are with free reign, while both are essentially playing the
whining victim card, etc.
What I see is the failure of many to understand some basic spiritual
laws, and how their own lack of healing, false beliefs, egotistical
desires and mind controlled behaviors led them straight into the
predators den, until they too started acting like energy vampires! You
know, the old vampire tales of how the “victim gets bitten” and turns
into a vampire themselves may not be completely untrue—unless the victim
heals, learns true spiritual laws and takes personal responsibility to
reconnect with their real Spirit instead of the Archon parasites, and
false programs of the copy-cats playing gods—or humans. Since, after
all, we are often dealing with something that is no longer human, per
se, but pretenders who are in actuality predators who tend to exhibit
psychopathic, narcissistic, vampiric tendencies. Some can be quite
charming, and alluring in sexuality, carrying out the “reptilian sexual
predations and tactics” of false twin flames, kundalini activation,
bliss and the characteristic alien love bite/Dark Cupid dynamics. (See: The Love Bite: Alien Interference in Human Love Relationships (https://www.amazon.com/Love-Bite-Alien-Interference-Relationships/dp/0967773709/)
and The Dark Side of Cupid: Love Affairs, The Supernatural and Energy Vampirism by Eve Lorgen (https://www.amazon.com/Dark-Side-Cupid-Supernatural-Vampirism/dp/0967799546/ref=pd_sim_14_1?_encoding=UTF8&pd_rd_i=0967799546&pd_rd_r=G6G7DQCTHWE48RG0RCBX&pd_rd_w=jfWB6&pd_rd_wg=qloXp&psc=1&refRID=G6G7DQCTHWE48RG0RCBX
This is often an X-rated topic all its own which, at some point, we
will address in an upcoming Web Panel discussion where we elaborate more
on the reptilian sexual predations and abilities.
So much can be learned through a basic understanding of human
psychology, trauma, addictions, genuine spiritual laws and ethics. And, I
must admit, that many of us who have had any sort of traumatic
experiences related to the “alien love bite”, or anomalous
hyperdimensional interferences, such as mind control, sorcery attacks,
targeting, or even MK Ultra programs, we realize that hindsight is 20/20
vision.
Hope, Self-Forgiveness and Humility
It is easy to be angry, blaming, and self-pitying when these kinds of
traumatic experiences happen to us over and over again. We can fall
into a kind of hopelessness to give up when we see this day in and day
out. We may choose to numb ourselves, isolate or self-medicate with all
manner of distractions or even addictions. We may just normalize the
“dysfunction” of it all, believing it is “just the way it is”, while
actually perpetuating and creating these beliefs and patterns in our
reality.
But I know that this is not the solution. Hope is here, and people
are waking up, healing, taking personal responsibility and helping
others. We just have to go deep enough inside ourselves, be humble and
willing enough to feel, connect, self-forgive and allow the wisdom of
our Spirit to move at the pace of what is right for us. We are all in
different places, from different family systems, cultures and age
groups.
Guilt, Shame and “Dysfunctional Family Loyalties”
This brings me to the topic of how family or group loyalties can
affect our discriminating wisdom and hinder the opening up of
opportunity to ultimate freedom.
One thing I have observed that is often a stumbling block to healing,
integration and awareness of our “Spiritual higher Self” is the lack of
understanding of “agreements of entrapment” . The key is to understand
how our own trapped emotions and deep beliefs about “what we should do
or be” imprison us to remain victims of continual manipulation by hyper
dimensional forces, or our own subconscious minds, family systems and
“curses”. In essence,
The entire spiritual manipulation system and agreements of
entrapment seem to lie in how we allow guilt, shame, family loyalties
and obligations to keep us tied to someone, thing, or group etc ., whose
only job is to drag us down energetically and vibrationally such that
we too may get spiritually harvested or used as archontic puppets to be
recycled endlessly.
We actually see this family loyalty obligation heavily in “Mafia
families” and Illuminati Bloodline families to the extent that those who
choose to break away from “their handlers and abusers—who have used
them to promote crime and other “agendas”, are shamed with guilt,
punished and left to the wolves, homeless, sometimes medically and
financially compromised or reputations smeared. This ties in with the
psychopathology of narcissistic abuse, and how cult abuse creates
innumerable agreements of entrapment for manipulation.
Why is this insistence of the “obligation to loyalties so impressed
upon families or even “specific fraternal groups, cults or alphabet soup
agencies?” Think about it, if you are in recovery, lets say from any
kind of drug or alcohol addiction, recovering from any kind of sexual
abuse, narcissistic cult abuse etc., the single most important action to
take to recover is the NO CONTACT RULE, and of course to not “use” the
substance of abuse. One of the most difficult things for people in
recovery is the complete change in not only their drinking or drug
habits but their social lifestyle, relationships and maybe even their
careers. When family loyalties keep them locked into guilt and shame, or
normalize dysfunctional behaviors, they are left wide open to be
manipulated by the same dark forces that caused them to become
self-medicating addicts to begin with. Guilt and shame are the most
common means in which “the dark side” creates agreements of entrapment
to ensure they have souls to exploit, manipulate and ultimately, if
possible, to harvest for their own use.
In some Buddhist texts such as Zurchunpa’s Testament (Dilgo
Khyentse Rinpoche, Snowlion Publications, 2006) it is suggested, if not
required, to detach from ones own family and country of origin, if the
enlightenment seeking yogi wishes to become free from the cycles of
samsara. It is also suggested to keep the company of excellent friends
who abide by virtue. Pride, attachment, aversion and distractions are
the enemies of true freedom. And, “If you do not practice the moment faith arises, there will be no end to the jobs you have to do.” (Pg.33)
Faith from the Buddhist perspective, is actually the number one key
to finding and practicing the Dharma. Dharma is essentially the
teachings of truth. Awareness of truth happens through faith, practicing
virtue, taking the time to meditate in awareness and contemplate the
true causes and effects of what is perceived in reality. My only
criticisms regarding classical Buddhist instructions are the lack of
clarification of human psychology, interpersonal relations and
contemporary issues on anomalous experiences. There is also a kind of
idolized over culturalization of Asian traditions, which often reflect
some forms of archontic infection such as gender inequality, and hive
minded assumptions holding group loyalties. Buddhist groups, just like
any other religious groups and cults can be just as vulnerable to mind
control programming and “archontic infection” as any other, unless the
truth seeking yogi really remembers their true spiritual origins. By
this time, they often remain unnamed and anonymous, living through the
spontaneous wisdom of the Spirit.
The Aftermath of the Alien Love Bite, Soul Types and Predators
Many of my clients and correspondences are from people who
experienced some form of anomalous trauma, especially “hyperdimensional
interference” issues and especially Dark Side of Cupid “love bite”
relationships. (See: http://evelorgen.com/wp/books/ and http://evelorgen.com/wp/news/paranormal-romance-the-real-deal/)
Many are disillusioned from the reality that these kinds of things
even exist, where interference on levels “unseen” can predate upon our
life force in a way that can either cause the person to “wake up”, or
fall into unimaginable grief, confusion, embittered disillusionment or
worse. In fact, I often refer to a “love bite” experience as a kind of
spiritual initiation, where you are thrown in a surreal, emotionally
intense love connection, where a characteristic drama unfolds, causing
such obsessive love, ecstatic highs, crashing lows and a deep psychic
soul connection, that you believe you have met your soul mate or twin
flame.
Soul Loss and Waking up from the Illusion
The flip side of the ecstatic highs and blissed out soul connection
is deep emotionally wounded rejection, energy loss and incomprehensible
grief so deep that it can throw one into a delirium of madness, or even
sustained soul loss. And in some cases, a kind of partial possession or
entity infection can take place, if the Dark Side of Cupid love bite
partner was “hosted” by a malevolent inter dimensional entity, who fed
off of your energy for an extended period of time– or if you literally
gave up to this predation, not understanding the consequences. The more
severe kinds of after effects have been reported, when, for example, the
love bite partner was in actuality a practicing black magician,
sorcerer or “reptilian host”. When this occurs, I believe the love
connection was intentioned as a strategic orchestration by the “vampiric
attached entity” or sorcerer themselves because they seek to feed off
of your energy. This can give them power, expanded psychic abilities and
awareness, and a great sexual partner/lover who will most likely fall
in love with the hosted energy vampire. The sad part about this, is that
when such a cunning predator manages to link into deep levels of your
being, such as the chakras, they can catalyze blissful energy
sensations, elicit a profound love obsession, heart chakra expansion or
even spontaneous kundalini activation. When ones energy centers are
blown open this way, there can be positive side effects, such as
kundalini rising, blissful energy in various parts of the body. One may
experience expanded psychic awareness, love and other emotions. The sex
drive can go through the roof. There can also be unpleasant emotional
lability and a triggering of all ones inner psychological wounds all at
the same time. And when ones energy centers are exuding all this bliss
kundalini energy it can also attract other beings in your life.
It’s actually quite amazing what people have reported to me about how
magical things happen once their energy centers are open with more
energy flowing and especially love. They may find themselves suddenly
being noticed “by the opposite sex” when they had not really been
noticed before. They may have animals react to them differently, such as
coming close to them for longer periods of time, instead of flying or
running away. Things they think about may manifest more quickly, while
experiencing telepathy or spontaneous remote viewing ability. They may
also start to notice feeling more exhausted, while at the same time
feeling almost drugged with a kind of energy bliss, where the desire to
meld and have sex with the partner is nearly constant. It is akin to a
powerful love spell—and perhaps that is exactly what it is.
As the relationship progresses, and depending on the degree of energy
vampirism, emotional drama and narcissistic abuse factors (See: http://evelorgen.com/wp/news/boundaries-and-healing-from-narcissistic-abuse/,
the soul energy loss and emotional wounding increases. It may get to
the point where a break up has to occur or ill health or possible death
can result from this kind of soul loss and extreme emotional damage.
It is usually in the aftermath of such a relationship that a client
will contact me, seeking healing and some explanation for how and why
this can happen. Many hold on to the hope that they will reconnect with
their partner, believing that their unconditional love can change or
“heal” the partner who is either narcissistically wounded or carries
within them an attached entity, or both. The desire to hold on to the
illusion of the “soul mate/twin flame” partner is very strong in such
situations, even despite abusive behaviors and consuming ill health. It
is like an addiction that we grasp onto because having a connection like
this is unlike any other. Barbara Bartholic, (See: http://evelorgen.com/wp/articles/alien-abduction/barbara-bartholic/)
my early mentor in my alien abduction research days, used to call
this the “love drug” effect. The drama of the love obsession seems to be
proportional to the degree of how ones energy centers were melded and
opened up, creating lots of bliss as if we were one soul. Our level of
earlier emotional childhood wounding can also exacerbate the
vulnerability we have for getting into such a love bite. If we never
really knew “true love” we often fall for the counterfeit and not
perceive that it’s orchestrated.
Karmic Connections
We may even have spontaneous past life memories surface, when we meet
or connect more deeply to our “love bite” partner. (Of course this can
happen in non-love bite connections too.) In fact, a very aware friend
of mine had ET beings communicate to her during an abduction event, that
one of the reasons they orchestrate such “love connections” is because
the energy produced is a delicacy to them. And for one of these
catalyzed love relationships to work, they often need to have former
“karmic connections” between the targeted partners. These past life
connections will often manifest as fine energy tendrils that will link
up and in-between the people involved. So that the more karmic
connections, the stronger or more effective a “love bite” will be. It is
not necessarily so, however, sometimes even when all the conditions for
the orchestrated set up are present, some individuals just don’t “bite
back” or generate strong feelings that result in a love connection.
A Strange Side Effect: Continued Energy Vampire Predations and Interdimensional Handling
One of the unfortunate things that can happen with someone who had an
initial Dark Side of Cupid relationship, is that from that point
forward in their life, even after they have broken up with that person,
is that other “predator energy vampire” types will continue coming to
them. It is as if some magnetic “switch” has been flipped, or a kind of
virus, that enables them to be found by other energy vampire types of
people. It makes one wonder if such “hosted” energy predators belong to a
sort of hive mind egregore such that they can find these “prized”
spiritual energy people by some kind of invisible network. This is an
observation with the more “high frequency” people who have innate
spiritual gifts and a kind of high quality spiritual energy. I will have
to add also, that this is not the only explanation, because for those
people who have not taken responsibility to do their own healing and
recovery process for early life emotional woundings, they may fall into
patterns of running into the same kinds of dysfunctional relationships.
In general, if the person does significant healing regarding their early
life traumas and any relationship issues related to the first “love
bite”, they can go on to establish good, healthy relationships in their
lives afterwards.
One milab woman I knew who had the gift of clairvoyant vision, could
“see” the different types of people and what they “hosted”. Of course
one of the reasons she was used as a “miilab asset” was because she
could telepathically link in with people, sometimes several at a time.
She also could remote view situations when directed to do so, among
other things. Well, it just so happened that we sometimes attended UFO
conferences together, and she could tell which persons to “be on the
alert for” because they were hosting a reptilian being or perhaps other
types of entities. She even knew that there were several types of
reptilians, such as “yellow bellies”, who were the ones that were less
“mean” but annoying and always the types of people vying for lots of
attention. She believed that many humans were actually reptilian hybrids
in bodies, and many seemed to act in ways that appeared they were
trying to “pretend to be human”. We often laughed at this because it
seemed so absurd but the more comical observations, she noted was when
she went to Church. She went to a fundamental Christian church in the
Bible Belt area of the USA with her family. She used to joke about the
reptilian hosts she would see at church “pretending” to be human and
acting religious. She did say that not all “reptilians were evil” and
that many were just trying to fit in and live as humans in human bodies.
She also saw how “reptilians in the workplace” often created miserable
hierarchal environments and emotional dramas at work, feeding on the
energy of others misery. (See— Snakes at the Water Cooler : http://evelorgen.com/wp/articles/military-abduction-milabs-and-reptilians/snakes-at-the-water-cooler-the-reptilian-presence-at-the-office/)
Another clairvoyant client who exudes that high quality, spiritual
energy desirable by these energy predators, mentioned wanting to get
back into the dating scene, after having gone through a terrible Dark
Cupid relationship that nearly cost her her life. She wanted to find men
through church where perhaps a better quality man could be found,
rather than the online dating sites, bars and other social environments
for “normals”. Well, lo and behold, she saw a good-looking man, who had
been eying her several times, and seemed to have that alluring desire of
connection, an excited look communicating a desire to meet each other.
But as she observed closely, she was able to see that this man was
hosting a reptilian entity, who would play the “energy games” that can
happen with these types of people. Even though he went to church—he
still harbored an active reptilian entity, eager to get involved in a
connection. She was at first excited to find a man at church, but after
she saw the entity within and the characteristic “reptilian energy”
dynamics, she contacted me with her concerns.” Will this ever stop? Why
do they keep coming after me? Are they everywhere?”
Well, she had a good question.
There is something else happening, that goes beyond simple
psychological explanations for those who find themselves repeatedly
targeted by “interdimensionally hosted” energy vampire lovers or
friends. This goes into the phenomena of what I call “targeted
inter-dimensional handling” and control of specific people who have been
“target listed” for one reason or another. It happens with authentic,
spiritually gifted individuals, especially women who are from specific
bloodlines who have been identified as “starfire” women. It happens with
men too of course. This can include some MK ultra and ritual abuse
victims, milabs, alien abductees and contactees, indigos etc. It can
happen to people who have been identified by covert, experimental
mind-control social engineering groups or independent black magicians as
individuals who are identified as “different”, more aware or gifted
spiritually. Once targeted by one love bite relationship, they are often
assailed by other “organic portal” (See: https://veilofreality.com/2011/04/18/organic-portals-soulless-humans/) types
of people who are sent in by some kind of “hive minded” program to
handle them in some capacity. The handling may be specific to that
individual, so that the “handler” is used to gather regular information
about them, or their routine lives. They may be involved just enough to
keep them from establishing other relationships that could be more
positive in terms of healing opportunities and sovereign spiritual
empowerment. Sometimes it is a relationship that dampens the frequency
factor of the targeted persons psychological life, just enough so that
the targeted person, (ie., a milab) remains in a lower vibration zone of
consciousness to be continually “accessed” by their abductors.
Types of Souls
Of course this all sounds paranoid crazy, for those who haven’t
experienced or witnessed it first hand. In certain subpopulations of
anomalous trauma, especially those who have had MK Ultra, ritual abuse
and milab abduction histories it is more evident. But there is something
else happening, that may be unrelated to these subpopulations, that
indicates a deeper underlying reality of different types of “humans”
that exist. Some may call them ET hybrids, but I’m not certain that is
what it is. It seems to be more of a soul and spiritual difference
between humans, that predisposes some to be natural “energy vampires”
who predate specifically upon the more spiritually gifted types of
humans who exude a type of energy highly sought after.
It wasn’t until I studied the research of Dr. Corrado Malanga on his
regressive hypnosis findings with alien abductees employing the Triad
Color Test, that I started to see that some people may not have a highly
developed “higher self” component of consciousness. (Or a soul at all)
In Malanga’s work he attributes the Higher Self to the Soul or
Anima.(See: https://www.scribd.com/document/288605949/Evideon-1-Corrado-Malanga-English)
In other spiritual traditions the term used is Spirit, Higher Self,
Atman or anandamaykosha. In an earlier interview I conducted with Dorica
Manu, a colleague of Dr. Malanga, I inquired about the distribution of
people, as well as “aliens and ETs” who have Mind, Spirit and Soul
components of the triad of consciousness. Most of the “abducting aliens”
who parasite humans only contained a mind component, sometimes a spirit
component also but not a soul component. Most abductees contained all
three components, since the aliens prefer to parasite those who have a
good “Soul battery” of energy. But not all the people assessed with the
Triad Color Test appeared to have all three components in the triad of
consciousness. Some had mind and spirit but not soul. Some had mind and
soul and no spirit. Some had souls who were tied into the Primordial
Man.
Essentially we see that the distribution of “souled humans” is around
20-25% or a little less than one third of all humans. (See: http://evelorgen.com/wp/articles/alien-abduction/alien-hierarchies-and-the-research-of-dr-corrado-malanga-an-interview-with-dr-malanga-through-dorica-manu/)
“The secret of the Tree of Life is that the humans or human DNA,
contains a compatibility with the frequency of the Soul. Apparently not
all humans possess this DNA compatibility with the Soul. Or to put it
another way, Malanga discovered via the abductee Soul component
testimonies, that only 20-25 % of humans are souled, or had this DNA
soul compatibility issue.(Alien Cicatrix, p. 21-26) Another way to
perceive this, which the latest discoveries of Dr. Malanga also confirm –
is that the Soul of these people with apparently incompatible genetics
stays behind in another dimensional reality, so that the “connect”
aspect will not function within that life-genetic container. As Malanga
would now say, “These soul entities still remaining on the less dense
energetic planes of existence–the so called “Higher Realms” of Religion
and New Age–are afraid to “come down” and have the experience on the
Earth plane”.
Gnostic Understanding of the Three Types of Humans
In the Gnostic literature mostly derived from the Nag Hammadi
Library, it is written that three types of humans existed from the
beginning. They were the different offspring of Eve, two of whom were of
Archontic origin, Cain and Abel. Some believe that these were also
known as the Serpent Seed. The third and fourth offspring of Eve and
Adam were Seth and Norea. It is the latter two—the Norea and Sethian
“incorruptible race” that is often mentioned as being the humans
associated as the pneumatic or spiritual race. The spiritual race are
those who have a greater degree of spiritual “rememberance or gnosis” of
their eternal origins.
If this is true, then some Gnostic researchers say that one third of
the human race is of the original “pneumatic race” while two thirds make
up the psychic and hylic races. Below is a multi scripture compilation
describing the three types of humans and how they are mentioned and in
what context:
Taken from: A Gnostic Glossary by L Carauana:
http://www.gnosticq.com/az.text/glos.af.html
– Gnosticism has developed a schema of three types of humans: the
spirit-endowed Pneumatics, the soul-endowed Psychics, and the
flesh-endowed Hylics. See THREE TYPES OF HUMANS.
– The spirit-endowed Pneumatics (the Elect) are saved absolutely.
The soul-endowed Psychics may be saved or damned. The flesh-endowed
Hylics are inevitably ‘damned to destruction’: “The spiritual race will
receive complete salvation in every way. The material will receive
destruction in every way (…) The psychic race, since it is in the middle
when it is brought forth and also when it is created, is double
according to its determination for both good and evil.” (Tripartite
Tractate 119:16)
– The Apocryphon of John expands on this schema. There are two types
of Pneumatics: those who avoid the corruption of the flesh and those
who do not. Both as saved. Then there are the Psychics, who have souls
but are without spirit. They are repeatedly re-incarnated until they
acquire the gnosis. Then they are saved. Last of all those without the
gnosis (the Hylics?), who are damned eternally.
– First of all, those with the spirit (pneuma) who avoid corruption
of the flesh – are saved: “Those on whom the Spirit of life will descend
(…) will be saved and become perfect and be worthy of the greatness and
be purified in that place from all wickedness and the involvements in
evil. (…) Such then are worthy of the imperishable, eternal life.”
(Apocryphon of John)
– Second, those with the spirit (pneuma) who do not avoid corruption
of the flesh – are still saved: “Through the intervention of the
incorruptible one, it is saved, and it is taken up to the rest of the
aeons.” (Apocryphon of John)
– Third, those without the spirit (pneuma) are repeatedly
re-incarnated until they acquire the gnosis – and are saved: “After it
comes out of (the body), it (the soul) is handed over to the
authorities, who came into being through the archon, and they bind it
with chains and cast it into prison (i.e. body), and consort with it
until it is liberated from the forgetfulness and acquires knowledge. And
if thus it becomes perfect, it is saved.” (Apocryphon of John)
Fourth, those without the gnosis – are damned for eternity: “(They
will go) to that place where the angels of poverty go they will be
taken, the place where there is no repentance. And they will be kept for
the day on which those who have blasphemed the spirit will be tortured,
and they will be punished with eternal punishment.” (Apocryphon of
John)
In “Jesus and the Lost Goddess” (Timothy Freke & Peter
Gandy,Three Rivers Press, 2001) the description of the psychic, hylic
and pneumatic humans are also mentioned. But rather than making this a
literal genetic or race issue, it is described as a level of
consciousness or spiritual initiation:(pp. 70-73)
“Hylics or ‘materialists”, identify themselves withe the body—or
circumference of the circle of self. The Psychics or ‘soulists’,
identify with the psyche or soul—the radius of beingness. the
Pneumatics, or ‘spiritists’ are aware of themselves as spirit or
Consciousness—the center of the circle.”
If we can define the human as a central point of original
consciousness with an expanding radius of being and awareness, we have
the center point as spirit, central radius as psyche or soul and the
outer circumference as body and ego identification.
“In Pagan, Jewish and Christian Gnostic traditions there are two
basic stages of initiation which lead initiates progressively through
these states of being. Christians called the first or psychic or soul
initiation, because it initiates the journey from being a hylic to
becoming a psychic. They called the second the pneumatic or ‘spirit’
initiation because it initiates the journey from being a psychic to
becoming a pneumatic.
Psychic initiates were taught the exoteric teachings or Other
Mysteries of Gnosticism, which were openly available to all those
interested in joining a particular Gnostic school. Pneumatic initiates
went on to be taught the secret esoteric teachings or Inner Mysteries.
Literalist Christianity is the product of psychic initiates, uninitiated
into the Inner Mysteries, making a religion out of the Outer Mysteries.
This is why the secret pneumatic teachings of Christianity which we are
exploring seem so remote from Christianity as it is generally
understood today.
The pneumatic teachings were kept a secret because the spiritually
immature can easily be so baffled that they dismiss them as
incomprehensible nonsense….”
To paraphrase, essentially the process of awakening began with the
exploration of soul experience which was all about the psychic
initiation process. The essence was to know who you are from the
personality standpoint, while developing empathy and good ethics. The
pneumatic initiation was about discovering the experiencer or spirit
Consciousness that is the ground of all experience. The latter is
similar to Buddhist higher level meditative insights where they realize
there is no ego self, per se but rather a deeper connectedness to All.
The larger Dreaming Self. It is the All experiencing itself through the
reflection of individual selves, and the sense of an all embracing love
in this Oneness of being. It is a Mystery, and for those who have come
to the place of Gnosis realize that they really know nothing, and
instead realize this is an unfolding mystery of becoming and beingness.
Carl Jung often believed that the early Gnostics were really
psychotherapists, who not only realized “Gnosis” by deep
self-exploration, contemplation and compassionate activity, but they
helped their spiritual-seeking brothers and sisters to self-discover the
same thing.
Hybrids, Bloodlines and Reptilians
Today, we see that there is a huge emphasis on “genetics and
bloodlines”, with a definite association with frequency quality of soul
and spirit. We also know that there are certain “supernatural gifts” and
abilities which are passed only through certain “bloodlines”.This may
actually have to do with the blood and bone marrow, (as well as
genetics) and was understood by secret societies who followed bloodlines
which passed on supernatural powers to their downline, such as
children. The blue blood is offered as an example of some blood “pneuma
of numen” that can be passed on to immediate descendants: (See: http://newsoftomorrow.org/abductions/visions/alexandre-de-danann-memoire-du-sang-2) Note that this is a google translation from an original French article and references.
“The traditional interpretation of the blue blood is linked, by
cons, to the transforming power of the Holy Spirit descending in the
blood of those who make themselves worthy to receive it, such as in the
traditional initiation, knightly accolade, the anointing, the anointing;
but forgetting still not that the Spirit blows where he wills. “(P.60)
This is why members of the same lineage seeking to protect their
blood to prevent the dissolution of the “pneuma” of the “numen” linked
to it. But it also produces a degeneration, which may have led to the
corruption of Zoroastrianism by the Chaldean / Babylonian. The
concentration of “pneuma” produces the longest conservation body,
particularly the bones, but if the transfer of this force is not
completed or is corrupt, then the line is lost. These transfer phenomena
explain the sometimes instantaneous passage gifts of a healer to a
member of his family.
“We have seen how the relationship between the numen of a lineage
and descendants of the latter was maintained for centuries, and it must
be said, a little too naturally, by consanguineous marriages, the blood
“mixed” (obtained by the union of individuals who are not related to
each other) having the effect of forgetting the “blood memory”, which
was particularly feared in these lineages.
It is this same quality that condemned to a sort of perpetual
slavery descendants of a lineage as “prisoners of their blood” which had
only members of their lineage, not as individuals, such as rings of a
chain link of prisoners and a past they would have to overcome to
overcome individually, the power exercised by the animal soul through
the blood. “(P.65)
Such avoided if control is mentioned in the first book of Olga
Kharitidi, where a shaman seeks to transfer the force of “egregore” of
the line on a person who does not want to.”
See: http://translate.google.fr/translate?sl=fr&tl=en&js=n&prev=_t&hl=fr&ie=UTF-8&eotf=1&u=http%3A%2F%2Fnewsoftomorrow.org%2Fabductions%2Fvisions%2Falexandre-de-danann-memoire-du-sang-2
Also, if the pneuma of numen was weak in a person there were rites to
increase this quality, based on ancient Egyptian and Jewish practices:
“If contact with the pneuma of numen becomes weak or broken, a
rite can be done to revive it. This is palingenesis. This is done “with
the magical job centers of the ancestor, that is to say salts extracted
from his bones. The origin of this practice dates back to the dawn of
time (…) “
and:
“It is also curious that in Egyptian magic remains perpetuated in
Sudan was talking Guenon, we find the phenomenon of transformation of
men into animals, especially from an entire population, demonstrating
that among other there unquestionably has a hereditary passing of such
power through the blood. “(P.92)
With some survivors of ritual abuse histories, MK Ultra, milabs and
“starfire women”, they assert that their bloodline families and the
beings who have exploited them are both human and non human. This is
elaborated on in Elisa E’s books, “Beyond our Life in MK Ultra”, Book One and Two.(See: https://www.amazon.com/Our-Life-Beyond-MKULTRA-Book/dp/1490439684)
In Elisa E’s experience, she has a profound and chilling connection
to the “Cain” entity, a non human—yet humanlike—extremely powerful
being, who may have been the original Cain from the Bible. This being is
present as a powerful bloodline ally and inter-dimensional “handler” as
well as rapacious lover and enemy all at the same time. It is still a
mystery, yet opens up many questions as to the reality of an actual
genetic, racial reality of such hybrid beings interbreeding with
humanity in specific bloodlines carrying on ancient occult traditions.
In Elisa’s book she goes into detail how she understands and has
personally witnessed the “inter-dimensional handling” phenomena in her
own experience as well as with people well known in the “alternative
whistleblowing and Exopolitics” community.
In Carolyn Hamlett’s testimony of surviving in a Satanic Ritual Abuse
bloodline family, she describes the origin and ancestries of the
Reptilian race, often associated with the Dragonline family crests.
She also is one of the few who explains the origins of the Reptilian
race, as being a genetically engineered race created by the Nephilim to
be a super warrior race. She says that the Nephilim are hybrids between
the original humans and Fallen Angels, and that the Reptilians are a
hybrid between Nephilim and some reptilian species. The Reptilians
contain some human DNA since the Nephilim are offspring of humans and
Watchers and so are compatible. Could the Fallen Angels also be the
Archons of the Demiurge as written in ancient Gnostic literature?
There are two good interviews by Carolyn Hamlett with Dan Duval, that
go into detail about the Reptilian Replication process, which I believe
can explain many anomalies witnessed by those who have been told that
they are of some reptilian hybrid bloodline.
See: http://evelorgen.com/wp/articles/military-abduction-milabs-and-reptilians/the-reptilian-replication-process-as-described-by-carolyn-hamlett/
A July 2016 interview goes into more detail on the Replication
process from a single reptilian red blood cell that is incorporated into
the human ovum before conception.
http://beyondthephysical.blogspot.com/2016/07/the-royal-dragon-bloodline-reptilian.html
In the aforementioned article on Carolyn Hamlett’s experience she
talks about a 5th Fire Initiation between two “twin flame” partners in
order to bring in a powerful being into our reality, a hybrid birth.
(Excerpt taken from above link article on Carolyn Hamlett):
“One of the more revelatory aspects of Carolyn’s discussion on
Reptilians was the connection between a higher level powerful dark
being, an Arcturian called Rommel. (It is unknown whether this
particular cult group and their “dark lords” are mimicking the name of
Arcturians or if indeed these Arcturians are essentially playing on the
dark side.) This powerful being had to be brought to our 3D reality
through a “portal” created via twin flame union sexual ritual.(I will
comment on this in a later post)
“It took the energy of a combined twin flame union of two humans,
coupled with what Satan’s spiritual hierarchy calls “the 5th fire
initiation” to open up the portal where many of Satan’s highest and most
powerful were waiting to be able to gain entrance into our 3rd
dimensional earth.
They needed humans to open up that portal because Satan does not have the spiritual authority to open that portal.
Quick explanation: Although Satan and his fallen are powerful, they
do not have the “natural born” spiritual authority that humans were
created with. It’s just a fact. The human spirit is different than all
other created creatures. The human spirit has what I call “the God
code”. We have an essence of God the creator Himself as His children.”
EL: This is the real deal, and I believe many “milabs” and even
“experiencers of alien encounters” who have had astral visitations are
experiencing these unions and are directed by their “milab handlers”
and/or ET guides in the astral to participate without full consent and
awareness in these kinds of activities. The portal opening seems to
occur spontaneously in some cases— as can immediate “bilocation” of the
unionized energy bodies of the twin flame couple to another dimensional
reality. I have had at least one report of this. It can also happen in
the physical, where a portal opens up or is created via a tantric type
of soul mate union and ritual. Often times when a portal or other
dimensional reality opens up through the higher energies and
consciousness of the couple, it’s spontaneous, and not directed by a
ritual. And is not EVIL per se. It’s just part of the side effect of the
energies created through these kinds of tantric unions.”
It is interesting to note the name of the ritual called a 5th Fire
Initiation, must occur between two twin flame humans. It is my guess
that the woman conceiving and needed for one of these rituals possibly
needs to be a “starfire woman” of a particular bloodline. I do not think
that this “starfire bloodline” is in and of itself “evil”. It is
something that I believe originated from a good, organic spirit sourced
human being, perhaps an androgynous female in very ancient Edenic times.
And that this particular bloodline of people—and especially women—has
been co opted, exploited and controlled by a powerful occult cabal for
nefarious purposes for millennia.
In Michael Tsarion’s article about the “Female Illuminati” (See: http://www.femaleilluminati.com/article-2.html)
he states that most of the secret societies such as the Templars, and
bloodlines related to the Merovingians, goes back to ancient Egyptian
Atonists, and to the “Sisterhood of Death”. He goes to great lengths to
show how the secret rites go back to the Cult of Venus, which is also
the worship of Lucifer. He mentions how the female Illuminati are
implicated in the Holy Blood—Holy Grail legend:
“The Grail was brought from Jerusalem to France by Hugh de Payens
who, after allegedly finding it beneath Temple Mount, gave it and other
treasures into her keeping. Of course the Grail is simply a clever
metaphor for the Female Illuminati. The word grail comes from gradus,
meaning “by degrees,” “stages” or “steps.” This alludes to the grades of
a Masonic-type society. This is the society headed by Mathilde and many
others before and after the era of Chretian de Troyes. A secondary
meaning of the word is Sang Rael or “Holy Blood,” again a reference to
the Sisterhood. The word gradus was later wrongly rendered cratis
meaning basket or container, hence the connection with a cup.
Suggestively, on the architecture of the north porch of Chartres
Cathedral (dedicated to the female), we see the figure of the Old
Testament demigod Melchizedek holding a chalice. Melchizedek is a
cryptic reference to Akhenaton and the order descended from his progeny.
We see then that the true significance of the so-called Holy Grail is
to be primarily understood in terms of a hierarchical secret society,
and secondarily as a container of royal female blood. We also see the
significance of the Templars as supposed keepers of the “Grail.”
It is my intuition that not all of the individuals who retain these
spiritual or supernatural gifts, as detected by specific genetics or
soul frequencies are all “evil”. And in fact most of them are
relentlessly hunted down by these secret occult groups. And they have
been for centuries. What I believe is that there was an original
bloodline, or genetic race containing some genuine supernatural
qualities (as opposed to the bloodlines which receive psychic powers
from entities, fallen angels and demons) which could be passed on via
maternal bloodlines and also associated with the “starfire” blood of
specific women. And that this bloodline was almost completely co-opted,
exploited and controlled by the dark Lords associated with the secret
societies noted above by Tsarion.
Which brings me back to at least one point that has been repeatedly
brought up by some Dark Side of Cupid love bite experiencers. Why do
they keep repeatedly being targeted by vampiric and especially
“reptilian hosted” agents who seem to be run by these inter dimensional
beings? And of course the biggest question by these people is “what can I
do to keep these parasites away from me?” How can I build my life and
authentic love relationships with a human being who is benevolently
compatible and not like “the other predators?”
I will explore this question in a follow up article on Building on What is Real for the Greater Good.
Links to former Discussion Panels on the Love Bite and Hyperdimensional Interference:
Hyperdimensional Interference and the Keys to Discernment Panel Discussion:
http://evelorgen.com/wp/?s=Hyperdimensional+Interference+and+the+Keys+to+Discernment&submit=Search
experienced some form of anomalous trauma, especially “hyperdimensional
interference” issues and especially Dark Side of Cupid “love bite”
relationships. (See: http://evelorgen.com/wp/books/ and http://evelorgen.com/wp/news/paranormal-romance-the-real-deal/)
Many are disillusioned from the reality that these kinds of things
even exist, where interference on levels “unseen” can predate upon our
life force in a way that can either cause the person to “wake up”, or
fall into unimaginable grief, confusion, embittered disillusionment or
worse. In fact, I often refer to a “love bite” experience as a kind of
spiritual initiation, where you are thrown in a surreal, emotionally
intense love connection, where a characteristic drama unfolds, causing
such obsessive love, ecstatic highs, crashing lows and a deep psychic
soul connection, that you believe you have met your soul mate or twin
flame.
Soul Loss and Waking up from the Illusion
The flip side of the ecstatic highs and blissed out soul connection
is deep emotionally wounded rejection, energy loss and incomprehensible
grief so deep that it can throw one into a delirium of madness, or even
sustained soul loss. And in some cases, a kind of partial possession or
entity infection can take place, if the Dark Side of Cupid love bite
partner was “hosted” by a malevolent inter dimensional entity, who fed
off of your energy for an extended period of time– or if you literally
gave up to this predation, not understanding the consequences. The more
severe kinds of after effects have been reported, when, for example, the
love bite partner was in actuality a practicing black magician,
sorcerer or “reptilian host”. When this occurs, I believe the love
connection was intentioned as a strategic orchestration by the “vampiric
attached entity” or sorcerer themselves because they seek to feed off
of your energy. This can give them power, expanded psychic abilities and
awareness, and a great sexual partner/lover who will most likely fall
in love with the hosted energy vampire. The sad part about this, is that
when such a cunning predator manages to link into deep levels of your
being, such as the chakras, they can catalyze blissful energy
sensations, elicit a profound love obsession, heart chakra expansion or
even spontaneous kundalini activation. When ones energy centers are
blown open this way, there can be positive side effects, such as
kundalini rising, blissful energy in various parts of the body. One may
experience expanded psychic awareness, love and other emotions. The sex
drive can go through the roof. There can also be unpleasant emotional
lability and a triggering of all ones inner psychological wounds all at
the same time. And when ones energy centers are exuding all this bliss
kundalini energy it can also attract other beings in your life.
It’s actually quite amazing what people have reported to me about how
magical things happen once their energy centers are open with more
energy flowing and especially love. They may find themselves suddenly
being noticed “by the opposite sex” when they had not really been
noticed before. They may have animals react to them differently, such as
coming close to them for longer periods of time, instead of flying or
running away. Things they think about may manifest more quickly, while
experiencing telepathy or spontaneous remote viewing ability. They may
also start to notice feeling more exhausted, while at the same time
feeling almost drugged with a kind of energy bliss, where the desire to
meld and have sex with the partner is nearly constant. It is akin to a
powerful love spell—and perhaps that is exactly what it is.
As the relationship progresses, and depending on the degree of energy
vampirism, emotional drama and narcissistic abuse factors (See: http://evelorgen.com/wp/news/boundaries-and-healing-from-narcissistic-abuse/,
the soul energy loss and emotional wounding increases. It may get to
the point where a break up has to occur or ill health or possible death
can result from this kind of soul loss and extreme emotional damage.
It is usually in the aftermath of such a relationship that a client
will contact me, seeking healing and some explanation for how and why
this can happen. Many hold on to the hope that they will reconnect with
their partner, believing that their unconditional love can change or
“heal” the partner who is either narcissistically wounded or carries
within them an attached entity, or both. The desire to hold on to the
illusion of the “soul mate/twin flame” partner is very strong in such
situations, even despite abusive behaviors and consuming ill health. It
is like an addiction that we grasp onto because having a connection like
this is unlike any other. Barbara Bartholic, (See: http://evelorgen.com/wp/articles/alien-abduction/barbara-bartholic/)
my early mentor in my alien abduction research days, used to call
this the “love drug” effect. The drama of the love obsession seems to be
proportional to the degree of how ones energy centers were melded and
opened up, creating lots of bliss as if we were one soul. Our level of
earlier emotional childhood wounding can also exacerbate the
vulnerability we have for getting into such a love bite. If we never
really knew “true love” we often fall for the counterfeit and not
perceive that it’s orchestrated.
Karmic Connections
We may even have spontaneous past life memories surface, when we meet
or connect more deeply to our “love bite” partner. (Of course this can
happen in non-love bite connections too.) In fact, a very aware friend
of mine had ET beings communicate to her during an abduction event, that
one of the reasons they orchestrate such “love connections” is because
the energy produced is a delicacy to them. And for one of these
catalyzed love relationships to work, they often need to have former
“karmic connections” between the targeted partners. These past life
connections will often manifest as fine energy tendrils that will link
up and in-between the people involved. So that the more karmic
connections, the stronger or more effective a “love bite” will be. It is
not necessarily so, however, sometimes even when all the conditions for
the orchestrated set up are present, some individuals just don’t “bite
back” or generate strong feelings that result in a love connection.
A Strange Side Effect: Continued Energy Vampire Predations and Interdimensional Handling
One of the unfortunate things that can happen with someone who had an
initial Dark Side of Cupid relationship, is that from that point
forward in their life, even after they have broken up with that person,
is that other “predator energy vampire” types will continue coming to
them. It is as if some magnetic “switch” has been flipped, or a kind of
virus, that enables them to be found by other energy vampire types of
people. It makes one wonder if such “hosted” energy predators belong to a
sort of hive mind egregore such that they can find these “prized”
spiritual energy people by some kind of invisible network. This is an
observation with the more “high frequency” people who have innate
spiritual gifts and a kind of high quality spiritual energy. I will have
to add also, that this is not the only explanation, because for those
people who have not taken responsibility to do their own healing and
recovery process for early life emotional woundings, they may fall into
patterns of running into the same kinds of dysfunctional relationships.
In general, if the person does significant healing regarding their early
life traumas and any relationship issues related to the first “love
bite”, they can go on to establish good, healthy relationships in their
lives afterwards.
One milab woman I knew who had the gift of clairvoyant vision, could
“see” the different types of people and what they “hosted”. Of course
one of the reasons she was used as a “miilab asset” was because she
could telepathically link in with people, sometimes several at a time.
She also could remote view situations when directed to do so, among
other things. Well, it just so happened that we sometimes attended UFO
conferences together, and she could tell which persons to “be on the
alert for” because they were hosting a reptilian being or perhaps other
types of entities. She even knew that there were several types of
reptilians, such as “yellow bellies”, who were the ones that were less
“mean” but annoying and always the types of people vying for lots of
attention. She believed that many humans were actually reptilian hybrids
in bodies, and many seemed to act in ways that appeared they were
trying to “pretend to be human”. We often laughed at this because it
seemed so absurd but the more comical observations, she noted was when
she went to Church. She went to a fundamental Christian church in the
Bible Belt area of the USA with her family. She used to joke about the
reptilian hosts she would see at church “pretending” to be human and
acting religious. She did say that not all “reptilians were evil” and
that many were just trying to fit in and live as humans in human bodies.
She also saw how “reptilians in the workplace” often created miserable
hierarchal environments and emotional dramas at work, feeding on the
energy of others misery. (See— Snakes at the Water Cooler : http://evelorgen.com/wp/articles/military-abduction-milabs-and-reptilians/snakes-at-the-water-cooler-the-reptilian-presence-at-the-office/)
Another clairvoyant client who exudes that high quality, spiritual
energy desirable by these energy predators, mentioned wanting to get
back into the dating scene, after having gone through a terrible Dark
Cupid relationship that nearly cost her her life. She wanted to find men
through church where perhaps a better quality man could be found,
rather than the online dating sites, bars and other social environments
for “normals”. Well, lo and behold, she saw a good-looking man, who had
been eying her several times, and seemed to have that alluring desire of
connection, an excited look communicating a desire to meet each other.
But as she observed closely, she was able to see that this man was
hosting a reptilian entity, who would play the “energy games” that can
happen with these types of people. Even though he went to church—he
still harbored an active reptilian entity, eager to get involved in a
connection. She was at first excited to find a man at church, but after
she saw the entity within and the characteristic “reptilian energy”
dynamics, she contacted me with her concerns.” Will this ever stop? Why
do they keep coming after me? Are they everywhere?”
Well, she had a good question.
There is something else happening, that goes beyond simple
psychological explanations for those who find themselves repeatedly
targeted by “interdimensionally hosted” energy vampire lovers or
friends. This goes into the phenomena of what I call “targeted
inter-dimensional handling” and control of specific people who have been
“target listed” for one reason or another. It happens with authentic,
spiritually gifted individuals, especially women who are from specific
bloodlines who have been identified as “starfire” women. It happens with
men too of course. This can include some MK ultra and ritual abuse
victims, milabs, alien abductees and contactees, indigos etc. It can
happen to people who have been identified by covert, experimental
mind-control social engineering groups or independent black magicians as
individuals who are identified as “different”, more aware or gifted
spiritually. Once targeted by one love bite relationship, they are often
assailed by other “organic portal” (See: https://veilofreality.com/2011/04/18/organic-portals-soulless-humans/) types
of people who are sent in by some kind of “hive minded” program to
handle them in some capacity. The handling may be specific to that
individual, so that the “handler” is used to gather regular information
about them, or their routine lives. They may be involved just enough to
keep them from establishing other relationships that could be more
positive in terms of healing opportunities and sovereign spiritual
empowerment. Sometimes it is a relationship that dampens the frequency
factor of the targeted persons psychological life, just enough so that
the targeted person, (ie., a milab) remains in a lower vibration zone of
consciousness to be continually “accessed” by their abductors.
Types of Souls
Of course this all sounds paranoid crazy, for those who haven’t
experienced or witnessed it first hand. In certain subpopulations of
anomalous trauma, especially those who have had MK Ultra, ritual abuse
and milab abduction histories it is more evident. But there is something
else happening, that may be unrelated to these subpopulations, that
indicates a deeper underlying reality of different types of “humans”
that exist. Some may call them ET hybrids, but I’m not certain that is
what it is. It seems to be more of a soul and spiritual difference
between humans, that predisposes some to be natural “energy vampires”
who predate specifically upon the more spiritually gifted types of
humans who exude a type of energy highly sought after.
It wasn’t until I studied the research of Dr. Corrado Malanga on his
regressive hypnosis findings with alien abductees employing the Triad
Color Test, that I started to see that some people may not have a highly
developed “higher self” component of consciousness. (Or a soul at all)
In Malanga’s work he attributes the Higher Self to the Soul or
Anima.(See: https://www.scribd.com/document/288605949/Evideon-1-Corrado-Malanga-English)
In other spiritual traditions the term used is Spirit, Higher Self,
Atman or anandamaykosha. In an earlier interview I conducted with Dorica
Manu, a colleague of Dr. Malanga, I inquired about the distribution of
people, as well as “aliens and ETs” who have Mind, Spirit and Soul
components of the triad of consciousness. Most of the “abducting aliens”
who parasite humans only contained a mind component, sometimes a spirit
component also but not a soul component. Most abductees contained all
three components, since the aliens prefer to parasite those who have a
good “Soul battery” of energy. But not all the people assessed with the
Triad Color Test appeared to have all three components in the triad of
consciousness. Some had mind and spirit but not soul. Some had mind and
soul and no spirit. Some had souls who were tied into the Primordial
Man.
Essentially we see that the distribution of “souled humans” is around
20-25% or a little less than one third of all humans. (See: http://evelorgen.com/wp/articles/alien-abduction/alien-hierarchies-and-the-research-of-dr-corrado-malanga-an-interview-with-dr-malanga-through-dorica-manu/)
“The secret of the Tree of Life is that the humans or human DNA,
contains a compatibility with the frequency of the Soul. Apparently not
all humans possess this DNA compatibility with the Soul. Or to put it
another way, Malanga discovered via the abductee Soul component
testimonies, that only 20-25 % of humans are souled, or had this DNA
soul compatibility issue.(Alien Cicatrix, p. 21-26) Another way to
perceive this, which the latest discoveries of Dr. Malanga also confirm –
is that the Soul of these people with apparently incompatible genetics
stays behind in another dimensional reality, so that the “connect”
aspect will not function within that life-genetic container. As Malanga
would now say, “These soul entities still remaining on the less dense
energetic planes of existence–the so called “Higher Realms” of Religion
and New Age–are afraid to “come down” and have the experience on the
Earth plane”.
Gnostic Understanding of the Three Types of Humans
In the Gnostic literature mostly derived from the Nag Hammadi
Library, it is written that three types of humans existed from the
beginning. They were the different offspring of Eve, two of whom were of
Archontic origin, Cain and Abel. Some believe that these were also
known as the Serpent Seed. The third and fourth offspring of Eve and
Adam were Seth and Norea. It is the latter two—the Norea and Sethian
“incorruptible race” that is often mentioned as being the humans
associated as the pneumatic or spiritual race. The spiritual race are
those who have a greater degree of spiritual “rememberance or gnosis” of
their eternal origins.
If this is true, then some Gnostic researchers say that one third of
the human race is of the original “pneumatic race” while two thirds make
up the psychic and hylic races. Below is a multi scripture compilation
describing the three types of humans and how they are mentioned and in
what context:
Taken from: A Gnostic Glossary by L Carauana:
http://www.gnosticq.com/az.text/glos.af.html
– Gnosticism has developed a schema of three types of humans: the
spirit-endowed Pneumatics, the soul-endowed Psychics, and the
flesh-endowed Hylics. See THREE TYPES OF HUMANS.
– The spirit-endowed Pneumatics (the Elect) are saved absolutely.
The soul-endowed Psychics may be saved or damned. The flesh-endowed
Hylics are inevitably ‘damned to destruction’: “The spiritual race will
receive complete salvation in every way. The material will receive
destruction in every way (…) The psychic race, since it is in the middle
when it is brought forth and also when it is created, is double
according to its determination for both good and evil.” (Tripartite
Tractate 119:16)
– The Apocryphon of John expands on this schema. There are two types
of Pneumatics: those who avoid the corruption of the flesh and those
who do not. Both as saved. Then there are the Psychics, who have souls
but are without spirit. They are repeatedly re-incarnated until they
acquire the gnosis. Then they are saved. Last of all those without the
gnosis (the Hylics?), who are damned eternally.
– First of all, those with the spirit (pneuma) who avoid corruption
of the flesh – are saved: “Those on whom the Spirit of life will descend
(…) will be saved and become perfect and be worthy of the greatness and
be purified in that place from all wickedness and the involvements in
evil. (…) Such then are worthy of the imperishable, eternal life.”
(Apocryphon of John)
– Second, those with the spirit (pneuma) who do not avoid corruption
of the flesh – are still saved: “Through the intervention of the
incorruptible one, it is saved, and it is taken up to the rest of the
aeons.” (Apocryphon of John)
– Third, those without the spirit (pneuma) are repeatedly
re-incarnated until they acquire the gnosis – and are saved: “After it
comes out of (the body), it (the soul) is handed over to the
authorities, who came into being through the archon, and they bind it
with chains and cast it into prison (i.e. body), and consort with it
until it is liberated from the forgetfulness and acquires knowledge. And
if thus it becomes perfect, it is saved.” (Apocryphon of John)
Fourth, those without the gnosis – are damned for eternity: “(They
will go) to that place where the angels of poverty go they will be
taken, the place where there is no repentance. And they will be kept for
the day on which those who have blasphemed the spirit will be tortured,
and they will be punished with eternal punishment.” (Apocryphon of
John)
In “Jesus and the Lost Goddess” (Timothy Freke & Peter
Gandy,Three Rivers Press, 2001) the description of the psychic, hylic
and pneumatic humans are also mentioned. But rather than making this a
literal genetic or race issue, it is described as a level of
consciousness or spiritual initiation:(pp. 70-73)
“Hylics or ‘materialists”, identify themselves withe the body—or
circumference of the circle of self. The Psychics or ‘soulists’,
identify with the psyche or soul—the radius of beingness. the
Pneumatics, or ‘spiritists’ are aware of themselves as spirit or
Consciousness—the center of the circle.”
If we can define the human as a central point of original
consciousness with an expanding radius of being and awareness, we have
the center point as spirit, central radius as psyche or soul and the
outer circumference as body and ego identification.
“In Pagan, Jewish and Christian Gnostic traditions there are two
basic stages of initiation which lead initiates progressively through
these states of being. Christians called the first or psychic or soul
initiation, because it initiates the journey from being a hylic to
becoming a psychic. They called the second the pneumatic or ‘spirit’
initiation because it initiates the journey from being a psychic to
becoming a pneumatic.
Psychic initiates were taught the exoteric teachings or Other
Mysteries of Gnosticism, which were openly available to all those
interested in joining a particular Gnostic school. Pneumatic initiates
went on to be taught the secret esoteric teachings or Inner Mysteries.
Literalist Christianity is the product of psychic initiates, uninitiated
into the Inner Mysteries, making a religion out of the Outer Mysteries.
This is why the secret pneumatic teachings of Christianity which we are
exploring seem so remote from Christianity as it is generally
understood today.
The pneumatic teachings were kept a secret because the spiritually
immature can easily be so baffled that they dismiss them as
incomprehensible nonsense….”
To paraphrase, essentially the process of awakening began with the
exploration of soul experience which was all about the psychic
initiation process. The essence was to know who you are from the
personality standpoint, while developing empathy and good ethics. The
pneumatic initiation was about discovering the experiencer or spirit
Consciousness that is the ground of all experience. The latter is
similar to Buddhist higher level meditative insights where they realize
there is no ego self, per se but rather a deeper connectedness to All.
The larger Dreaming Self. It is the All experiencing itself through the
reflection of individual selves, and the sense of an all embracing love
in this Oneness of being. It is a Mystery, and for those who have come
to the place of Gnosis realize that they really know nothing, and
instead realize this is an unfolding mystery of becoming and beingness.
Carl Jung often believed that the early Gnostics were really
psychotherapists, who not only realized “Gnosis” by deep
self-exploration, contemplation and compassionate activity, but they
helped their spiritual-seeking brothers and sisters to self-discover the
same thing.
Hybrids, Bloodlines and Reptilians
Today, we see that there is a huge emphasis on “genetics and
bloodlines”, with a definite association with frequency quality of soul
and spirit. We also know that there are certain “supernatural gifts” and
abilities which are passed only through certain “bloodlines”.This may
actually have to do with the blood and bone marrow, (as well as
genetics) and was understood by secret societies who followed bloodlines
which passed on supernatural powers to their downline, such as
children. The blue blood is offered as an example of some blood “pneuma
of numen” that can be passed on to immediate descendants: (See: http://newsoftomorrow.org/abductions/visions/alexandre-de-danann-memoire-du-sang-2) Note that this is a google translation from an original French article and references.
“The traditional interpretation of the blue blood is linked, by
cons, to the transforming power of the Holy Spirit descending in the
blood of those who make themselves worthy to receive it, such as in the
traditional initiation, knightly accolade, the anointing, the anointing;
but forgetting still not that the Spirit blows where he wills. “(P.60)
This is why members of the same lineage seeking to protect their
blood to prevent the dissolution of the “pneuma” of the “numen” linked
to it. But it also produces a degeneration, which may have led to the
corruption of Zoroastrianism by the Chaldean / Babylonian. The
concentration of “pneuma” produces the longest conservation body,
particularly the bones, but if the transfer of this force is not
completed or is corrupt, then the line is lost. These transfer phenomena
explain the sometimes instantaneous passage gifts of a healer to a
member of his family.
“We have seen how the relationship between the numen of a lineage
and descendants of the latter was maintained for centuries, and it must
be said, a little too naturally, by consanguineous marriages, the blood
“mixed” (obtained by the union of individuals who are not related to
each other) having the effect of forgetting the “blood memory”, which
was particularly feared in these lineages.
It is this same quality that condemned to a sort of perpetual
slavery descendants of a lineage as “prisoners of their blood” which had
only members of their lineage, not as individuals, such as rings of a
chain link of prisoners and a past they would have to overcome to
overcome individually, the power exercised by the animal soul through
the blood. “(P.65)
Such avoided if control is mentioned in the first book of Olga
Kharitidi, where a shaman seeks to transfer the force of “egregore” of
the line on a person who does not want to.”
See: http://translate.google.fr/translate?sl=fr&tl=en&js=n&prev=_t&hl=fr&ie=UTF-8&eotf=1&u=http%3A%2F%2Fnewsoftomorrow.org%2Fabductions%2Fvisions%2Falexandre-de-danann-memoire-du-sang-2
Also, if the pneuma of numen was weak in a person there were rites to
increase this quality, based on ancient Egyptian and Jewish practices:
“If contact with the pneuma of numen becomes weak or broken, a
rite can be done to revive it. This is palingenesis. This is done “with
the magical job centers of the ancestor, that is to say salts extracted
from his bones. The origin of this practice dates back to the dawn of
time (…) “
and:
“It is also curious that in Egyptian magic remains perpetuated in
Sudan was talking Guenon, we find the phenomenon of transformation of
men into animals, especially from an entire population, demonstrating
that among other there unquestionably has a hereditary passing of such
power through the blood. “(P.92)
With some survivors of ritual abuse histories, MK Ultra, milabs and
“starfire women”, they assert that their bloodline families and the
beings who have exploited them are both human and non human. This is
elaborated on in Elisa E’s books, “Beyond our Life in MK Ultra”, Book One and Two.(See: https://www.amazon.com/Our-Life-Beyond-MKULTRA-Book/dp/1490439684)
In Elisa E’s experience, she has a profound and chilling connection
to the “Cain” entity, a non human—yet humanlike—extremely powerful
being, who may have been the original Cain from the Bible. This being is
present as a powerful bloodline ally and inter-dimensional “handler” as
well as rapacious lover and enemy all at the same time. It is still a
mystery, yet opens up many questions as to the reality of an actual
genetic, racial reality of such hybrid beings interbreeding with
humanity in specific bloodlines carrying on ancient occult traditions.
In Elisa’s book she goes into detail how she understands and has
personally witnessed the “inter-dimensional handling” phenomena in her
own experience as well as with people well known in the “alternative
whistleblowing and Exopolitics” community.
In Carolyn Hamlett’s testimony of surviving in a Satanic Ritual Abuse
bloodline family, she describes the origin and ancestries of the
Reptilian race, often associated with the Dragonline family crests.
She also is one of the few who explains the origins of the Reptilian
race, as being a genetically engineered race created by the Nephilim to
be a super warrior race. She says that the Nephilim are hybrids between
the original humans and Fallen Angels, and that the Reptilians are a
hybrid between Nephilim and some reptilian species. The Reptilians
contain some human DNA since the Nephilim are offspring of humans and
Watchers and so are compatible. Could the Fallen Angels also be the
Archons of the Demiurge as written in ancient Gnostic literature?
There are two good interviews by Carolyn Hamlett with Dan Duval, that
go into detail about the Reptilian Replication process, which I believe
can explain many anomalies witnessed by those who have been told that
they are of some reptilian hybrid bloodline.
See: http://evelorgen.com/wp/articles/military-abduction-milabs-and-reptilians/the-reptilian-replication-process-as-described-by-carolyn-hamlett/
A July 2016 interview goes into more detail on the Replication
process from a single reptilian red blood cell that is incorporated into
the human ovum before conception.
http://beyondthephysical.blogspot.com/2016/07/the-royal-dragon-bloodline-reptilian.html
In the aforementioned article on Carolyn Hamlett’s experience she
talks about a 5th Fire Initiation between two “twin flame” partners in
order to bring in a powerful being into our reality, a hybrid birth.
(Excerpt taken from above link article on Carolyn Hamlett):
“One of the more revelatory aspects of Carolyn’s discussion on
Reptilians was the connection between a higher level powerful dark
being, an Arcturian called Rommel. (It is unknown whether this
particular cult group and their “dark lords” are mimicking the name of
Arcturians or if indeed these Arcturians are essentially playing on the
dark side.) This powerful being had to be brought to our 3D reality
through a “portal” created via twin flame union sexual ritual.(I will
comment on this in a later post)
“It took the energy of a combined twin flame union of two humans,
coupled with what Satan’s spiritual hierarchy calls “the 5th fire
initiation” to open up the portal where many of Satan’s highest and most
powerful were waiting to be able to gain entrance into our 3rd
dimensional earth.
They needed humans to open up that portal because Satan does not have the spiritual authority to open that portal.
Quick explanation: Although Satan and his fallen are powerful, they
do not have the “natural born” spiritual authority that humans were
created with. It’s just a fact. The human spirit is different than all
other created creatures. The human spirit has what I call “the God
code”. We have an essence of God the creator Himself as His children.”
EL: This is the real deal, and I believe many “milabs” and even
“experiencers of alien encounters” who have had astral visitations are
experiencing these unions and are directed by their “milab handlers”
and/or ET guides in the astral to participate without full consent and
awareness in these kinds of activities. The portal opening seems to
occur spontaneously in some cases— as can immediate “bilocation” of the
unionized energy bodies of the twin flame couple to another dimensional
reality. I have had at least one report of this. It can also happen in
the physical, where a portal opens up or is created via a tantric type
of soul mate union and ritual. Often times when a portal or other
dimensional reality opens up through the higher energies and
consciousness of the couple, it’s spontaneous, and not directed by a
ritual. And is not EVIL per se. It’s just part of the side effect of the
energies created through these kinds of tantric unions.”
It is interesting to note the name of the ritual called a 5th Fire
Initiation, must occur between two twin flame humans. It is my guess
that the woman conceiving and needed for one of these rituals possibly
needs to be a “starfire woman” of a particular bloodline. I do not think
that this “starfire bloodline” is in and of itself “evil”. It is
something that I believe originated from a good, organic spirit sourced
human being, perhaps an androgynous female in very ancient Edenic times.
And that this particular bloodline of people—and especially women—has
been co opted, exploited and controlled by a powerful occult cabal for
nefarious purposes for millennia.
In Michael Tsarion’s article about the “Female Illuminati” (See: http://www.femaleilluminati.com/article-2.html)
he states that most of the secret societies such as the Templars, and
bloodlines related to the Merovingians, goes back to ancient Egyptian
Atonists, and to the “Sisterhood of Death”. He goes to great lengths to
show how the secret rites go back to the Cult of Venus, which is also
the worship of Lucifer. He mentions how the female Illuminati are
implicated in the Holy Blood—Holy Grail legend:
“The Grail was brought from Jerusalem to France by Hugh de Payens
who, after allegedly finding it beneath Temple Mount, gave it and other
treasures into her keeping. Of course the Grail is simply a clever
metaphor for the Female Illuminati. The word grail comes from gradus,
meaning “by degrees,” “stages” or “steps.” This alludes to the grades of
a Masonic-type society. This is the society headed by Mathilde and many
others before and after the era of Chretian de Troyes. A secondary
meaning of the word is Sang Rael or “Holy Blood,” again a reference to
the Sisterhood. The word gradus was later wrongly rendered cratis
meaning basket or container, hence the connection with a cup.
Suggestively, on the architecture of the north porch of Chartres
Cathedral (dedicated to the female), we see the figure of the Old
Testament demigod Melchizedek holding a chalice. Melchizedek is a
cryptic reference to Akhenaton and the order descended from his progeny.
We see then that the true significance of the so-called Holy Grail is
to be primarily understood in terms of a hierarchical secret society,
and secondarily as a container of royal female blood. We also see the
significance of the Templars as supposed keepers of the “Grail.”
It is my intuition that not all of the individuals who retain these
spiritual or supernatural gifts, as detected by specific genetics or
soul frequencies are all “evil”. And in fact most of them are
relentlessly hunted down by these secret occult groups. And they have
been for centuries. What I believe is that there was an original
bloodline, or genetic race containing some genuine supernatural
qualities (as opposed to the bloodlines which receive psychic powers
from entities, fallen angels and demons) which could be passed on via
maternal bloodlines and also associated with the “starfire” blood of
specific women. And that this bloodline was almost completely co-opted,
exploited and controlled by the dark Lords associated with the secret
societies noted above by Tsarion.
Which brings me back to at least one point that has been repeatedly
brought up by some Dark Side of Cupid love bite experiencers. Why do
they keep repeatedly being targeted by vampiric and especially
“reptilian hosted” agents who seem to be run by these inter dimensional
beings? And of course the biggest question by these people is “what can I
do to keep these parasites away from me?” How can I build my life and
authentic love relationships with a human being who is benevolently
compatible and not like “the other predators?”
I will explore this question in a follow up article on Building on What is Real for the Greater Good.
Links to former Discussion Panels on the Love Bite and Hyperdimensional Interference:
Hyperdimensional Interference and the Keys to Discernment Panel Discussion:
http://evelorgen.com/wp/?s=Hyperdimensional+Interference+and+the+Keys+to+Discernment&submit=Search
Spanish TV Show-Interview on The Love Bite and Dark Side of Cupid
Recently I and several colleagues participated in a Spanish TV show on video to be interviewed by Hiedra Dance of Holisticafm, Sunday Feb. 15., 2016.
This is the Youtube link and description of the show:
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JbH8mOe4xZs&feature=youtu.be
“This is the first program of the saga with Evie Lorgen, Laura Leon Sovereignkees Leon; ; and Luis Betanzos de Mauleon
which was a success. We are grateful for this opportunity yesterday and
thanks to my radio host Holisticafm in all their bravery for taking on
such an incredible project. In this program we have much to share but
have decided to go slowly and gently into the arena of the Love Bite and the Dark Side of Cupid interference.
How much do you want to know the truth when you are in the most agonizing Love relationship ever experienced?
“In the end, we return to the question, just how much do you love
truth? Do you really love truth or are you just curious? Do you love it
enough to rebuild your understanding to align to a reality that doesn’t
fit your current beliefs, and doesn’t feel 120% happy? Do you love
truth enough to continue seeking even when it hurts, when it reveals
aspects of yourself, or human society, or the universe, that are
shocking, complex and disturbing, or humbling, glorious and amazing – or
even, when truth is far beyond human mind itself? Just how much do we
love truth? It’s a good question to ask ourselves, I think.” ~ Scott
Mandelker
Paranormal interference in human love relationships. This mini-series
is a comprehensive discussion on the theme of paranormal interference
in human love relationships, ‘love bite’ set ups, interference patterns,
disruptions of ‘true love’ and the impact of real love being interfered
with and co-opted.
This is just the beginning!
This Wednesday I present from my heart Evie Lorgen of ‘The Love Bite’
who has revealed one of the most profound hidden manipulations world
wide. Evie Lorgen will be in my program with her special colleagues
SovereignKees Laura Leon and Luis Betanzos de Mauleon who together share
a wealth of knowledge thanks to Evie’s groundwork breakthrough
information.
I will be participating and responding to all your questions on the
chat. We will also be discussing how the special offspring such as
Indigo’s, Crystal children and the other anomalies of the children born
with various anomalies who are being interfered with as well as the real
dynamic of how twin flames are being especially targeted. Don’t miss
it.
A hug and gratitude to my colleagues, especially to my dear Cristian Hol
for his dedication, hard work and lovely countenance yesterday, Sunday
February 14th, 2016. The program will air on Wednesday February 15th,
2016 in Spain at 3:00pm.
Luis Betanzos Maudeleon Blog on “The Love Bite” in Spanish:
http://www.luzplatino.com/#!El-Mordisco-del-Amor/cfml/56ae79f30cf2683289305809
This is the Youtube link and description of the show:
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JbH8mOe4xZs&feature=youtu.be
“This is the first program of the saga with Evie Lorgen, Laura Leon Sovereignkees Leon; ; and Luis Betanzos de Mauleon
which was a success. We are grateful for this opportunity yesterday and
thanks to my radio host Holisticafm in all their bravery for taking on
such an incredible project. In this program we have much to share but
have decided to go slowly and gently into the arena of the Love Bite and the Dark Side of Cupid interference.
How much do you want to know the truth when you are in the most agonizing Love relationship ever experienced?
“In the end, we return to the question, just how much do you love
truth? Do you really love truth or are you just curious? Do you love it
enough to rebuild your understanding to align to a reality that doesn’t
fit your current beliefs, and doesn’t feel 120% happy? Do you love
truth enough to continue seeking even when it hurts, when it reveals
aspects of yourself, or human society, or the universe, that are
shocking, complex and disturbing, or humbling, glorious and amazing – or
even, when truth is far beyond human mind itself? Just how much do we
love truth? It’s a good question to ask ourselves, I think.” ~ Scott
Mandelker
Paranormal interference in human love relationships. This mini-series
is a comprehensive discussion on the theme of paranormal interference
in human love relationships, ‘love bite’ set ups, interference patterns,
disruptions of ‘true love’ and the impact of real love being interfered
with and co-opted.
This is just the beginning!
This Wednesday I present from my heart Evie Lorgen of ‘The Love Bite’
who has revealed one of the most profound hidden manipulations world
wide. Evie Lorgen will be in my program with her special colleagues
SovereignKees Laura Leon and Luis Betanzos de Mauleon who together share
a wealth of knowledge thanks to Evie’s groundwork breakthrough
information.
I will be participating and responding to all your questions on the
chat. We will also be discussing how the special offspring such as
Indigo’s, Crystal children and the other anomalies of the children born
with various anomalies who are being interfered with as well as the real
dynamic of how twin flames are being especially targeted. Don’t miss
it.
A hug and gratitude to my colleagues, especially to my dear Cristian Hol
for his dedication, hard work and lovely countenance yesterday, Sunday
February 14th, 2016. The program will air on Wednesday February 15th,
2016 in Spain at 3:00pm.
Luis Betanzos Maudeleon Blog on “The Love Bite” in Spanish:
http://www.luzplatino.com/#!El-Mordisco-del-Amor/cfml/56ae79f30cf2683289305809
The Astral Twin Flame Union Experience, Mind Control and Spiritual Warfare
I want to personally thank Arella Elliora, for bringing to my
attention several of the links provided in this article. Arella has also
written a Spanish translation of this article and can be found here:
http://caminoalregresodelbalance.blogspot.mx/2016/01/la-union-de-la-llama-gemela-control.html
Much of my work with clients who report a “Dark Side of Cupid”
relationship, alien love bite, or twin flame connection is interwoven
with obsessive, traumatic and energy draining overtones. Underneath the
veil of this powerful and blissful “soul connection” with a human who
keeps appearing in their “dreams” or astral realms is really some form
of inter dimensional being who is most likely using the image of that
desired human lover.(ie, incubbi, succubi, reptilians, etc.) Or the
inter dimensional being is attached to the desired targeted partner’s
soul, using them as a host vampire to feed on their sexual and emotional
energies.
Most of the time the person reporting a “love bite” with a predatory,
sexual astral vampire is not always in physical contact with that
lover. They may have had a few physical life conversations,
correspondence or even a short lived, physical-sexual relationship, but
most often, it’s “astral”. With some reports, the person had a physical
sexual relationship with a “reptilian hosted” person, where that person
finally admitted to being “non human” and taking on the role of a
predatory, vampiric abuser type. But these types of reports are actually
more rare because of the lethality of what is taking place. Such a case
is the “Susan Reed aka Jeanne Gospell story.–“The Body Snatchers”. See: http://evelorgen.com/wp/tag/susan-reed/
More often than not, in the twin flame astral unions, the reporting
“love bitten” person has not had a real physical relationship with the
alleged twin flame lover, but something is happening that connects the
two that appears to be a more complex web of inter dimensional
connections and orchestrations. There is usually some reason, and
oftentimes one or the other partners is connected to a “royalty
bloodline” where the attachments to reptilians and other
interdimensionals are present and working through one or both persons. A
hidden history of alien abductions, repeated splitting traumas, milabs,
Satanic Ritual Abuse, ancestral connections to high level sorcerers,
Freemasons, powerful groups in the Illuminati or military are often the
root cause. I believe that the more complicity and awareness of the
Satanic and Luciferic Agenda in the “family of origin”, the more
specific and defined the ritualized “traumas”, initiations and
programming are in that persons life.
ancestry histories, and the love bitten victim is like an opportunistic
casualty in this inter dimensional war. They may have some
vulnerability like an unmet need for healing, love, understanding and
seek out a spiritual guru or teacher, then become enamored with that
person who they’ve placed on a pedestal. An emotional entanglement can
ensue drawing them into the “game” that starts unraveling the red flags
of an energy vampirism operation. Then they may suddenly or gradually
start having astral sexual connections for the first time in their
lives. Astral sexual unions that are blissful, romantic that can
activate their kundalini and psychic abilities. After a period of time
from weeks, months or years, these sexual astral visitations may result
in either channelling or becoming possessed by the entity running the
show. Not to mention physical and emotional exhaustion and obsession
with that person. The seduction can be gradual so that the person easily
gives their permission over without knowing fully what they are doing,
until it is too late.
(See: Mariah and Seductive Spirit guide, Page 126, The Dark Side of Cupid: Love Affairs, The Supernatural And Energy Vampirism, Keyhole Press 2012)
They may start to lose their energy, become confused, and cannot rid
themselves of these demonic beings, or sever psychic cords from the
“hosted guru/love bite partner”. They become tormented day and night
with significant energy loss and yet they still may retain a love and
sex addiction to the sensations being energetically manipulated in their
bodies by the being who is linked into them. The once blissful, angelic
twin flame bliss becomes taunting torment and torture that will not
leave them alone, despite prayer and healing modalities.
but some are specifically engineered to conceive a “hybrid child”, as
in cases that are part of generational Satanic Ritual Abuse bloodline
families. (i.e. See below reference to Carolyn Hamlett’s
testimony and those mentioned by Christian SRA therapist, Doug Riggs).
Or, in specific alien abduction hybrid breeding programs.(For example,
review the work of David Jacobs) These abductees seem to be
plucked for these programs because of genetics, an Illuminati Royalty
connection or simply be an opportunistic victim or volunteer for the
program through deception—or love bite set up.
It is my guess that many twin flame/soul mate types of love bite “set
ups” could be based on the original Satanic bloodline agendas. In other
words, there are many people who seem to be “run” by inter dimensional
beings, where the distinct family bloodline Illuminati histories are not
“overt” and yet they fall into similar patterns of repeated traumas and
love bite relationships, alien abductions and milabs.
Some are “infected people” who are unhealed and hosting demonic
entities masquerading as spiritual teachers and healers. These types are
the “organic portals” who can infect and link in via “love bite astral
connections” with many at a time, even hundreds or thousands. Some
“hosted infector types” may be used to get vulnerable women pregnant, so
that the child conceived will be linked in with that particular inter
dimensional being or demon. It seems the main agenda for “the dark side”
would be to infect as many people as possible for demonic possession or
oppression, and also to conceive hybrid or demonized children from
these types of conceptions. I would like to point out that genetically
augmented humans in some of these “abduction programs” may not be actual
“alien” hybrids, but part of a genetically modified experiment and are
very “human” and not demonically “hosted”.
the author describes a type of programming where an alter personality
was embedded with sexual memories and alternating deep obsessive
feelings of love and hate for two specific “target kill males”. (Who
were well known in the conspiracy fields, as well as another example in
the book of a famous actor) On Page 52 she states,
“What has come to light is that it is much more likely that it
was programming to make us believe we knew him to further their agenda
regarding our kill program…” and on page 53 continues:
“The similarities regarding our programming to both of these men
are stunning, especially the “feelings” that were programmed in…”
and …”In both programs we have repeatedly witnessed kill as well
as “alter-nating” love/hate emotions toward each, up close and at a
distance. Sometimes these emotions come out of nowhere and were
debilitating, such as awakening in a rage and wanting to kill them.” And later Elisa reveals,
“…We have explicit memories of sexual interaction with each, but
consciously realize that these are programmed in memories to provide a
basis and/or motivation/justification for killing them as well as to
support our journal writings that could be later used by law enforcement
to dispose of us in the Department of Justice System.”
Elisa also realized that part of this program of obsessive feelings
of love/hate towards a specific, high-profile conspiracy researcher, had
the embedded commands of “going home”. This is like a type of call back
program, where a targeted person, often a lover(?) will be used to take
them (the MK ultra slave gone astray) in and possibly act as a handler
to “gather them back into the fold” of the cult. Or, through association
and connection with targeted person, the runaway slave is “returned” to
the cult and other handlers so they can either be eliminated for “
breaking programming, or re programmed for continued operational use.
By this time in Elisa’s recovery process, she was breaking
programming and did not follow through on the “kill program” commands,
but was indeed accessed and programmed to believe she had a deep
connection to the targeted male(s). Elisa elaborates on this by saying,
“When programming assassins in total mind control programming,
the slave is made to repeat the kill program (in the mind) as it is to
occur over and over again. This occurred for us in both the case of X
and Y and how they made our alter personality believe the relationship
was real. The levels of hatred and love we experienced is difficult to
express in words. With Y, our incredible need to be with him, to find
him, was most certainly that of an irrational stalker mentality. During
the expression of these longings, we repeatedly heard that we were
“going home” to him, through it was crystal clear that alter 14 was the
one programmed to kill him. What saved us (and perhaps him) was a
parallel conscious awareness of the irrational and bizarre nature of
these “feelings” in light of our also seeing and feeling that we had
never actually met him!”
This experience shows that some of these love bites and “engineered
love obsessions” can be the result of programming where the victim is
made to believe they have had sexual intimacy with the targeted partner,
but in Elisa’s case the motivation for these programmed-in memories was
to facilitate a target kill command.
One thing Elisa does state emphatically on page 54 is that,
“Symptoms experienced as a result of programming and consciously
during deep deprogramming involved all of our states: spiritual, mental,
emotional and physical.”
soul-mate unions occurring either in the astral or are remembered or
assumed to be in some kind of “abduction scenario”—whether it’s with
aliens or in a type of milab operation or experiment, according to many
“love bite experiencers”. A few of my case histories in the Love Bite (The Love Bite: Alien Interference in Human Love Relationships,
Elogos & HHC Press 2000) involve this scenario, and also many
private consultations with milab abductees. For many milabs, (alien
abductees who are also being utilized by secret government and military
black op groups—an extension of MK Ultra) we now have mutual
confirmation of memories of “operations” as well as sexual interactions.
Some milabs recall mutual experiences in another dimension like “astral
operations” and some recall them as if they were real physical events
in a specific physical location. I’ve had reports where one partner in
the “milab operation” will recall the event clearly as if it was real,
where somehow they recall being “bilocated” to the milab operation
location,(but they may not accurately recall the specific access point
in time) and the other “milab” in the same “black op” only recalls the
event as a dream. But in these instances we have a mutuality of memory
indicating something indeed is happening, but at what level or dimension
is not entirely clear.
I also want to point out that several of these “love bite”
experiencers who believe they have a soul mate or even twin flame
partner in their “secret lives” of milab operations and other
dimensional activities, do have genuine feelings for one another in
mutual confirmation. They may both find themselves in entrapments of
being used in high level milab and occult operations, and have true
feelings for the “twinned partner” and both are trying to escape this
control system. It is clear that true love, even a twin flame kind of
love connectedness is very powerful, and is being hijacked and exploited
to serve the “dark agendas”, who have managed to entrap such couples.
This is why I do not want to imply that the twin flame and even soul
mate situation is entirely a black and white issue of it being “all
negative, demonic manipulations” or mind control programming. I believe
that if such soul mates do exist and these individuals are in such
“programs”, the real test of “reality” is to heal, come out of the mind
control and truly love with wisdom and discernment. If this is done, the
effect should be very powerful, and certainly is something the dark
“powers that be” do not want with those who have these kinds of
connections. Nonetheless, it is the responsibility of each of the “twin
flame” partners to do a deep self-inquiry on their own history, work to
resolve emotional traumas, and “mind control issues”.
In several love bite cases, mostly private, the duo recalled astral
sexual unions and interactions that served to fuel the love obsession in
one or both partners. Some recall “programming” in the astral where
they were given narrated scripts of a story to program them to fall in
love with a specific person, who was deliberately led to them via a
pre-conditioned love obsession to be their “next handler”. In such a
case, the love bite was engineered to bring them in to be “reactivated”
for some kind of MK Ultra occult operational use.
After researching this field for over 20 years I will have to say
that the level of human experimentation on all levels of being are more
complex that what is assumed to be simple “physical level” MK Ultra mind
control or Satanic Ritual Abuse. The extent of control includes a level
of inter and extra dimensional involvement and black meta-technology
that is a form of spiritual abuse and warfare on unimaginable levels.
With this statement I do not want to imply that this situation is
“hopeless” targeting with warfare beyond our ability to overcome. Not at
all. I do believe our own
hearts, minds and spirits working in full integration are extremely
powerful, and we can overcome this, since black magic, by nature, is
based on trickery and deception, not true spiritual power.
I think that with the numerous reports emerging out of Satanic Ritual
Abuse and Illuminati Bloodline cult family survivors, we can start to
understand this kind of spiritual warfare, even if much of it is within
the framework of Christian religious faiths based on biblical scripture.
I believe that these ancient bloodline cults, rituals and spiritual
beliefs extend beyond the history of the Christian religion and the life
of Jesus Christ. It is old, enduring and seemingly following an agenda
that appears to be culminating in our current time. But even the
prophetic scriptures such as the Book of Revelation, could be utilized
as a script by these same infiltrators and corruptors of the human race
to carry out their program of control and trans-humanism.
reported some of the demonic aspects of Twin Flame unions via specific
types of rituals done with “bloodline cult people”. One such witness
testimony is Carolyn Hamlett on the “5th Fire Initiation Ritual”, which
uses a twin flame couple, to unify, give up their souls for possession
and conceive a “hybrid Nephilim” “avatar” child. In this type of
“Nephilim hybrid” the physical gestation and maturation is rapid and not
“normal” in term of the usual human pregnancy and growth. This is
distinct and different from many of the alien abduction hybrid breeding
program reports, compared to the children born to the abductee mothers
in their physical environment lives. In other words, most of the
children born to the abductee mothers in their normal physical
life/world, are not such rapid gestation and maturation as described in
Carlyn Hamlett’s testimony. On the other hand, hybrid children being
shown to parent abductees on the alien crafts or environments during
abductions, may appear much more “alien” than human and have different
gestation and maturation times. The hybrid children that were raised in
“alien environments” are usually taken via abduction from the mother’s
wombs in the first trimester. For more details on the entirety of
Carolyn Hamlett’s experience see:
http://beyondthephysical.blogspot.mx/2013/07/my-july-30th-interview-with-daniel.html
Doug Riggs, a long time Christian minister and SRA
therapist who has worked with many ritual abuse survivors has spoken
about the “Nephilim Mothers” being groomed to conceive hybrid children.
He does say that these “Nephilim children” mostly males, look like
normal humans and are usually physically ”beautiful people”. Another
thing Doug Riggs did report in the below video interview is that since
1976, all significant world leaders or those in top positions in the
world are all now “hybrids”.
Another interview worth listening to with Doug Riggs and Lynn Marzulli on a more broad perspective of the Nephilim hybrid issue and the End times Deception, Satanic Anti-Christ Agenda.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p8OhV45djGo&list=WL&index=53
trauma is that if they have never experienced true healing, love,
healthy family relations, and trauma free living, they often lack the
ability to discern the truth of a situation. For example, the “red
flags” that normally would cue a non-traumatized person that something
is “not right” will not register in a long-time abductee or anomalous
trauma survivor. It is not that these people are not sensitive, aware or
intelligent. It’s the simple fact that from living a life of trauma, a
certain level of emotional pain and confusion is normalized in their
lives. The analogy of the frog being slowly boiled in the pot of boiling
water is a metaphor of how easy it is to not notice the gradual
temperature of the water, until it’s so hot they either succumb to being
cooked alive (spiritually and emotionally dying), or they jump out of
the boiling water and wake up to the reality of obvious abuse.
Sometimes the desire for love, acceptance, or avoidance of the “crazy
reality” keeps them in a world of confusion, distraction or obsessions
with illusions that actually prevent them from a deeper self connection
of internal Spirit Sourced truth.
When there is vampiric energy loss, there is also a level of
confusion. Where there still exist psychological defenses, cognitive
dissonance and intact mind control programming, there will be a
consistency of distractions, drama and numbing (perhaps through various
addictions). There will be illusions of what they want reality to be,
but is not. Healing and the clarity of wisdom comes from deep heart and
core Spirit connection, combined with the rational mind. Sometimes it’s
easy to get stuck in the wild goose chase of endless mental puzzles,
spinning in this “need to know” questioning and research endeavors on
externalized aspects of ones life and world. Many of us who have hidden
histories of abductions have intense desires to know what happened, our
memories of missing time, our real parentage, proof that we may be a
“hybrid” or other such inquiries. These mental “needing to have external
knowledge” quests can actually sabotage the true healing process. True
healing will always cause you to return to your own heart, feelings and
spiritual core of beingness, which then works in balance with the
logical mind to to question events and experiences that are unusual and
then make sense of things.
If there is a true form of soul mate or even a twin flame dyad, it is
not likely to be festered with the magnitude of demonic, vampiristic
overtones or riddled with narcissistic, game playing so prominent in
hyper dimensional organic portals —pretending to be human lovers. The
determination to heal and take emotionally intelligent responsibility
will offer the clarity and wisdom to understand and overcome these
complex multileveled manipulations and questions. For so many of us we
feel alone and unsupported in this. But we are not alone. The fact that
we are still alive, and have come to know what we have thus far is a
significant victory.
attention several of the links provided in this article. Arella has also
written a Spanish translation of this article and can be found here:
http://caminoalregresodelbalance.blogspot.mx/2016/01/la-union-de-la-llama-gemela-control.html
Much of my work with clients who report a “Dark Side of Cupid”
relationship, alien love bite, or twin flame connection is interwoven
with obsessive, traumatic and energy draining overtones. Underneath the
veil of this powerful and blissful “soul connection” with a human who
keeps appearing in their “dreams” or astral realms is really some form
of inter dimensional being who is most likely using the image of that
desired human lover.(ie, incubbi, succubi, reptilians, etc.) Or the
inter dimensional being is attached to the desired targeted partner’s
soul, using them as a host vampire to feed on their sexual and emotional
energies.
Most of the time the person reporting a “love bite” with a predatory,
sexual astral vampire is not always in physical contact with that
lover. They may have had a few physical life conversations,
correspondence or even a short lived, physical-sexual relationship, but
most often, it’s “astral”. With some reports, the person had a physical
sexual relationship with a “reptilian hosted” person, where that person
finally admitted to being “non human” and taking on the role of a
predatory, vampiric abuser type. But these types of reports are actually
more rare because of the lethality of what is taking place. Such a case
is the “Susan Reed aka Jeanne Gospell story.–“The Body Snatchers”. See: http://evelorgen.com/wp/tag/susan-reed/
More often than not, in the twin flame astral unions, the reporting
“love bitten” person has not had a real physical relationship with the
alleged twin flame lover, but something is happening that connects the
two that appears to be a more complex web of inter dimensional
connections and orchestrations. There is usually some reason, and
oftentimes one or the other partners is connected to a “royalty
bloodline” where the attachments to reptilians and other
interdimensionals are present and working through one or both persons. A
hidden history of alien abductions, repeated splitting traumas, milabs,
Satanic Ritual Abuse, ancestral connections to high level sorcerers,
Freemasons, powerful groups in the Illuminati or military are often the
root cause. I believe that the more complicity and awareness of the
Satanic and Luciferic Agenda in the “family of origin”, the more
specific and defined the ritualized “traumas”, initiations and
programming are in that persons life.
Client History may not include “Bloodline Illuminati Connections” or Alien Abduction Histories.
Some of these reports do not contain the usual abduction or bloodlineancestry histories, and the love bitten victim is like an opportunistic
casualty in this inter dimensional war. They may have some
vulnerability like an unmet need for healing, love, understanding and
seek out a spiritual guru or teacher, then become enamored with that
person who they’ve placed on a pedestal. An emotional entanglement can
ensue drawing them into the “game” that starts unraveling the red flags
of an energy vampirism operation. Then they may suddenly or gradually
start having astral sexual connections for the first time in their
lives. Astral sexual unions that are blissful, romantic that can
activate their kundalini and psychic abilities. After a period of time
from weeks, months or years, these sexual astral visitations may result
in either channelling or becoming possessed by the entity running the
show. Not to mention physical and emotional exhaustion and obsession
with that person. The seduction can be gradual so that the person easily
gives their permission over without knowing fully what they are doing,
until it is too late.
(See: Mariah and Seductive Spirit guide, Page 126, The Dark Side of Cupid: Love Affairs, The Supernatural And Energy Vampirism, Keyhole Press 2012)
They may start to lose their energy, become confused, and cannot rid
themselves of these demonic beings, or sever psychic cords from the
“hosted guru/love bite partner”. They become tormented day and night
with significant energy loss and yet they still may retain a love and
sex addiction to the sensations being energetically manipulated in their
bodies by the being who is linked into them. The once blissful, angelic
twin flame bliss becomes taunting torment and torture that will not
leave them alone, despite prayer and healing modalities.
Hybrid Child Conceptions
The twin flame unions may or may not result in conception of a child,but some are specifically engineered to conceive a “hybrid child”, as
in cases that are part of generational Satanic Ritual Abuse bloodline
families. (i.e. See below reference to Carolyn Hamlett’s
testimony and those mentioned by Christian SRA therapist, Doug Riggs).
Or, in specific alien abduction hybrid breeding programs.(For example,
review the work of David Jacobs) These abductees seem to be
plucked for these programs because of genetics, an Illuminati Royalty
connection or simply be an opportunistic victim or volunteer for the
program through deception—or love bite set up.
It is my guess that many twin flame/soul mate types of love bite “set
ups” could be based on the original Satanic bloodline agendas. In other
words, there are many people who seem to be “run” by inter dimensional
beings, where the distinct family bloodline Illuminati histories are not
“overt” and yet they fall into similar patterns of repeated traumas and
love bite relationships, alien abductions and milabs.
Some are “infected people” who are unhealed and hosting demonic
entities masquerading as spiritual teachers and healers. These types are
the “organic portals” who can infect and link in via “love bite astral
connections” with many at a time, even hundreds or thousands. Some
“hosted infector types” may be used to get vulnerable women pregnant, so
that the child conceived will be linked in with that particular inter
dimensional being or demon. It seems the main agenda for “the dark side”
would be to infect as many people as possible for demonic possession or
oppression, and also to conceive hybrid or demonized children from
these types of conceptions. I would like to point out that genetically
augmented humans in some of these “abduction programs” may not be actual
“alien” hybrids, but part of a genetically modified experiment and are
very “human” and not demonically “hosted”.
MK Ultra Programming for Love Obsession
In “Our Life Beyond MK Ultra” by Elisa E, Book 2,the author describes a type of programming where an alter personality
was embedded with sexual memories and alternating deep obsessive
feelings of love and hate for two specific “target kill males”. (Who
were well known in the conspiracy fields, as well as another example in
the book of a famous actor) On Page 52 she states,
“What has come to light is that it is much more likely that it
was programming to make us believe we knew him to further their agenda
regarding our kill program…” and on page 53 continues:
“The similarities regarding our programming to both of these men
are stunning, especially the “feelings” that were programmed in…”
and …”In both programs we have repeatedly witnessed kill as well
as “alter-nating” love/hate emotions toward each, up close and at a
distance. Sometimes these emotions come out of nowhere and were
debilitating, such as awakening in a rage and wanting to kill them.” And later Elisa reveals,
“…We have explicit memories of sexual interaction with each, but
consciously realize that these are programmed in memories to provide a
basis and/or motivation/justification for killing them as well as to
support our journal writings that could be later used by law enforcement
to dispose of us in the Department of Justice System.”
Elisa also realized that part of this program of obsessive feelings
of love/hate towards a specific, high-profile conspiracy researcher, had
the embedded commands of “going home”. This is like a type of call back
program, where a targeted person, often a lover(?) will be used to take
them (the MK ultra slave gone astray) in and possibly act as a handler
to “gather them back into the fold” of the cult. Or, through association
and connection with targeted person, the runaway slave is “returned” to
the cult and other handlers so they can either be eliminated for “
breaking programming, or re programmed for continued operational use.
By this time in Elisa’s recovery process, she was breaking
programming and did not follow through on the “kill program” commands,
but was indeed accessed and programmed to believe she had a deep
connection to the targeted male(s). Elisa elaborates on this by saying,
“When programming assassins in total mind control programming,
the slave is made to repeat the kill program (in the mind) as it is to
occur over and over again. This occurred for us in both the case of X
and Y and how they made our alter personality believe the relationship
was real. The levels of hatred and love we experienced is difficult to
express in words. With Y, our incredible need to be with him, to find
him, was most certainly that of an irrational stalker mentality. During
the expression of these longings, we repeatedly heard that we were
“going home” to him, through it was crystal clear that alter 14 was the
one programmed to kill him. What saved us (and perhaps him) was a
parallel conscious awareness of the irrational and bizarre nature of
these “feelings” in light of our also seeing and feeling that we had
never actually met him!”
This experience shows that some of these love bites and “engineered
love obsessions” can be the result of programming where the victim is
made to believe they have had sexual intimacy with the targeted partner,
but in Elisa’s case the motivation for these programmed-in memories was
to facilitate a target kill command.
One thing Elisa does state emphatically on page 54 is that,
“Symptoms experienced as a result of programming and consciously
during deep deprogramming involved all of our states: spiritual, mental,
emotional and physical.”
Astral Unions and Operations
There are many reports of alleged “twin flame” or deeply connectedsoul-mate unions occurring either in the astral or are remembered or
assumed to be in some kind of “abduction scenario”—whether it’s with
aliens or in a type of milab operation or experiment, according to many
“love bite experiencers”. A few of my case histories in the Love Bite (The Love Bite: Alien Interference in Human Love Relationships,
Elogos & HHC Press 2000) involve this scenario, and also many
private consultations with milab abductees. For many milabs, (alien
abductees who are also being utilized by secret government and military
black op groups—an extension of MK Ultra) we now have mutual
confirmation of memories of “operations” as well as sexual interactions.
Some milabs recall mutual experiences in another dimension like “astral
operations” and some recall them as if they were real physical events
in a specific physical location. I’ve had reports where one partner in
the “milab operation” will recall the event clearly as if it was real,
where somehow they recall being “bilocated” to the milab operation
location,(but they may not accurately recall the specific access point
in time) and the other “milab” in the same “black op” only recalls the
event as a dream. But in these instances we have a mutuality of memory
indicating something indeed is happening, but at what level or dimension
is not entirely clear.
I also want to point out that several of these “love bite”
experiencers who believe they have a soul mate or even twin flame
partner in their “secret lives” of milab operations and other
dimensional activities, do have genuine feelings for one another in
mutual confirmation. They may both find themselves in entrapments of
being used in high level milab and occult operations, and have true
feelings for the “twinned partner” and both are trying to escape this
control system. It is clear that true love, even a twin flame kind of
love connectedness is very powerful, and is being hijacked and exploited
to serve the “dark agendas”, who have managed to entrap such couples.
This is why I do not want to imply that the twin flame and even soul
mate situation is entirely a black and white issue of it being “all
negative, demonic manipulations” or mind control programming. I believe
that if such soul mates do exist and these individuals are in such
“programs”, the real test of “reality” is to heal, come out of the mind
control and truly love with wisdom and discernment. If this is done, the
effect should be very powerful, and certainly is something the dark
“powers that be” do not want with those who have these kinds of
connections. Nonetheless, it is the responsibility of each of the “twin
flame” partners to do a deep self-inquiry on their own history, work to
resolve emotional traumas, and “mind control issues”.
In several love bite cases, mostly private, the duo recalled astral
sexual unions and interactions that served to fuel the love obsession in
one or both partners. Some recall “programming” in the astral where
they were given narrated scripts of a story to program them to fall in
love with a specific person, who was deliberately led to them via a
pre-conditioned love obsession to be their “next handler”. In such a
case, the love bite was engineered to bring them in to be “reactivated”
for some kind of MK Ultra occult operational use.
After researching this field for over 20 years I will have to say
that the level of human experimentation on all levels of being are more
complex that what is assumed to be simple “physical level” MK Ultra mind
control or Satanic Ritual Abuse. The extent of control includes a level
of inter and extra dimensional involvement and black meta-technology
that is a form of spiritual abuse and warfare on unimaginable levels.
With this statement I do not want to imply that this situation is
“hopeless” targeting with warfare beyond our ability to overcome. Not at
all. I do believe our own
hearts, minds and spirits working in full integration are extremely
powerful, and we can overcome this, since black magic, by nature, is
based on trickery and deception, not true spiritual power.
I think that with the numerous reports emerging out of Satanic Ritual
Abuse and Illuminati Bloodline cult family survivors, we can start to
understand this kind of spiritual warfare, even if much of it is within
the framework of Christian religious faiths based on biblical scripture.
I believe that these ancient bloodline cults, rituals and spiritual
beliefs extend beyond the history of the Christian religion and the life
of Jesus Christ. It is old, enduring and seemingly following an agenda
that appears to be culminating in our current time. But even the
prophetic scriptures such as the Book of Revelation, could be utilized
as a script by these same infiltrators and corruptors of the human race
to carry out their program of control and trans-humanism.
The 5th Fire Initiation Ritual for Twin Flames
There are a few brave Satanic Ritual Abuse survivors who havereported some of the demonic aspects of Twin Flame unions via specific
types of rituals done with “bloodline cult people”. One such witness
testimony is Carolyn Hamlett on the “5th Fire Initiation Ritual”, which
uses a twin flame couple, to unify, give up their souls for possession
and conceive a “hybrid Nephilim” “avatar” child. In this type of
“Nephilim hybrid” the physical gestation and maturation is rapid and not
“normal” in term of the usual human pregnancy and growth. This is
distinct and different from many of the alien abduction hybrid breeding
program reports, compared to the children born to the abductee mothers
in their physical environment lives. In other words, most of the
children born to the abductee mothers in their normal physical
life/world, are not such rapid gestation and maturation as described in
Carlyn Hamlett’s testimony. On the other hand, hybrid children being
shown to parent abductees on the alien crafts or environments during
abductions, may appear much more “alien” than human and have different
gestation and maturation times. The hybrid children that were raised in
“alien environments” are usually taken via abduction from the mother’s
wombs in the first trimester. For more details on the entirety of
Carolyn Hamlett’s experience see:
http://beyondthephysical.blogspot.mx/2013/07/my-july-30th-interview-with-daniel.html
Doug Riggs, a long time Christian minister and SRA
therapist who has worked with many ritual abuse survivors has spoken
about the “Nephilim Mothers” being groomed to conceive hybrid children.
He does say that these “Nephilim children” mostly males, look like
normal humans and are usually physically ”beautiful people”. Another
thing Doug Riggs did report in the below video interview is that since
1976, all significant world leaders or those in top positions in the
world are all now “hybrids”.
Another interview worth listening to with Doug Riggs and Lynn Marzulli on a more broad perspective of the Nephilim hybrid issue and the End times Deception, Satanic Anti-Christ Agenda.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p8OhV45djGo&list=WL&index=53
Discernment Comes with Healing, and Deep Spirit/Source Connection
What I have observed over the years with experiencers of anomaloustrauma is that if they have never experienced true healing, love,
healthy family relations, and trauma free living, they often lack the
ability to discern the truth of a situation. For example, the “red
flags” that normally would cue a non-traumatized person that something
is “not right” will not register in a long-time abductee or anomalous
trauma survivor. It is not that these people are not sensitive, aware or
intelligent. It’s the simple fact that from living a life of trauma, a
certain level of emotional pain and confusion is normalized in their
lives. The analogy of the frog being slowly boiled in the pot of boiling
water is a metaphor of how easy it is to not notice the gradual
temperature of the water, until it’s so hot they either succumb to being
cooked alive (spiritually and emotionally dying), or they jump out of
the boiling water and wake up to the reality of obvious abuse.
Sometimes the desire for love, acceptance, or avoidance of the “crazy
reality” keeps them in a world of confusion, distraction or obsessions
with illusions that actually prevent them from a deeper self connection
of internal Spirit Sourced truth.
When there is vampiric energy loss, there is also a level of
confusion. Where there still exist psychological defenses, cognitive
dissonance and intact mind control programming, there will be a
consistency of distractions, drama and numbing (perhaps through various
addictions). There will be illusions of what they want reality to be,
but is not. Healing and the clarity of wisdom comes from deep heart and
core Spirit connection, combined with the rational mind. Sometimes it’s
easy to get stuck in the wild goose chase of endless mental puzzles,
spinning in this “need to know” questioning and research endeavors on
externalized aspects of ones life and world. Many of us who have hidden
histories of abductions have intense desires to know what happened, our
memories of missing time, our real parentage, proof that we may be a
“hybrid” or other such inquiries. These mental “needing to have external
knowledge” quests can actually sabotage the true healing process. True
healing will always cause you to return to your own heart, feelings and
spiritual core of beingness, which then works in balance with the
logical mind to to question events and experiences that are unusual and
then make sense of things.
If there is a true form of soul mate or even a twin flame dyad, it is
not likely to be festered with the magnitude of demonic, vampiristic
overtones or riddled with narcissistic, game playing so prominent in
hyper dimensional organic portals —pretending to be human lovers. The
determination to heal and take emotionally intelligent responsibility
will offer the clarity and wisdom to understand and overcome these
complex multileveled manipulations and questions. For so many of us we
feel alone and unsupported in this. But we are not alone. The fact that
we are still alive, and have come to know what we have thus far is a
significant victory.
Predatory Parasites and Online Sex
This is an article written by a 31-year old Finnish woman who
wishes to tell her story of how she protracted a predatory
interdimensional parasite through cyber sex. The reason I am sharing
this testimony is because the lethality of these types of predatory
parasites seem to be especially physically draining. I believe these
same types of predatory interdimensional parasites, may possibly be
doubly infected with an artificial intelligence type of vector which can
travel and interact through computer technology and the web. It’s as if
the medium of technology is aided by something that acts as a bridge
that can readily connect interdimensional parasites through artificial
intelligence systems.
Many energy healers, clairvoyants and shamans already know how other
dimensional entities can latch into someones energy field through sex
(among many other things). But now it is quite common to receive reports
of entity attachment through online connections and especially cyber
sex. My former mentor Barbara Bartholic had discovered that people who
used recreational drugs like methamphetamine were particularly
susceptible to “reptilian hosting”. Not only this, but the reptilian
hosting often corresponded with an increased addiction to online sex,
which kept a viscous cycle going of constant parasite re-infection and
sexual addiction. (Not to mention infection of other people to these
same entities, who don’t even use dangerous recreational drugs like
methamphetamine etc) I’m only mentioning this because online sex itself
is a playground for all kinds of other forces, and interdimensional
beings that innocent people have no awareness of and can be harmed by
this kind of activity.
Most of the time the victims of hyperdimensional predatory parasites
do not “see” the entities, but the symptoms of energy vampirism and
sometimes the deceptive “twin flame” telepathic communications and
masked energetic sexual visitations are done by the same types of
vampiric entities. They can shapeshift into the image of the alleged
“twin flame “lover”, and be intimately connected to that person (ie.
him) or another partner the he is linked in with, such as a female. Such
a situation happened with Ajna, the author of this testimony on
predatory parasites through online sex.
Luckily, once Anja realized she had a parasitic entity, took
responsibility to stop engaging with the online sexual partner and did
healing, trauma resolution and energy clearing work. She was able to
successfully release the entity, rebuild her health and emotional well
being but not until over three years of her life and health was nearly
destroyed. Anja now writes a blog about these types of experiences in
Finnish.
*****
December 2015
I got attacked by a malevolent entity through online sex in 2012. The
attack was so fierce that it brought me on the brink of death. It took
me three-and-a-half years to recover to this point where I can address
the events rationally.
In the summer of 2012 I had just recently divorced a man who seemed
to make me sick and miserable for some unknown reason. Today I’m able to
see clearly that my ex-husband was overshadowed by an entity, but I
didn’t know that at the time. I misinterpreted the problem to involve my
ex-husband only, and when I divorced him, I thought I was finally safe
from whatever the enemy was.
I got to be on my own for only about six weeks and that was definitely
the best time of my life – until I got cleverly attacked from another
direction. This time the villain was sneakier and much more vicious than
the entity that my ex-husband hosted, and I wasn’t prepared at all. My
husband’s parasite was slowly harming my health for sure, but this other
entity was capable of a sudden murder attempt.
During the months of separation from my ex, I had developed a crush on a
male friend who lived in another country, and we talked online. Things
changed drastically when he engaged me in online sex with him. He was in
a relationship with another woman, and I knew there was very much at
stake, but everything happened so fast that afterwards I was just left
wondering what struck me.
My intuition warned me from having online sex with him, but when we
interacted, I also saw incredible beauty and connection between us that
couldn’t possibly be fake. It was as if there were two competing energy
currents that confused my intuition: a pure and beautiful energy
exchange between me and him, and something shapeless but dangerous
lurking behind that.
I was starving for sex and romance after my divorce, and that made me
an easy target. I was convinced that the friend that I trusted wasn’t
capable of harming me even if we had online sex. He seemed pure an
uncorrupted. Yet I sensed danger in the situation.
Today I’m pretty convinced that he was pure about his intentions, but
the problem centered on his fiancée. He lived with a woman who seemed
nice and friendly – just like the entity who was presumably
overshadowing her. Because the two were sexually involved, her parasite
had access to his energies, and when I had online sex with him, it was
able to access my energies as well.
The entity enticed the man, my friend, and it also enticed me with
soft whispers that I misinterpreted as telepathic messages from him.
Only after I refused to do what it tried to make me do, its true nature
was betrayed. The entity persuaded me to feed my energy to my friend and
his fiancée, to build the couple a happy future together. Before the
online sex happened, I vaguely agreed because I wanted what was best for
him, and he seemed to plead exactly this. I didn’t know that I had
actually signed a powerful energetic agreement here, and it wasn’t
between me and him but between me and the parasite that had invaded his
love relationship.
After the online sex changed my view of everything in the situation, I
refused to do what I thought I had promised to my friend and his
fiancée. Instead, I insisted that I wanted him for myself. I can still
vividly remember my telepathic discussion with what I still thought to
be my friend, and it went somewhat like this:
Me: “Look, we can accomplish so much more when we are actually together, versus me feeding only my energy to your life.”
It: “But you promised to create a happy future for me and her.”
Me: “Yes, but you must know that it’s not possible
anymore. I don’t have that energy anymore. The source that feeds me
won’t let me do it. My whole being just wants to be with you.”
It: “You have lots of energy alright. In that storage called ‘body’. If you don’t give it voluntarily, we’ll take it by force.”
I was struck by terror after this mental conversation. The entity
began to take my energy by force right away, and I got really sick.
During the next few months I suffered from pneumonia, a uterine
infection that got me to the hospital, and severe burnout symptoms. My
whole life crashed since I had no energy for my own well-being anymore;
the parasite was eating me alive.
By opening up energetically in online sex I granted the entity a
direct passage into my energies, and it used that free access to
brutally harm me. It sucked my energy dry on any area it could. I knew
my body tissues and functions were chopped by it to release ATP for its
purposes. The terror I felt because of this was indescribable.
This predatory parasite was able to invade into my lungs and even my
brain. My consciousness was severely blackened. I felt dizzy all the
time, and I couldn’t remember or concentrate well anymore. I struggled
to get enough oxygen and caught one respiratory infection after another.
The entity saw my body as a peculiar storage of energy. Astral
parasites don’t recognise what a physical body is since they don’t have
one of their own. They see it only as a resource, not as a functional
living vehicle. And that’s exactly where this malevolent entity got
busted.
A person would never view the body of another person, let alone a
friend, as a mere resource that can be sucked dry. A person would never
think that he can steal energy from someone else’s body tissues to build
happiness for himself. That would be considered a murder or a murder
attempt after all!
It wasn’t my friend who tried to kill me, but something else. It made
a grave mistake, however, by demanding me to use the energy of my body
to feed it. Because it made me painfully aware of its existence every
second, it resulted in me starting a personal crusade against this
obscure force that had harmed me so severely. Because I knew all along
that something was heavily off, and the entity gave itself up in its
confusion about what a body is, I had the means to tackle this
situation. It was an awfully slow process of course, because I had a
strong enemy not just outside but inside me. I asked and received
guidance all along, and it helped me through.
I began by clearing all my negative subconscious emotions and traumas
one by one. I was very weak in the beginning, and after each session I
had to allow my body a great amount of rest. I raised my vibration
slowly but steadily, making the environment less and less comfortable
for something that feeds off negative vibration.
Two years after the original incident, in July 2014, I was finally
strong enough to begin the process of clearing the entity out of my
system. I’ve been kind of exhaling all that foreign substance out of me
since then. Simultaneously I’ve been repairing my damaged aura. My body
isn’t heavy anymore like it was with the abusive entity in charge. I
know I’ve still got work to do, but my steady, visible progress keeps me
going.
All malevolent entities, beware of this: I absolutely will not stop
until I’ve finished clearing you out of my system, once and for all. You
are strictly prohibited from entering my space ever again.
Thanks to the Finnish social security system I’ve been able to hang
in there financially even though these entities stole my health and my
ability to work for more than three years. I will pay it back someday by
helping my fellow citizens and hopefully all mankind with the
information I obtained through these experiences.
Anja
Addendum: I asked Anja what healing modalities did
she use and was there any specific thing or event when the entity
actually left your energy field?
“I had to apply a multi-modality approach for healing since nothing simple seemed to work.
For healing trapped emotions and traumas I used ThetaHealing and
Thought Field Therapy (tapping). The most prevalent technique for the
whole process was probably something that I learned in ThetaHealing
class: using the resonance of my own voice, guided by intuition, to
clear any unwanted negative vibration.
For removing the entity I applied visualisation of cutting cords and
breaking the energetic deals I had made with it and with the people
involved. Breathing was also a very important factor. I’ve been
consciously exhaling everything that doesn’t belong inside my body nor
in my energy field. This began spontaneously in summer 2014, and it has
been going on since then, guided by my intuition/body’s intelligence.
As supportive means for my body to recover I’ve consumed large
amounts of micronutrients. I also keep certain stones and/or magnets
near my body for grounding all the time.
Writing openly about this subject and the good old-fashioned
prayer are also on my list of things that helped. With all of these
modalities combined I was able to corner the enemy. I know I must
practice resilience and keep all these forms of support active for at
least six more months to prevent any further attacks or setbacks.
Anja has a Blog in Finnish at: http://henkinenvaltiatar.fi
wishes to tell her story of how she protracted a predatory
interdimensional parasite through cyber sex. The reason I am sharing
this testimony is because the lethality of these types of predatory
parasites seem to be especially physically draining. I believe these
same types of predatory interdimensional parasites, may possibly be
doubly infected with an artificial intelligence type of vector which can
travel and interact through computer technology and the web. It’s as if
the medium of technology is aided by something that acts as a bridge
that can readily connect interdimensional parasites through artificial
intelligence systems.
Many energy healers, clairvoyants and shamans already know how other
dimensional entities can latch into someones energy field through sex
(among many other things). But now it is quite common to receive reports
of entity attachment through online connections and especially cyber
sex. My former mentor Barbara Bartholic had discovered that people who
used recreational drugs like methamphetamine were particularly
susceptible to “reptilian hosting”. Not only this, but the reptilian
hosting often corresponded with an increased addiction to online sex,
which kept a viscous cycle going of constant parasite re-infection and
sexual addiction. (Not to mention infection of other people to these
same entities, who don’t even use dangerous recreational drugs like
methamphetamine etc) I’m only mentioning this because online sex itself
is a playground for all kinds of other forces, and interdimensional
beings that innocent people have no awareness of and can be harmed by
this kind of activity.
Most of the time the victims of hyperdimensional predatory parasites
do not “see” the entities, but the symptoms of energy vampirism and
sometimes the deceptive “twin flame” telepathic communications and
masked energetic sexual visitations are done by the same types of
vampiric entities. They can shapeshift into the image of the alleged
“twin flame “lover”, and be intimately connected to that person (ie.
him) or another partner the he is linked in with, such as a female. Such
a situation happened with Ajna, the author of this testimony on
predatory parasites through online sex.
Luckily, once Anja realized she had a parasitic entity, took
responsibility to stop engaging with the online sexual partner and did
healing, trauma resolution and energy clearing work. She was able to
successfully release the entity, rebuild her health and emotional well
being but not until over three years of her life and health was nearly
destroyed. Anja now writes a blog about these types of experiences in
Finnish.
*****
How I Caught a Predatory Parasite Through Online Sex
By Anja BessonoffDecember 2015
I got attacked by a malevolent entity through online sex in 2012. The
attack was so fierce that it brought me on the brink of death. It took
me three-and-a-half years to recover to this point where I can address
the events rationally.
In the summer of 2012 I had just recently divorced a man who seemed
to make me sick and miserable for some unknown reason. Today I’m able to
see clearly that my ex-husband was overshadowed by an entity, but I
didn’t know that at the time. I misinterpreted the problem to involve my
ex-husband only, and when I divorced him, I thought I was finally safe
from whatever the enemy was.
I got to be on my own for only about six weeks and that was definitely
the best time of my life – until I got cleverly attacked from another
direction. This time the villain was sneakier and much more vicious than
the entity that my ex-husband hosted, and I wasn’t prepared at all. My
husband’s parasite was slowly harming my health for sure, but this other
entity was capable of a sudden murder attempt.
During the months of separation from my ex, I had developed a crush on a
male friend who lived in another country, and we talked online. Things
changed drastically when he engaged me in online sex with him. He was in
a relationship with another woman, and I knew there was very much at
stake, but everything happened so fast that afterwards I was just left
wondering what struck me.
My intuition warned me from having online sex with him, but when we
interacted, I also saw incredible beauty and connection between us that
couldn’t possibly be fake. It was as if there were two competing energy
currents that confused my intuition: a pure and beautiful energy
exchange between me and him, and something shapeless but dangerous
lurking behind that.
I was starving for sex and romance after my divorce, and that made me
an easy target. I was convinced that the friend that I trusted wasn’t
capable of harming me even if we had online sex. He seemed pure an
uncorrupted. Yet I sensed danger in the situation.
Today I’m pretty convinced that he was pure about his intentions, but
the problem centered on his fiancée. He lived with a woman who seemed
nice and friendly – just like the entity who was presumably
overshadowing her. Because the two were sexually involved, her parasite
had access to his energies, and when I had online sex with him, it was
able to access my energies as well.
The entity enticed the man, my friend, and it also enticed me with
soft whispers that I misinterpreted as telepathic messages from him.
Only after I refused to do what it tried to make me do, its true nature
was betrayed. The entity persuaded me to feed my energy to my friend and
his fiancée, to build the couple a happy future together. Before the
online sex happened, I vaguely agreed because I wanted what was best for
him, and he seemed to plead exactly this. I didn’t know that I had
actually signed a powerful energetic agreement here, and it wasn’t
between me and him but between me and the parasite that had invaded his
love relationship.
After the online sex changed my view of everything in the situation, I
refused to do what I thought I had promised to my friend and his
fiancée. Instead, I insisted that I wanted him for myself. I can still
vividly remember my telepathic discussion with what I still thought to
be my friend, and it went somewhat like this:
Me: “Look, we can accomplish so much more when we are actually together, versus me feeding only my energy to your life.”
It: “But you promised to create a happy future for me and her.”
Me: “Yes, but you must know that it’s not possible
anymore. I don’t have that energy anymore. The source that feeds me
won’t let me do it. My whole being just wants to be with you.”
It: “You have lots of energy alright. In that storage called ‘body’. If you don’t give it voluntarily, we’ll take it by force.”
I was struck by terror after this mental conversation. The entity
began to take my energy by force right away, and I got really sick.
During the next few months I suffered from pneumonia, a uterine
infection that got me to the hospital, and severe burnout symptoms. My
whole life crashed since I had no energy for my own well-being anymore;
the parasite was eating me alive.
By opening up energetically in online sex I granted the entity a
direct passage into my energies, and it used that free access to
brutally harm me. It sucked my energy dry on any area it could. I knew
my body tissues and functions were chopped by it to release ATP for its
purposes. The terror I felt because of this was indescribable.
This predatory parasite was able to invade into my lungs and even my
brain. My consciousness was severely blackened. I felt dizzy all the
time, and I couldn’t remember or concentrate well anymore. I struggled
to get enough oxygen and caught one respiratory infection after another.
The entity saw my body as a peculiar storage of energy. Astral
parasites don’t recognise what a physical body is since they don’t have
one of their own. They see it only as a resource, not as a functional
living vehicle. And that’s exactly where this malevolent entity got
busted.
A person would never view the body of another person, let alone a
friend, as a mere resource that can be sucked dry. A person would never
think that he can steal energy from someone else’s body tissues to build
happiness for himself. That would be considered a murder or a murder
attempt after all!
It wasn’t my friend who tried to kill me, but something else. It made
a grave mistake, however, by demanding me to use the energy of my body
to feed it. Because it made me painfully aware of its existence every
second, it resulted in me starting a personal crusade against this
obscure force that had harmed me so severely. Because I knew all along
that something was heavily off, and the entity gave itself up in its
confusion about what a body is, I had the means to tackle this
situation. It was an awfully slow process of course, because I had a
strong enemy not just outside but inside me. I asked and received
guidance all along, and it helped me through.
I began by clearing all my negative subconscious emotions and traumas
one by one. I was very weak in the beginning, and after each session I
had to allow my body a great amount of rest. I raised my vibration
slowly but steadily, making the environment less and less comfortable
for something that feeds off negative vibration.
Two years after the original incident, in July 2014, I was finally
strong enough to begin the process of clearing the entity out of my
system. I’ve been kind of exhaling all that foreign substance out of me
since then. Simultaneously I’ve been repairing my damaged aura. My body
isn’t heavy anymore like it was with the abusive entity in charge. I
know I’ve still got work to do, but my steady, visible progress keeps me
going.
All malevolent entities, beware of this: I absolutely will not stop
until I’ve finished clearing you out of my system, once and for all. You
are strictly prohibited from entering my space ever again.
Thanks to the Finnish social security system I’ve been able to hang
in there financially even though these entities stole my health and my
ability to work for more than three years. I will pay it back someday by
helping my fellow citizens and hopefully all mankind with the
information I obtained through these experiences.
Anja
Addendum: I asked Anja what healing modalities did
she use and was there any specific thing or event when the entity
actually left your energy field?
“I had to apply a multi-modality approach for healing since nothing simple seemed to work.
For healing trapped emotions and traumas I used ThetaHealing and
Thought Field Therapy (tapping). The most prevalent technique for the
whole process was probably something that I learned in ThetaHealing
class: using the resonance of my own voice, guided by intuition, to
clear any unwanted negative vibration.
For removing the entity I applied visualisation of cutting cords and
breaking the energetic deals I had made with it and with the people
involved. Breathing was also a very important factor. I’ve been
consciously exhaling everything that doesn’t belong inside my body nor
in my energy field. This began spontaneously in summer 2014, and it has
been going on since then, guided by my intuition/body’s intelligence.
As supportive means for my body to recover I’ve consumed large
amounts of micronutrients. I also keep certain stones and/or magnets
near my body for grounding all the time.
Writing openly about this subject and the good old-fashioned
prayer are also on my list of things that helped. With all of these
modalities combined I was able to corner the enemy. I know I must
practice resilience and keep all these forms of support active for at
least six more months to prevent any further attacks or setbacks.
Anja has a Blog in Finnish at: http://henkinenvaltiatar.fi
